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- 1.2: making friends with lovely cattle
- 2.2: spare time leads to permitted imagining
- 3.2: teaching offered revision at work
- 9.2: late night shopping efforts in search of the perfect dress for this party. Found nothing of the sort, was left feeling hopeless, anxious and stressed.
- 10.2: last minute shopping for the party I was incredibly anxious about, found a beautiful dress which I thought was perfect, mood was lifted but was still left anxious.
- 11.2: Being nervous and excited. I was lucky enough to even get to talk to this boy I like at this party I went to. It was lovely.
- 12.2: Feeling immensely tired and overwhelmed. Lots of old and reminiscent music from the 70's & 80's. Completely confused but high hopes about my romantic life.
- 13.2: Now just confused and hopeless about my romantic life, feeling ever so sorry for myself and beginning to feel bad about everything. A walk in the fresh air and some healthy food made me feel slightly more at ease.
- 14.2: some valentine's day blues. listened to the soundtrack of Black Beauty, reminiscent. Just want to get inebriated and forget all my worries.
- 15.2: determined to quit my job, but have no idea where on earth I should apply for a job elsewhere. Beginning to feel stressed. Song: Imagine by John Lennon
- 16.2: spending most of my day being an escapist, creating lists and writing stories in my head.
- 17.2: apathy
- 18.2: used up at work once again, called in to cover a shift
- 19.2: worked on my desk, unsure of whether or not it will even fit into my bedroom.
- 20.2: feeling overwhelmed with my school work load.
- 23.2: quit my job, scarily, the same day the building caught fire. rescued a baby calf on two occasions 1) from dehydration, had not been fed all day because it losts its mother but I reunited them and 2) it got caught up in barbed wire in the dam and couldn't get out because its feet were stuck in the thick mud.
- 26.2: dreamt about him, left me feeling lost. Got my desk in my bedroom, drove to the beach.
- 27.2: dreamt about him again, left me feeling silly.
feb 3 2012 ∞
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