- postsecret
      
        - i don't know what i want but i don't want this... 
- thinking about being with him is more exciting than actually being with him 
- it really bothers me to admit this. it freaks me out. i am not a bigot. i love people. i am a good person. but i think hitler was sexy 
- i thought i was in love with him 
- just here 
- you're way too good for me 
- i don't want to go to college. i want to grow shit 
- i wish i were still innocent 
- i miss the good ol' days 
- i'm with the first person i've ever been able to truly trust. he is the only person i have ever cheated on 
- i wish i could just walk away 
- i need to get out of this city 
- i like when animals attack trainers. i think they deserve it 
- i need to change 
- i love you so much but can't tell you!!! 
- i hope there is a heaven (and i hope you're there) 
 
- my secret
      
        - i hate this town but i'm so afraid to leave 
- though i'm afraid you'll never speak to me again, i'm pretty sure i'm better off that way 
- i can't wait till i prove them all wrong 
- deep down i've always believed i am meant for something really big... now i'm just waiting 
- my heart is an idiot 
- i am afraid that the only thing i like to do won't take me anywhere. i hope i am wrong 
- i don't believe that "perfect families" exist... they all fuck you up... 
- i don't know how to say NO 
- i just want to be a good person 
- the butterflies are gone 
- i haven't told you everything 
- i'm afraid that deep down i an truly unworthy of another person's love 
 
- a lifetime of secrets
      
        - when someone steps on my feet i say "sorry" 
- i want to go home... but i am home 
- i am scared that i will never find what i am looking for because i am a bad looker 
- it gets harder to be the good girl every day 
- i am very afraid that this is the climax of my life 
- sometimes, life is really ridiculously repetitive 
- i'm starting to realize my indecisiveness is a far worse fate than making the wrong decision 
- i'm so scared that growing up means dying a little inside 
- i hate college 
- i want us to have babies. i want to grow old and wrinkly with you. i love you 
- my biggest fear is being stuck in a life that i cannot walk away from at any given moment 
- i feel like i have no self control 
- some day 
- waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup 
 
- confessions on life, death, and god
      
        - i am afraid that we are destroying the earth, but most days i am too lazy to do much about it 
- if i died today, would there be anything you wish you had said to me? 
- i'm afraid there will be nothing outstanding or interesting to say about me in my obituary 
- i still wear your shirt 
- i'm 20 and i've never used a tampon. i'm too scared to ask anyone how 
- i've just gotta save myself and then i'm yours 
- i love going poop because it is like weightloss w/o exercise 
- i'm homesick for a place that i've never been to! 
- i hate how the things i miss most are the little things i never noticed before 
- i am afraid of growing up 
- i know i love the man i'm with and he's the one for me... but sometimes i miss the thrill of searching for him 
- i spent my childhood wishing i was an adult and now i spent my adulthood wishing i was a child 
- i'm not afraid of death. i assume i'll be ready when it happens... but i'm secretly terrified that i won't be ready 
- i don't care if i see god in heaven. i only care if i see you 
- i'm so afraid i won't remember all the people i have been 
 
         oct 31 2011 ∞
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