• saying too much to the wrong person
  • saying too little to the right person
  • making a mistake in front of my boss
  • the future
  • the past
  • the present
  • not having enough time to do all the things i want to do
  • not being a good enough girlfriend
  • people reading my mind
  • saying something self-incriminating in my sleep
  • what i'm going to go to school for
  • WHEN i'm going to go to school
  • forgetting small details about my favourite people
  • confusing one person with another
  • keeping my stories straight
  • drunk people who sleep on their backs at night
  • homeless people
  • that i'll never be able to play a song on guitar
  • that i'm wasting my time
  • my boyfriend leaving me
  • other people falling in love with me
  • the way that i've hurt people
  • never seeing you again
  • that heaven doesn't exist
  • my favourite celebrities passing away
  • my boyfriend getting into a freak accident and dying, leaving me alone with too many choices that i don't want to make
  • making the wrong choice
  • not making enough money to have the future i'd like
  • e-books becoming more prominent than actual books
  • that books will stop being made completely
  • what you (and only you) are thinking
  • the way we left things
  • the way things might have been (better? worse?)
  • the state of my own heart
feb 8 2012 ∞
may 2 2012 +