Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. My Start Date: Sep 23, 2013 (Finished: ❅)

• 23Sep, 2013 · Feeling extremely pathetic, Alana took care of me, "The Green Mile", Clarice Falcão, writing again
• 24Sep, 2013 · No self control, sleepy, not feeling so well, insecurity, "Fred Astaire"
• 25Sep, 2013 · Confident about the test (even math!), bad mood, puff pastry, "Gilmore Girls", too much
• 26Sep, 2013 · "Pet Sematary", Guy Pearce, "I can't fix his problem. I am his problem.", scared, anxious
• 27Sep, 2013 · Scars, "Friday I'm In Love", nostalgia, (finally) went out with Luna, he's here
• 28Sep, 2013 · Terrified and then relieved, talks, joker make up, close enough to..., messy party
• 29Sep, 2013 · Slept together for a while, family crap, he stayed, "Friends", chinese food
• 30Sep, 2013 · Couldn't make it to school, feeling guilty again, "Batman", Alana came here, the talk with my parents about the future
• 01Oct, 2013 · Good grades so far, Alana's situation, sleeping a lot, low self-esteem, The Smiths
• 02Oct, 2013 · No energy at all, bad mood, pain, paranoia, "Flume"
• 03Oct, 2013 · 11 months, "How many secrets can you keep?", Klaine, worried, torture?!
• 04Oct, 2013 · Exhausted, Franco, "Pretty Little Liars", trying real hard not to give in, anxious
• 05Oct, 2013 · We went to the mall instead, movie theater, ate sushi for the first time, actually happy, his house
• 06Oct, 2013 · Shower together (and how it felt to have his arms holding me like that), a lot of sleep, antisocial couple, movies + junk food (also I drank soda), overthinking
• 07Oct, 2013 · "Curiosity becomes a heavy load" (but perhaps you should hold it), that feeling in my stomach again, compulsive, terribly sorry and horribly sad, comforting words
• 08Oct, 2013 · Cooking at 3am, leaving, exploding, missing him so bad, tired
• 09Oct, 2013 · Losing it, round and round, ana, "Pet Sematary", sleep
• 10Oct, 2013 · Left school early, finished "Pet Sematary", a lot of sleep, "The Vampire Diaries", they said yes
• 11Oct, 2013 · Indifference, 3 hours spent at the terminal, feeling ugly, mechanic talk, his house
• 12Oct, 2013 · Movie marathon at the theater, calzone, cute coincidences, annoying situation, kind of uncomfortable
• 13Oct, 2013 · The other part of the family, "Everything is empty without you", weird dream, pizza, "Big Daddy"
• 14Oct, 2013 · "The Quarterback", mom called, sold some books, sex, "Breaking Bad"
• 15Oct, 2013 · Farewell, Pateta (!!!), addiction, "Different Seasons", planning
• 16Oct, 2013 · Start, trying not to feel sad, laziness, he wrote me a letter, Destiel
• 17Oct, 2013 · Morning sickness, pain, had a fight with my mom, vodka, the last cigarette
• 18Oct, 2013 · "The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy", cried at school (once again), watched "Friends" with him, helped my mom a bit, "Take Me Along"
• 19Oct, 2013 · Senai, got out of the house, irritated, them ♡, insecure
• 20Oct, 2013 · "House Party", almost 3 times, I kissed Helo, low self-esteem, angry
• 21Oct, 2013 · Didn't go to school, shitty day, watched "Friends" with him, cleaned my room, pain
• 22Oct, 2013 · Broken promise, dress, Jaum's birthday, pictures, accusations
• 23Oct, 2013 · Worried about Alana, good grades, epiphany, we both screwed up, panic
• 24Oct, 2013 · 2nd degree, lonely, chocolate, can't do anything, craving normality
• 25Oct, 2013 · Good mood (for 5 minutes), the pictures in his phone made me feel like I've lost something, Gene Wilder, Jenna Marbles ♡, "The Way It Was"
• 26Oct, 2013 · Enem, "hi", lack of concentration, movie at John's, no limits, mistake
• 27Oct, 2013 · The best restaurant ever, day 2 was easy, talked to her, mistake again, "Breaking Bad"
• 28Oct, 2013 · Jealous, my mom saw my bruises, his letter came, bad news, keeping it to myself until I can't anymore
• 29Oct, 2013 · Stupid comments about my problem, "placebo effect", Bia, "All or Nothing" (embarrassing...), Marbles marathon
• 30Oct, 2013 · Got a haircut, "Pretty Little Liars", trying, "R U Mine?", sleepy
• 31Oct, 2013 · Change, missing those movie nights, "The Vampire Diaries", sad videos, "Without a Word"
• 01Nov, 2013 · Played dodgeball at school, mixed emotions, Luna, "Supernatural", hating myself
• 02Nov, 2013 · He's here, movie time, Mr. Ching, games, happy
• 03Nov, 2013 · 1 year of you and me, flawless weekend, his skin on mine, "perhaps it's because I'm completely in love with you", the feeling I can't explain
• 04Nov, 2013 · Alex, movies, ice cream with cake, walk on the beach, Nat
• 05Nov, 2013 · Acting retarded with Alana at school, feeling kinda low, lots of food, "Clueless", reading
• 06Nov, 2013 · Spent the morning with Alex, nothing to do, bad feeling, "To Kill a Mockingbird", "Skins" re-watch
• 07Nov, 2013 · Anxious, watched "Friends" with him, went out with Alex, cake, snooker
• 08Nov, 2013 · Alana's words, electric, junk food, low again, sleep
• 09Nov, 2013 · Floripa, his cousin, wine, "Friends" drinking game, lips
• 10Nov, 2013 · Sad, home, McFly, dancing, priorities
• 11Nov, 2013 · Didn't go to school, "The Sound of Music", thoughts about the future, improvement, sad songs
• 12Nov, 2013 · I feel like crap, biology, "Love Is a Laserquest", lonely, starting to worry
• 13Nov, 2013 · Another test, bad mood, letter, no internet, pizza with mom
• 14Nov, 2013 · Impatience, brigadeiro + ice cream, stupid body, family shit, he's here
• 15Nov, 2013 · We made cheesecake, went out, food, they were being extremely annoying, ugh
• 16Nov, 2013 · Home alone, shower together, couch, we ate the cheesecake, last time (seriously)
• 17Nov, 2013 · Existential crises, 4 hours sleep, goodbye, tired, desperately missing you
• 18Nov, 2013 · Tea at Itapanni, new listography, pathetic situation, exhausted, low self esteem
• 19Nov, 2013 · Bad mood, bananas, "Different Seasons", worried again, missing him
• 20Nov, 2013 · Pictures, "Carrie", negative, a lot of sleep, nf
• 21Nov, 2013 · Feeling sick, called him, lunch with them, mocaccinos, "The Perks of Being a Wallflower"
• 22Nov, 2013 · Mom's birthday, listening to the radio with Alana, 45, feeling bad all day, lonely
• 23Nov, 2013 · "The Sims" 'til 3am, Doctor Who today ♡, nothingness, hopeless, pain
• 24Nov, 2013 · Morning walk in the rain, berries, "The Day of the Doctor", tea, terribly sad
• 25Nov, 2013 · Stuck in between, procrastination, burn, "The Sims", call
• 26Nov, 2013 ­· No classes, went out with mom, clothes, ice cream, grandma's house
• 27Nov, 2013 · Cookies, worthless, canceled plans, annoyed, procrastination
• 28Nov, 2013 · No sleep, BREAKING NEWS (!!!), stress, not the same, them
• 29Nov, 2013 · I'm 17, worst day, friends, bruise, L and B
• 30Nov, 2013 · Tough words, weird feeling, football game, called Luna, sex
• 01Dec, 2013 · Slept late, movie, fragments of words, in the middle of something, sad
• 02Dec, 2013 · Feeling worthless, weak, Du, "Carrie", noodles
• 03Dec, 2013 · Okay, sleepy, active, hot, "Hostel"
• 04Dec, 2013 · Slept a lot, pool, insecure, sadness, cooking
• 05Dec, 2013 · Movie, rainy day, talks, 3 times, panic
• 06Dec, 2013 · Friday already, confused, Homago, Karla, went out
• 07Dec, 2013 · Bad movie, ice cream, drink, "1000 ways to die", pancakes
• 08Dec, 2013 · Went out for lunch with him, the guy on the bus, bad feeling, nostalgia, crying
• 09Dec, 2013 · The secret present, Alana and her boyfriend, the biggest ice cream bowl ever, walked with Drika, pills
• 10Dec, 2013 · The Sims, Emma Watson, anxiety, sickness, hating myself
• 11Dec, 2013 · Nothing, comfort zone, panic attack, paranoia, "One Day"
• 12Dec, 2013 · Finally over, something is still wrong, fine but sad again, lists
• 13Dec, 2013 · Swift day, Twitter, Instagram, sleep, screams
• 14Dec, 2013 · Feeling ok, ufsc, hamburgueria, party poopers, Alana sleeping here
• 15Dec, 2013 · Sucked at the test today, arguments, shopping mall, the bus situation, Alex
• 16Dec, 2013 · Talks at dawn, trashy, last day, Jesus fanatic, the moon
• 17Dec, 2013 · Cookies, coffee, lonely, books, same shit
• 18Dec, 2013 · Johnny Depp, lists, shoes, cat drawings, sad
• 19Dec, 2013 ­· Christmas movies, "Baby It's Cold Outside", Esteban, Alaide, he's here
• 20Dec, 2013 · Graduation day, not pretty, disorganization, it's over, ap (+ weird boys at the window, drinking game, sex (!!!), lipstick on Bruno's face, Alex dancing, etc)
• 21Dec, 2013 · Thais, fine, engagement, pain, cuteness
• 22Dec, 2013 · Unf, our problem, amusement park, "Wreck This Journal", pain
• 23Dec, 2013 · Weird behavior, mean, bus, his house, "Samurai X"
• 24Dec, 2013 · Grandparents, stupid drama (again), Christmas dinner, nostalgia, donuts
• 25Dec, 2013 · Traveling at 3am, a first, bad news, movie, happy
• 26Dec, 2013 · A lot of sleep, "House", went out, pizza, text
• 27Dec, 2013 · Pool, blanket fort + cuteness, movies, worried again, "slamming the door instead of kissing goodnight"
• 28Dec, 2013 · Everything's ok again, talks, pool, children, another room
• 29Dec, 2013 · Worst day, mistake, scared of losing him, mom advices, a lasagna made of pancakes
• 30Dec, 2013 · Beach, scandal at home, kiss in the rain, pizza, Alex
• 31Dec, 2013 · Farm game, doing nothing all day, too much of everything, stayed in, sex at midnight
• 01Jan, 2014 · New year/same things, went to the beach with him again, decisions, rainy day, playing video games until 3am
• 02Jan, 2014 · No water, Karla, beach, rudeness, finished the game
• 03Jan, 2014 · 1 year and 2 months, "você não faz ideia do quanto era/é especial ganhar um beijo seu", he waited until 5am so I could sleep, nuggets, movies
• 04Jan, 2014 · Talks, honesty, subway, "no", bad mood
• 05Jan, 2014 · 6am, humiliation, tears, they left, caffeine
• 06Jan, 2014 · Instagram, christmas movie, pancakes, "Tom Sawyer"
• 07Jan, 2014 · Slept on the phone and woke up still with him, "My Girl", after 4 months, went out, serial killers
• 08Jan, 2014 · Sunrise, keeping myself busy, whatsapp, baby steps, lonely
• 09Jan, 2014 · Tom Hanks, Alana, new books, Pandora, maybe I'm in
• 10Jan, 2014 · Pancakes, Bill Murray, nothing all day, crying, pills
• 11Jan, 2014 · Cleaning the house, no fights, oreo, notebook, rain
• 12Jan, 2014 · Made them breakfast, got a flu, video store, movies through the phone, Hannibal Lecter
• 13Jan, 2014 · "Stranger Than Fiction", internet again (yay), tea with honey, pictures, "Friends"
• 14Jan, 2014 · French stuff, those memories, irony, bleeding, "Changes"
• 15Jan, 2014 · Vegan diet, new addiction, Louis Garrel, Cat vs. Human, found her
• 16Jan, 2014 · Movies, "Breathe Me", lonely all day, conflicts, terribly sad
• 17Jan, 2014 · Tired, "Doctor Who", finally feeling clean, omegle, dirty talks
• 18Jan, 2014 · Happy and then sad, lists, photos, "yes", soy milk
• 19Jan, 2014 · Tony, horrible day, Rick and Sophia, movies with him, Jasmine
• 20Jan, 2014 · João, busy day, lunch with mom, happy to see him, turn off
• 21Jan, 2014 · Accidentally found things, cigarette, "granddaughter", cheese and wine, pretty words
• 22Jan, 2014 · Stupid summer, ice cream, massage, his dad, movie theater
• 23Jan, 2014 · Sleepy day, boredom, Plank, high, feeling good again
• 24Jan, 2014 · Not enough sleep, bad memories after the question, nauseous, stress, potatoes
• 25Jan, 2014 · Woke up late, macaroni with cheese, movie theater, sex, mutual sadness
• 26Jan, 2014 · This stupid house, stress, "I've always wanted you", Jas, Disney movies
• 27Jan, 2014 · Breakfast with mom, cooking lessons, I'm in college now, so close, anxious
• 28Jan, 2014 · Insecurity, actual friends?, scared, "Ratatouille", low self esteem
• 29Jan, 2014 · No sleep at all, pmsing (I guess), movie with them, lonely, maybe tomorrow
• 30Jan, 2014 · Dessert made by me, Jaraguá do Sul, romantically involved, feeling good but not completely, blueberries
• 31Jan, 2014 · Good night of sleep, shower together, Tom and Meg, alone, "Lost"
• 01Feb, 2014 · Woke up happy, organization, sad, terrible night, sickness
• 02Feb, 2014 · Beach with his father, lonely, crying, feeling better, and then worse
• 03Feb, 2014 · A year and 3 months, found things, control, pizza, high
• 04Feb, 2014 · Haircut, blackout, dark nails, sushi with his friends, "Friends"
• 05Feb, 2014 · Karla, distractions, nachos, oops, happy
• 06Feb, 2014 · No worries about that this month, playing detectives, "Catching Fire", a lot of food, laziness
• 07Feb, 2014 · Good morning, drama, air conditioner, subway, high
• 08Feb, 2014 · Long day, frustration, cooking lunch and dinner, cut, Ariel
• 09Feb, 2014 · Ew, pool, nice, shitty situation, Jen Law
• 10Feb, 2014 · Sweets, Tardis painting, "Wreck This Journal" mess, pizza, "Clerks."
• 11Feb, 2014 · Movie in the store, burguers, cuteness, shower, sad ending
• 12Feb, 2014 · Coming home, "I love you, girl", decoration ideas, he called, stressed already
• 13Feb, 2014 · Doctor, hopeless, "Runaways", drunk by myself, phone call
• 14Feb, 2014 · Horrible night, headache, change of plans, agony, fell asleep like that again
• 15Feb, 2014 · Anxiety, left behind, lonely, sounded fake, new lists
• 16Feb, 2014 · Vegan pancakes, worthless, Alana's house, movie with him, pain
• 17Feb, 2014 · Went out with mom, new clothes, low self esteem, acting stupid, ugh
• 18Feb, 2014 · Tired, pain all over my body, Victória, sushi with friends, movie with him
• 19Feb, 2014 · Pill, sleep, food, Alaide, weird situation
• 20Feb, 2014 · "Gilmore Girls", beach, sadness, anxiety, he called
• 21Feb, 2014 · UFSC, guilty, missing him, funny talks, went out with my friends
• 22Feb, 2014 · The stupid phone call, fight with mom, Jaraguá do Sul, happy, nothing wrong
• 23Feb, 2014 · Playlist, rug, high, laughs, food
• 24Feb, 2014 · Bike, sebus, green apple ice cream, comedies, empty theater
• 25Feb, 2014 · Library, history, sex and then sleep, Ariel, that annoying thing
• 26Feb, 2014 · Lovely morning, weirdness, it went wrong, space, confused
• 27Feb, 2014 · Sleep, nothingness, dumb movie, calzone, loud music
• 28Feb, 2014 · "Acting weird", Ariel, Martini, bread, can't remember
• 01Mar, 2014 · Pain, fine sleep, ice cream, his dad, "Super Mario"
• 02Mar, 2014 · Artur's birthday, Karla, the Oscars, DR, high
• 03Mar, 2014 · A year and 4 months, rainy day, Jenna Marbles, "The Wolf of Wall Street", irresponsible
• 04Mar, 2014 · Grandparents, chocolate, "Super Mario", apple pie, anxiety
• 05Mar, 2014 · 5am, bad feeling, Malwee, hamburguers, pmsing
• 06Mar, 2014 · "O Limbo", school nostalgia, Karla and Taiana, shower, "Revolution 9"
• 07Mar, 2014 · Ariel, "Revolution 9", uncomfortable, Jet Chicken, night walk
• 08Mar, 2014 · He's in college now, vegetarian restaurant, preparations, allergies, weirdness
• 09Mar, 2014 · Lunch with his dad, nap, not wanting to leave, Alana's house
• 10Mar, 2014 · No sleep, stories about my dad and past, UFSC, a bit jealous, pill
• 11Mar, 2014 · Went out in the morning, 8tracks, "Gilmore Girls", tumblr, thoughts
• 12Mar, 2014 · Supermarket, waste of time, organization, "Gilmore Girls", sushi w/ them
• 13Mar, 2014 · Alaide, anxiety, "Gilmore Girls", cake, sleep, disappointed with myself
• 14Mar, 2014 · He's here, happy, unfs, talking in the sidewalk, creepy stories about Alex
• 15Mar, 2014 · Cleaned the house together, he convinced me, dares, mistake, panic attack
• 16Mar, 2014 · Fragments of yesterday, he left, sad again, Alana, "Sherlock"
• 17Mar, 2014 · Lonely, "Sherlock", Alana, rudeness, bad night
• 18Mar, 2014 · Alfred Hitchcock, self destructive thoughts, stress, "Taxi Driver"
• 19Mar, 2014 · Alex called, crying all day, lonely, bike, tired
• 20Mar, 2014 · Morning stuff, new plate, sleep, he called in the afternoon, "Lost In You"
• 21Mar, 2014 · Beatles, sleep, violence, I was wrong about today, "Fun."
• 22Mar, 2014 · Impatience then relief, study, "you're the best thing in my life/you're the only good thing in mine", Old School bar, fun night
• 23Mar, 2014 · Sleepy, sex, watched "Sherlock" with him, he left, bad thoughts
• 24Mar, 2014 · Bike, L., 2048, "Supernatural", "The Sound of Silence"
• 25Mar, 2014 · Missing him, horrible day, movie with mom, anxious, harm
• 26Mar, 2014 · Only slept after 6am, chocolate, trying, ice cream with mom, they came here (+ weird talks)
• 27Mar, 2014 · Pilates, thrift store, movie with mom, can't go tomorrow, Quentin Tarantino
• 28Mar, 2014 · More pills, being spoiled, movies in bed, lonely, Alex and Alana
• 29Mar, 2014 · Getting worse, chamomile, frugivorous diet, tired, "Death Note"
• 30Mar, 2014 · Morning call, "Death Note", no parents today, fruits, missing him
• 31Mar, 2014 · Pilates, drugstore, "Death Note", recovery, "Phoebe in Wonderland"
• 01Apr, 2014 · "Supernatural", songs, pictures, Weheartit, action
• 02Apr, 2014 · The smell of her hands (+memories), soundtracks, exfoliation, rain, Alana
• 03Apr, 2014 · A year and 5 months, anxiety, rpg (+the smell again, sad talks), a home, confused
• 04Apr, 2014 · He's here, provocations, empty house, sanduiches, "Kill Bill"
• 05Apr, 2014 · Food, chips, sickness, they didn't come, sadness
• 06Apr, 2014 · Terrible morning, cigarettes, our house, crying, sickness
• 07Apr, 2014 · Pilates, superheroes, fine sleep, trying not to think, "Game of Thrones"
• 08Apr, 2014 · High, gingerbread, funny cartoons, marzipan, oh
• 09Apr, 2014 · Cigarettes, "Do I Wanna Know?", numb, "Gap", books
• 10Apr, 2014 · Jesse and Celine, sad, not wanting to leave the house, high, "The Time Traveler's Wife"
• 11Apr, 2014 · Anxious, he's here, my mom being stupid, the unplanned pizza, sex
• 12Apr, 2014 · Big pancake, boredom, almosts, "Scooby Doo", new thing
• 13Apr, 2014 · Croissants, tension, our house and the not-wanting-to-leave feeling again, terribly sad, Leo
• 14Apr, 2014 · Exercise, trying to convince her, movie with him, filmow, Marilyn Monroe
• 15Apr, 2014 · Eclipse, bored, reading, waiting for an answer, Rolê Gourmet
• 16Apr, 2014 · Ignorance, bad day, frustrated, helped mom, grocery shopping, "The Time Traveler's Wife"
• 17Apr, 2014 · Lucky/unlucky, breakfast at the bakery, new books, funny games w/ them (+ feets, fingers, "black penis", ears, Alex screaming a lot, chocolate, hugs and my new skirt), crying
• 18Apr, 2014 · Noisy and irritating, Blumenau, sad faces, boredom, chocolate
• 19Apr, 2014 · Nervous, Florianópolis, our house, high, sex
• 20Apr, 2014 · Went to sleep at 5am, Gio, stupidity, pizza, no
• 21Apr, 2014 · Couldn't sleep much, staying, "Spongebob Squarepants", hamburger de miojo, Indiana Jones
• 22Apr, 2014 · He missed the class, chicken recipe (nham), goodbye, "Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close", watched "Fargo" w/ him
• 23Apr, 2014 · Food, pictures, Avril Lavigne, "GOT", reading
• 24Apr, 2014 · Pmsing, watched "HP" with mom, "Spongebob Squarepants", stayed in, "Fargo" w/ him
• 25Apr, 2014 · Missing him, new sneakers, buying clothes with mom, nice words ("you look so pretty", i'm holding hands with the prettiest girl in the world", "you're so cute", "you're soft" and the other weird things Alex said), i never/truth or dare
• 26Apr, 2014 · Bus, coxinha, grandparents, abandoned kittens, sex
• 27Apr, 2014 · Talks, chocolate, nap on his shoulder, screams in the car, lonely
• 28Apr, 2014 · Pain, low self-esteem, sleep, 3 movies with him, Buscemi
• 29Apr, 2014 · Crying, tumblr, alone all day, walk, french movie
• 30Apr, 2014 · Stressed, he's here, drunk, in the bathroom, games
• 01May, 2014 · Midnight sex, Douglas, blame, Fe, high
• 02May, 2014 · His birthday, that situation, hamburgers, unf, horror movies
• 03May, 2014 · Anniversary, lunch w/ his dad, his friends, bad, "você tá aqui, você que importa"
• 04May, 2014 · Lunch w/ Ariel, full, bus, Floripa, sleepy
• 05May, 2014 · Tears, travel back, not much to do, "Gilmore Girls", slept before the movie
• 06May, 2014 · Nothing to do, "Gilmore Girls", movie with him, "before it's too late this could all disappear", Blink 128
• 07May, 2014 · The walk back home, pictures, movies with him, low self esteem, sexting
• 08May, 2014 · Mel, plans (+anxiety), boredom, movie with him, crying
• 09May, 2014 · Full morning, clothes, the worst, she texted me, brought him here
• 10May, 2014 · Sex at 5am, stupid fight, "one word and I'll stay" (and he did), Alex, couch
• 11May, 2014 · He left, market, 90 days left to wait, movies with my parents, "você só não cai porque tem que me segurar"
• 12May, 2014 · Full morning, Alana, Floripa, weird feeling, didn't watch the movies
• 13May, 2014 · Went to class with him, Fernando, back to Itapema, sleep, vomit
• 14May, 2014 · Not okay, food, creepy movie, old self?, "Like Crazy" (and then Paul Simon)
• 15May, 2014 · Stressed, cleaned my room, Taylor Swift, new boots, fat
• 16May, 2014 · Doing things, excited, out, he came early, sex
• 17May, 2014 · 1 less thing on the list, the sound of music, amazing sex (i mean, wow), different pov, happiness
• 18May, 2014 · Wide awake, hugs, talks, nap, positive thoughts
• 19May, 2014 · 1 year, "To Kill a Mockingbird", "Death Note", sleep, movie with him
• 20May, 2014 · Agony, "To Kill a Mockingbird", mia, movie with him, useless effort
• 21May, 2014 · 3am, crying, clothes, "To Kill a Mockingbird", depressed
• 22May, 2014 · Woke up at 11am, going today, +44, home, food
• 23May, 2014 · Ufsc, new book, met his friends for real, cold, we stayed in
• 24May, 2014 · Woke up late, cleaning the house, little fights, Eddie the dog, high
• 25May, 2014 · Ufsc in the morning, watched cartoons, nap, Itapema, distracted
• 26May, 2014 · Disappointed, sad, Taylor Swift, movie with mom, thoughts about death
• 27May, 2014 · Movie, too much, pink cake, ask, "Skins"
• 28May, 2014 · High, "Skins", a lot of food, she replied, phone call
• 29May, 2014 · Lonely, "Skins", body issues, baked a cake, rug + "The Smiths"
• 30May, 2014 · Forgotten, tea, waiting for nothing, high, bad night
• 31May, 2014 · No one came, "i think we should...", tears, hate, shower + reconciliation
• 01Jun, 2014 · Slept a lot, she replied, nice talks, leg situation, kisses
• 02Jun, 2014 · Red lipstick, no internet, can't remember anything else
• 03Jun, 2014 · Bookstores, Alana, fight, panicking, 1 year and 7 months (a new record)
• 04Jun, 2014 · Still mad, house cleaning, ufsc, discussions, sad
• 05Jun, 2014 · Stayed home, finished "Gilmore Girls", "Skins", not feeling... pretty much anything, low
• 06Jun, 2014 · Nervous, went out with Luna and it was great, no "TFIOS", clothes, so many stories
• 07Jun, 2014 · His dad, pain, sex, no test, no interruptions
• 08Jun, 2014 · Weed, Getro, nothingness, "no", "Alice in Wonderland"
• 09Jun, 2014 · Tired, sleep, movie, sick, call to sleep
• 10Jun, 2014 · Too much of them, doctor, feeling horrible, blowing up, DR
• 11Jun, 2014 · Alana's birthday, he's here, high + pizza, nothing to do w/ them, sex
• 12Jun, 2014 · High, donuts, world cup, antisocial, movies
• 13Jun, 2014 · Morning sleep, weird guy, Esp x Hol, provocations, movies
• 14Jun, 2014 · Bad mood because of that, no party, feeling horrible, my stepfather acting stupid, couch + movies
• 15Jun, 2014 · Sleeping together in the morning, the last 2, "Alice in Wonderland", stupid comments from my mom, oral sex
• 16Jun, 2014 · A bit angry, salvia, we made pizza, crying, double date
• 17Jun, 2014 · Low self-esteem, 0x0, A&G came here, silence, interruptions
• 18Jun, 2014 · Annoyed, Hol x Aus, dog traps, tears (it broke my heart to watch them fall), wine
• 19Jun, 2014 · Had to go, angry, grandparents, "GOT", Ed Sheeran
• 20Jun, 2014 · Floripa, bosque, Iguatemi, stupid pain, sleeping with him
• 21Jun, 2014 · "Marry me", John Mayer, Jasmine, Jaraguá do Sul (without him), awful party
• 22Jun, 2014 · Family fights, sushi, so sad, "U.N.I", "odeio tudo que não é você"
• 23Jun, 2014 · Long morning, "Alice", missing him, "Sin City", museums
• 24Jun, 2014 · Coffee with mom, 47, cleaning everything including myself, skype, unfinished
• 25Jun, 2014 · A&K, haircut, crying, not going, panicking
• 26Jun, 2014 · "Jagten", he's here, kisses, protective words, he spent the night
• 27Jun, 2014 · Sad thoughts, "Trainspotting", insecure again, sad songs, cartoons
• 28Jun, 2014 · Karla, the game, those thoughts all day and all night, rain, Gui's party (+Duda, bocce, weed, jumping windows, mean jokes and weird people)
• 29Jun, 2014 · His dad, strudel, Hol x Mex, sleepy (nap together), feeling ugly
• 30Jun, 2014 · "Peter Pan", lonely, unspoken heartbreak, Jasmine, crying
• 01Jul, 2014 · Bad dream, flu, "Lost", fight with my mom again, video call (+books, kitten, songs played to me, pictures and life stories)
• 02Jul, 2014 · Sunrise (+walk w/ Alana), "Lost", sleep, fights, "Golden Leaves"
• 03Jul, 2014 · 1 year and 8 months (+reconciliation), Alaide, "Lost", grandparents, high
• 04Jul, 2014 · Woke up late, Navegantes, sex, soccer, sleepy
• 05Jul, 2014 · "Star Wars", high all day, 21, more family, food
• 06Jul, 2014 · His grandpa's birthday, sweets, sex, Floripa, kitten
• 07Jul, 2014 · UFSC, RU, Lucas and Renan, kitten, playing "Star Wars"
• 08Jul, 2014 · Slavery, kitten (13), nap, Bra x Ale (shit), cuteness
• 09Jul, 2014 · Goodbye N., the big lie, Holanda lost, singing, drama as always
• 10Jul, 2014 · Packing bags, "Lost", one hour late, home, brownies
• 11Jul, 2014 · "They're waiting for you", high, sleep, his mom, party
• 12Jul, 2014 · His dad, out for lunch, "House", amazing pie, sex
• 13Jul, 2014 · House cleaning, alone, sex, "House", pizza
• 14Jul, 2014 · Bus alone, Alana here, UFSC tour (+BU), little things, 3 sharing a bed like the old times
• 15Jul, 2014 · Alana left, picnic with his friends, anxious about the cat, planning, "The Others"
• 16Jul, 2014 · Feira, bought stuff (clothes, new journal), eating disorder book, sleep, sex
• 17Jul, 2014 · "About a boy", ADOPTED A CAT (Margot), happiness, donut, cat stuff
• 18Jul, 2014 · Interview, reading, boys, pms, sex
• 19Jul, 2014 · Supermarket, stayed in, cleaning the house, french fries + onion rings + chocolate with cookies, "Pitch Perfect"
• 20Jul, 2014 · Being productive, clothes, fried tomatoes, cat pics, movies
• 21Jul, 2014 · Reading tree, bathing the cat, "fluffy", "Digimon", sex
• 22Jul, 2014 · 2am, sleepy, no RU, "Rear Window", songs 'til we fell asleep
• 23Jul, 2014 · Lack of sleep at 3am (and what happened after that), pancakes, "Misfits" before I left, goodbye kisses ("please, give me one more night"), back to Itapema
• 24Jul, 2014 · BC, helping my mom, Hitchcock, feeling horrible, discussion
• 25Jul, 2014 · Ophthalmologist, new clothes, call, cute movies, crying and then he helped me
• 26Jul, 2014 · Lack of sleep and movies at 3am, lists, panic attack, "An Affair to Remember", sad
• 27Jul, 2014 · "La vita è bella", Alana, relief, movie w/ mom, his kiss
• 28Jul, 2014 · Body, standing upside down, exfoliation, "About a Boy", stupid comment that made me feel horrible
• 29Jul, 2014 · Alana, new glasses, finally packing everything, "i miss you every minute of the day and i'm counting the seconds for you to come", reading
• 30Jul, 2014 · A guy and his stories, went to the mall with Luna, new sweater, wrong bus, exhausted
• 31Jul, 2014 · Talu & Alaide, 45, sex, high, he made us pizza
• 01Aug, 2014 · No RU, stressed, cleaning and disasters, ok again, "About a Boy"
• 02Aug, 2014 · Officially moved out, organization, full house, mutual happiness, sex
• 03Aug, 2014 · 1 year and 9 months, sleep, tapioca, movie, nesconha + uno
• 04Aug, 2014 · BU, "Peter Pan", rain, "La vita è bella", cuteness
• 05Aug, 2014 · Being productive, bathed Margot, sex, "The Net", high
• 06Aug, 2014 · Stupid little fight, his haircut, sleep, "Friends", ordered food
• 07Aug, 2014 · Playing w/ Margot all morning, missing him already, "The Sims", alone, acting weird
• 08Aug, 2014 · "The Sims", sick, calls, pain, vomit
• 09Aug, 2014 · Fucking pain, Franco, hospital and anxiety and needles and him being great, infection, nf
• 10Aug, 2014 · Fixing things at 1am (we're ridiculous), sleep, high, soup, Luna
• 11Aug, 2014 · First day at college, Professor Sandro, Rafa (+apple pie), happiness*, Robbie
• 12Aug, 2014 · PMS?, second day (new professors), wpp group, anxious about doing things, Robbie + DPS
• 13Aug, 2014 · Girls, bad mood, Ju, DR, fear
• 14Aug, 2014 · Trying to clean the house, sleepy, trote, horny, sex
• 15Aug, 2014 · Meditation, zzzz, "i missed you so much" + lunch break together, coke
• 16Aug, 2014 · Veterinary, he made us Ratatouille, pancakes, Taylor Swift, "Groundhog Day"
• 17Aug, 2014 · Study, taking care of him, "En attendant Godot", "Hamlet", high
• 18Aug, 2014 · 4am, Vincent, Stélio, he got the job (+pizza), "i was thinking about getting you an engagement ring..."
• 19Aug, 2014 · "The Sims", participation, bank, high + Marco's class, "Family Guy"
• 20Aug, 2014 · House cleaning, stayed in, "Friends", sleepy, cuddling
• 21Aug, 2014 · Spider, bad mood, sleep, studying, happy for him
• 22Aug, 2014 · Went to his class, insecurity, talking in public, "Morangos Mofados", worried
• 23Aug, 2014 · Lonely, "Morangos Mofados", sleep, hot dogs, movies
• 24Aug, 2014 · "The Sims", soup, "Doctor Who", i made donuts, sex
• 25Aug, 2014 · Productive morning, sex, Stélio made me read a poem, trying to study, stress
• 26Aug, 2014 · Bad mood all day, niceness, kisses while i was in the shower, speedy food, lsd
• 27Aug, 2014 · "Cat's Eye", poems in my mind, the french, sex sex sex, no sleep
• 28Aug, 2014 · "Hamlet", 1 hour, came home early, oh, lack of sleep
• 29Aug, 2014 · Morning sex, "The Sims", pancakes, 300 kisses, movies
• 30Aug, 2014 · Low, songs, "Morangos Mofados" (+tears), Alaide, high
• 31Aug, 2014 · Restaurant, Alana's house, back home, meows, feeling pathetic
• 01Sep, 2014 · "The Sims", Vincent (new cat), adaptation, breathless, sex
• 02Sep, 2014 · Morning sex, he didn't go again, Carlos' class, stress, lost it
• 03Sep, 2014 · 1 year and 10 months, rainy day, high, cats, "Friends"
• 04Sep, 2014 · Cleaning, didn't go, "The Sims", sick, lame excuses, sex
• 05Sep, 2014 · Finished the exercise, bad mood, great classes, stress, givin in
• 06Sep, 2014 · Mean words, Jaraguá do Sul, wedding (+"we could get married here and now"), strudel, sex
• 07Sep, 2014 · Julio, finished the movie, songs in the car, high, offended
• 08Sep, 2014 · Made us breakfast, missed class, sex, lasagna, early
• 09Sep, 2014 · Not feeling well, paranoia, Aristotle, bike, allergies
• 10Sep, 2014 · Long sleep, sorry, feeling worse, pizza, "Friends"
• 11Sep, 2014 · Unfinished, bad thoughts, low + sleep, told him something that was bothering me for a long time, "você é a pessoa mais bonita que eu conheço"
• 12Sep, 2014 · McFLY, new home maybe, panic, fight, the truth
• 13Sep, 2014 · Iguatemi shopping, hot dogs, bathed the cats, sex, wine
• 14Sep, 2014 · Woke up sad, reading, more lies and a 3rd chance, B., horrible night
• 15Sep, 2014 · Sleep, B., he went to my classes, "Auto da Compadecida", "Friends"
• 16Sep, 2014 · Not wanting to go, pms, Carlos, sad, high
• 17Sep, 2014 · Sad, he left me there, allergies, packing things, pizza
• 18Sep, 2014 · A series of unfortunate events (+paranoia), rough words, moving out, weird shit, that feeling
• 19Sep, 2014 · The cats, bike, RU, farmacy, seeds
• 20Sep, 2014 · Blackberries, tired + stressed, my parents, giving the house a makeover, high
• 21Sep, 2014 · Cleaning, studying, bathroom with cat, Marcio left, high
• 22Sep, 2014 · Good mood/bad mood, first test, pictures, "Lost", kisses before sleep
• 23Sep, 2014 · Mood killer, "Hamlet", food, book report, idk