✿ pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. my start date: sep 25, 2015 (finished: i, ii, iii)

• 25sep, 2015 · "scream queens", yoga, reading, new bookcase, "bates motel"
• 26sep, 2015 · supermarket, pizza, the smiths, reading to the sound of rain, "the angry red planet"
• 27sep, 2015 · feeling so good after meditation, i miss dreaming about my future like i used to, the talk/"obrigado por me contar isso"/"eu não seria quem sou hoje se não fosse por você", cake, tv shows
• 28sep, 2015 · gym/reading, no lunch, i'm finally being honest with myself, mom/new stuff for our house, "dr. strangelove"
• 29sep, 2015 · not going to class, "into the woods", reading/finished "on writing", i feel so lost, "modern family"
• 30sep, 2015 · don't want to leave the house, reading and trying to write, thinking about things i probably shouldn't, "orange is the new black", music
• 01oct, 2015 · such a lovely dream, stupid test/my entire body shaking from the anxiety, new book, reading/writing, watching movies with him
• 02oct, 2015 · reading, sugar, "gilmore girls", "ghost world", sad
• 03oct, 2015 · 2 years and 11 months, vegetarian restaurant, shopping, disappointed, sofa
• 04oct, 2015 · reading, listography, sofa all day/feeling horrible, anxiety, "modern family"
• 05oct, 2015 · weird dream/cuddling, yoga naked, gym, new book (for free!), jasmine
• 06oct, 2015 · cute clothes, ugh people, side by side/small talks, doing nothing, "modern family"
• 07oct, 2015 · bad mood, pain, vegetarian restaurant/nice time by myself, "modern family", yoga
• 08oct, 2015 · gray sky, bu is finally open/new books to read, rain and a movie, singin' songs out loud, "modern family"
• 09oct, 2015 · yoga, came back home in the rain, tumblr, "ruby sparks", "are we ok?" "no"
• 10oct, 2015 · alone for the weekend, cleaning and doing stuff, yoga, food, started many films but didn't finish one
• 11oct, 2015 · pancakes, "the x files", tumblr, so lonely i could die, listening to "the smiths" on repeat forever and ever
• 12oct, 2015 · his call in the middle of the night, yoga, "in your eyes", people and that awkward silence, watching movies with him
• 13oct, 2015 · yoga, writing/anxious, positive and cute critics on my short story (my classmates are so lovely), jasmine, unfinished movie
• 14oct, 2015 · late, yoga, so many things to do ugh, reading, hemingway
• 15oct, 2015 · yoga, reading, gym, exhausted, movies
• 16oct, 2015 · wes anderson, cleaning, yoga, kisses, "modern family"
• 17oct, 2015 · yoga, regina spektor, sick/a lot of sleep, feeling like crap, "modern family"
• 18oct, 2015 · yoga, reading/studying, ufsc, lists, "house"
• 19oct, 2015 · cleaning the house, reading, tv shows, "bottle rocket" (unfinished), popcorn
• 20oct, 2015 · late, yoga, new books, victor, reading
• 21oct, 2015 · yoga, "ficciones", that guy who talked to me (i don't know why), "bottle rocket", "little shop of horrors"
• 22oct, 2015 · late again ugh, shower together and that talk, listography, pizza, oh
• 23oct, 2015 · "house", crying when he left/old memories, sad songs, sleep, watching random tv shows with him
• 24oct, 2015 · anxious/angry, enem, headache, cake, "how to get away with murder"
• 25oct, 2015 · yoga, enem, chocolate, gabriel went there just to check if i was ok, lasagna
• 26oct, 2015 · yoga, wes anderson, ignoring my responsibilities, "supernatural", sleeping on the couch/he carried me to bed
• 27oct, 2015 · ocd/he helped me clean everything, rush, "the darjeeling limited", "where do you go to my lovely", masterchef
• 28oct, 2015 · reading, stepped in the mud, bought a necklace and a sweater, pizza, "thelma & louise"
• 29oct, 2015 · "the royal tenenbaums", bad eating habits, "vivre sa vie", "modern family", didn't finish the other movie
• 30oct, 2015 · reading, "re-animator", gym, "das cabinet des dr. caligari", nice yoga practice
• 31oct, 2015 · lost the first bus, mom, new shoes, movie marathon at julia's/halloween costumes/hugs, we talked about that 'til 7am/he told me everything i wanted to know/terribly sad
• 01nov, 2015 · feeling relieved, honesty/kisses, my stepfather acting like an asshole, family lunch, back home
• 02nov, 2015 · tumblr, ignoring my responsibilities, alone for a bit, food, tv shows all day
• 03nov, 2015 · canceled class, 3 years, feeling like crap/he helped/new book, movie theater (2 movies), masterchef
• 04nov, 2015 · horrible day, i hate myself, rain, reading, "closer"
• 05nov, 2015 · yoga/good mood, nice class, studying, exercising at home with him, movies
• 06nov, 2015 · rudeness, went back to sleep, he left/panic attack, "terrible love", drunk/movies
• 07nov, 2015 · weakness/not eating, money, vegetarian restaurant, "the catcher in the rye" + clothes, went to the movies (alone!)
• 08nov, 2015 · cleaning and organizing stuff, anxiety, my parents visiting, he's back/we're ok, "how to get away with murder"
• 09nov, 2015 · crying/"just breathe", cute movie, yoga, gym/reading, "now you see me"
• 10nov, 2015 · very tired, haircut, bookstore/new book, reading, masterchef
• 11nov, 2015 · reading, salad, bike issue, comedy, crying after that class/lonely
• 12nov, 2015 · angry/late/canceled class, ru, reading, gym, "orange is the new black"
• 13nov, 2015 · arghh so much pain, yoga, new songs, "ruby sparks", "orange is the new black"
• 14nov, 2015 · good sleep, "orange is the new black", reading, finished the 30 days of yoga challenge, cleaning
• 15nov, 2015 · yoga, cleaning, ru, reading, "orange is the new black"
• 16nov, 2015 · reading, gym/good mood, yoga (twice!), "orange is the new black" season finale, making him company at 1am
• 17nov, 2015 · writing, bus, feeling stupid and dumb, jenna marbles, masterchef
• 18nov, 2015 · texting in class/feeling shitty, jasmine, yoga, "me and earl and the dying girl", high
• 19nov, 2015 · yoga, "these days", the mall/he bought me another birthday gift, wine, "modern family"
• 20nov, 2015 · feeling lonely, "corpse bride" (unfinished), "i miss you", long nap, mom's house/watching "herbie" with joão
• 21nov, 2015 · massage, helping mom, finished "the catcher in the rye", g. finally arrived, pizza/stress
• 22nov, 2015 · mom's birthday, isabella, went to the beach with him/kissing him in the middle of the sea, home again, depressed/crying a lot
• 23nov, 2015 · depressed/feeling sick, went back to sleep, yoga, gym, slow internet/no internet at all
• 24nov, 2015 · i don't know what to do about my future anymore, studying, last writing class, wine/drunk and crying, ughhh slow internet
• 25nov, 2015 · i was a morning person but now i just can't wake up, jenna marbles, rainy/sunny weather, long class, stu(dying)
• 26nov, 2015 · so fucking sick, raining a lot/taxi, test, nap 'til 6pm, movies in bed
• 27nov, 2015 · movie, singin' out loud, sleepy all day, doing nothing, more movies
• 28nov, 2015 · feeling a little better after cleaning the house, tired/barely eating, windows 10, writing, "the usual suspects"
• 29nov, 2015 · happy birthday wishes, "a bolsa amarela", writing, crying all day, pizza
• 30nov, 2015 · talking about us/wake up call, "mad men", writing/i finally made it, helping him study, kisses
• 01dec, 2015 · "rabbits" (what), notary's office, "les amours imaginaires", movie list for jas, masterchef
• 02dec, 2015 · yoga, "hotaru no haka", vincent van gogh, "serendipity", "eu amo o seu listography"/"devo dizer QUE EU TAMBÉM"
• 03dec, 2015 · finishing the movie, journal, salad, gym (new exercises), "jessica jones"
• 04dec, 2015 · "joyland", sebum/the possibility of working there in the future!, meia praia/cafe (me, pie, tea and a book), mom's house, yoga
• 05dec, 2015 · massage, allergy, strand test, alana/ice cream/talks, new clothes
• 06dec, 2015 · my arm still hurts, home/lunch with my parents, long nap, "sweet and lowdown", food, on-line games
• 07dec, 2015 · filmow, "stuck in love", the mall/no money, we went to the bakery/pie, birdy
• 08dec, 2015 · bad morning, the national, "jessica jones" all day, nico, masterchef/food
• 09dec, 2015 · sigh no more, the mall/moneyyy, gym, long talk, tv
• 10dec, 2015 · listography, ru, cleaning, the national, movies
• 11dec, 2015 · yoga, "doctor who", green nails, baking christmas cookies with him, "the big lebowski"
• 12dec, 2015 · he left, anxiety, test, feeling dumb, "mr. nobody" (always leaves me breathless)
• 13dec, 2015 · "buffy the vampire slayer", last minute, i hate summer, more "buffy", sushi
• 14dec, 2015 · depressed, quick yoga practice, i hate myself more than ever, "buffy the vampire slayer", bed early
• 15dec, 2015 · yoga, hong ju, gym, "buffy the vampire slayer", reading in bed
• 16dec, 2015 · stupid dream, "star wars", organizing stuff, "buffy the vampire slayer" (finished s1), "jane the virgin"
• 17dec, 2015 · depressed/made it to the gym, salad, "buffy the vampire slayer" (i'm addicteddd), facial mask, jasmine
• 18dec, 2015 · good mood, reading, new stuff/sending him pics, "miga serio que corpo maravilhoso é esse, quero tatuar essa foto na minha cara", "jane the virgin"
• 19dec, 2015 · salon, tumblr/writing, he's back, "buffy the vampire slayer", kisses
• 20dec, 2015 · rainy day, neko atsume, "buffy the vampire slayer", notification/panic attack, petit gateau
• 21dec, 2015 · quiet morning/yoga, "freaks and geeks", gym, "buffy the slayer" and an unfinished movie, wine/depressed/high/laughing in bed with him/talking a lot
• 22dec, 2015 · "christmas vacation", long nap, neko atsume, the mall/christmas shopping, "freaks and geeks"
• 23dec, 2015 · stressed, his dad, cleaning, "buffy the vampire slayer", my parents/exchanging gifts
• 24dec, 2015 · "it's a wonderful life", trying to figure out what to do, "bottle shock", baking cookies, "freaks and geeks"
• 25dec, 2015 · cookies, "freaks and geeks", a lot of food, "(500) days of summer", sad/strange feeling
• 26dec, 2015 · 7am, hot hot hot, supermarket, petit gateau and ice cream, "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 27dec, 2015 · yoga, reading, finished two books, fries, depressed
• 28dec, 2015 · sad/crying, cooking, reading, yoga twice, back pain
• 29dec, 2015 · new journal, supermarket/rain, "child's play", playing super mario, reading in bed
• 30dec, 2015 · "à bout de souffle", reading all day, cake, "the twilight zone", i hate this weather
• 31dec, 2015 · reading, cleaning/stressed, yoga/sweat, trying to fix the door, 2am
• 01jan, 2016 · "freaks and geeks" series finale :(, lists, "buffy the vampire slayer", bath together, anxious
• 02jan, 2016 · yoga, pancakes, reading, movies, wine
• 03jan, 2016 · 3 movies, ufsc, gyovanny's house, pizza, exhausted
• 04jan, 2016 · how empty everything really is/went back to sleep, angry, "the elephant man"/crying, yoga, "the x files"
• 05jan, 2016 · "doctor who", reading/studying, "the faculty", gym, "the x files"
• 06jan, 2016 · bathing margot after she ran away, reading, the mall/didn't find the books i wanted, "the x files", missing the old times
• 07jan, 2016 · nice dream, gym, nap, the mall/new books and stuff, "the x files"
• 08jan, 2016 · cleaning the house, stressed, alone/reading, 860, terrible movie
• 09jan, 2016 · "adult world", reading, movies, ice cream, anxious/"morangos mofados"/crying
• 10jan, 2016 · yoga, "spirited away", reading, bored, "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 11jan, 2016 · david bowie/crying/so fucking sad, gym, reading, peach pie, "gilmore girls"
• 12jan, 2016 · yoga, "ghost", the sims 4, pizza, "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 13jan, 2016 · 6am/yoga, gym, the sims 4, alone, sleepy
• 14jan, 2016 · reading, cooking, the sims 4 (help??), belle and sebastian, "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 15jan, 2016 · stress, açaí, gym, reading, "the cobbler"
• 16jan, 2016 · crying, important talk, nap, "the hateful eight", candy
• 17jan, 2016 · anxious, not going anymore, "love and other impossible pursuits", the sims 4, "the revenant"
• 18jan, 2016 · the sims 4, "buffy the vampire slayer", gym/reading, alone, my mind won't turn off
• 19jan, 2016 · yoga, new book/new shirt, haircut, gym/reading, "room" (wow)
• 20jan, 2016 · yoga, gym, "buffy the vampire slayer", the nice lady on the bus/mom's house, feeling kinda lonely
• 21jan, 2016 · radio, walking with mom and buying stuff, so hot/nothing worked but at least we had a nice talk, massage, yoga
• 22jan, 2016 · the guy who gave us a ride/ctps, spent the whole afternoon at the salon, reading, ginger, ar conditioner
• 23jan, 2016 · anxious, not ginger anymore/chesnut hair, home, nervous breakdown/crying a lot, fresh air
• 24jan, 2016 · waking up and going back to sleep, sleeping all day, regret, i wish i could be dead for a few days, "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 25jan, 2016 · panic attack/horrible things said, cleaning the house, "buffy the vampire slayer", sad songs, emptiness
• 26jan, 2016 · yoga, "whatever works", açaí, gym, cooking with him
• 27jan, 2016 · yoga, reading, julia, cake, "the oc" rewatch
• 28jan, 2016 · yoga, julia, rainy day, food, movies
• 29jan, 2016 · out for breakfast, bad mood, gym/nice people/reading, yoga, pub w/ g.
• 30jan, 2016 · yoga, "the peanuts movie"/new book, cleaning and organizing the house, reading, bedtime yoga
• 31jan, 2016 · yoga, "doctor who", "buffy the vampire slayer", nap, food/playing video games
• 01feb, 2016 · yoga, "eu te amo mais que tudo", gym, video games, "the secret garden"
• 02feb, 2016 · yoga, mom visiting, rainy day/calm, coffee and cookies, she left
• 03feb, 2016 · the sims 4, pain, yoga, went to the movies with g., cappuccino
• 04feb, 2016 · yoga, hong ju, "buffy the vampire slayer", gym/reading, "anomalisa"
• 05feb, 2016 · yoga/lucky 13, "buffy the vampire slayer", açaí (twice), gym/reading, food
• 06feb, 2016 · yoga, gym (i made it!!!), reading "the secret garden" with a cup of tea ♡, nap, pizza for dinner/"buffy the vampire slayer" all night
• 07feb, 2016 · yoga, the sims 4, anxiety/having trouble breathing/reading out loud for him, finished the book, ecstasy (+ cookies, songs, video games, kissing in bed, feeling so calm and right, fresh air)
• 08feb, 2016 · great night of sleep, yoga, the sims 4, "spotlight" at the movies with him, bought my first yoga mat (and new books)
• 09feb, 2016 · stressed/crying, nap, cleaning the house, we went to the movies again 'cause it was too hot to stay in the house, "the comedy of terrors"
• 10feb, 2016 · yoga on my new mat, "buffy the vampire slayer", gym/bleh, feeling horrible, sandwich
• 11feb, 2016 · good mood and then bad mood, cleaning the house (AGAIN ugh i hate myself), alone, "oldboy", "buffy the vampire slayer" (i wish it had more seasons i love it so much i want to cry)
• 12feb, 2016 · yoga, açaí, ariel, finished the game, "casa da mãe joana" with popcorn and wine
• 13feb, 2016 · good mood, nice yoga practice, pictures, the cold feeling in my belly every time i saw that thing, songs/trying to figure out how i feel
• 14feb, 2016 · "into the wild", the sims 4, ariel left, "kiki's delivery service", bath together
• 15feb, 2016 · his first day back at work, gym/reading, "buffy the vampire slayer", nap, crying/how crazy am i for missing the old times?
• 16feb, 2016 · yoga, "buffy the vampire slayer", açaí, gym/raining, good mood/singing in the shower
• 17feb, 2016 · yoga, too hot, rafa/video games/the twilight zone/talking more than usual, he brought us snacks, "buffy the vampire slayer" season finale :(
• 18feb, 2016 · laziness, nap, the mall/bad mood, "buffy the vampire slayer" marathon, too much candy
• 19feb, 2016 · overslept, açaí, "buffy the vampire slayer", gym/reading, the sims 4
• 20feb, 2016 · "the fifth element", rainy, "deadpool", bed/naked, "buffy the vampire slayer" 'til i fell asleep
• 21feb, 2016 · the sims 4, bored all day, no internet, pizza, "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 22feb, 2016 · laziness, cleaning the house, david bowie, alone time, "buffy the vampire slayer" series finale/pain pain pain
• 23feb, 2016 · he left, still sad because of buffy, went to the movies alone/"the boy", new shirts, "carol"/paranoia
• 24feb, 2016 · the dream, the sims 4, gym/reading, his mother visiting, "after hours"
• 25feb, 2016 · ufsc, coffee with him, bookstore/reading, "the x files", pie
• 26feb, 2016 · cleaning the house, cake, waiting, artur's birthday, playing video games with them/laughing a lot
• 27feb, 2016 · leftovers, lunch, they left, nap, "the terminator"
• 28feb, 2016 · not doing much all day, alone time, yoga, "supernatural", the academy awards/leonardo dicaprio finally winning
• 29feb, 2016 · late, yoga, spotify, açaí, awful feeling/listening to the fray all night
• 01mar, 2016 · waking up and feeling so depressed i went back to sleep, crying, he bought me lunch/hong ju, gym/"coisa linda", (re)watching "supernatural"
• 02mar, 2016 · gym/compliments, reading, coffee with him, yoga, "magnolia"
• 03mar, 2016 · rainy day, organizing the house, reading out loud, "the witch" at the movies with him, "dazed and confused"
• 04mar, 2016 · the sims 4, gym, angus and julia stone, "supernatural", pastry
• 05mar, 2016 · his dad, mom's house, alaide, açaí, i feel so terribly alone/crying
• 06mar, 2016 · watching "room" (again) with my parents, he came, mom dying my hair/didn't like the color very much, songs, home
• 07mar, 2016 · yoga, laziness, sex, "the martian", "supernatural"
• 08mar, 2016 · the sims 4, "supernatural", gym, reading/finished the book, pizza
• 09mar, 2016 · pizza for breakfast and lunch, cleaning the house, writing, wine/nap 'til 10pm, "supernatural"
• 10mar, 2016 · gym/new exercises, the sims 4, ecstasy again, good mood/yoga/songs, rewatching "buffy the vampire slayer"
• 11mar, 2016 · breakfast with him, yoga/good mood, gym/reading and laughing, haircut, meditation/my belly is so cute
• 12mar, 2016 · food, bored, the mall, lunch, new clothes
• 13mar, 2016 · nap/pissed off, "sex, lies and videotape", nervous, dinner, "supernatural"
• 14mar, 2016 · anxiety/made it to class, lunch with him, people/talks, helena, tired
• 15mar, 2016 · first official class, reading, gym, pain, masterchef, pizza
• 16mar, 2016 · stressful morning/nice class tho, bookstore/the thing about illusion, cramps UGHHH, "i am waiting for you", "mas aceito a engraçadinha, não recusaria foto sua" (!!!)
• 17mar, 2016 · messed up my schedules, reen/"seu corpo é muito bonito mesmo", gym, reading, jasmine
• 18mar, 2016 · bored in class, smoking weed with them, anxiety/skipped the class and came home, decided to go/2h in a bus with them/big house, met new people/wine/cigarettes/laughs
• 19mar, 2016 · reading, weird feeling/missing home, the conversation with helena on the way back, finally home, pizza
• 20mar, 2016 · "shameless", trying not to freak out, crying, cleaning the house/songs, unfinished movie
• 21mar, 2016 · "não sei nem o que dizer?????? ♡♡♡♡♡" (alina about my listography), wanting to say something, the national, bolinho de chuva, "shameless"
• 22mar, 2016 · horrible fight, e. again, doing nothing in particular, "cosmos"/sharing theories, "brave new world"
• 23mar, 2016 · he left, hungry/the mall, twitter/talking to lu/"ai meu deus você é um anjinho", they didn't come, "adaptation"
• 24mar, 2016 · "doctor who", cooking, the conversation about her that turned into a mess/anxious, bee/sharing things/movie, feeling weird at the end of the night
• 25mar, 2016 · rainy day/movie, mom's house, watching "cosmos" with my parents, baking cookies, twitter
• 26mar, 2016 · beer, out for lunch with them, dying my hair again and not feeling good about it AGAIN, my cats wanting my attention when i got home/cuteness, watching movies with bee 'til 3am
• 27mar, 2016 · confused/tumblr, he's home, "supernatural", "bin jip", pizza and another movie
• 28mar, 2016 · yoga, "doctor who"/i love christmas specials so much, bee's house/her cats, gym, "supernatural"
• 29mar, 2016 · class, reading, nap, gym, oh wow
• 30mar, 2016 · cooking, bored in class, bee's house/"gosto da sua presença nos rolês", high and listening to the smiths, "cosmos"
• 31mar, 2016 · messed up my schedules again/anxious, b. talking to me on twitter/my entire body shaking, reading, wine, songs
• 01apr, 2016 · g. acting strange, low self esteem/not leaving the house today, reading, gym, movies
• 02apr, 2016 · yoga, "shameless", cleaning the house, "the addams family", ecstasy
• 03apr, 2016 · listening to songs with him 'til 5am, pancakes, "batman v superman" at the movies, pizza, fell asleep in the middle of the movie
• 04apr, 2016 · reading, tumblr, "candy", "shameless", "cosmos"
• 05apr, 2016 · sadness, nap/no lunch, açaí, gym, masterchef
• 06apr, 2016 · class/twitter, lunch at bee's house, social phobia/crying a lot, mushroom/drawing on the walls with bee/laughing a lot/crying at home/thinking about her and some other people i miss/sick of this world, exhausted
• 07apr, 2016 · waking up and going back to sleep/didn't go to my classes AGAIN, bought my book, reading, "waking life", songs
• 08apr, 2016 · made it to class!!!, ru/alone, alina talking to me, twitter, "synecdoche, new york"
• 09apr, 2016 · twitter, açaí, cookies, ecstasy, dancing naked with him all night
• 10apr, 2016 · "the x files", nap/rain, pizza, "princess mononoke", slept on the couch
• 11apr, 2016 · rainy day, yoga, movies, alina, sadness
• 12apr, 2016 · anxiety, bad mood, finally home/nap, gustavo's birthday at bee's/amanda asking me about my bad trip and telling me she could've helped me the other day/drinking beer and talking to helena/bee asking if i was okay/playing with the new kitten (and when she fell asleep on my lap), masterchef
• 13apr, 2016 · feeling so lost, pain all over my body, nice class, dinner with helena, 2 movies with him
• 14apr, 2016 · panicking because i know nothing about what's going on in class, feeling ugly, went to the movies with g. and the film was great, junk food, more movies at home
• 15apr, 2016 · what my professor said and how i felt some interest for her classes for the first time, reading at the bookstore, coffee break with g. and bee/"emilie tu é uma linda, sabia?", gym, chinese food/"husk" (unfinished because it's crap)
• 16apr, 2016 · ocd/ughhh, pancakes at rafa's/playing video games with him, went to bee's house with g./movie/the kitty sleeping on my belly, home at 11pm, "prisoners"
• 17apr, 2016 · cleaning the house, supermarket, stealing, fight/crying, pizza
• 18apr, 2016 · the sims, heat, "if i stay", wine, another fight
• 19apr, 2016 · no test today (yay!), the sims, bee's house, b., writing a review 'til 2am
• 20apr, 2016 · exhausted, enjoying the class for the first time this year, the answer, haircut, pictures
• 21apr, 2016 · nice breakfast, movie, bee's house, feeling uncomfortable, talking to lu on twitter
• 22apr, 2016 · rainy day, tea, memories/nostalgia, playlist, julia's audio/missing her a lot
• 23apr, 2016 · sleeping way too much, feeling numb, watching "the following" all day, wine, hungry/too lazy to eat
• 24apr, 2016 · i know i should do something but i can't?, rudeness, "the following", the mall/açaí, pizza and a movie
• 25apr, 2016 · green tea and yoga, the black kitty under our house, psychologist/nervous, rescued the kitten/got bitten/hospital (my life is funny...), took care of the kitten all night
• 26apr, 2016 · no sleep, exhausted, cleaning the house, long nap, cold weather (finally!)/cuddles
• 27apr, 2016 · late for class, sweater weather, gym, reading, "orphan black"
• 28apr, 2016 · test, "supernatural", "the following", nap, reading
• 29apr, 2016 · reading the poem in front of the class and not choking (yay!!!), the way he said those things about me being late, lots of coffee, sadness, eating the soup that mari gave me ♡
• 30apr, 2016 · lemon pancakes, "secretary", tv shows all day, hot chocolate, "the 40 year old virgin"
• 01may, 2016 · waking up with two cats lying on me, the sims, watched an interesting documentary, "the diary of a teenage girl", reading him a short story before sleep
• 02may, 2016 · gabriel's birthday, yoga, gym, psychologist/talking about that thing until my mouth was dry (and still it wasn't enough), angry
• 03may, 2016 · reading at the bookstore, the sims 4, cleaning the house, alone for most of the night, pizza/masterchef
• 04may, 2016 · dinner at ru with helena and odir (which was very funny), "orphan black", bee's house, compliments on my natural hair, wine and cigarettes/funny talks
• 05may, 2016 · that poem i found/crying, he finally told me it was fine to talk about that, "modern family", twitter/b., "almost famous"
• 06may, 2016 · alone for the weekend, didn't go to my classes, rainy day, "orphan black", lots of tea and bedtime yoga
• 07may, 2016 · yoga, great news/donation, trying to be healthy, "orphan black", called jasmine and we spoke for two hours
• 08may, 2016 · yoga, "orphan black", talking to b. all day, his mom, pizza/tv shows
• 09may, 2016 · yoga for anxiety and stress, mom called/feeling stressed again, therapy, crying a lot, more stress
• 10may, 2016 · didn't go to my classes again, low self esteem, junk food, unfinished movie, masterchef
• 11may, 2016 · i'm trying, reading, hair nutrition, gym/finished the book, bedtime yoga
• 12may, 2016 · yoga/gentle morning sequence, bosque/people, cafe/cake, phonetic transcription, back pain
• 13may, 2016 · nice class, reading at the bookstore/wuthering heights, julia, songs, "jason lives"
• 14may, 2016 · "orphan black", the poem i found, not believing a word he said, cooking, "dexter"
• 15may, 2016 · so hurt, can't leave the bed, flatsound, ru, "dexter"
• 16may, 2016 · i hate myself, crying in therapy, cake, "stuck in love", songs
• 17may, 2016 · didn't go to my classes again, cleaning the house, haircut, cold weather, masterchef
• 18may, 2016 · "cosmos", gym, pão de queijo, "the stuff", "black mirror"
• 19may, 2016 · angry, writing, made him breakfast, i don't want to do anything anymore, "man from earth"
• 20may, 2016 · staying in, sad, "não aguento mais é essa sua beleza toda", "it wasn't like a rain it was more like a sea", "dexter"
• 21may, 2016 · new order, cafe, playlist, "dexter", julia
• 22may, 2016 · his mom came to visit, gyo's birthday/his house, talking about movies, twitter/b./how i felt i could do things when i talked to her, can't sleep/anxiety
• 23may, 2016 · crying, anxiety, twitter, "jane the virgin", trying to talk
• 24may, 2016 · hungry, "game of thrones", twitter, "grey's anatomy", masterchef
• 25may, 2016 · the rape video/feeling sick, interview/a bit anxious, bee's house, "você tá incrivelmente linda", watching "moon" in the projector with everyone
• 26may, 2016 · "grey's anatomy", i need to be alone, junk food, nap, "dexter"
• 27may, 2016 · cake, "orphan black", trying to stay positive/lists, crying, tea
• 28may, 2016 · "grey's anatomy", gym, reading, nap, more "grey's anatomy"
• 29may, 2016 · cleaning the house, "dexter", making a playlist, "you still hurt me", anxious
• 30may, 2016 · low self esteem, theraphy, cake, sad, lonely
• 31may, 2016 · boring class, lunch at bee's house, "grey's anatomy", eating a lot, masterchef
• 01jun, 2016 · "dexter", no classes today, gym, crying a lot/terrible night, "i'm tired of being away from you"
• 02jun, 2016 · yoga, gym/reading, the guy who made me feel like crap, two new books (stop me, please), "buffalo '66"
• 03jun, 2016 · classes, g. gave me a new book, cold weather, cafe/eating a lot, alone
• 04jun, 2016 · short day, cooking, "front of the class", cookies, "dexter"
• 05jun, 2016 · cleaning the house, "dexter", massage, weed, songs
• 06jun, 2016 · "grey's anatomy", vegetarian restaurant, cafe, gym,
• 07jun, 2016 · gym, theraphy/awareness, talking to julia about the past/how could i erase all of that from my mind?, "grey's anatomy", fell asleep on the couch
• 08jun, 2016 · "grey's anatomy", nauseous, drunk and stupid, lonliness, i can't trust anyone
• 09jun, 2016 · feeling awful, lots of tea, sick, cold, "mr. robot"
• 10jun, 2016 · alone, sick, "grey's anatomy", bee, açaí
• 11jun, 2016 · 1pm, exhausted, violence, feeling lost, "videodrome"
• 12jun, 2016 · his mom, messy house, anxious all day, twitter, relief
• 13jun, 2016 · mom, cleaning the house, anxiety, tired, "coraline" (unfinished :<)
• 14jun, 2016 · feeling sad after mom left, had a nice session at therapy, jasmine/feeling loved, anxiety/crying, pizza
• 15jun, 2016 · optimistic, listening to "wilco" sitting under the tree, g. buying me a new book, "grey's anatomy", cold bed
• 16jun, 2016 · veterinary, reading, "9 crimes", i can't believe i was right (again), 2am/5am/jasmine
• 17jun, 2016 · "like crazy", i refuse to be sad because of them again, gym/my heartbeat, "the conjuring 2", had a nice time at the mall
• 18jun, 2016 · feeling stupid again, "hospice", it hurts too much to think about it, crying, "the pursuit of happyness"
• 19jun, 2016 · i'm so fucking angry, "stand by me", music all day, can't do anything, sad
• 20jun, 2016 · music, terrible day, gym, drunk/twitter, hurt
• 21jun, 2016 · "belle & sebastian" all day, trying to study/oops, pictures, tv shows, masterchef
• 22jun, 2016 · what am i doing with my life?, movies, açaí, twitter, numb
• 23jun, 2016 · didn't want to wake up, açaí, trying to read, "orange is the new black", anxious
• 24jun, 2016 · ufsc, bookstore, finished my paper (finally), cleaned and organized the house, pain all over my body/tension
• 25jun, 2016 · hungry, the sims 4, "orange is the new black", weed, candy
• 26jun, 2016 · yoga, "bates motel", the sims 4, baked the BEST cookies, movies
• 27jun, 2016 · mom visiting, the mall/cafe/red velvet cake, talking and feeling nervous, my stepfather being an asshole as always, "game of thrones"
• 28jun, 2016 · doing nothing all day, "grey's anatomy", songs, twitter, masterchef
• 29jun, 2016 · "la délicatesse", makeup, playlist, pictures, "orange is the new black"
• 30jun, 2016 · missed my test on purpose, i am destroying my life and i don't care, "finding dory", "me before you", "orange is the new black"/crying
• 01jul, 2016 · test, anxiety, "gilmore girls", the sims 4, not going out anymore...
• 02jul, 2016 · the sims 4, "bates motel", "grey's anatomy", i'm so sick of this, "dexter"
• 03jul, 2016 · anxiety/ocd, back pain, music, "grey's anatomy", i wish i had a person
• 04jul, 2016 · yoga, gym/reading, "bates motel", nap, "grey's anatomy" season finale/"i'm free"
• 05jul, 2016 · açaí, alone/feeling very lonely, "grey's anatomy", masterchef, pizza
• 06jul, 2016 · woke up and went back to bed/2pm, cleaning the house, "grey's anatomy", yoga, masterchef
• 07jul, 2016 · yoga, gym, therapy/"i'm afraid i'll get hurt again", feeling better, "dexter"
• 08jul, 2016 · back pain, meditation/fell asleep, cafe/pie, yoga for back pain, "the road"
• 09jul, 2016 · yoga, back pain, cooking, nap, "dexter"
• 10jul, 2016 · did nothing all day, back pain, "comet", "dexter", anxiety attack/so much pain/crying
• 11jul, 2016 · allergy, crying, talking all night about the past, feeling sick, "dexter"
• 12jul, 2016 · fight/crying, exhausted, trying to watch a film and failing, sandwich, masterchef
• 13jul, 2016 · yoga/energizing morning sequence, ufsc/new stuff/excited, gym, reading, rain
• 14jul, 2016 · bus/"eating animals", mom's house, spent some time with alana and went to her new house/lots of talks, itapanni with alana, reading 'til late at night
• 15jul, 2016 · buying new stuff with mom, crying on the bus because i really hate people, playing video games with g., "stranger things", more video games
• 16jul, 2016 · pancakes, "grey's anatomy", long nap, junk food, "dexter"
• 17jul, 2016 · cleaning the house, baking cookies, spotify, loneliness, twitter/ju
• 18jul, 2016 · "how to train your dragon", gym, "fargo", cold weather, tea
• 19jul, 2016 · yoga/lack of concentration, "fargo", theraphy, gym, masterchef
• 20jul, 2016 · "fargo", reading at the cafe/inspired, gym/feeling so happy, too much happening and then an anxiety attack/talking to g. on the phone, yoga for anxiety
• 21jul, 2016 · yoga, doing nothing, nap, playlist, mari
• 22jul, 2016 · reading, vegetarian restaurant, that thing on my tongue, "mistress america", "sing street"/FINALLY
• 23jul, 2016 · "meet your meat", reading at the cafe, "short term 12", writing about them, talking to mari and lu for hours/"amiga eu amo suas playlists sempre ouço"
• 24jul, 2016 · talking to lu until 5am/lots of audios, made a new playlist, bee came over and we watched two films, bee's house/"sherlock", i'm proud of myself for trying something different
• 25jul, 2016 · yoga, gym, the cure/nap on the bus, mom's house, finished reading my book
• 26jul, 2016 · dentist, "it's a wonderful life", churros, twitter/marina joyce (???), masterchef
• 27jul, 2016 · lunch with julia, alana's house, going out with them both, feeling weird, home/crying/weed
• 28jul, 2016 · "grey's anatomy", cleaning the house/music, baking a cake, cooking, masterchef season 1
• 29jul, 2016 · drinking tea all morning, music, cafeteria, gym, shitty night/fell asleep while listening to radiohead
• 30jul, 2016 · gym, "dexter", bee, listening to my playlist "galaxies", playing video games
• 31jul, 2016 · i had the nicest dreams, fuck this shit i'm so tired, "firefly", pie, "drake & josh"
• 01aug, 2016 · "grey's anatomy", cafeteria, jasmine, gym, making a playlist for jas
• 02aug, 2016 · crying, going back to sleep, cafeteria, reading, masterchef
• 03aug, 2016 · therapy/"it's not selfish at all", red socks/feeling cute, "grey's anatomy", candy, "seu listography é um dos mais bonitos que eu já vi <3 inspiração total"
• 04aug, 2016 · lunch with him at the mall, what the doctor said about my leg/"gosto de casos difíceis", "suicide squad" at the movies and lots of candy, tv shows, pizza
• 05aug, 2016 · more exams, downtown, exhausted/nap, alone, "grey's anatomy"
• 06aug, 2016 · pancakes, lame movie, "mommy", ugh i hate my body, "dexter"
• 07aug, 2016 · rainy day, "dumbo", "paris, texas", cake, "clueless"
• 08aug, 2016 · writing, "cowspiracy", reading, gym, tv shows
• 09aug, 2016 · cleaning the house/stress, latin class, the wrong bus, reading, so tired
• 10aug, 2016 · stress/tension, nice class, reading, why am i acting like this these days?, writing that thing and being interrupted
• 11aug, 2016 · latin/knowing pretty much all the answers, cafeteria/"did you cut your hair?", "wuthering heights", gym, playlist
• 12aug, 2016 · damn fine cup of coffee and a nice morning, wonderful class/short stories, new books!!!, the waitress draw a heart in my coffee, gym/finished "wuthering heighs"
• 13aug, 2016 · meeting mari from twitter/cooking lunch for us, "charlie countryman", wine/singing out loud to old songs (mcfly, phoenix, marina & the diamonds), "what happened, miss simone?"/touching hands, mari sleeping over/video games/screaming taylor swift's songs
• 14aug, 2016 · watching "grey's anatomy" with mari, "the final girls", nap, "dexter", sick :(
• 15aug, 2016 · dreaming about getting my period and finally getting it after being late for 2 weeks, therapy/i'm really fucked up, talking about our feelings, playlist/feeling happy, "wristcutters"
• 16aug, 2016 · "3096 tage", latin class, the sims, fries, masterchef
• 17aug, 2016 · research, feeling very shitty about the way i look, literature & memory class/sleepy, gym, talking to b. at the end of the day
• 18aug, 2016 · morning nap, canceled class/went to karina's class with her, what he said, gym, he didn't come home
• 19aug, 2016 · clarice lispector, the one guy who actually listened to what i said, panick attack in the hall/the lady who walked me to the bathroom, crying so much, serious talk
• 20aug, 2016 · cleaning the house, "happiness", "the unbearable lightness of being", sad songs, "eu escutei taylor swift sem parar ano passado pq me lembrava vc"
• 21aug, 2016 · rainy day, waffles, "the unbearable lightness of being"/oh god this is going to be so fucking sad, 2 movies, "firefly"
• 22aug, 2016 · "firefly", watching "artificial intelligence" with g., the mall, "lights out" at the movies/candy, "dexter"
• 23aug, 2016 · "dexter", latin class, gym, masterchef, pizza
• 24aug, 2016 · clarice lispector, lunch with him, "firefly", "grey's anatomy", eating a lot
• 25aug, 2016 · gym/finished reading my book, cafe, went to the gym again, writing, "dexter"
• 26aug, 2016 · nice class, reading, "firefly" series finale :(, "suits", "dexter"
• 27aug, 2016 · gym, cleaning the house, stressed, sad, two unfinished movies
• 28aug, 2016 · first yoga practice after a long time, organizing my listography page, "whisper of the heart", weird night, "a scanner darkly"
• 29aug, 2016 · numb, reading all day, cooking, "suits", rewatching "fargo" with g.
• 30aug, 2016 · shitty internet, went to my latin class even though i did not want to, the sims 4, cooking, "the office"
• 31aug, 2016 · went to my classes again even though i didn't want to (i like to call it progress thank you very much), açaí, the sims 4, memory lane/nauseous, shaking
• 01sep, 2016 · can't leave the house, the sims 4, new songs, nap, "the office"
• 02sep, 2016 · skipped another class, did nothing useful all day, "fargo", caio f. abreu, erik satie
• 03sep, 2016 · mom visiting, weed, alone, "annie hall", "smashed"/crying a lot
• 04sep, 2016 · feeling so lost, life goals, playlist, "heavenly creatures", "the office"
• 05sep, 2016 · yoga/gentle morning sequence, theraphy, new clothes!!!, "the office", spotify premium/fell asleep listening to lesser matters by the radio dept.
• 06sep, 2016 · yoga, gym, feeling cute in my new clothes, weed, the gentle waves
• 07sep, 2016 · fight/bad mood, nap, "the office", alone, "sailor moon"
• 08sep, 2016 · "sailor moon", the flaming lips, gym, "the office" marathon, pizza
• 09sep, 2016 · went to my class and told my teacher about my anxiety disorder, açaí, "the office", baked a cake and it tasted very bad... oh well, "dexter"
• 10sep, 2016 · yoga and gym, went to the movies with g. and mari, lots of candy, mari stayed over for the night, "superbad"
• 11sep, 2016 · cleaning and organizing the house, doing nothing all day, bored, "the office", animes
• 12sep, 2016 · therapy/crying, sending her letter, bee, "cardcaptor sakura", "é muito bom ser amado por você"
• 13sep, 2016 · anxiety attack, missed my class, reading, "the office" season finale, pain/my body hates me
• 14sep, 2016 · woke up sick, went to my classes and felt good about it, reading, talking to lu, "castle in the sky" (unfinished)
• 15sep, 2016 · stressful morning, smiling after hearing that my letter arrived, bee and helena, movie and wine and chocolate cake, i really don't know what i feel...
• 16sep, 2016 · reading poetry at the bookstore, long nap, finished reading "the unbearable lightness of being", cachorro-quente de cenoura, movies
• 17sep, 2016 · anxiety, cleaning the house, lost the bus twice, mom's house, "mr. robot"
• 18sep, 2016 · going to the supermarket with g. driving, "family" reunion/they're so fucking loud ughh, cartoons, back home, stressed
• 19sep, 2016 · unmotivated, theraphy/am i afraid to feel alive?, the sims 4, "the office", "grey's anatomy"
• 20sep, 2016 · the awful things he said, latin test/anxiety/didn't finish the fucking test, ignoring each other, "oslo, 31. august", listening to my playlists before sleep
• 21sep, 2016 · walking a lot while trying to pay my bills, reading at the bookstore, the mall/finally paying the fucking bills, "silver bullet", "popsy"
• 22sep, 2016 · listening to music sitting on that tree, latin class/6, nap, anxiety, "the office"
• 23sep, 2016 · 10th floor, crying a lot, "grey's anatomy", spotify, "the office"
• 24sep, 2016 · going back to sleep in the morning, "kill your darlings", the cute things b. said, pizza, "the office"
• 25sep, 2016 · the cats disappearing in the morning, "the office", tired/long nap, suicide thoughts, making playlists at 3am