CURRENT
- my cat dying
- harming my cat somehow
- getting dementia
- irretrievably forgetting good memories
- never having achieved "enough" in my life
- the relentless fuckin march of time lol
- not being in control of my body
- people i love dying
- not being able to defend myself
SALIENT AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER
abstract
- existential
- always returning to a default state of unhappiness w my life and self
- never finding a meaningful career that can keep me genuinely happy over a long period of time
- dying with too many regrets
- uncertainty
- lack of control
- making unfixable mistakes
- interpersonal
- being trapped under someone else's will
- conflict/hostility
- social rejection
- being negatively judged
- being a burden on others
- being abandoned by close friends
- being unable to help someone who needs my help
- hurting/offending others
- being misunderstood
- revealing weakness or vulnerability
- seeing others' vulnerability
- being humiliated
- being ignored
- being the center of attention
- being infantilized
- social interaction with people i don't know well
- moral
- cruelty and sadism
- the possibility that i am secretly a bad person
physical
- somatic
- death
- pain/suffering
- germs/getting sick
- getting cancer/schizophrenia/other serious illness
- pregnancy
- vomiting
- having a severe allergy that i am unaware of
- choking while alone
- sudden loud noises
- people
- psychopaths
- murderers
- rapists
- kidnappers
- stalkers
- scam artists
- thieves
- nihilists
- any kind of extremist
- angry people
- doctors
- strangers staring at you
- strangers wanting to talk
- situations
- making/receiving phone calls
- flying in planes
- heights
- climate change
- leaving limbs hanging off the bed when i sleep
- getting into a car accident
- getting ticketed/pulled over
- being the target of road rage
- unexpected knocking at the door
- seeing a person crying
- going over long bridges
- food being wasted
- wasting money
- creatures/things
- the dark
- most bugs
- dogs without leashes
- anything rotting/in a state of decay
- monsters
- violence
- repetitive patterns of small holes
- rust
- mold
- computer viruses
- complicated paperwork
aug 9 2014 ∞
oct 1 2024 +