- wine in general
      
        - giddiness 
- feeling physically "sloppy" 
- tiredness 
- easy laughter 
 
- jungle juice/jello shots @ Sarah's Halloween party
      
        - giddiness 
- lightheadedness 
- decreased inhibition 
 
- Bellini @ Downward Dog
      
        - limb weakness 
- derealization 
 
- Sangria @ Taco Vino
      
        - "i might fall out of my chair" 
- "i feel trapped in my head" 
- mental deadening/disengagement 
 
- gin and tonic @ China D's
      
        - loose muscle tone 
- decreased coordination 
- "huh, i'm thinking about my problems, but it's like they don't matter much at all" 
 
- hot buttered rum @ McMenamin's
      
        - "my legs feel drunk but i feel sober from the waist up" 
- "i'm a mermaid of drunkenness!" 
 
- Arbor Mist while grading papers
      
        - "grading feels tolerable for once!" 
- "i'm surprisingly okay!" 
 
- pot brownie @ Taylor's birthday party
      
        - "i don't feel anything different" 
- "actually i feel kind of apathetic/empty" 
- extreme slowing of thoughts "like neurons trying to fire through wet cement" 
- thinking half a complete thought, then having the rest of it replaced by the second half of a totally different thought 
- involuntary flickerings of random memories, half from the party, half not 
- "realizing" that the "beo" in "beowulf" could be a prefix and the rest could be filled in with any other animal name, then thinking about the word "beosnake" except it was misspelled "beasnake" but i still kept visualizing this word in my head for like 5 minutes 
- feeling incredibly tired 
 
- wine @ last workshop of winter term
      
        - tired & dazed 
- but apparently could say intelligent things about Dakota's poem 
 
- jungle juice/beer @ freshman party
      
        - danced with a plastic shark toy for like an hour 
 
- beer @ last workshop of spring term
      
        - lay on floor of Ben's office w/ a ceramic pig 
- walked into practicum w/ said pig and cradled it for the rest of class 
 
         feb 1 2017 ∞
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