- wine in general
- giddiness
- feeling physically "sloppy"
- tiredness
- easy laughter
- jungle juice/jello shots @ Sarah's Halloween party
- giddiness
- lightheadedness
- decreased inhibition
- Bellini @ Downward Dog
- limb weakness
- derealization
- Sangria @ Taco Vino
- "i might fall out of my chair"
- "i feel trapped in my head"
- mental deadening/disengagement
- gin and tonic @ China D's
- loose muscle tone
- decreased coordination
- "huh, i'm thinking about my problems, but it's like they don't matter much at all"
- hot buttered rum @ McMenamin's
- "my legs feel drunk but i feel sober from the waist up"
- "i'm a mermaid of drunkenness!"
- Arbor Mist while grading papers
- "grading feels tolerable for once!"
- "i'm surprisingly okay!"
- pot brownie @ Taylor's birthday party
- "i don't feel anything different"
- "actually i feel kind of apathetic/empty"
- extreme slowing of thoughts "like neurons trying to fire through wet cement"
- thinking half a complete thought, then having the rest of it replaced by the second half of a totally different thought
- involuntary flickerings of random memories, half from the party, half not
- "realizing" that the "beo" in "beowulf" could be a prefix and the rest could be filled in with any other animal name, then thinking about the word "beosnake" except it was misspelled "beasnake" but i still kept visualizing this word in my head for like 5 minutes
- feeling incredibly tired
- wine @ last workshop of winter term
- tired & dazed
- but apparently could say intelligent things about Dakota's poem
- jungle juice/beer @ freshman party
- danced with a plastic shark toy for like an hour
- beer @ last workshop of spring term
- lay on floor of Ben's office w/ a ceramic pig
- walked into practicum w/ said pig and cradled it for the rest of class
feb 1 2017 ∞
jul 17 2018 +