- street kitties hanging out by the airbnb in jersey (gray/white & tortie ones were super pettable) 
- eating in koreatown where servers kept speaking korean to me 
- upcycled clothing & wearable art shop in port authority 
- walking all around central park soaking in the greenery & water features 
- riding the carousel 
- woman singing opera under an archway for the acoustics 
- loving the eerieness of the north woods as the sun went down 
- walking from the northern perimeter of the park back down to the bus station while drinking cannabis soda 
- raccoon rooting down in a trash can just barely hanging onto the rim w his back toes 
- massive & floofy burmese mountain dog 
- completely missing the 1st day of destination dance & just sleeping in & walking around manhattan soaking in the architecture instead 
- buying fruit from street vendors 
- going inside muji and thinking "this is literally just japanese ikea" 
- loitering in bryant park 
- guy selling anti-trump merch in front of trump tower 
- guy playing sax cover of careless whisper amidst dancing animatronics 
- guy on a typewriter in front of the met w a sign that said "poem store" 
- going to the guggenheim & loving the jenny holzer exhibit as well as the material art exhibit 
- imagining calling a friend n saying "bruh you'll never guess what i'm doing. i'm watching colonoscopy footage at the guggenheim" 
- amazing curry noodles & cream cheese croquettes at abiko curry, maybe my fave meal this year so far? 
- best gelato ever (amarena & lime basil at amorino) 
- finally making it to 2 dd classes 
- blissfully soaking in art at moma & impulse buying $140+ of art books 
- 3 more dd classes 
- moulin rouge on broadway w aaron tveit & jojo levesque - incredible set design, amazing leads, great choreography & costumes, all-around visual & auditory feast 
- joining a crowd waiting by the stage door for the performers to appear tho aaron did not & the crowd dispersed soon after 
- woman in front of me sobbing w happiness over meeting jojo 
- bicycle cab cruising down the street blasting in da club by 50 cent & a guy in the backseat vibing n jamming hard 
- realizing i love witnessing unabashed expressions of joy in others 
- soaking in nighttime city views from the 102nd floor of the empire state building 
- going to times square & satisfying the sensory seeker in me 
- amidst all the light / color / sound, a reserve of sadness thinking "this is a shrine to late capitalism" & "what cost does this all come at" (really i feel the purest awe w nature & art instead) 
- streets full of lingering revelers for mexican independence day 
- pink balloon going translucent w neon light as it floated into the sky 
- spending $75+ at pink taco on signature pink tacos, popcorn shrimp tacos, & lobster enchiladas 
- sitting on a random stoop in jersey eating lobster enchiladas at 2am 
- taking a taxi for the 1st time 
- drenching myself in art at the met starting w the beautifully immersive & mysterious egyptian wing 
- light-filled contemporary wing w huge colorful canvases & finding my new favorite painting that gave me a sense of awe / calm / safety immediately 
- sweet & soft impressionist wing w great collection of degas & monet pieces 
- speed walking thru glimpses of other exhibits (rococo, medieval, islamic, greek/roman sculpture) like traveling thru time 
- being blown away at mercer labs FUCKING HELL I LOVE IMMERSIVE ART 
- 4d sound room lying on carpet under dim blue lights & foam walls as noise engulfed the space (water, subway, growling creature, birds, ambient music, thudding bass), feeling relaxed & riled up at once, punching & running at the walls, imagining the annihilation of the one who hurt me, what a great space for breakdown & rebirth 
- mirrored rooms full of shifting light & color where the boundaries of the space became unclear & i felt gorgeously disoriented, putting my arms out & feeling like i was floating in the infinite 
- wandering around the wtc transit station for a painfully long time trying to figure out the subway system before riding the subway for the 1st time 
- realizing that the stick-on library wallpaper at the airbnb had unusual fake book titles like "conquest and mushroom" & "tales of homeopathic gherkin" 
         sep 25 2024 ∞
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