| I'm so grateful that I met you since the first place. To met you on my lowest, you were like the angel to my nightmare, the light to my hope. I'm so grateful to have a special person like you in my life. You brighten my days and you add so much joy in my life. You light up my life, you bring hope to my future, and you really mean the world to me. Thank you so much for loving me the way you do. You make me feel alive. There's nothing much I can say but thank you. Thank you for willing to open up yourself to me and trusting me. Thank you for being there when I was on my ugliest. Thank you for taking a real good care of me through ups and downs and anything else. Thank you for all the love, special times, and happiness that you have given to me. Thank you for being so loving, generous, and thoughtful. Thank you for loving me the way I am and making me feel loved ... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + There aren't many more ways and words that I can say. Got so tired of trying to find the most complicated way to say it to you, so I simplified and broke it down to 143, and that means I love you. 143, a numerical representation of the expression 'I love you' where each of the three numbers represent the amount of letters in each of the three words. They might be just numbers, but they ripe with meaning that's only meant for you, I love you. I love you because you love me. I love you because you trust me. I love you because you let me be myself. I love you because you make me feel special. I love you because you appreciate me and my decisions. I love you because you're willing to listen to me. I love you because you're willing to stan... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + Hey, you've been smiling a lot today. Is there anything interesting happening today? Well, that's a good thing! Do I ever tell you before? You have the brightest smile ever. I'm pretty much sure the sun might get jealous of the brightness. You're beautiful, but you are the most beautiful when you're smiling. Please don't ever lose that beautiful smile of yours cause happiness suits you better! I know you're already happy, but there's actually some simple things to do to make you happier. The simplest thing are by keeping the smile on your face. Keep smiling to everyone that you met. They say a smile is contagious, you would make another people smile, and that's a good thing! Talk to your friend or your family. The sense of closeness and camaraderie might brighten up your mood more than anything else. Just like what I said about a smile is contagious, the same applies for any p... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + The sun shines so bright, but more like, hot. When the weather is stinging hot, it's important to keep yourself cool. Make sure yourself to drink a lot of water. Hydration is the key when your body heating up. When the weather is hot, your body will produce more sweat and it reduces your water content. That's why it's important to make yourself stay hydrated to prevent yourself from dehydration. Avoid the afternoon sun! The sun is the hottest during afternoon and the sunlight during the time is not the best. Sunburn mostly happen during the time, so if you really need to go outside, make sure to dress properly or at least use a sunblock. Dress properly, but more like, dress comfortably. Don't wear a tight clothes. Instead, wear the loose one, the breathable one, so that your body won't get too sweaty. nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + Uh oh, what a long long day, isn't it? You don't feel like doing anything or you don't know what to do? You're bored. It's pretty normal to feel bored. You might be doing your daily routinity and it's getting boring when it gets monotonous. The books and the movies you love doesn't seem interesting and you're getting sick of your favorite song. Chill, there's actually lot of things to do when you don't really know what to do. There are plenty of ways to make those activities more meaningful, more productive, or at least, more fun. If you're getting bored by the things you frequently did, why don't you try something you barely did before? You're might be bored being in the house all day long, why don't you take a small walk outside? Clean your house! I know it's not a fun thing to do, but it will give you a satisfaction when you walk around your clean an... nov 21 2020 ∞
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On November 7th, you gave me the most heartwarming gift ever. I would shed a tear each time I read it contents and I'm not even exaggerating. https://box-of-sunshine.tumblr.com/ How could someone as lovely as you fell in love with a someone as pathetic as me. As much as I said I won't let you fall into another arms, I really wished I could hold you longer. How I really wished there will be another days, another months, or maybe another years for us. How I really wished to feel your love longer and be yours longer. How I really wished you will always love me the way I loved you, I love you, and I will always love you. How I really wished that we met earlier, so that we could have some more time and be together longer. How I wished this is not the end. nov 21 2020 ∞
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dec 12 2020 + I don't think I have a sense for music cause my music taste was kinda whack. I don't really know recent popular song. I'm not even a K-Popers since the first place, I enjoyed some of the songs but I never really stan any group that much. All I know was Queen, The Beatles, and any other old legends. If you want me to mention my recent favorite besides the legends are Rex Orange County, Wallows, and Panic! at the Disco, but Panic! at the Disco was my favorite amongst them. That's enough for TMI. All I want to say on this session are just to let you know the songs that reminds me to you. Mostly are the songs that you gave for me. Let me just simplified by dropping the playlist below. nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + Oh no, who hurt you, sweetheart? Is there anything horrible happened today? Where did the beautiful smile of yours go? Though you are already beautiful just the way you are, the frown on your face kinda lessen your beauty. It's so sadden me to see you sad, but it's alright. It's okay to be sad, it's humane, but don't get drown on your sadness for too long. You can cry, if that makes you feel better. You can do anything to make you feel better, but I hope you won't do anything that harm yourself. Sometimes, you get overwhelmed by feeling blue. But, hey, I have some suggestion of things to do when you're sad. It's actually quite similar when you're happy. Say, yesterday, you woke up and feel good. You had a good sleep and you're doing things that brighten your mood. Say, today, you woke up feeling like a shit. You might don't have a good sleep, but you'll s... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + It feels cold, isn't is? Is it raining outside? Or is it just the temperature? You know, the cold weather can affect your health, so it's important to keep yourself warm. If it's cold cause it's raining outside, make sure to bring an umbrella or wear a raincoat or any clothes in layer to keep yourself warm and dry if you're going outside. But the best thing to do is stay on your room and warm yourself. You can do so by drink a warm or hot beverages, but make sure to drink it right way or else it will be cool down. The warm or hot foods will also do! The other thing you can do is to wrap yourself in a warm and comfortable clothes. If you're still feeling cold, wrap yourself around the warm blanket. If you don't feel like covering yourself, then you should be active as you could. ... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + It's a long and tiring day, isn't it? You don't feel like doing anything and all you wanted to do was just to take a rest. The feelings are quite similar when you're get bored, but there's a huge difference on them, cause when you get tired, you don't have much energy left so you can't really do anything that consume your energy. There's a lot of things behind the tiredness. Can it be not enough sleep, poor diet, stress, or any other life style issues. When you're tired, you might need some energy. To gain some energy, get some good foods! A good way to keep up your energy is by eating your four healthy and five perfect meals! Move, move, move! Exercise might be the last thing on your mind since you're feeling so tired, but in fact, a regular exercise will make you feel less tired. Also y... nov 21 2020 ∞
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Ten fold apologies. To think that this has to come to the end. I'm sorry. I know a sorry won't ever change a thing, but I'm sorry. My love, I don't think it's a good thing to stay any longer, I don't think I could stay any longer. I have no intention to leave you and saying I'm sorry all the time. I just don't want to make you waiting for my absence and shortcomings. I don't want to replace the good memories with the sad one if I stay any longer. I'm sorry, I have to leave for good. I'm sorry if I sometimes a headache to you. I'm sorry if I'm being way too insensitive. I'm sorry if I sometimes irritate you or make you upset. I'm sorry if I make you worried and sad. I'm sorry for my absence and shortcomings. I'm sorry, even after everything, I haven't spend much time with you and treat you well like you deserved. I'm sorry for everything. I deepl... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + Before you enter this session, there's a rule on this session. You are only permitted to read the message on the selected date. Another warning, the messages are nothing special. It might only consist a little wish to start your day or just me talk about random stuff. You don't really have to read them if you don't want to. You can find the session on the ongoing folder or by clicking the following link: https://listography.com/lovedbydion?f=O You can also use the private folder if you want to give any response to my message, consider the folder as your personal diary, only if you want to. https://listography.com/lovedbydion?f=P I might be no longer here when you read this. Nonetheless, you are not alone. I may be far but never gone. I'm always here, along with these words. https://open.spotify.com/track/3BYyBzKGP... I hope everything going well for your lif... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + You look so pissed off, is there anything that bothering you? Chill down, the emotion manifests in different ways. How do you feel? Did your heart beats faster, your breathing rate increases, your muscles tense up? Then the first thing to do is to take a deep breath. Hey, you might be upset, and that's actually understandable. The anger, somehow, it sometimes can be dangerous. Hence, don't let the anger control you. Tell yourself to calm down. Repeat after me: take it easy, take it easy. Everything's gonna be okay. You'll be okay. Things might didn't work the way you expected, but it's okay. This too, shall pass. Use anything to calm down, in this case, use your imagination. Close your eyes and imagine yourself doing things you love. Don't forget to adjust your breath. Inhale, exhale. Splash some cold water to your face, or y... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + Oh, dear. How do you feel? Are you feeling cold, dizzy, sore, or aching at some part of your body, or not all I mentioned? But there's one thing for sure, you're not feeling good, aren't you? How come you're feeling unwell like this? Did you rest properly? Did you eat properly? It might be between you didn't rest or eat properly or maybe both? The important thing to do when you're feeling unwell is to take more rest. You need to let your body rest and recuperate. If you caught a fever, drink much water until you dying for a pee so that your body temperature dropped down. I'm pretty sure you know this well than myself, though. Get some healthy foods! Don't ever skip your meals. Don't just eat when you're feeling like to eat. I know you're probably don't have the appetite when you're feeling unwell, but you won't recover if you d... nov 21 2020 ∞
nov 24 2020 + Why are you still awake at this hour? Don't you feel sleepy? You better go to your bed and get yourself to sleep. >:[ You know, it's not good to stay up late. You might get sleep deprived due to lack time of sleep. OR even worse, you'll get sleepy at the day and ended up sleep all day like the way I did. Then you can't sleep at night. I once attend a webinar about sleeping. I'm not going to talk about the webinar, but let me just suggest you some things I got there to help you sleep. To put it simple, everything I got from the session were: self mindfulness. That was something to relax yourself, something like meditation. I've been doing that these past months and actually it helps a bit. It was actually a relaxing music sounds. Idk whether it works on you, cause it actually works the way ASMR did. If it didn'... nov 21 2020 ∞
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