• researching nontheist quakerism
  • feeling as depressed and hopeless as i remember feeling in the last 4 years, and thinking "maybe it's my saturn return". the need for story
  • swearing off the internet, maybe in a different way this time. spending the morning in bed, moisturising my legs and reading zines
  • listening to the white album drinking brahma
  • making the bed for the first time in weeks
  • fritz sniffing the cherry blistex on my lips
  • rediscovering the ancestral joy of brushing my hair
  • my grandmother called to tell me she misses me
  • waking up screaming "jesus fucking christ!"
  • really strange dreams about a hippie festival on a boat and aj soprano
  • drawing circles and collaging with recreio magazine and emoji stickers
  • mad long video call with tovi
  • jack's face after like five episodes of friends and 18 reais wine
  • whole grain chicken nuggets and noisettes
  • every rainy day in this flat
  • listening to novas
  • discovering legacies of brazilian cinema
  • staying up for three hours after il posto on thursday night, listening to a "latin-american music" playlist on youtube that was 95% belchior
  • drunk-reading on demand culture, writing lots of enthusiastic post-it notes
  • hate-watching high fidelity, which gave me a craving for fruit loops
  • watching the crazy ministerial meeting in segments every morning with our coffee
  • jack fishing on animal restaurant
  • jack's impression of moro on whatsapp to help me order shampoo and soap online
  • 3-hour long daeb meeting on google meet
  • making yakult
may 20 2020 ∞
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