- 17/7/17: we were at the beach. we were both sitting at a table, waiting for jihoon. mingyu and i were staring at each other. he had mint pastel hair, his face looked tired but he smiled at me anyways. he said something and i brought my hand to his right cheek. it was so soft. he leaned forward and touched his lips on mine. god. it was everything i could ever ask for. when i interrupted the kiss to breathe, he smiled so wide, even though he looked tired as hell. i was worried, but he kissed the worries away. we kissed some more and stopped when the people around us started making too much noise. soonyoung mocking us didn't bother me at all. i remember seokmin being loud as hell. there was a road, everyone was happy. all the members were there. jihoon was on tv. mingyu said, "isn't he the cutest?" and i nodded, of course he is.
- 13/8/17: it was a vacation trip. all of the boys were there. i was having a good time and all, until my stupid exbf showed up. but after that, it went fine. we were supposed to get back by bus, but jihoon left on the first one, the one where me and mingyu were supposed to go too! so i started panicking, people around me tried to call me down, "it's okay!" and it wasn't okay. i started screaming mingyu's name, "MINGYU, PLEASE, WHERE ARE YOU???" then i saw him on the second bus, he was worried, didn't know why i was screaming, but came to me anyways. i hugged him so tight :( woke up with a sore throat, but worth it.
- 14/1/18: I met jess?? at her store? i begged her for a pic, she was hesitant at first, but she caved in and took one pic with me. it didn't turn out good, so I asked for another one. it also didn't turn out good. so I asked again for another one. she wasn't mad anymore, she was talking and she was sparkling. i hugged her just like sana hugs nayeon at the end of heart shaker. she was soft, she was kind, she smelled so nice, her hair was so beautiful and her voice. MY GOD her fucking voice. everything about her was marvellous. we talked the entire afternoon, then I had to leave :(
jul 14 2017 ∞
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