[ you are never alone. every single star in the sky is your friend. ]

• fev 01. honestly? with all of my honesty? seventeen is the best bg out there. fight me on this!!! | had chocolate pastel again, kinda falling in love with this one | gina's goodbye was so pretty and touching and deep!!! everyone cried and that's a gina lesson. | spent some time thinking. about vincent. about miyazaki. about emptiness. about fated pathways. about destiny. and about him. i feel light? maybe things are going to be better, more achievable in the future. I'm really speaking it into existence.
• fev 02. i love the fab five so much??? antoni u are. my STAR!!! | had great pizza today yay! and spent quality time with mom and iza. it was so fun ngl | I'm kinda getting used to this awful heatwave? hope it dies as quickly as it kills tho
• fev 03. spent the majority of my day just doing bullet journal stuff? and it looks so pretty :o while doing this i was watching totally spies, missed those funky gals | listened to all of Renata's recs, the bitch has THE music taste | went to church and felt so good!!! and I love my mom lol | I looked pretty today, I'm happy.
• fev 04. I'm so excited for my classes!!! | started reading I'll give you the sun again, because of course I did! | took a lot of naps today because the weather gave me that chance. it rained and now it's really chilly outside!!! thank u @universe omg
• fev 05. i LOVE doing these aesthetic collections on weheartit!!! i think it connects you to the writer, book or the character!!! | my blog looks so pretty :/ | today was cozy! and I got to study for a bit too. kinda glad I have zero things to do hehehe also gathered up a few uni tips and my self care lists are ready to go!!! | my dogs are the cutest things in this whole galaxy!!! no fluorescent sea snail can snatch that from them!!! not even baby dinosaurs (which I would KILL to see) okay??? | have i ever mentioned how much i love Mirror Master (2018)? and Snow (2017)?
• fev 06. cozy morning!!! it was real chilly and i had breakfast and watched friends (also my favorite season, season three!!!) | aahhh reading ari & dante brings me so much JOY I love my two cuties >:-( | pretty much did NOTHING all day omg? but did organize some uni papers I had, so I'm glad I did it! | dinner today was IMPECCABLE. no flaws!!!
• fev 07. hyper aware of myself and maybe that's okay. | took two naps today, my body wants to heal fast | I love talking about my astrology placements!!! | love discovering new music too, thank u @spotishit | organized a TON of my pc files and it felt like taking a cold shower at night. also cold showers in these hot ass nights? heaven!!!
• fev 08. my dad washed the dishes tonight. I've never seen that in my LIFE before!!! and he was really sweet, kissed my hair and everything,,,, | I watched high school musical today!!! kinda cried and loved every second of the nostalgia, love love LOVE this movie omg | paul&jamie @ s7e2 is the most beautiful thing. their words... jamie: you are my miracle. paul: you are my life. maybe I cried a lot?? and laughed my ass off?? who knows!! also Lisa's back bitch!!! | sorted out a lot of pics for my collections omg. i love doing this shit!!! | spent some time outside this evening. idk I felt the wind and the connection came!!! i love u mother nature thank you for everything :(
• fev 09. bought stationery!!! and a schoolbag!!! everything is so pretty now i feel 13 again ahhh!!! thank u @dad for being so kind | mad about you I LOVE YOU IMMENSELY!!! | watched harry potter this morning ahhh miss the 9th grade feeling :/ | my hair looked SO pretty today?? I'm honestly amazed. | watched bidu sleeping tonight and his mouth was open aaaaahhhh the little paws moving aahhh he was probably dreaming!!! love my beautiful babie!!!
• fev 10. so glad I get to sleep in my own room tonight!!! | spent some time with my bujo today, yay! | finished reading ari&dante and I am so sad, they're such nice boys and sososo in love :( | started rewatching mad about you and let me tell you. i LOVE this fucking couple!!! they're my stars :( | watched away we go and I felt like my soul left my body and floated around for a few minutes. it's like a glass of cold water on this hot summer day. it was beautiful.
• fev 11. finally watched ipd2! (3 whole hours...) | took care of my hair today! | it rained and it was so chilly during lunch | I saved this tiny birdie that fell from his nest :o | watched away we go "with" ana tonight! it was fun and the movie is lovely!
• fev 12. just took the day OFF, watched tons of stuff, ate like a lion and took lots of naps! | started, finally, watching tgp! and watched portlandia, broad city and more :o even amélie was on the list hehe
• fev 13. my dad kissed my tiny hands today uhh. i kinda love this man :( | just watched the good place, all DAY!!! | read a bit of a ff today and went through weheartit it! | had sonho de doce de leite today?? it was amazing holy shirt balls
• fev 14. slept like a baby this morning! | did stuff to my hair ! it's the softest baby I've ever seen :o | did NOTHING and I'm gonna miss this
• fev 15. took a nap after cleaning! C O Z Y ! | spent time with iza talking about uni & stuff! she seems really interested most of the time tbh | listened to GOOD music that reminds me of old times, like the black keys (specially nova baby and lonely boy) | painted my nails again! lookin CUTE
• fev 16. went out with cris today!!! | bought cute stuff as gifts hehe | had my first bubble tea! it was yakult, lychee and uh boba pearls? idk what they call it, but it was YUMMY | it rained while i was taking a nap!!! love it | this lady in the streets today gave me a ring? and it's the cutest?
• fev 17. the sunset looked SO pretty today! and I listened to svt's ymmd(ay&dawn) on the way to the cottage :D | I had a dream where minghao went missing? but he came back and I hugged him :( | my dad fell down today oh my GOD it was the funniest shit | had GREAT food wow??? | this kitten. sleeping on top of the car. yeah!!! goals | good music!!! and good internet stuff!!! and good ffs lol
• fev 18. my phycology prof recognized me!!!! and asked me if I was enjoying the alga classseeeessss I wanna cry!!! | we got to adopt an alga, talk about it and study it!!! | happy birthday grandma! i miss you | watched my tv shows and I miss those too lol | started rewatching mad about you again and I'm taking note of the tiny details I might wanna come back to in the future, wish me luck!
• fev 19. uhhh I keep thinking of jamie and paul!!!! i need to STOP | ana likes superposition by young the giant? omg :o | I love talking to ppl and getting to know them??? it's wonderful to get out of my czone sometimes you know | finally downloaded goblin and I watched the pilot!!! i missed euntak :(
• fev 20. had delicious Colombian coffee this morning? also the Colombian mastering is the cutest little bean!!!! think I fell in love | worked on my assignment and i love writing about it!!! | i love euntak so much i missed her like crazy!!!
• fev 21. had SO much fun in the lab with everyone today??? the phytoplankton ppl? they are angels and deserve everything good in the world. i found my alga!!! she was so tiny and so pretty. found an euglena twirling like the princess she is! | had the best coxinha this world has ever seen! | spent time by myself today, needed to think things through | helped this person out with their pet essay! | i always choose to be kind. when I can be rude and inconsiderate, I become myself and I act with traits of kindness. it makes my soul shine, it almost explodes in my body | oohhh this graduate student almost finishing his degree talking about how much he loves the alguinhas? he has my heart. renata also has my heart!!! she's everything to me. EVERYTHING | started listening to another podcast :o this one's on MARS!!!
• fev 22. finished the functional diversity applied to algae class! my heart is literally so warm. i honestly LOVED the classes and the professors too! such wonderful people with such great stories! | met my mom at the bus today, we didn't even know we were at the same bus | (re) watching goblin is bringing me so many memories. lots of dejavus, ngl | bought myself the cutest ring today! it looks like re's, the one her mom bought her | today I did my nails while listening to the girl in space podcast! too bad it's over and we don't know much about the next episode, given the last one was updated not too long ago heh | kept smiling at myself in the mirror today and I realized this: I have a beautiful smile. doesn't feel like I'm faking it, so I hope I can become more confident in smiling to ppl!
• fev 23. i love the way my ring fits in my fingers! | watched goblin all. day. long. | took care of my plants and sang to them :(
• fev 24. went to church tonight, I missed the feeling | woke up early on my own today & had breakfast with everyone! it was honestly lovely | spent all day watching goblin and tv!!! didn't mind the heat | I found his letter. i was so scared I might have lost it somewhere but thank GOD I found it. shin called euntak his first love. he called me his first love too.
• fev 25. hoje eu vi várias maritacas de perto! elas são lindas, todas verdinhas com o bico laranja escuro, quase chorei! nunca tinha visto elas tão de perto assim | comecei a aprender as coisinhas do lab de mata ciliar!!!! costurei várias plantinhas e aprendi a mexer com as prensas. a lilian é um amor, um anjinho!!! e a helen também, as duas são uns bebês. mas a rainha do negócio todo é perfeita, nenhum defeito!!! obrigada @deus por ter colocado a carine no meu caminho :') | said goodbye to cris again :( it hurt a lot but I'm so sososo happy she gets to study abroad and study what she loves and improving what kind of professional she wants to be!!! I'm extremely proud of her, she deserves the world | talked to vitoria tonight and she says she misses me too!!!! i miss her a LOT | watching mad about you and almost crying because of cute
• fev 26. woke up early and it was raining and really chilly. i got some coffee & food and stayed in bed, eating and watching mad about you, all cozy and shit! it was so sweet. specially because I dozed off right after lol | can you believe abbi abrams is bisexual???? cause I SURE called it during the first season!!! I'm just so happy and she seemed to hit it off sooo well with the doctor lady ahhhh. angels! | didn't do anything all day except stay in bed and watch stuff and drink tea and EAT!!! today was the typical autumn day (no autumn yet. damn it reminds me so much of goblin, let's try and not talk about autumn for a while now) | laughed my ass off with brooklyn nine nine and I honestly. love this show :( | I LOVE astrology. can you believe I've been crying so much because it's officially Pisces season? cause I'd never know that if I didn't care about the stars!!!
• fev 27. spent the entire day at the lab!!! it was so fun :o | I looked really cute today. and it was chilly hehehe | I love plants so much it hurts :( | excited for what's to come my way!!!!
• fev 28. taeyeon could slap and step all over my face and I'd beg for more. she's the woman I was born to love, jesus christ!!! | i love creating new worlds, new people and new stories. it's just so good for the soul to get out of this damned reality | studied my beautiful botanics! i was born to love this too lol | studying with my hp ambience sounds + tea + cute notes + chilly weather + SILENCE? equals perfect :( | listened to shinee tonight and I honestly miss him so much but it's SO nice to listen to his voice after a long time!!! i miss uuuu my tiny star