✧*:･ﾟ✧ you know what.. your dreamscapes, visions, inspirations. they aren’t higher realities forever transcending your possible reach, they are actually your mirrors. reflecting you and your possibilities if you so choose to accept them. ✧*:･ﾟ✧

• jan 01. i love laura she's the cutest :o oooh laura you're more than a superstar!!! | started re watching boardwalk empire today... shits gud. forgot how much I loved it!!! | had great food and so much candy lol
• jan 02. yeah richard rly turned me on today @ silicon valley... bitch is kind of attractive!! weird. also I love steve buscemi and I highkey wish I was kelly lol | the sunset was so orange today!!! looked really pretty | you know when a book catches you off guard and it just. pushes you into it *snaps fingers* just like that? | listened to haim's days are gone and san cisco's self titled and these.. are my albums!!! miss those good ol days... | i felt really pretty today!!! at least my skin... shoftie
• jan 03. i miss uni. and it IS a happy feeling, know why? bc I developed a routine. and that routine was part of my day to day life for a whole year!!! i grew accustomed to the feelings. now I feel nostalgic for some reason... | chungha's 벌써12시 is insanely good. even changed my tumblr aesthetic!!! in 2019 chungha will get many wins and pink will stay supreme like the beautiful color that it is | fuck I love gilfoyle lmfao | loving the book!!!!!!:0
• jan 04. laughed my ass off with svalley. fuck I love this show so much | oooohhhh listened to nice music, Renata's recs and luna+chungha!!! all three of them? my princesses | I love drawing.. even if they're tiny doodles and not perfect at all :') | I really want the cottage wlw life for myself.. when will god give me that...
• jan 05. ahhhhh I spent so much time with my family today!!! also I laughed SO hard I almost pissed my pants. jfc | had açai with cris :o it was really yummy (a reward for passing zoology!) and I LOVE her. we can talk about anything at all | had bk :o | the sun is also a star? a fucking GREAT book!!! i want a s/o... pls... | i know I looked really good tonight. damn | update but I finished tsiaat tonight. actually just finished it. it was BEAUTIFUL oh my god :(
• jan 06. i keep thinking about the book:( | listened to tons of music I haven't listened to in a while. missed my bops!!! | love my cottage fantasies omg. hope I can realize them somehow in the future | went to church!!! it was so sweet. like visiting an old friend... | i looked really pretty today also!!! and I can tell the way ppl look at me.. I know i'm cute ma'am
• jan 07. ana told me I'm awesome if I'm alone or with someone. she's the kindest :( | studied!!!! omg I missed the feeling of writing things down, making mind maps, listening to music while studying ahhh | mom bought us some mary kay stuff for face cleaning!!!! it's sweet and she's wonderful | it's really breezy rn so it's really nice to lie in bed. i just took a shower and braided my hair! feeling clean and fresh!!! also I smell good!!!
• jan 08. oh I watched so many nct videos today... i really love them so much ;;; I miss taeil... i was thinking about him all day, thinking about his cute ass part in touch :( and then janet by berhana came on shuffle and I almost started crying hhhhh I really miss him he's the sweetest man :( | laughed SO much today my throat hurts lmfao | my skin looks so PRETTYYYY!!! i love taking care of it :)
• jan 09. just realized I'm learning a lot with the bible so far... and I didn't even finish John's book :0 | ahhhhh I love my family so much. we spent a lot of time together tonight!!! also my mom was so cute ahhh I love her more than love itself | listened to nice music today hmmm | CHUNGHA GOT HER FIRST WINNNNN!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPT FOR HER SHE DESERVES TJE ENTIRE WORLD oh my god... | my hair looks sososo healthy and grown ... i hope I don't mess it up by cutting :/ | I love my dogs.. my beauties.. my tinies... mama love
• jan 10. started watching sagan's cosmos :o it's honestly so cool. i don't care for neil degrass tyson so it's even better!!! | watched b99's season 6 premiere!!! it was so fucking FUNNY too bad holt really didn't get the commissioner position, | spent time here!!! | pretty skin + hair today. mmm | also did my toenails while watching svalley's finale hehehe i love Richard so much... | watched a bit of mad about you! GOD i wanna live there | had the softest dream today while taking a nap... powerful naps lead to cute ass dreams lol | listened to all of my music. all the library lol | IM CRYING CHUNGHA GOT HER SECOND WIN FUCK!!! this is a win for women only!!! and yeonjung sang with her at the encore ahhhhhh i love gfs and talent!!! i'm honestly so happy for her though. she deserves the world and she's about to conquer it all HERSELF (and her backup dancers ofc)
• jan 11. read a lot of igyts today and god. why is noah the love of my life and HIS SISTER TOO god i love jude so much too!!! | the ACHING to write something as fast as i can.. she's coming | i LIVE for mad about you's intros where they're the coziest couple alive... | i love fridays and spending time with my family having pastel!!! | get this, my dad said "can I tell you a secret" "yeah sure" "I love you" >:-(
• jan 12. saw the big cute blue butterfly today!!! i was in the car tho so I never took a pic, but she looked beautiful omg I love u | had a beer with dad today :o he bought me some stuff also. cutie | fuck so ok today I cut my hair!!! all of it oh my GOD I'm still in shock at how WEIRD it feels but I'll get there. jfc :o | started writing this au... yeah bitch I'm inspired again!!! my only inspiration for writing is: sit down and write lol | I got way too soft watching mad about you tonight. damn | gonna b honest. i love ppls eyes on me | I CANNOT BELIEVE WHAT I'M WRITING RN BUT CHUNGHA GOT HER THIRD WIN?????????????? 2019 is honestly for women only huh!!!!!!
• jan 13. i spent SO much time with my mom today. she made the BEST pineapple dessert and i told her many times how GOOD it was. she's amazing and everything she touches turns to gold. i'm made of gold. | made a bunch of lists here and cleaned a few ones. oof! | i miss seventeen :( | laughed my ASS off with mad about you today oh my god | kinda getting used to my hair.. mm..
• jan 14. had SO much fun at the movies tonight omg. saw aquaman and it was GOOD!!! loved the movie :o | studied a lot :') | had really good fooood | felt really good you know? my hair and stuff!!! i looked REALLY cute and idk. I'm happy I don't completely hate my new haircut!!!! | oh and OF COURSE chungha got her 4th win JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!! i really wasn't expecting to look for her name on ytb and stumble upon ANOTHER FUCKING WIN I'm so sosososo happy for her omg. also the nflying jaehyun dude is so cute!!!!
• jan 15. i found so many mpb artists today I'm still in awe!!! it's SO good. also black hair songs!!! fuck!!! | doing stuff for my mom makes me so happy | watching tv with mom and iza? priceless | I adore my dogs :( | can't believe i'm re re watching silicon valley. what kind of drug is this bitch!!!
• jan 16. my dad looked so cute today i almost cried | hmmm i really like trying new styles for my hair... hmmm | bidu!!! i love him omg | posted this pic on ig talking abt my new hair and everyone was like :o made me feel special sdkjfjsdf | MUSIC, right? | watching stuff!!! started watching queer eye, cried! LOVED IT! and sex education... shit's SO funny, really hope i continue this one heh
• jan 17. i love b99 so much!! and i love following them on schedule hehe | my hair felt so soft today omg... | me and renata talking about our future in italy.. i almost CRIED | bidu left TWICE today and then came back he's so funny lmfao | loving sex education so far!!! and almost cried with queer eye AGAIN. this show feels like a big colorful hug | i'm watching 2007 malhação now!!! it's so weird i love it
• jan 18. today is a pretty day!! | i absolutely LOVE cleaning. it just calms me down | watched the latest b99 again and marathoned silicon valley (laughed my ass off lol) aGAIN | cozy in my room!!! and uh music of course | moonlight is really so pure... it does feel like a gift
• jan 19. true detective season three has my entire ass. also fargo season three... mmm | studied and LOVED it. hehhehe | spent time with mom!!! after we took the blood tests at the clinic this morning, we went to this cute rustic bakery to have breakfast and time kinda stopped for us!!! | even though i don't believe it, been seeing some signs like "ppl do care about you" or "your friends and family love you" and it's making my heart feel a bit calmer! | the NAP i took this morning... you'd think my soul left my body lol
• jan 20. just watching stuff ! glad I can do it | my dadddd kissed me on the cheek today!!!! <3 | hmm I went to church and felt it again :o | listened to great music again and I'm liking this so far dkfjfjd
• jan 21. watched isle of dogs tonight!!! it was so pretty and i cried a lot lol | watched malhação and a grande família!!! | laughed my ass OFF watching silicon valley comp on ytb... yeah!!! | seventeen made their cb! it's so pretty and the title is so beautiful :( i love my kings ahhhh | studied a bit and i miss uni | had a little moment with myself tonight. everything's going to be fine
• jan 22. my dad was so fuckinf CUTE today!!! | my dogs... I love them.. | went to see Rita today!!! it was so sweet. I always feel at home and she feels like home | watched eric andre and laughed my ass off fjfjfjdjsjs and true detective ofc!!! | started rewatching just between lovers and I gotta tell ya.. beautiful drama
• jan 23. loving lee gangdoo & ha monsoo hours ! | studied a lot today, kinda proud | my dad called me "lindona" today and I'm glad it was dark because he couldn't see me blushing | my skin looked so pretty today I almost took a pic. but knew it'd end up bad then just gave up tbh. but starred the mirror a few minutes too long | watching tlc mvs on vh1 ... makes me miss something but I don't really know what. feels good though
• jan 24. my hair! she looked so cute today. | did some craft??? and hung them on my bedroom wall. they look CUTE | took a nice 4h nap today hehehe | my sister singing chlorine with me tonight was the cutest thing :(
• jan 25. finished I'll give you the sun. I'm devastated and the magic this book carries? it's inside of me now. | had chocolate pastel tonight!!! | watched b99 and amy was ... so pretty and flirty and nerdy and she said Krebs cycle and I almost cried >:-( | went with cris to uni so I could apply to an algae class, it was fun ! | just lying in bed, joking around with iza, looking at my craft wall, feeling happy and content
• jan 26. renata's reviews!!! oof i love my best friend and the connection we're building bc of these wonderful books!!! | started writing the review and almost cried bc i already miss everyone. oh my god | GIRLS ARE BEAUTIFUL!!! SO BEAUTIFUL I MIGHT START CRYING NOW BC OF THIS TOO LMFAO | i changed my url to wonutopia and it's so cute omg??? i'm loving it. i also love wonwoo a lot ahhhh | broad city is BACK!!! love my two queens oh god
• jan 27. spent all day doing nothing! and it was really something. | happened to watch moonlight's ending and that wrecked me entirely (again). | spent time with the dogs! they were extra lovey today. | watched the first japanese little forest and my heart is still aching, I wanna have this story as mine so bad,,,,, | I love my tiny cozy room. maybe it's not all big and I have to share it with my sister, but god when I look at my space it SCREAMS my name. it screams me!!! all my art hung up on the wall, my tiny saint adoration altar, my books, my colors, my clothes, my jewelry and my sheets!!! they're all mine and they have my name. I just really love my bedroom omg.
• jan 28. god I love ana so much??!!!! | started watching ip2 and I'm already in love with half of the trainees. insane! | took a nice nap this evening. too bad I didn't take it before hehehe | spent time with mom!!! | ok so. little forest inspired me so much I had to make the best lunch today. it was so yummy. I love falling in love with the simple things.
• jan 29. i love dinos!!!!! wish i could meet them somehow :-( | watching mad about you brings me such JOY. i love my fake parents!!! | i absolutely LOVE my dogs oh my god??? | looked pretty today :o
• jan 30. damn watched the greatest true detective season three episode tonite ladies!!! | i aahhh love my cozy room :o | watching malhação makes me so happy i miss those times | seventeen... you all... are the love of my life... my home... you're my home... a place where you can cry, a place where i can cry :-( | looked pretty today!!! | jamie&paul are the best thing. ever. in the world!!!
• jan 31. last day of january!!! last year this exact same date I was applying to my university. it all felt so surreal :o | my copy of I'll give you the sun arrived!!! I'm so happy it's so pretty!!! | I love my plants :( and my dogs :( | my room is so cozy omg | played superstar pledis lmfaoooo I'm so bad at it but it's fun hehehe