★:･ﾟ❤ "there is a light at the end of whatever darkness you are facing and it is warm and embracing and as nurturing as the sun."

• jul 01. nice time with iza ! i love loving. | nature, I love u. | i love being happy? like. i was showering and the sunlight came right in and it was so pretty? that was when I decided I'm a happy woman. wow | hello!!!! i love seventeen so much :(
• jul 02. im just ! still so in love with seventeen what the hell ! | listening to jazz and taking a warm shower after midnight when everyone's already fast asleep... that's my kink. | no class thank GOD. also slept in lol
• jul 03. slept in again! | went to the internship today ! it was SO fun I found so many algae...... i love my cuties :( my small cuties !!!! | also I love my friends. and I miss cris :(
• jul 04. uhh today was kind of a lazy day and a busy night :( but I'm glad things are okay.
• jul 05. I HAD SUCH A GOOD DAY AAAJDHSJS OKAY. 1) I won't fail chem!!!! 2) twin cutie sat next to me and honestly it didn't look like he didn't care lol 3) I came out as bi to my irl friends!!!!! vit just took it so well? also maybe this is gonna get me a gf already lmfao anyways i feel safe ! rly safe. 4) our presentation RULED. it literally kicked everyone's aSSES!!!!!! 5) I'm just genuinely happy today, I feel like things are looking up (oh finally) hehehe
• jul 06. had fun in class this morning!!! also the brain... she's a mystery and I love her very much | @algae did you know I'd die for u? cause I need u to know that. | took a big ass nap ! felt energized to say the least and studied until idk midnight! that was good.
• jul 07. i actually managed to study HARD on a Saturday wow? I'm so proud of myself | had fun with my family tonight! it was rly funnie and we took a bunch of pics lol | the bees book!!!! never wanna return it | I just love my beautiful algae so much >:`)
• jul 08. honestly? i love spending time with my family. sometimes it can be really hard but when it's good? it's good. | prayed a lot today also!!! missed the feeling | watched some nct stuff ! gosh I think I'm in love with jeno... he's just so wonderful I'm always like ??!!!!!! | anyways i love nature. thank u @nature
• jul 09. got a 5/7 score on the biocel test!!! i did good dudes and dudettes!!! | music. i love she | I uh studied a lot so I decided to take the night off: watched a movie, mad about you. had some popcorn and tea!!! and I'm gonna be well rested tomorrow so I can study. yay! | still writing today... it feels weird but I like it
• jul 10. I'm lucky I like what I study lmfao | watched amelie!!! I'm so soft & I want a @f >:^(
• jul 11. phyco prof is a sweetheart but I did awful on her test lmfao | uh vit gave me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich!!!! it's not amazing but it's rly good! also had strawberry bonbon yaysss
• jul 12. heyyyy I love nature. | i also love laughing, laughed a lot today ! | ppl who support me when I'm down have my entire heart & soul. i mean it!!! | studying my stuff. (xuxi voice) i like that
• jul 13. doing nothing just because ! | LOVE jamie and paul and I wish a had a certain twin as my bf. | uhhhh!! I'm doing okay, I'm really okay!
• jul 14. I'm okay!!!! | listened to a lot of music today! also spent time on tumblr!!! | studied and I think I'm gonna ROCK those tests!!! | got new plants!!! new beautiful succulents oh my | cooked with iza and mom today. it was rly fun ,（；^ω^）
• jul 15. spending time with my plants!!!!!!!! | twice. oh my god i love their cb!!! EVERY little thing about the choreo, the mini, the title!!! everything looks BEAUTIFUL and I'm very proud | read a bit! also wrote a bit hehehe
• jul 16. iiiii am gonna miss my physics professor :( he was SUCH a good prof to us. our last day was the final, and we had sososo much fun!!! a guy asked me "do you ever wonder if he hates us?" and I was like "nah, he's probably surprised with a lot of things we do, but he doesn't hate us at all". hope I see him around uni and ask him how's he doing!!!! if he's still on that us experiment!!! if he's enjoying his life!!! he's a very nice man who deserves a LOT of love.
• jul 17. I'm really considering switching to botanics.... | studied a lot and feel like zero bucks lol
• jul 18. i don't know i'm okay since iza and I are talking now! | watched a bit of mad about u, listened to some new music!!! read more about astrology!!! | ok my outfit: my cute blue dress. ppl kept staring I know I looked beautiful lol!!!
• jul 19. look... i love seventeen with my entire heart. that "odihtd" stage was SO beautiful and I love them so much it hurts!!!!!! | had funnie with iza and mom. we're cute. | i love paul and jamie and CAN SOMEONE JUST WIFE ME PLEASE??????
• jul 20. oh gosh i love what I do!!!!!! had the mushroom cultivation lecture and I had so much fun???!!! also got to eat a lot lol!!! rly liked it!!!
• jul 21. spent quality time with my family ! had way too much candy lol | love my ncity bfs :/ | I LOVE SEVENTEEN SO MUCH WHAT THE HELL DKHDDKSJKS | also love my girlies so much!!! ashley + twice + chungha!!!!! love us. | the Internet's latest album is just. BEAUTIFUL and I'm so glad.
• jul 22. Rita day!!! went to church to ask for something else. i feel really safe around her and I love her very much! bought a candle, a red beautiful one!!! started my novena already, hope I can accomplish what I want. | leticia made it to the vestibular bc of us this morning!!! the universe made sure to put us in the exact place and exact time! crazy. | listened to a lot of angus&julia today. i love being bi lol | watched chronicles of Narnia again! actually watched the third and last part :-( it was so beautiful I really loved every minute of it!!!! gonna miss my little kings and queens :( BEAUTIFUL. | downloaded sunny again! laughed my ass off lol
• jul 23. my mom and my family and my friends taking care of me :-( I honestly love feeling loved. it's the best feeling there is. | progress with my studies!!!!!!!! i believe I can do it!!! twice the goddesses said themselves: "girl you can do it!" so I believe I truly can do it! thanks queens. | speaking of twice!!! spent the day listening to them and having pre vestibular feelings!!!!!! they were there with me when things were hard and helped me get through it!!! i love them so much I wonder if they know how much they've changed my life !
• jul 24. welp ! had a very productive day today. thank god, and thank u Rita (^O^;) | goshhhh i'm in love with julia stone!!!?? she's so beautiful her voice calms me down :(
• jul 25. ambience sounds!!!! i LOVE the Harry Potter and the lotr ones!!!! honestly BEAUTIFUL. | studied so much im so proud | found out this GREAT meditation thing and I think it might be good for me!!! | took care of my cuties (plants) today. ugh I lvoe them so much.
• jul 26. i love tumblr. | i love the moon also!!! she's the love of my life. | good music!!!
• jul 27. had great classes!!!! | think I'm gonna be able to pass chem. god i hope i pass :( | the lunar eclipse!!!!!! she was so pretty I didn't get to see much but the amount I saw...... so pretty!!! | had so much fun with my parents I rly love my family grrr!!
• jul 28. grateful for music! for being able to study! for having great opportunities! for such a loving family! for seventeen and my girlies! for ppl who care about me.
• jul 29. started the english thing today!!! it was hard lol. | just had SO much fun with svt anf twice today!!!! i laughed my ass off. | music kept me company today!!!, tumblr also. | I'm kinda nervous, don't rly wanna jinx anything but yeah. whatever happens, happens. if I pass GREAT WELL DONE BITCH and if I fail GREAT WELL DONE BITCH,,, it doesn't matter at the end of the day, bc if it wasn't meant to be, who am I to change the course of things? all I know is that I'm trying really hard, and if that's not enough? then it isn't. but FOR ME it was. and that's enough for me.
• jul 30. today was my final exam day. I PASSED!!!!!1!!1! like it was pretty easy and the relief I felt when I realized I was gonna pass. unbelievable and indescribable. I'm so happy I managed oh my god!!! | someone on tumblr said I deserve all the good in the entire world and they're absolutely right :( I felt so sososo cozy I love them. | watched nct life!!! i love them so much lol | drank some cold ass beer bc I deserve it!!!! I'm so happy god.
• jul 31. i cleaned my closet!!!!!! everything is organized and clean I LOVE IT. also cleaned some shoes lol!!! | listened to SO MUCH music today!!! also watched some sunny | DID MY AUGUST SPREEEADDDD i forgot how much i love journaling oh my god. | helped lola with her studies tonight!!! i rly hope she passes the test, she deserves it.