to not dance when you had the health and could hear the music could be the biggest regret of your life.

• jul 01. i still cannot believe it's july already? got cozy bc it's sosososo cold and watched mad about you :")
• jul 02. i love discovering new music on lastfm, it feels like 2012 again. my sabia came over for papaya treats this afternoon and i took care of my snake plants (calling them bebes from now on). got cozy and warm watching workaholics, defeating the whole purpose of being soft, but idc. i looked really pretty today, i love braiding my hair & the way it looks when i wear my tiny earrings. scott & danny uploaded today!!! what a nice day.
• jun 03. my fern looks SO pretty??? today i daydreamed about having tons of ferns to hang out with. my digital bujo looks so pretty & cozy I'm honestly proud of my work. listened to so much music my heard hurts. oh and my wavy.fm account looks rly cute. study listo looking CUTE. had cherries today, and also coconut pie. i looked so pretty (but took no pics) tonight, my cheeks are red from the sun :")
• jun 04. had some wine at dani's tonight and her home is the coziest, i swear to g!!! my nap was GREAT and I've been sleeping so much it should be weird but it isn't.
• jul 05. went to the river again! starting to love that place more and more. my mom called me "minha flor de jasmin" and that shit lit something inside my heart.
• jul 06. hearts beat loud (2018) is the sweetest most beautiful film of the year; it made me feel safe and hopeful, it was filled with love and kindness. my bujo looking so pretty and this sounds repetitive as fuck but i don't care. matt maltese kept me company today.
• jul 07. 7/7. ana bringing me back, i love and appreciate her so much it's insane. everything she does to help me means the world to me. literally the entire LOVE of my life, what the fuck!!! watched paterson (2016) and cried a lot, wasn't expecting it to be so pretty; it was so kindly done!!! it gave me a touch of fondness and it put my feet on the ground to face reality at the same time. dancing makes me feel alive, i get why my body loves it so much.
• jul 08. can you believe today I cried with workaholics? of ALL shows, workaholics!!! it was the series finale though. weird, but loving druck so far (and it's season 01)! and mia... please, my heart is entirely yours. today was cold and i got cozy in bed, with my white jumper :")
• jul 09. ok but druck is so fucking GOOD??? im in okay terms with my mom, feeling much better about it. and iza too. had strawberries and salad for dinner :") did my nails while watching tv, tiny hearts in my nails!!! I love it when it's cold and my house is CLEAN and organized, that means I can sleep very well tonight.
• jul 10. julia stone liked my comment on her post announcing new music soon!!! made my day. "numero do cusseso" ana is literally the best girl.
• jul 11. this time julia replied omg!!! amamos uma rainha acessível. my mom got me a new fern!!! it's a mini fern and i named her havi, my baby! I'm in GREAT terms with my mom, also laughed a lot at my dad today, he's so fucking silly my god.
• jul 12. watched da cor do pecado today and let me tell u: summer vibes. my plants are looking so pretty, im so excited for them!!! started two new shows tonight: deutschland 83 & normal people.
• jul 13. i love how welcome i feel at helen's house, how welcome she makes me feel!!! watched telenovelas with her and some shows too. talked a LOT too! ordered açaí for me & iza and it was amazing, been craving it for a while.
• jul 14. a very productive day organization wise! my closet looks SO organized and pretty, i love it. i finally watched groundhog day and i can't stop talking about it. stranger than fiction too! also, safety not guaranteed! açaí from yesterday :") yUM
• jul 15. i absolutely love it when helen comes over!!! been missing her a lot lately, getting used to see her often i think. listened to music and chilled, was too tired to watch anything, wouldn't absorb absolutely anything. cozy & sleby!
• jul 16. i love the fact that no matter what, skam will always bring me comfort. cleaning was quite productive today. vi duas maritacas comendo jabuticaba :") e meu sabia veio tomar aguinhaaaa
• jul 17. my flowers looking so pretty. and my ferns, thriving. had cheese pizza & açaí for dinner. listened to fionna apple's that album i have no idea what it's called and fucking transcended. i literally lost my mind listening to this record.
• jul 18. "you know me" is a very intimate and beautiful thing to hear. ana saying she was thinking about me and how I'm doing broke my entire heart and rebuilt it again, I can't be bothered to live a life without her in it, I honestly can't. sweet things today: i think I'm getting better. saw two hummingbirds, the usual red beak and brown-ish one & the new one, a violet and green one (who came too close to my sister!!!). learned about what the first flower to ever exist might have looked like, listened to some good music & had a good bk chicken sandwich. my listography as of today is looking so pretty, I'm loving it.
• jul 19. birds are the best animals there are!!! listened to some old playlists today, i wonder what went through my mind when creating a few of them. took care of myself today and i was really kind, because i deserved a bit of that kindness after all.
• jul 20. camila came over !!! it was so sweet, reminiscing, you know? even though i wasn't feeling too great today, so many ppl came to talk to me, and they care :(
• jul 21. sufjan's music is literally out of this world, the man's a genius?? nothing much today, nothing happened and i was tired. woke up in the middle of the night, like 4am, but watched mad about you until i fell asleep, sweet.
• jul 22. meditated and did yoga practice for my back pain! it was sweet, and sososo relaxing. my mom was extra cute today, iza too.