[All of you is lovable. Love and accept all aspects of you. By doing so, you’ll also be setting an example for others & how they should treat you.]
- mar 01. i love thinking about tiny six year old me, just wandering around my backyard and naming plants. i was such a taxonomist and didn't even know what that was!!! | god jamie.. paul... I'm in love with you both | ok so the jobros are back? and solange has a new full OUT!!! 2019 is already so blessed and not even three months have passed | I feel confident whenever I listen to tae. even if it's ballad!!! she makes me feel like I can fly. like the free woman I know I am!!! god I love my sunshine :(
- mar 02. started rewatching the office,, AGAIN!!! and almost finishing season five made me miss them so much. i watched the retrospective and couldn't hold the tears :( | i'm still working on my bujo and i need it to be more colorful!!! on my way there | i am EXCITED for my classes .. i hope i don't regret this right away omg | this morning was nice. woke up to silence, my sister doing stuff outside, my dogs happy to see me, birds chirping outside, weather was PERFECT... love it. also tonight the mood's pretty nice too!!!
- mar 03. more bujo art!!! i love collages omg | went to church with izaaa it was fun and I enjoyed every second of it!!! | I'm kinda sad hakyeon and kibum left today to enlist, but I know they're gonna do well!!! <3 | watching the office ahhhhhhhh Love.
- mar 04. i love doodling??? maybe it's not perfect and 100% original work but it's creative at least!!! thank u pisces season | studying what I love improves my mood by 1000000%!!! | the weather was hot today, but it was a typical summer day!!! really nice sitting outside and just observing... birds, skies everything!!!
- mar 05. read the story about moss man... my heart hurt from the amount of love I felt while reading his story. 28 days and he already became part of the forest!!! | finally watched a quiet place and honestly? so raw and unexpected. really liked it | I love being cozy in my bed and doing nothing while listening to the tender playlist... wish time would slow down sometimes so I could live every second of it as slow as possible.
- mar 06. hugged my dad and kissed him today! happy bday weirdo | messing (read: caring for) with my plants today!!! | reading and creating collections out of things I IMAGINE ... pretty! | john krasinski I love you...
- mar 07. woke up not feeling AT ALL the first day vibe. went back to sleep and then got up again for some breakfast! studied a bit in the living room with bidu hehehe | god I love vampire weekend's new stuff. thank u kings | when I was getting off the bus my mom was there? we connect SO well these days it's insane | hey, the small acts of kindness that you just automatically do whenever people need it? it's my gift.
- mar 08. being organized is like my entire life, I love how detailed I am with these things! | had first day of class for a lot of subjects today: genetics, microbiology and zoology 2!!! but my favorite has to be the zoo one. I'm sorry but he's an angel | had chocolate pastel tonight! while watching the office!
- mar 09. let came over to sleep here!!! love her and missed her a lot | watched movies and weird city??? FUN | I got sooo cozy in my bed today that even though I slept until noon, I took another nap. maybe that's why it's five am and I'm still awake.
- mar 10. okay today I spent my night watching pilots of tv shows I've been meaning to watch! which are the following: killing eve, kidding and master of none! | woke up early and helped with lunch this morning :') | listening to wjsn brings me such peace... god thank you so much for women and music.
- mar 11. spent like five hours at the lab this morning, but I had the most fun in days! it was cute and fun and cozy! really feeling at home lately :^) | i absolutely LOVE my colleagues. everything they do remind me of how lucky I am to be part of such a wonderful family!!! | i.. love.. PLANTS!!! | you know when you get into a show/ff/book and you wanna scream because of how excited you are? right now it's killing eve :o | came home sitting. on a bus. but it was 512 so that's why hehehe.
- mar 12. today was one of my favorite days of 2019. i honestly LOVE being surrounded by people, everyone knows that. but people who welcome me in such a sweet way, people who care about me and ask me things, talk to me like I'm important because I KNOW I am important. people who value me as I should be valued. tiny specks of love that fulfilled this beautiful day: hitting off with carine, being complimented on my style (shirt thing!), doing what I love and cherish, everyone talking to me during lunch + bruno and isa calling for me to sit with them & tonight's movie! (carol if ur reading this I need you to be my wife for like a hundred years, promise it'll be quick).
- mar 13. I'm happie I can learn something new and work hard with the subjects I have a hard time with!!! | i love looking pretty and powerful. don't you think I notice the looks? hell yeah I do.
- mar 14. i love spending time with my colleagues :') | came home early today! productive because I got to revise a few genetics stuff. | I'm scared but it's the good scared!!! hope I don't regret this second year :o
- mar 15. started calc I again! gonna get rid of this clingy bitch | i love.. love LOVE talking about astrology! | I'm so proud of myself you know? I'm just trying so hard and studying smart and being nice and doing nice things and being a good daughter/friend/sister ahhh... :') | also I love uni life! kinda hard and sometimes I feel like I'm gonna pass out but the friends I've made... nothing in the world could give me such wonderful people to be around with :( they're right you know? when they tell you your uni years will be the best years of your life.
- mar 16. i loved cooking lunch today. missed the feeling. | wrote a lot about him tonight, kinda needed to get it out of my chest. | listened to jessica!!! miss her a lot, thank u ana for making me a losckreen!!! | watched cozy episodes of mad about you + skam it is back with ele and edo! <3
- mar 17. i think writing really makes me feel better about some things feelings I've been bottling up. | the way paul looks at jamie? i wanna look at a girl like that one day. who knows? | currently in love with the weather! it's raining so it's chilly, and I get to drink my bitter tea as I watch tv!!! happie.
- mar 18. i honestly love laughing. and I love my friends. they make living much easier :( | the good place makes me feel so... transcendent???? | studying what I love huh. except for the poop part omfg .
- mar 19. i love the fact that ppl find me interesting enough to ask me questions? ask my opinion in some stuff? ppl remember me and know me. it's weird!!!! | kinda enjoying our embryo classes? and becoming fond of our prof :D | I love watching the good place oh my god.
- mar 20. hard work does pay off!!!! | i love it when ppl talk to me like they care you know? i love my friends :( | I'm really proud of myself. and I can tell everyone else is too!!!!
- mar 21. I'm gonna work with the cinnamon family!!!!!! "welcome!" i almost cried :( | laughed so. much. today??? my throat hurts. i love my friends | did a beautiful cut in plant anatomy today, our prof said "it looks BEAUTIFUL it's PERFECT" and yeah. i rock
- mar 22. i had wonderful tiny moments today: people being kind (the girl at the copier helping me), people being happy for me, having those tiny crush moments... (shirt!) and idk just realizing my hard work's paying off :")
- mar 23. studying!!! ahead!!!! | watching amelie and mad about you like it's 2015 again | went to the park today! iza was so excited and it was FUN :D | love my dogs :(
- mar 24. the ice cream festival was kind of fun? also we got a mug! | i love it when people (try to) take care of me :") | watched but I'm a cheerleader (1999) today and god. imagine if I was 12 or something and watching this somewhere. and realizing what a big fat Gay I am??? it would've been so much easier | the good place is just getting better and better. and to think I ever thought that the biggest twist of all was in season one when michael tells them they're actually bad people who are supposed to be in the bad place. hysterical
- mar 25. i love buying things !!!! | also love being around beautiful women :( | had fun at the lab!!! I'm really glad everyone I have by my side are really good people. I'm thankful for everyone and everything :")
- mar 26. i love my parents so much... i finally understand the whole dante thing when he said he was crazy about his parents... same here my dude... | also LOVE my classmates!!! they are angels and i'm SO GLAD they're the ones who're surrounding me :') | i ALSO love ana and renata. they make my day so much better just by typing hello :( these two are the bestest friends in the entire world. and both are on my favorite women infinite list :o | i absolutely ADORE nature??? everything is PERFECT and all in the right places. this is a reference to the genetics class i had today...
- mar 27. good music keeps me going!!! | my lab frens are the cutest and I love them very much :') | also love my course!!!! it's the prettiest bye <3
- mar 28. helen loved the bday present!!! | being surrounded by such lively and LOVELY ppl is such a gift. I'm always thankful! | i refuse to believe that there is no gain in pain. the universe gives back!!!! | studying embryology is just the sweetest thing I've ever done this month... makes me feel important, idk :o
- mar 29. I'll never get tired of saying: I love my classmates!!!! they're angels. | had such great food today! and got to eat fruit, a pear!!! after lunch. | went to dora's lecture at the museum!!! the one about orchids and bromelias! she's also an angel and I love her very very much!!! | ok so today I went to uni wearing my dress. everyone complimented me??? i honestly looked so cute. ana julia said "your dress is beautiful!" and then gabi "SHE is beautiful!!!" please :(
- __mar 30.__ok today was awesome. i just LOVE clicking with people who are the same and totally different than me. I'm always appreciating everything around me, but what do I do if everything is wonderful and there's nothing I would ever change in my life? sometimes I wanna stop time. i wanna freeze the moment. the memory. people can go on, life can go on. i just want to live this exact moment.
- __mar 31.__so, march is finally over! really excited for the months to come :D | today I said goodbye to ilana and abbi. it was hard but it was so sweet. i cried a lot, and pictured myself having to part ways with renata... painful :( but it was honestly BEAUTIFUL!!! I'm gonna miss these two hot ass gfs. | tgp is getting so much better i laughed so much today??? | spent time with iza and she seems to be really excited for her prep classes yay :D
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