[millions of stars are exploding in your heart. stardust and gold qare pumping through your veins. past, present and future are merging into one. this is how it feels like to be born again.]

• mar 01. cried when leslie got elected :") and took the sweetest nap!!!
• mar 02. was offered another project!!! this time we gonna discuss phenology :") helen had lunch at home today!!
• mar 03. the pick you up ep means the world to me. also taeyeon. and plants!!! today I stayed home bc I desperately needed a nap, so I took one!!!
• mar 04. no need to talk about it.
• mar 05. went out with lilian (spent most of my day with her today actually), will, ca and her sis camila for açaí!!! i truly love them. i've said this before but lilian's company makes me feel so much lighter. she has so much LIGHT inside her heart it just shines deliberately, I'll bet you she's not even aware!!! also, one more thing, I love that plants are literally my destiny. i love them to BITS and I will shout to the world if I have to (I would very much like to)!!!
• mar 06. plants are so pretty. how do they do it? no idea. i slept a LOT today, got up and mom was napping by my side :") listened to paramore & suck it and see!!! both beautiful records. happy birthday dad!!! we went out for pizza and I loved every minute of it.
• mar 07. today was iza's crisma mass! we had fun. and then went out for burger king after that. today I felt hungry for poetry.
• mar 08. happy women's day!!! i laughed a LOT today (see: kurtis' "cringey imagines 3" & parks and rec s5e10 "two parties") and cried bc of plants (the space flower, Zinnia & the first flowering plants' flower and what it might have looked like).
• mar 09. happy birthday taeyeon!!! i love being independent and buying my own stuff with my own money!!! and I love music too. there, I said it again!!!
• mar 10. bidu's paws!!! and the dreams ahhh he's the cutest.
• mar 11. a butterfly came into my finger today!!! she was black and orange and it was a special moment, I gotta say. helen sent me lau fruit pics!!! those were LOVELY and I kinda cried.
• mar 12. listened to so much music today??? woke up early too, it was sweet; billie marten's voice filling the room as i had breakfast. sweet!
• mar 13. well i freaking PASSED my first driver's exam??? i did good I think, I'm really proud of myself.
• mar 14. started the sabrina series!!! it's exciting! and I'm going to finish pushing daisies, watch me.
• mar 15. fuck music takes me places dude!!!
• mar 16. i'm very much still in love with dongyoung, and baby, if ur reading this, my life is in ur hands, take good care of it.
• mar 17. spent the whole day with my mom :") and bitch, I'm gonna be driving soon!!! crossed finger emoji here.
• mar 18. planted a few seeds today!!! hope they grow.
• mar 19. ran into lola today, we talked a lot!!! miss her. i'm honestly so in love with my little laurels I can't even talk about it without almost crying. it's real, dudes. oh and also, i'm in love with dongyoung. all over again.
• mar 20. first day of quarantine!!! doing well so far. didn't leave the house!!! worked on lau flowers :') and am honestly still very MUCH in love with kim dongyoung. ahhh!!! hozier did this 30min live to keep us sane in the quarantine and raise money!!! i cried.
• mar 21. i look different today, feeling prettier. i'm all IN for my sister falling for jaehyun!!!
• mar 22. happy cris and rita day!!!
• mar 23. started the untamed, bc why not? and had a very productive day. i love making colorful lists!!!
• mar 24. I was feeling shitty but talking to my friends brings me back. i love them immensely.
• mar 25. i am absolutely in LOVE with the untamed??? and in love with studying too. i miss my classes!!! and my friends!!!
• mar 26. lazy day!!! great nap. and simon says is a killer song.
• mar 27. the jabuticaba trees are flowering again! cute that they both flower at the same time. but!!! the smaller one fructifies first. and the bigger one is kinda slow to mature her fruits.
• mar 28. happy helen day!!! i love plants and music. and laughing at silly stuff. and talking to ana about it!!!
• mar 29. holy shit i didn't know cell and molecular biology was so fucking cool?? WHY didn't anyone tell me? also how come I'm only NOW realizing how great everything everything is?
• mar 30. I am in love with whales. why are they sososo soft? the sea has so many secrets.
• mar 31. today's yoga practice was filled with love and support!!! and I spent time with my family today, cooking and just talking. also, atlantic forest docs on tv !!!