★:･ﾟ★:･ﾟall the stars in the sky are connected by a thin, silvery thread. spirits dance on it and the stars flicker in time. everything on earth is so miniscule in respect to time. take a breath, the constellations are singing for you. ★:･ﾟ★:･ﾟ

• oct 01. it's flying. time is FLYING. | met the love of my life today and he's a med student. nice | had funnie today!!! and I think I might be ready for Thursday's org chem test ,?? | i started watching this web drama that ksoo is in and idk I think it might me cool fkhfkdjd
• oct 02. i uh decided that I need to be a little more patient with ppl around me. i need to live in peace with other human beings -.- just kinda wish I could only live with plants around me but fine I guess | wjsn got their first win!!!!! this is my time too omg | laughing with alan lmfao he's the fucking funniest!!!! | i love my mom :( and I'm so sorry she feels so sad rn :(
• oct 03. spent time with myself today!!! good food, good music, good thinking!!! I'm glad. | watched alan today yayyy I love him. i also love his gf!!! they're so fucking funny together likejdhfjdhdjs | I rly like spending time on fb. makes me happy!!! | the feeling a day before a test where you feel like you're gonna pass out from anxiety!!!! damn
• oct 04. ahhh listening to my haunting instrumentals playlist while reading at the library!!! softie. | ok so maybe?? I'm in love with eunseo. just mayb | I think I did good in my org chem test!!!!! | yknow when ppl come to u and tell u abt something they saw they remembered u? that's the sweetest thing :/ | I just realized I'm cute. lmfao
• oct 05. as much as I LOVE being alone, I really love being with ppl who make me happy!!! my classmates are ANGELS :( | the food I had today.... wow!!!!!
• oct 06. spent some time by myself, like deciding what I'm gonna read and just listening to music, talking to myself, hydrating my hair and stuff.. cutting my nails!!! what a fancy bitch I am LOL | even though I have no laptop, I enjoyed today?? i miss watching movies but I can survive a few months lmfaoo
• oct 07. spending time with my plants, reading, time with mom iza and the dogs, listening to music... yeah. it's worth it.
• oct 08. I'm really glad I can study what I love!!! | watching stuff heh it's cold!!! | iza. she's the sweetest softie beautiful bitch :(
• oct 09. i complain too much, I have too many good things going for me rn. it's gonna be okay, my problems will find their place in my life sometime. | i was sosososo embarrassed today bc everyone asked to see my bujo aaaahhhh everyone complimenting me I'm softbfjdjjdhdjd I'm so glad everyone thinks I'm creative bc I'm just Not lmfao!!! | i rly love my zoology classes. Marion is just the most wonderful professor I've ever had??? Marion and Ana Paula. they're the fucking BEST prof I've ever had a class with. damn!!!
• oct 10. i love my frens.. so much.. | just listening to my thoughts. alone. in silence. yeah!!! | watching tatbilb again omfg
• oct 11. took the night off!!! after a long day, I finally sat down at night and decided to spend time with myself. watched sunny (finally!!!), keeping up with my new girl marathon and started watching rick and morty again yay !!! | i love listening to young the giant they make me feel so safe :') | I looked rly pretty today, my hair looked so soft!!! and it FELT soft like!! nice
• oct 12. watched a bit of new girl!!! and I love :/ | listened to some tunes mmm | spent some time reading and listening to young the giant's latest :o
• oct 13. i can't believe im about to write this but... I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!!!! it's so pretty and SO good!!! kinda having a bit of trouble with it right now but I realize I don't know how fjdjidhdj so that must be why!! | music and uh family? djdjsj that's it | oh and also!!! nick threw the cutest bday party for jess :/ I rly want a s/o...
• oct 14. i love watching stuff on my new laptop??? it's so sososo pretty I love | martino... i hate u but i really love u. bitch!!! | old music .... makes me miss the old times .. makes me miss him :(
• oct 15. when u finally have ur presentation and the weight u were carrying? GONE | I looked so pretty today wow? | watched tatbilb with iza omg djfhdjsjs it was so fun I love her so much
• oct 16. found out ana likes mad about u!!!! :0 | listened to this Florence and the machine cover of tiny dancer and I just love how it reminds me of phoebe and tony danza fjfhfjjdjd | I really like my research project??? my prof told me "you're a good writer" sjfhdjdhdj I melted right there right then?!!!!! | I enjoyed studying today. wow
• oct 17. studying fucking rocks??? and I love my classmates (no news)! | watched love Rosie and I really. want. that Sam guy to be my bf. and I want lily to b my gf for life (wife) :(
• oct 18. ok but ppl wishing the most sincere bday wishes to me :( | I spent a lot of time with myself today. i realized I don't truly depend on anyone. I'm alone in this world and THAT alone is okay. I'm okay!!!
• oct 19. good day!!! our anatomy prof put candy in our desks for the test she's so sweet :( | I laughed a lot todayfjhtdjjdjdbfhd | damn I really want a bf?? weird cause rn I want a BF not a gf. this is so weird I'm so *****
• oct 20. ok but OF COURSE I'm gonna melt when ppl call me "honey", I'm not made of glass you know!!! | i love it when ppl talk about my habits like?? i forgot what it was lmao but it's an unique feeling. i also love when ppl agree with me. feels freeing | I really love music. thank u @god for giving us such talented musicians and producers. they make life worth living.
• oct 21. idk I REALLY wanna fall in love but I feel like maybe that's not it. yet I can see myself falling for this guy even though I KNOW he doesn't feel the same. idk if this is a happy thing but I really like talking to him. also his voice calms me down so... | i love my sister fhfhsjshsj also my dad is kinda talking to me again??? he was joking with me and iza today so... there's another start AGAIN lmfao | I love my laptop and it's just sososo pretty. also love listening to music there. it's so sososo loud and it's really good quality shit djfhdjsjs
• oct 22. happy Rita day!!!! | yknow when someone else's voice makes ur whole day better? damn!!! shut up bitch get that sentimental shit off of my face lmfaohffhhdjsjs | listening to some tuuuunes!!! i love taeyeon oh my god :/
• oct 23. I'm tired but I'm glad I'm doing my work!!!! work for it bitch!!! | i had a night off thank god ??? i haven't had one in a while lol. watched mad about u and fell asleep really early DJFHDJJDJSJD
• oct 24. laughed so much today??? | heard isa talk about love and it's relationship with biology :o I'm so sososo curious like!!! | my laptop looks so pretty all pink fhfhdhhs
• oct 25. the little shoulder kiss paul gave james when she told him "what if I don't like being a mother" and that was just.. so intimate.... | heyyyy great classmates!!! except for the few lol.. | love when guys/girls are aware of me. i think that's really sexy of me
• oct 26. i think I did good in my seminar??? i felt like I talked... good LOL | started (re)watching b99!!! missed the nine nine squad :o | catching up with iasip and lemme tell you... flawless
• oct 27. still watching the 99!!! love my kings wow
• oct 28. oh my god marti+nicco??? they're so cute I can't wait omg | I love b99 wow!!!!
• oct 29. even tho things SUCK right now, eu não vou soltar da mão de ninguém!!!!!! | damn V*** is the fucking CUTEST I wish he was my bf :( | I love frens??? school frens??? they're the best??? ever ever??? I'm really glad I have them to get through this with... i wouldn't survive this shit alone lol. :/
• oct 30. great classes!!!! and I did really good in my presentation??? ppl seemed to like it and they liked the gifs *cute embarrassed emoji here* | I laughed a lot today. i really love my classmates but you know that already! | love me dogssss I love them. i also love shownu!! and plants.... i love plants... | stayed tonight for the biotechnology symposium! it was fun, ngl!! so many things I didn't now were possible :o | the sky looked so pretty tonight... all starry... i love.. | and I love my aunt too. she's an angel I never judged her. EVER
• oct 31. slept in!!! haven't done that in a while tbh | had funnie with my classmates today!!! | went to eat pastel with mika tonight!! it was fun and it was rly good lol ...| the lectures!!! one about parasite plants??? I'm so psyched about it tbh :O I'm really happyyyyy | watching b99 makes me feel so. calm. i LOVE