★:･ﾟ❤ a gentle reminder that you aren’t a disappointment. you aren’t a failure. no one knows how hard u try and you’re doing so well. you deserve so much better.

• sep 01. god it's september already??? wow time is FLYING. anyways I'm proud of myself. last year, this exact same date, I was feeling so low :( thank god i overcame it, and here I am !!! don't think I could be happier than this!!! | studied and I'm loving it ngl!!! | i love my dreamies!!! | i also love writing. :/ wish I had more time to do it more often otl.
• sep 02. AAHHHHH I finally watched that all the boys movie. i want a bf so bad now lmfao. | also watched 10 things I hate about you... i rly want a bf | read a bit!! and studied some more yay
• sep 03. why is amelie such a wonderful movie... | ahhh!!! i love my dreamies :( jisungie crying.... I'm NOT crying shut up
• sep 04. so. sunmi just released a masterpiece what the fuck!!! she's absolutely amazing jfc | anyways i love what I study!! and I'm so proud of myself | watched mad about you and i just. want. a bf.
• sep 05. watched dream camp!!! almost cried, I love my bubs so much. | saw the cute dog today! | saw a pink+blue sunset. thank u for that one @universe! l@r@ talked to me today, called me by my name and stuff... so thank you for that one also! | had GREAT lunch. my mom is just wonderful wow
• sep 06. i LOVE dogs!!! | bought a pair of cute sneakers today. also a new bullet journal ahhh and a pencil case, a toothbrush case, a paper clip thingy!!! it was so fun hanging out with mom and iza. i love them | took a great nap wow | laughed a lot with vito today lol | so.. a certain twin smells like heaven.. and idk what to do with that information since I'VE GIVEN UP ON HIM. kinda lost here @god pls help me out lmfao | hozier released new music!!!!!!!!! he's incredible wtf
• sep 07. love the notes I wrote today | spending time with iza is always so good! we organized the plants aw it was cute | dogs! love my dogs | love music wow | I absolutely love birds... they're the cutest little thing | I love jeno :/
• sep 08. omg I love bday parties because I get to eat so much | finished my anatomy assignment bc of iza!!!! | spent time with myself: singing, reading, studying and doing hair stuff lol
• sep 09. i love my hair!!! | why is narnia such a wonderful place... and why isn't it real? :( | love my dogs!! spent time with them and my family today yay | listened to a lot of music today but celtic music is just so. peaceful. wow
• sep 10. blackpinks music is just out of this world | I love women!!!!!!!!!!!! and not in a (best) gay way, but in a sorority way!!! love women and love being a woman. there's nothing better tbh | laughed so much today jfc
• sep 11. i think I did good in my statistics test??? i hope i did well :0 | talked to ana today... she's just the sweetest isn't she? wow | studying while friends plays in the bg... yeah!!
• sep 12. can't believe I found myself watching tatbilb again!! i want a b/gf damn it | uhhh I absolutely LOVED the forensic lecture tonight... everything was fantastic!!! | watched mad about u and had nice dinner!!! ohhh and met nice people!!! | i didn't do so well on today's test, but you know what? i don't care lol
• sep 13. god i laughed my ass off today | got two cute books from the lib!! I'm really excited to read them | I listened to some gooood music today | I watched mad about u!! i want a bf lol | watched the latest sunny episode!!!!!!! i got so emotional over Dee like... :( (ref: s13e2)
• sep 14. bought a beautiful tea container (idk the word lol it's a glass bottle of tangerine tea) and a new mug!!! | watching new girl makes me laugh so much lmfao and I love Nick a lot wow | realized I love cleaning and organizing... mm. | had great pizza tonight!!
• sep 15. mmm I watched new girl and laughed a lot | spent time reading!!!
• sep 16. just watched stuff lol!!! stranger things with iza, new girl, and movies!!! love Simon, in your eyes & every day!!!
• sep 17. great music!!! listened to some old dusty tunes. love them | new girl, I missed u bitch | I did the spread for Renata's bday! already prepared the moodboard and the private mssg aaahhh I love her so much omg.
• sep 18. so today before I took the bus, there was a doggie on the bench, this guy passed by us and said "vai pegar a circular?" i legit almost screamed it was SO funny | HAPPY RENATA DAY!!!!!!! i wrote so much stuff about how much I love her my heart is like. so full!!! | ok so I spent time with L*** today, it wasn't really spending time with her, but she said my name so many times like... i don't even like my name that much but when it comes out of her lips... it's the most beautiful name I've ever heard!!! she's the most beautiful woman who has ever made me feel like this, like I'm floating!!! it's insane, how does she do that?? | also saw this woman at the bus stop today, I almost cried. she was so fucking BEAUTIFUL I almost kneeled and begged her to say my name too lol ... i think women are starting to notice I'm gay | ahhhh my book is getting so intense!!! loving it | started studying chem for real now, hope I don't fail this shit lol
• sep 19. jesus... she's just the fucking most beautiful woman I've ever had a crush on??? I'm almost dying I REALLY wanna kiss her all over.. damn! | my god i just watched before sunrise for the first time ever and let me tell you something... what the fuck!! WHERE is my european love story? what kind of indie world is this that doesn't offer me anything like that? the way jesse kept looking at celine like .. . .. *skull emoji* | I love people who are kind!! they're the fucking future
• sep 20. i love music!!! | idk I just rly rly rly want a bf/gf. jesus!! do ur thing man!!
• sep 21. I LOVE MY HUMAN ANATOMY PROFESSOR!!!!!!!! this girl said "you are perfect" to her this morning fjfhhfhdjsjsjshdjdjs cute. | talked to L about milk and honey, I think I sounded pretty interesting mmm... who knows lol | I lov the fact that I might actually be gOOd at small talk? who knew!! | had passion fruit ice cream !!!!!! deserved it lol | choose the lectures I'm gonna go to next week. I'M SO EXCITED AHHH
• sep 22. first day of spring (and Rita day)!!!! welcome back warm bitch!!! | i uh. love myself?? i look so fucking pretty. my hair looked sososososo pretty today I'm gonna cry
• sep 23. i just. love celine and jesse so much like wtf? they're not even real lol | hit 400 followers on tumblr :0 | soft music!!! and san cisco,!!! love them a lot wow | doing art :) | had ice cream with mom and iza ! i just rly love hanging out with them ahhhhhh
• sep 24. it's biology week!!! I'm so excited for the lectures you have NO idea!!! damn!!! even l*** asked me if I was gonna go.. mm :) | vito and I we talked so much today, and we only spent a short amount of time together tho!! | i uh.. love *** :/ maybe I'm still not over her but I don't give a shit!!! i rly love her and being around her brings me peace | sometimes I'm like "damn I'm in uni LOL" and it feels SO weird. wtf
• sep 25. the lectures!!!! absolutely wonderful!! I'm sososo happy, the money rly payed off and I only went in one day lmfao | ok let me just say this... kpop girlie? the love of my life. we hung out at her apt today ahhhh!! and her and the boys? feels like a beach day!! and uh i planted a lot today, met the university's greenhouse!!! CUTEST. | had great coconut pineapple cake!!!! wonderful
• sep 26. ahhhh I had so much fun today wow!! pollen? magic beans!!! sjdhsksj I rly rly liked birdwatching and I can see myself doing it again someday :0 | had good food wow and I also love my classmates. angels | music!!! great music. | started watching the secret life of plants and I'm really liking it so far. i just love biology so much you know? | i got a 92/100 in my statistics test omfg??? IM SO HAPPY I DID SO WELL AHHHH
• sep 27. god i love biology and the biologists around me. just angels!!! | i spent more time by myself today!!! | i realized I need to let other ppl talk too. decided that from now on I'm gonna stay quiet and NOT gonna interrupt ppl while they're talking!!!
• sep 28. oh my god girls are so fucking BEAUTIFUL?? and they smell so good wtf!!!! i did ask for this | also i made small talk with this girl today and UHHHHH girls?? ANGELS!!!!!!!!!! | spent SO MUCH time with mom and iza tonight, i love love love them so much!! we went to eat pastel aaaaaaaaahhhhh
• sep 29. i love spending time with myself :) | I did the hydration thing to my hair!!! love my curls ahhh | listened to a lot of music! and I honestly LOVE wjsn :/ their cb's just. astounding.
• sep 30. SHIT I rly love wjsn wtf? the fuck is wrong with me tho? | umm I went to pick up trash this morning lol!!! environment issues!!!! worth the aac tho | it's like rly chill and raining.. wish I could stay home all day tomorrow lol