"each day wake up and ask yourself what will make you feel most alive that day." ★:･ﾟ❤

• may 01. listening to taeyeon!!!!!! i feel alive :^) | spending time on tumblr.com again I love it !
• may 02. uhhh ! i love my tree. that's it that's the whole day
• may 03. grrrhrhhr I hugged this huge ass tree today :^) | had fun ! lots of fun. also I got my bio tshirt!!!!!!!! i look rly cute :/
• may 04. aaajdhs I had such a nice time at uni today!!!! really enjoyed today. | i love biology so goddamn MUCH! | my mildliners arrived!!!!!!!! they're SO pretty I feel like studying a lot more now lmfao | some nice music??? also that possible Grimes x Loona colab . wtf !
• may 05. yay I finished my part of the geology project ! | studied a lot for my two tests next Wednesday! i think I'm kind of ready!!! | MY HAIR. i watched a video about transition and goshhhh. i love my hair sosososo much I love it I LOVE it.
• may 06. i kinda want a bf :0 | uh i spent the entire day watching mad about you and i was so soft jfc :/ | colored my anatomy book lmfao ! had a nice time. also music made me company and i can't stop thinking about the fact that i want a bf goshhhh
• may 07. me? working my ass off for a good grade? you fucking bet!!!! | hi I love (1) cutie with a mustache :-( | uhh I spent time doing NOTHING but listening to music after lunch. i love peace :) | did I mention I love renata with my entire heart and soul and existence??? because I do.
• may 08. i saw him today!!! pretty sure he saw me too lmfao im such a groupie ! | just studied and I'm sosososo tired but I'm not giving up bitch ! | spent some time on tumblr yay
• may 09. I THINK I DID GREAT!!!!! i just hope it doesn't turn out the same fiasco chemistry was. pls @god! | yeah bought coxinha as a prize. i deserve this shit!!!!
• may 10. I DID GREAT!!!!!!!!!!! in phycology I mean. but I'm so happy! | i rly wanna work for nupelia :/ I just. need that! like aquatic plants, zooplankton, fitoplankton......... specially the algae part ! i love them :( | uh had a great day yay
• may 11. I SPENT THE ENTIRE AFTERNOON STUDYING FOR ANATOMY!!!! i felt so relieved there was someone to teach us!!! also cute boys :( why am i so weak and wanna date every single b*y who treats me nice??? every single one who's kind???? GRRRR | also i barely had any classes tbh. just wandered around in the morning!!!!
• may 12. studied a lot of anatomy theory. it's kinda boring but i'm happy to know i'm trying my best | uhhh big time rush!!!!!!!! idk what happened but they were trending on tumblr.com so i decided. why NOT!!!
• may 13. watched so many movies omg? just took the entire day off!!!!!! and I'm glad I did it. also I'm in love with paul and jamie at the same time
• may 14. we went to the fair!!! it was fun but things are rly expensive :/ | uhh I watched a lot of stuff actually lol so much I didn't study for my phys test lol
• may 15. even though I didn't study, the test was all right? the reports due today were delivered and yea that's about it | good music makes me so fucking happy
• may 16. had amazing classes oh my god!!! asked prof liliana abt the observation and she told me to look for her!!! i can't wait lol
• may 17. spent some time with nature today. took pics with a flower in my hair :^) | I'm really proud of myself. i stayed at uni from 7am to 9pm.
• may 18. I THINK I DID GREAT???!?!? ON THW TEST JFC!!!! anatomy exam btw. | geology prof words "you speak well, very well!" mmdhfhrhekdhdjs thanks binch lol!!! also is*b****. i think I'm in love lol | came home earlyyyyy! dropped by at the library to get 1q84 vol 3!!!! I'm gonna finish this thing. i deserved a bit of entertainment
• may 19. uhhh preparing slides is fun?? i hope I do well lol | just watching stuff. rewatching some! reading some stuff! my nails also! NAP!!!!! i think I'm finally gonna rest this weekend omg
• may 20. just watching jamie and paul :( I love my parents | spending time with mom!!!!!!!! i missed her. | i miss jjong sososososo much but I'm so happy for shinee !! | that urge to listen to seventeen. that's. BEAUTIFUL and I love the feeling!!!????
• may 21. IM IN LOVE WITH 2 PEOPLE AND ITS KILLING ME OMFG?????????? | it's so cold i missed the winter so bad | just being able to study what i love, that makes me so fucking happy
• may 22. learning some new math stuff!!!! i think I'm gonna do well! | my tree has a new friend!!!!! i love them :(
• may 23. came home for lunch! and took an enormous nap. needed that one | I think I'm doing good with calculus??? is this a dream. | vixx!!! ilu my boys | I'm in love with yukhei
• may 24. my calc prof was so proud of me because I'm still here. trying my best
• may 25. uh nervous system is beautiful? and my anatomy prof is so sweet :( he was talking about the greater good, the soul we all have, the psique, the mind, the god ! it was a beautiful lecture and I almost cried lol | had a nice lunch!
• may 26. saw the library cutie today! | I'm in love with yukhei :/ I made two playlists about him..... wtf!!! | i love being on tumblr I really do wow | jamie and paul :( I love u | rewatching waikiki is so rewarding like. i get to laugh at/with junki and it feels like the first time every single time lmfao!!! he's just SO funny. also I missed seojin, I love her a lot and she inspires me every day. my #1 feminist icon
• may 27. i love my friends ! | had a beer today!!! met a new doggo who was gigantic! she was so sweet :( | met some nice ppl today wow! also had nice food and watched movies!!! | played my game and fell HARD again for yukhei :/
• may 28. uhhhh I rabbit'd with renata tonight!!! it was fun and I got to know a few ncts!!! like winwin !!! my official number one favorite ever most favorite boy! also nakamoto yuta... you have my entire soul just take it ! | nice music ! stayed home because no class t.t | spent time with my plants!!!!! my mom helped me :") they were kinda... idk! so I came to them and out of nowhere I told them "I know it's hard, but you're trying hard, everything will be fine very soon" :^) | after the rabbit I just felt so much love in my heart I love loving :( it's so beautiful and there's absolutely nothing like it!!!!
• may 29. i'm kinda blowing my studies but at least i'm trying lmfao
• may 30. oh my god i scored a 9/10 grade ! my first high as fuck grade omfg !!!! | spent some time on tumblr.com and it was fun ! | watched some more nct stuff. this time the dreamies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!