• I had another good lunch today but I might be hungry again soon. we'll see.
• and today I don't have a lara bar for a snack. poop. so far I've only liked the ones that have cookie in the title, which is funny. cherry pie was nasty and apple pie was okay but had a weird taste, I think from the pecans or walnuts.
• my teeth hurt from the dentist.
• hm. I don't know. I need to do something productive.
• self esteem, body image, self worth and junk. yep. I'm not sure what I'm thinking today. it always feels weird to go into another day after you have a very introspective day before.
• I want to learn stuff, but I want to learn the stuff that I'm interested in. and I don't really want to be tested on it. I don't learn as well when I feel pressured. or maybe I just don't want to learn it if I feel like I'm being forced to. not sure. either way, I'm putting it off which I need to stop doing.

and later...

• whatcha say, that you only meant well? well of course you did. whatcha say, that it's all for the best? of course it is. I don't know why I like songs like that but they make my insides want to dance.
• going to the grocery store tomorrow so I get more lara bars! yes.
• I need to do some sort of physical activity. I just really don't like it, haha. I hate that.
• chemistry needs to be done tomorrow. please.
• I wonder if I would like yoga. hm.
• open face hamburgers. yes. should do that. because 60+ carbs at one meal is quite a bit.
• soooo I'm going to be bad and eat some goldfish in a minute haha. I don't know. I'm only starting out on this health thing. it's hard.
• physical activities I would like to do: regular games of tag, four square, badminton. haha I'm a weirdo.
• so I wish the cute guy on facebook was someone I actually talked to. if I had even a little tiny lame excuse to talk to him, I might use it but I don't.
• also one time by justin bieber is kind of hilarious but so catchy. I just always love it when 15 year olds are singing that you're my one love and you're my everything and I'm always going to be witchu. yep. okay. haha. and I think his voice should be a lot deeper by now. and...dang I like this song a lot.
• my perfect date. hm. social interview question on facebook.