Physically:

  • The fact that I've gained a significant amount of weight since I've moved to NC. And by significant I mean 40 lbs.
  • My acne. I have it everywhere and it hinders my ability to wear certain clothing.
  • My stretch marks.
  • My breasts. They used to be perkier & smaller.
  • My hair. It's boring, long, and just blah.
  • My body hair. It's particularly dark and coarse. I hate it.
  • My love handles. Go. Away.
  • My upper thighs. They need some toning.
  • My skin tone. I'm a little pale, I'd like to be darker.
  • My fingers. I'd prefer them to be long & slender not short and stubby.
  • My stomach. When I sit down there's a million rolls. I want my flat stomach back.

Personality:

  • Having such low self esteem.
  • Not being patient enough.
  • Feeling worthless.
  • Being so shy.
  • Constantly feeling as if my fiance' finds me un-attractive even though he tells me otherwise.
  • Not being able to take compliments. I always assume they are lying.
  • Eating for comfort.
  • PROCRASTINATING EVERYTHING.
  • Not taking chances due to being scared of failure.
  • Being weak and emotional.
jan 29 2012 ∞
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