Physically:
- The fact that I've gained a significant amount of weight since I've moved to NC. And by significant I mean 40 lbs.
- My acne. I have it everywhere and it hinders my ability to wear certain clothing.
- My stretch marks.
- My breasts. They used to be perkier & smaller.
- My hair. It's boring, long, and just blah.
- My body hair. It's particularly dark and coarse. I hate it.
- My love handles. Go. Away.
- My upper thighs. They need some toning.
- My skin tone. I'm a little pale, I'd like to be darker.
- My fingers. I'd prefer them to be long & slender not short and stubby.
- My stomach. When I sit down there's a million rolls. I want my flat stomach back.
Personality:
- Having such low self esteem.
- Not being patient enough.
- Feeling worthless.
- Being so shy.
- Constantly feeling as if my fiance' finds me un-attractive even though he tells me otherwise.
- Not being able to take compliments. I always assume they are lying.
- Eating for comfort.
- PROCRASTINATING EVERYTHING.
- Not taking chances due to being scared of failure.
- Being weak and emotional.
jan 29 2012 ∞
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