- I could be in a room full of the happiest people you'd ever meet & still feel completely alone. Why is that? 
- Emily dickinson, are we long lost sisters? 
- I have a permanent broken heart. Sometimes I can literally feel it aching, then my stomach fills with knots and all I can do is cry. 
- I just want to be effortlessly beautiful. Like Liv Tyler in Stealing Beauty. 
- I can't even look at myself. 
- I still dream of running away, exploring city after city, meeting fun people, living for the moment because that's all I have, being completely wild & without any strains holding me down. Freedom. 
- I feel like the ugliest girl in this town. 
- Wouldn't it be nice to freeze time and everything in it, besides yourself? 
- I have no friends. I'm oddly okay with that. 
- I suppose I was meant to grow old & alone with 50 cats, but meeting the man of my dreams kind of screwed that all up, so I'm trying to adjust to my new fate? Hmm. 
- Everything needs to always look perfect on the outside, my house, my car, my looks...everything. I forget to make sure things are doing okay on the inside. 
- I miss being a teenager. Those were some really fun years. 
         may 25 2012 ∞
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