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"My deepest fear is not of death or pain, but disappointment. The thought of somebody's disappointment towards myself makes me sulk in lowest of rivers." - me

  • Law. I have always wanted to be a lawyer and prove things
  • Failing grade. Hurts more when i studied yet i fail
  • Crying. What is more to do when crying over spilled milk
  • Not meeting expectations. I tend to set expectations and then mourn in misery when not meeting them
  • Ballet. I did it once, i'd love to do it everyday
  • Art. I can draw but not that much, how i'd wish i could be a total artist
  • Weight gain. I'm thin as a twig, it comes with the family nothing can be done
  • Blurry vision. Difficult especially in reading road and street signs. bugger
  • Draco & Hermione. It's frustrating really
  • Migraine. Comes often every month
  • Cowardice. Comes in handy when in face to a boy you like
  • Dark complexion. Black is beautiful yeah but it doesn't suit everyone
  • Forgetfulness. I love knowledge, if only i can retain all the information in my brain
  • Pianist. I've had all the opportunity to learn, i just took it for granted
  • Thinking too much>Insomnia. If only i could shut my brain so I could sleep
  • Daydreamer. Seriously i could live in my dreams
  • Writer. I have several things in mind that i'd love to put in writing, i'm just lazy.
  • Not legible hand writing. I write cursive, a messy one, please let me learn calligraphy
  • Jobless. Providing for your own makes you independent, i am not one to speak.
  • Procrastinating. And this i am certain of, could this trait even be dismissive?
  • Best friend. I have lots of friend, but i need a very close, trust worthy and loyal one
  • Stutter. Much to my chagrin i stutter in front of a huge number of audience, and i get teary eyed.
  • Make-up. I can't wear them, my face itches.
  • My UP dream. UP, a well-known and respected college here in the Philippines, I have always envisioned myself in the place and when that i was not able to enter the college because of a quota of minimum students i was so crestfallen and even attempted to ditch college. Luckily i was convinced to do so and that I enrolled to a computer school enrolled in Digital Arts.
  • Flat-chested Some find this cute or even appropriate for my small frame, but I really feel an ego degradation in my part.
dec 25 2010 ∞
nov 6 2014 +