• 100 Adjectives Describing Myself
• 100 Books I Want To Read
• ✔ 100 Books I Want To Read Again
• 100 Feelings I Have Been Having Lately
• 100 Judgments I Make
• 100 Memorable Things People Have Said To Me
• ✔ 100 More Movies Watched Starting Now
• 100 More Things That Make Me Happy
• ✔ 100 Movies Watched Starting NOW!!!
• 100 New Things To Try And Do
• 100 Of My Favorite Books Ever
• 100 Of My Favorite Lines From Movies
• 100 Of My Favorite Lines From Shows
• 100 Of My Favorite Movies Ever
• ✔ 100 Of My Favorite Quotes
• 100 Of My Favorite Quotes From Books
• 100 Of My Favorite Songs
• 100 Of My Favorite TV Shows Ever
• 100 People I’d Like To Meet
• 100 Places I’d Like To Visit

• I love you more than anything in the world.
• I am not a perfect person.
• The only thing I have ever aspired to be is a mom.
• My favorite colors are red, black, and white.
• I met your father online on Facebook.
• I graduated from John Jay College with my Bachelors in Criminal Justice.
• At 41 years old I still don't know how to drive.
• I've dealt with depression my whole life.
• I am so afraid of water bugs.
• I have bad short term memory due to my diabetes and can forget things almost immediately, that is why I journal, make lists, and jot things down everywhere.
• My current favorite book as of 6/19/23 is A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J. Maa...

• He is so genuine. At least from what I can tell he is 100% himself with me and I can't tell you how refreshing it is to be friends with someone where what you see is what you get.
• He carries the weight of the world on his shoulders and I worry about him so much because of it.
• He unexpectedly became my best friend, I don't even know how that happened, but I am so incredibly grateful for him.
• I think he is gorgeous...and I think he knows it but is never conceited. Still, I remind him he is so he doesn't forget it.
• The man's knowledge of music is insane and I love that he always puts me on to new stuff or makes me remember songs I haven't thought about in years.
• THEME song recommendations ;-)
• Clean Bandit!!!

• His DIMPLES
• His soft southern accent
• He is VERY attractive
• His love of the Golden Girls and how he is my Rose and I am his Dorothy
• He used to call me Doll Face, once upon a time
• He has been my best friend for over 16 years
• We've never physically met
• We met through Myspace when I came across a blog he wrote about a breakup with his ex girlfriend and I reached out to this total stranger about it cuz his words really touched me. I wish I had saved a copy of his blog, just as a keepsake of how we came to know eachother
• He thinks I have a New York accent and calls me Jenny from the Block
• His love of Auburn college sports teams
• He lives in the sticks...Alabama

• You Deserve Each Other by Sarah Hogle - 5/5
• A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J. Maas - 5/5
• No Exit by Taylor Adams - 3.25/5
• A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas - 5/5
• One True Loves by Taylor Jenkins Reid - 5/5
• Rock Paper Scissors by Alice Feeney - 3.25/5
• Icebreaker by Hannah Grace - 5/5
• A Court of Wings and Ruin by Sarah J. Maas - 5/5 <3
• Survivor Song by Paul Tremblay - 3.75/5
• Ignite by Melanie Harlow - 5/5
• The Mindf*ck Series by S.T. Abby - 5/5 <3
• A Court of Frost and Starlight by Sarah J. Maas
• Thank You, Next by Andie J. Christopher 4...

• I prayed for you my whole life. I knew from 12 years old what your name would be, what I wanted you to be like, and you were everything I dreamed of and more. (2/16/23)
• I tried really hard to do my best by you. I am not even close to being the perfect mom, but I love you with every fiber of my being and I will go to the ends of the Earth just to make sure you are happy and know you are loved. (2/16/23)
• I'm so proud of you...so VERY proud of you. You are an amazing person! At just 6 years old (almost 7) you are so smart, so talented, soooo loving, beautiful, and you have the kindest heart of anyone I have ever met. It's so beautiful that I am crying right now just writing this because I can't ever express how much that kind heart has saved my life again and again. (2/16/23)

• I can be lazy.
• I procrastinate too much.
• I never want to go to the doctor and will go years without seeing one unless I am in so much pain.
• I have terrible taste in men. Well, some of the men are amazing, but happen to be taken. But usually I fall for lying, cheating assholes.
• I can be really clingy...I don't have a ton of friends and the ones I do I demand so much of their time.
• I am antisocial. I hate going anywhere and doing anything with people...they're too peopley.
• I am not ambitious.
• I make poor use of this gift of life.
• I am so relieved when plans get cancelled...I didn't want to go anyway.
• I am too sensitive and lash out at people when they hurt my feelings.

• Balayage my hair
• Cut my hair in a long bob
• Lose another 50 lbs
• ✔ Get the rest of my wisdom teeth pulled
• ✔ Find a new place to have my eyebrows waxed
• Get a pedicure
• Buy some medium sized gold hoop earrings, I really need to stop wearing fake earrings
• Read at least 50 books in 2023
• Reconnect with my friend AJ and try to see her real soon
• Finally go see Nick D.
• Go back to visit Minnesota so I can see Aaron again, I really miss him, and so we can see Autumn's grandparents again
• Try to learn how to read sheet music
• Start working again
• Have a girl's night out (Taina, Tina, AJ, Christina, Ashley?)

• I am a cat person, and apparently a betta fish person too.
• I secretly absolutely love to eat fried eggs with white rice. It's a poor man's meal but I think it's great.
• Red and white calla lilies are my favorite flowers.
• I can't nap...once I'm up, I'm up until it's bedtime again.
• I don't like coffee, the smell of it gives me headaches but I love Lipton black tea with 4 packets of equal, a drop of honey, and a milk-cap full of milk.
• I despise the smell of bonfires.
• Keepsakes I treasure the most are handwritten letters.
• I have two male best friends that both bring very different things to my life.
• I don't believe in marriage anymore and will never get married again.

• I think I have really beautiful eyes.
• I have perfectly plump, luscious lips.
• I have a really cool racial mix: Puerto Rican, Irish, American, Spaniard, Cherokee Indian, and Taino Indian.
• I am the kind of flirt that makes you feel great about yourself.
• I have a really silly sense of humor.
• I am passionate and fierce.
• I love from the top of my head to the tips of my toes.
• I still have that child-like wonder.
• I always make sure my daughter knows just how special and loved she is.
• I have nice BOOBS !!!
• I'm a compulsive list maker.
• I feel like such a big kid around Christmas and get so happy and excited.
• I love to watch cartoons.
• I like playing video games and app games.

• Cat figurines
• Chococat stuff
• Cute erasers
• Bookmarks
• Keychains
• Postcards
• Crosses
• Glass figurines
• Ceramic figurines
• Guitar picks
• Blank journals, notebooks, and sketchbooks
• Snowglobes
• Refrigerator magnets
• Charms for a charm bracelet
• Marbles
• Painted rocks
• Funko Pop figures
• 80s toys
• Different versions of a favorite book
• Pens and pencils (novelty)

• "I hate careless flattery, the kind that exhausts you in your efforts to believe it." - Wilson Mizner
• "Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure." - Oprah Winfrey
• "Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be." - Abraham Lincoln
• "Hitch your wagon to a star." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
• "It's not easy taking my problems one at a time when they refuse to get in line." - Ashleigh Brilliant
• "Always remember that others may hate you but those who hate you don't win unless you hate them. And then you destroy yourself." - Richard Nixon
• "Waste not fresh tears over old griefs." - Euripides
• "Both tears and sweat are salty, but they...

• When someone calls me LOVELY , BEAUTIFUL , or GORGEOUS .
• When on a really cold day I find that one warm spot to stand in where the sun is beating down.
• When my besties Nick or Aaron video call me.
• When 80s music instantly lift my mood and transport me back to simpler, happier times.
• When I take a cold dip in a pool after baking in the sun for awhile.
• When I think I've gained weight and I've actually lost.
• When I am thinking about someone and suddenly they call or text me (my mom used to do this).
• Catching up with old friends.
• Listening to songs on my iPod and drowning out the rest of the world.
• Staring up at a clear night sky full of stars.

• Hogwarts Legacy Nintendo Switch Game
• The Nancy Drew Mystery Stories 1-10 Box ...
• ✔ Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher - Pape...
• Android 11 Tablet, 10.1 Inch Tablet 64GB...
• The Leftovers: A Novel by Tom Perrotta -...
• Anker Soundcore Life Q20 Hybrid Active N...
• ✔ CODN Laptop Lap Desk
• Western Digital Easystore 5TB External U...
• Western Digital Easystore 16TB External ...
• Sterilite Home 3 Drawer Wide Storage Car...
• Legend of Zelda Link's Awakening Nintend...
• Sivio Sherpa Fleece Weighted Blanket for...
• Seenda Backlit Bluetooth Keyboard for Ta...
• Misby Coffee Warmer for Desk
• 2022 Apple iPad Air
• ✔ Throne of Glass Paperback Box Set by Sar...

• When they purr it is the most amazing sound, capable of curing all sadness...truly therapeutic.
• They are very independent.
• They have bold personalities, I love that they are not push-overs like dogs are.
• They are so smart. My cats understand lots of words and phrases. I don't feel like an idiot having conversations with them.
• They can be so very sweet.
• Their meows don't hurt the ears like barks do.
• Anything is a toy to them...a tiny piece of paper...a broken hair tie. The world is their playground.
• The butt wiggle when they are about to pounce on something...need I say more?
• The way they butt you with their heads when they love you and want you to pet them.

• Lucille Ball
• Jackie Gleason
• JK Rowling
• Betty White
• Frank Sinatra
• Jennifer Aniston
• Robert Downey Jr.
• Mother Teresa
• Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis
• Judy Garland
• Walt Disney
• Jimmy Stewart
• Michael J. Fox
• Will Smith
• Viola Davis

• Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold (from Once Upon A Time)
• The Evil Queen/Regina (from Once Upon A Time)
• Hook (from Once Upon A Time)
• Peter Pan (from Once Upon A Time)
• The Hitcher (from The Hitcher)
• Sue Sylvester (from Glee)
• Bellatrix Lestrange (from Harry Potter)
• Dexter Morgan (from Dexter)
• Voldemort (from Harry Potter)
• Joker (from The Dark Knight)
• Catwoman (from Batman Returns)
• Magneto (from X-Men)
• Mystique (from X-Men)
• Gollum (from The Lord of the Rings)
• Dolores Umbridge (from Harry Potter)
• Candyman (from Candyman)
• Annie Wilkes (from Misery)
• T-Bag/Teddy (from Prison Break)
• Gretchen (from Prison Break)

• Photography (Black and White and Digital Photography)
• Literature
• Piano
• Forensics
• Italian
• Culinary Arts
• Journalism
• Creative Writing
• Computer Programming/Tech
• Pottery/Ceramics
• Glassblowing
• Sculpting
• Songwriting
• The Science of Harry Potter (an actual class taught at Frostburg State University in Maryland)
• Biological Engineering Design(closest thing to Genetic Engineering)
• Cell & Tissue Engineering
• Computer Science

• New York State Of Mind by Billy Joel
• Give Your Heart A Break by Demi Lovato
• When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus
• Take A Bow by Rihanna

• 1984 by George Orwell
• A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
• A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess
• A Little Princess by Frances Hodgson Burnett
• A Streetcar Named Desire by Tennessee Williams
• A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
• Alice in Wonderland by Jane Carruth
• Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
• ✔ Animal Farm by George Orwell
• Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
• Charlie and the Chocolate Factory by Roald Dahl
• Charlotte's Web by E.B. White
• Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson
• Dracula by Bram Stoker
• Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
• Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

• Jellyfish and lobsters are considered biologically immortal. They don't age and will never die unless they are killed.
• Due to extreme pressure and temperature, it literally rains diamonds on Neptune and Uranus.
• When a pregnant woman suffers organ damage, the fetus sends stem cells to the damaged organ to help repair it.

• I wish there was a way to record your dreams on video so you can watch them over and over.
• I wish I was just a little bit rich so life wasn't such a struggle.
• I wish all the old cancelled shows I loved when I was younger were still on the air and still just as awesome as they were back then.
• I wish that vanity wasn't held in such high regards and that the media didn't determine what beauty is and what's not.
• I wish that more pictures were taken of me when I was little.
• I wish that I had learned to play the piano when I was younger and had classical talent.
• I wish that my family and I could live in the suburbs now instead of this dumpy gross city we live in.
• I wish I had taken religious instruction ...

• That you can work your butt off to make lots of money but as soon as you get paid most of it is going to go on bills...bye bye money.
• That most of the people you called your friends as a child and teenager will be out of your life by the time you are a grown up.
• That you can find love in the most unusual places and its best not to orchestrate it or over analyze it because it has its own rules. Love will come along and stick around when it feels like it.
• That relationships and marriages aren't like fairytales. They are hard work that consists of both happy good times and hardship and struggle. If you go in it with realistic expectations and the willingness to compromise and talk things through then you have a good chance of making it last a long time.

• Fast food.
• Junk food (sweets, chips, snacking items)
• My slight negativity
• My skeptical, untrusting nature
• The fact that I'm ok with being an underachiever at work

• Berets
• Parachute pants
• Skinny jeans with the asses baggy
• Fanny packs
• Ponchos
• Fez hats
• Dreadlocks (actually i just think they are gross)
• Facial tattoos
• Pocket protectors
• Socks with Sandals
• Mullets

• Nestle Alpine White...it was the best tasting white chocolate candy bar I have EVER eaten.
• World Of Wonder Talking Julie Doll...Seriously this doll was light years ahead of her time. I still think she is way superior to any talking doll that was made to date.

• A Christmas Story
• National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation
• Elf
• The Santa Clause
• The Santa Clause 2
• Christmas With The Kranks
• Jingle All The Way
• Miracle On 34th Street
• A Charlie Brown Christmas
• A Garfield Christmas
• A Chipmunk Christmas
• A Flintstone Christmas
• The Flintstones Save Christmas
• Home Alone
• Home Alone 2
• Its A Wonderful Life
• The Polar Express
• Prep & Landing
• How The Grinch Stole Christmas
• Yogi's First Christmas
• Look Who's Talking Now

• Save as much money as you possibly can whenever you can because you never know what kind of hardships will come along where saved money can be a real life saver. (ex. being evicted, losing a job, etc.)
• Never leave anything left unsaid, you never know when someone will be taken from you.
• Love is worth risking it all, and those too afraid to take the risks aren't really ready for love.

• "The best way to spread Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear" (Elf)
• Never stick your tongue to a pole in the winter time, it will get stuck (A Christmas Story)
• The past affects your future (Back to the Future)
• "A hero can be anyone" (The Dark Knight Rises)
• "What we do in life echoes in eternity" (Gladiator)
• "The future's not set, there's no fate but what we make for ourselves" (Terminator 2: Judgment Day)
• "Do not give in to fear" (Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King)
• "Time is a precious thing, never waste it" (Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory)
• "If you're not a part of the solution, you're a part of the problem (Die Hard)

• Fish
• Bleach
• Gasoline
• Coffee
• Baked Ham
• Tar
• Paint
• Horse poop
• All kinds of poop actually
• Egg farts...eeek
• Morning breath
• Smelly underarms
• Strong female perfume that makes them smell like a whore house
• Cigarette smoke
• When someone reeks of alcohol
• Garbage
• Kitty litter box

• Pretzel rods and mayonnaise
• Grilled cheese with spam
• Scrambled eggs with grilled chicken
• Scrambled eggs and mozzarella cheese
• Whole wheat toast with mayonnaise
• Grilled cheese with bacon
• Crunchy cheese doodle dipped in vanilla ice cream (seriously I did this as a kid)
• Buttered popcorn wrapped in american cheese

• Even though I walk with incredible confidence everywhere I go, I am terribly insecure and doubt myself often.
• I'm a bit of a hypocrite, I would NEVER cheat on anyone I was with but I tend to go after guys that are taken and tempt them to be with me. I don't know whether or not this is to self sabotage myself cuz I'm scared to get hurt in an actual relationship, so I go after people I know I can't have a relationship with. Just maybe.
• When looking at a magazine or tabloid I like to start from the back and work my way to the front.
• My favorite part of a magazine, newpaper, or tabloid is the Horoscopes and/or crossword puzzle.
• When I was younger I used to eat pizza in a very weird OCD kinda way. I used to pull off the cheese and toppings (usually pepperoni), then pull off the crust and ea...

• "If you don't fight for what you want, you'll never win" -?
• "Each decision we make, each action we take, is born out of an intention." -Sharon Salzberg
• "Every man is guilty of all the good he didn't do." -Voltaire
• "The smaller the mind the greater the conceit." -Aesop
• "Any woman who thinks the way to a man's heart is through his stomach is aiming about 10 inches too high." -Adrienne E. Gusoff
• "By courage I repel adversity." (Adversa Virtute Repello) -Anonymous
• "Ask not what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive... then go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." -Howard Thurman
• "It is not enough to aim; you must hit." -Italian Proverb

• "Well you pulled me under so I had to give in. Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin. Well I hide all the bruises, I hide all the damage that's done. But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone." -The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore, James Morrison
• "Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same" -All At Once, The Fray
• "I sit and wait, Does an angel contemplate my fate? And do they know,The places where we go, When we're grey and old ? 'Cos I've been told, That salvation lets their wings unfold. So when I'm lying in my bed, Thoughts running through my head, And I feel that love is dead, I'm loving angels instead" - Angels, David Archuleta
• "When I'm feeling weak, And my pain walks down a one way street. I look above, And I know I'll always be blessed with love....

• When it rains after u get your hair done.
• Chipping a nail or smudging your nail polish after getting a manicure.
• Stubbing your toe.
• When your taxi cab turns down a block that has a garbage truck blocking the street and u can't get around it so you're sitting there with the meter running.
• MTA fare increases.
• Waiting in ANY line, more specifically at the DMV.
• Running into "The Ex", when you're looking like a bum.
• Alcoholics.
• Broken hearts
• Just being "FRIENDS"/ Being stuck in the friend zone.
• Rejection.
• PMS.
• A pimple on the morning of a date.

• I Can Never Have Enough Of...
• ✔ I Dislike It When People...
• I Feel Sexy When...
• I Love Talking About...
• I Love You Because...
• ✔ I Wish I Could Find A Job That Would All...
• I Would Be So Much Cooler If...
• I'm A Super Fan When It Comes To...
• If I Had 48 Hours To Live, I Would...
• If I Had The Power Of God For One Day...
• If I Were A Boy For A Day...
• If I Were Having A Reunion I Would Invite...
• If You Knew Me You'd Know That...
• Important Dates To Remember
• In The Next 10 Years, I Hope To...
• Interesting Phobias
• ✔ Jobs I Wish I Could Try And Be Good At
• Journal Prompts
• ✔ Journaling Supplies On A Budget
• Languages I Want To Learn

• To be a stay at home mom.
• To be a writer.
• To have more children.
• To be good at...SOMETHING!
• To raise children and grow old in the suburbs.
• To drive well.
• To have a relationship with a best friend...anything else isn't worth it.
• To have my own place with just me and my child. I don't want to live with anyone else.
• To have considerable savings to fall back on.
• To win the lottery.
• To spend my days creating, in some shape or form.
• To have my own home library...like a big one.
• To have a pet from a baby until old age.
• To journal so much that I have stacks and...

• "Caring, compassionate and understanding. A great friend, a great mom, and a great person." - Nick D.
• "Loyal, caring, patient, impatient, dependable, stubborn, smart, witty, fiesty, protective, guarded, talkative, quiet, content, strong, resilient, passionate, thoughtful, and everything Nick said." - Aaron S.
• "A paradox...I want to be happy but keep thinking of things that make me sad. I want to be loved but keep people at arms length. I want to embrace the joys of life, but am crippled by my fears." - Me

Started 8-22-22

• Spiderman: No Way Home (2021)
• Eternals (2021)
• Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (2022)
• Blade (1998)
• The Heat (2013)
• The Ugly Truth (2009)
• Baby Mama (2008)
• Bad Moms (2016)
• DC League of Super-Pets (2022)
• Elf Pets: Santa's St. Bernards Save Christmas (2018)
• Elf Pets: Santa's Reindeer Rescue (2018)
• Elf Pets: A Fox Cub's Tale (2019)
• Spider-Man (2002)
• Spider-Man 2 (2004)
• Barbie Mermaid Power (2022)
• Hocus Pocus 2 (2022)
• Thor: Love and Thunder (2022)
• Last Seen Alive (2022)

Started 6-26-22

• Sing 2 (2021)
• Uncharted (2022)
• Village of the Damned (1995)
• The Happening (2008)
• Poseidon (2006)
• The Man From Toronto (2022)
• The Call (2013)
• The Net (1995)
• My Little Pony: A New Generation (2021)
• Robots (2005)
• I See You (2019)
• Die Hard With a Vengeance (1995)
• Live Free or Die Hard (2007)
• For Love or Money (1993)
• My Sister's Keeper (2009)
• The Fault in Our Stars (2014)
• Infinite (2021)
• Max Payne (2008)
• Changeling (2008)
• You Should Have Left (2020)

• Newport cigarettes
• Pajamas for Christmas Eve presents
• 24hrs of A Christmas Story on Christmas Eve
• Complaints about how much her back hurts
• A hacking smoker's cough
• Reddish hair with grayish white roots
• Croc shoes
• Giorgi vodka
• Homemade cheesecake
• Jamaican meat patties
• Stuffed rigatoni
• White rice, red beans, and chicken cutlets
• Her being the best damn cook
• V.C. Andrews books
• ABC Soap Operas
• Very clean house
• Her referring to me as, "My baby!"
• Her saying "mother fuck" and leaving off the "er"

• When she was 1.5-2 years (2017-18) she was obsessed with books and whenever I sat in my recliner in our old condo in MN, she would bring me like 10 books, climb in my lap, and ask me to read to her. She never got enough.
• She has always been really great about sitting and playing by herself. Since she has no siblings her age, she would sit and pretend with all her toys, creating really elaborate scenarios. She has the biggest, most beautiful imagination.
• At 6 years old she wants to be an architect and design and build buildings and houses. I think she mostly wants to decorate and paint them but if she wants to be an architect, I will support any dream she has for herself (7/18/22).
• When she has had to do performances for holiday shows at daycare or school she has always been a big ham. She always rememb...

• Glade Sparkling Spruce Air Freshener
• Nestle's Alpine White Chocolate Bar (They currently don't make this anymore but if I could turn back the hands of time...)
• TV Shows & Movies (I am currently doing this now...you should see how much stuff I can fit on my external hard drives)
• Pepperoni Tombstone pizza with Garlic crust
• Coco Care Lip Balm
• Funyuns
• Bath and Body Works Vanilla Bean Noel products
• Premier Protein Cookies & Cream protein shakes

• Fiercely loyal
• Independent
• Head strong
• Intelligent
• Artistic
• Determined
• Funny
• Dependable
• Hopeful
• Close to God
• Skinnier but still curvy
• Always youthful
• Always learning
• A great wife
• More found than lost
• Optimistic
• Loving
• Prioritizes properly
• Willing to sacrifice in hopes of achieving better
• A genuinely good person

• Roseanne (from Roseanne)
• Lois Griffin (from Family Guy)
• Regina Mills/The Evil Queen (from Once Upon A Time)
• Reba (from Reba)
• Mrs. Weasley (from Harry Potter)
• Mrs. Parker (from A Christmas Story)
• Karen (from One Tree Hill)
• Xiomara (from Jane the Virgin)
• Petra (from Jane the Virgin)

• ...Make a 6 figure salary.
• ...Work from home.
• ...Work in my pajamas.
• ...Be my own boss.
• ...Do something that I love that wouldn't normally make that much money.
• ...Take as many breaks as I want.
• ...Have great benefits for me and my family.
• ...Have a ton of vacation and sick days.
• ...Have no stress.
• ...Do something creative.
• ...Have an expense account.
• ...Not deal with people.
• ...Have a company paid top of the line computer.

• Crazy die hard Yankee fans.
• Taking off your bra after a verrrry long day.
• When a cat affectionately butts you with its head.
• A purring cat.
• Putting on a shirt fresh out the dryer in the middle of winter.
• Fresh shaved legs and underarms.
• The sounds and feelings you get during a massive thunderstorm.
• When a newborn baby grabs your finger.
• Taking off your shoes after being in heels all day.
• At the movies when the lights dim to show the previews...those cinematic appetizers.
• How spooning leads to forking ;)
• Getting an unexpected handwritten letter in the mail.
• How the milk turns chocolatey in a bowl o...

• Find a hobby that makes being alone feel lovely and empowering and like something to look forward to.
• Take time to revisit the places that made you who you are: the apartment you grew up in, your middle school, your hometown. These places may or may not be here forever; you definitely won’t be.
• Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize that they actually have your best interests in mind or you forgive them for being flawed human beings, you can’t happily enter adulthood with that familial brand of resentment.

• Child prodigies
• Aurora Borealis
• Alternate realities
• Conjoined twins
• Animals being able to sense natural disasters
• The prospect of life in outer space
• Cloning
• Stigmata
• The paranormal and supernatural
• Clairvoyance / ESP
• The vastness of space
• That there are 7 billion people on Earth and counting
• How random and powerful nature is
• Natural disasters
• The possibility of life after death
• Unexplored deep areas of the ocean

• People who have figured out what they want to do with their lives.
• Women who have more than one baby...I would have liked to have one more.
• Women with long, shiny, healthy straight hair.
• Athletic but somewhat curvy looking women in shape.
• People that don't have Diabetes like I do.
• Cover Girl looking beautiful skin.
• People who can dance...I definitely can not.
• People who play the piano...I've always wanted to learn.
• People who are multi-lingual...I wish I could speak a language other than just English.
• People who have traveled the world.
• People who know how to drive.
• People that have their own big spacious h...

• Pumpkin spice baked goods
• Hoodies and sweaters
• Brisk breezes
• Colorful leaves on trees
• Crunchy leaves on the ground
• Hot chocolate
• Jackets/coats
• Gloves and thick socks
• Not needing the AC anymore
• Frost
• Christmas shopping
• Fall colors
• Christmas colors
• Putting up the Christmas tree
• Watching A Christmas Story
• All Christmas movies
• Spending New Years Eve celebrating our anniversary followed by celebrating the new year at friends' house
• Christmas songs
• Wrapping presents

• That actions speak louder than words
• That good things come to those who wait
• That a little faith goes a long way

• The Italian Language...and learn how to speak it
• Piano Playing...and learn how to read sheet music and play classical pieces
• The Life of Arnold Schwarzanegger...my husband has his new book, it may be an interesting read
• The I Love Lucy Show History...it was one of my most favorite shows and I would love to read "I Love Lucy: Celebrating 50 Years of Love and Laughter"

• Father Of The Bride II
• The Back Up Plan
• Object Of My Affection
• Baby Mama
• Knocked Up
• Juno
• Nine Months
• Where The Heart Is
• Look Who's Talking
• Fools Rush In
• Village Of The Damned
• Junior
• The Seventh Sign
• The Switch

• Peppermint Bark
• Charlie Brown pie
• Brownies topped with a scoop of vanilla ice cream
• Sugar cookies
• Fresh Hot Cocoa with mini marshmallows in it

• I never EVER let anyone borrow from my insanely large DVD collection.
• I don't let anyone borrow my books cuz I don't want their germs on my pages when they return them.

TBC

• Innocent in Death by JD Robb
• Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by JK Rowling
• The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger
• Imitation in Death by JD Robb
• Survivor in Death by JD Robb
• Elsewhere by Gabrielle Zevin
• The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
• All the Resident Evil books by SD Perry
• The Other Daughter by Lisa Gardner
• The Christmas Pig by JK Rowling
• Dawn by V.C. Andrews

• Eve Dallas and Roarke (from JD Robb's in Death book)
• Peabody and McNab (from JD Robb's in Death books)
• Ross and Rachel (from Friends)
• Haley and Nathan Scott (from One Tree Hill)
• Van and Cheyenne (from Reba)
• Frank and Marie Barone (from Everybody Loves Raymond)
• Tommy Gavin and Sheila (from Rescue Me)
• Ralph and Alice Kramden (from The Honeymooners)
• Dan and Roseanne Connor (from Roseanne)
• Jenna Rink and Matt (from 13 Going on 30)
• Rose and Jack Dawson (from Titanic)
• Sara and Tom (from Just Married)
• Joy and Jack (from What Happens in Vegas)
• John and Jane Smith (from Mr. and Mrs. Sm...

• I cringe/sneer when someone mentions the Boston Red Sox. I HATE the BoSUX. I bleed Yankee blue.
• I have boundary issues and love to test my limits. I'm really fun when its not appropriate to be.
• I'm like a guy in a woman's body. I love sports, hate drama, love dirty sexual humor, am highly sarcastic, and have sex on the brain 9 tenths of the day.
• I have a ridiculously large birthmark starting from my lower back, going all the way down to my upper left thigh that I hate and am really self conscious about. Any pic that shows my lower exposed half is immediately Photoshopped to remove that birthmark. (yes, now u know).
• I have a really big heart and when I love someone I love from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. But I've come to learn that when I get like this I become b...

• Passionate kisses on the mouth.
• Lusty kisses on the neck.
• Hugs.
• Gentle kisses on the hand.
• Sending and receiving handwritten letters.
• Learning things I'm not supposed to know.
• Working out at the best gym...Crunch!!!
• Secret rendezvous with someone unexpected.
• Collecting autographs.
• Cartoons from the 80's and 90's.
• Old notes and letters from my youth.
• Books and lots of them.
• Australian accents.
• Charm bracelets.
• Doing surveys on myspace.
• Seeing old crushes again.
• Strange and useless facts and trivia.
• Being tanned skinned with green eyes.

• ✔ Tasty Treats To Make For The Christmas H...
• Tattoo Ideas I Like
• Teenage Nostalgia
• ✔ The Best Gifts I've Ever Received
• The Most Supportive People In My Life
• The Sucky Part About Being An Adult
• ✔ The Woman I Want To Be...And Hope I Am
• Things About Me That Drives Me And Everybody Else Crazy
• Things From Shows/Cartoons That I Would Want To Have
• ✔ Things From The Past I Wish Would Make A...
• Things I Am Insecure About
• Things I Aspire To Be Fearless At
• ✔ Things I Believe In
• Things I Can Do To Bond With My Daughter
• Things I Disliked About My Mom
• ✔ Things I Hate About Our Apartment
• Things I Have That Are Priceless
• Things I Know That School Didn't Teach Me

• Living in a city that has a lot of thrift/2nd hand stores.
• Thrift store shopping.
• Nestle Alpine White.
• The way people used to be.
• Being fearless.
• Sewing doll clothes and dolls for my kid.
• Building dioramas for my kid's Barbies.
• Living in a quiet suburban area that is still close to stores.

• I sing loud, and likely out of key, to literally any song I know the words to.
• If I love a song I tend to listen to it approximately 189,647 times in a row.
• If you are a guy, I will steal your clothes...especially if they smell like you.
• I can be lazy and unmotivated.
• I lack direction in life.
• I don't let many people into my life and tend to keep everyone at arm's length, even those I do trust.
• I am a clingy friend and girlfriend. Because I let so few people into my life, I require a lot from the ones I do.
• I am very insecure...and for what, I know I am awesome?
• I am such a picky eater and refuse to even try a lot of foods.
• I talk about books entirely too much.
• I am so very impatient and get crabby quick.

• Write in my journal...gotta get all my feelings out.
• Have a good cry.
• Get a hug from my daughter.
• Listen to uplifting music and sing it out.
• Talk to my sister, she usually sees through all the bullshit.
• Talk to my bestie Aaron S...he always knows just the right thing to make me feel better about myself. He has the biggest heart.
• Talk to my bestie Nick D...he always makes me laugh and has a talent for distracting me from my problems.
• Eat ice cream...definitely not the healthiest way to deal with my problems, but it does help in the moment.
• Do something artistic...channeling my feelings through art is a good outlet.
• Read a good book.

• Men with plump lips and beautiful white smiles.
• Dimples.
• Any song with enough emotion to make me cry.
• The smell of fresh cut grass.
• Vanilla milk shakes.
• Onion and Garlic chips and Sour Cream and Onion chips.
• Long slow kisses.
• 80s & 90s music.
• When my best guy friends comfort me somehow when I am sad or having a bad day.
• When someone takes care of me.
• Accents...Australian, Irish, Southern.
• Chris Hemsworth.
• Dark hair and light eyes.
• Modded apps.
• Empty notebooks and journals.
• Yellow gold jewelry...specifically religious jewelry.

• "And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while..." - Bruno Mars, Just the Way You Are
• "Some day, when I'm awfully low, when the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you and the way you look tonight." - Frank Sinatra, The Way You Look Tonight
• "And I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now." - Goo Goo Dolls, Iris
• "I'll be the weeping willow drowning in my tears, and you can go swimming when you are here. I'll be the rainbow after the tears are gone, wrap you in my colors and keep you warm." - Otis Redding, That's How Strong My Love Is
• "Hit me like a ray of sun burning through my darkest night. You're the only one th...

• Brunette men
• Bright, beautiful eyes
• DIMPLES!!!
• Tall men...5'10-6'3"
• A sexy voice
• An accent...Australian, Irish, Scottish, sweet Southern
• Athletic bod or softer, slight dad bod
• Perky boy butts
• Lusty kisses that leave me yearning for more
• Full sleeve (arm) of tattoos
• Kisses on my neck

• Watch 24hrs of A Christmas Story EVERY Christmas Eve with my daughter. Or at least as many times as we can.
• Read a bedtime story to my daughter every night before bed.
• Take an annual family picture with my daughter.
• Read 'Twas the Night Before Christmas to my daughter every year on Christmas Eve before she goes to sleep.
• Have my daughter read all the books I read when I was younger that I saved for her (Fudge series, Goosebumps, Fear Street, The Babysitters Club, Nancy Drew, Popcorn, etc.).
• Have my daughter watch all the old cartoons, shows, and movies I grew up watching as a kid because they were so much better back then (A Pup Named Scooby Doo, Garfield, Tiny Toons, I Love Lucy, The Honeymooners, The Goonies, A Christmas Story, etc.)

• Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow (Vaughn Monroe)
• Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree (Brenda Lee)
• Deck The Rooftop (Glee mash-up)
• Adestes Fideles/O Come All Ye Faithful (Bing Crosby)
• Baby It's Cold Outside (Doris Day)
• My Only Wish (Britney Spears)
• When Christmas Comes To Town (The Polar Express)
• Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays (Nsync)
• Its Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas (Bing Crosby)
• Santa Claus Is Coming To Town (Bing Crosby)
• The Christmas Song (Nat King Cole)

• Secret passageways
• Indoor and outdoor swimming pools with water slides
• A staircase with a bookcase built in underneath
• A large library
• A gym
• A bowling alley
• A private personal movie theater
• Ice Cream Shop
• Sauna
• Computer Lab
• Spa
• Hot tub
• Large grill/bar area outside
• Gazebo
• Large courtyard
• Golf course
• Tanning bed
• Game room/arcade
• Enormous stainless steel and granite kitc...

• After I found out I would never have children I thought that my life literally would end and that I would have no reason to go on. But I found a way to come to terms with that void in my heart and continue to find joy in my life. I found a strength from somewhere that I never knew I had.
• I thought I would always want to live in the city in a chic apartment and be a city girl but my biggest dream now is to settle down and buy a house with my husband in the suburbs. I am not the girl I was 5 years ago.

• We have delicate features.
• Long pretty hair.
• Getting special treatment and allowed certain places for being a pretty girl.
• BOOBS!!!
• Multiple orgasms.
• Long eyelashes.
• Shiny lip gloss.
• Big pouty lips.
• Cheeky boy shorts underwear.
• Giggling.
• Being able to grow and carry a baby in our bodies for 9 months.
• Walking all sexy.

• Go for a walk and draw things you find on the ground.
• Write a letter to yourself in the future.
• Buy something inexpensive as a symbol for your need to create (new pen, a mug, journal). Use it everyday.
• Draw your meal.
• Find a piece of poetry that resonates with you and recreate it in your own style.
• Glue an envelope into your journal and stick random things you come across in a week, into it.
• Look up a piece of work by an artist and describe how it makes you feel.
• Spend a day drawing only red things.
• Make a list of everything you buy in the next week.
• Go to a paint store and collect paint chips. Create something with them.
• Play some instrumental music and free wri...

• 13 Going On 30
• Made of Honor
• 27 Dresses
• The Wedding Planner
• Miss Congeniality
• Just Married
• Legally Blonde
• John Tucker Must Die
• Little Black Book
• Monster in Law
• Never Been Kissed
• Bride Wars
• Picture Perfect
• Object of My Affection
• Bring It On
• Titanic
• The Proposal
• The Notebook

• Abusive parents
• Pedophiles
• Rapists
• Being called a bitch
• Cheaters
• Animal cruelty
• Never being able to get ahead without being hit with another string of bad luck
• Drunk and reckless drivers
• People that use drugs
• Hippie liberals
• Socialists
• The snow and ice clean up in St. Paul every winter being non existent

• Live a life worth remembering.
• Always be true to yourself.
• Don't take yourself or life too seriously.
• Never expect life to be fair.
• Say it like you mean it or don't say it at all.
• Let go of the parts of your past that are holding you back.
• Don't try and fix what ISN'T broken.
• Live in and for the moment...seize the day!
• Honesty is the best policy.
• Fight for the important things, never give up on what/who you love.
• Love whole-heartedly, from the top of your head to the tips of your toes.
• Live without regrets.
• If God leads you to it he will lead you through it.
• Always have faith.

• Having a younger, fresher complexion.
• Being thinner.
• Spending lots of time out with my friends at parties and clubs.
• Wearing dresses, high heel shoes, and makeup.
• Being in tons of pics with people.
• Living in NYC.
• Coming home at all hours of the night or next morning.
• Making my own decisions without having to consider anyone else.
• Not having as much bills.
• My mom cooking dinner for me every day.
• Loving going to the gym.
• Losing 80lbs and feeling amazing.
• Embracing my bad girl side for that short period of time.
• Being more attractive and feeling like I was.
• Having my dogs.

• Flying cars
• Talking animals
• Teleportation devices
• Psychics...real ones
• Magic wands and spells
• Invisibility
• Conveyor belt showers and dressing rooms like in the Jetsons
• Hologram computer screens that you can touch to activate
• Telekinesis

• Socks with sandals
• Super baggy skinny jeans on boys down below their butts
• Plumbers cracks
• Food in someone's teeth
• Poodles and Lhaso Apsos
• Dogs or cats scooching their butts on the carpet
• Chicks with hairy pits
• Dirty fingernails

• A Christmas Story
• 13 Going on 30
• Back to the Future
• Elf
• Brave
• Harry Potter and the Sorecerer's Stone
• Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
• The Game Plan
• The Santa Clause
• The Ugly Truth
• Die Hard With a Vengeance
• Live Free or Die Hard
• Taken
• The Hitcher
• Made of Honor
• The Goonies
• Home Alone

• "Tell me and I forget. Teach me and I remember. Involve me and I learn" - ?
• "I do not fear death, in view of the fact that I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it." — Mark Twain
• "Everything interests me, but nothing holds me" - Fernando Pessoa

• My husband and stepson
• My cats Salem and Remy
• My laptop
• My cell phone
• My external hard drives
• My digital camera
• My marriage license, birth certificate, and social security card
• My HUGE extensive DVD collection
• My diabetes supplies (Glucose moniter and Insulin)
• My Ipod touch
• My photos, especially my baby pics

• Start eating healthier earlier, it will make the transition to becoming diabetic at 16 years old MUCH easier.
• Don't treat your friends more importantly than your family because most of them leave your life by the time you grow up.
• Don't make JAS your "first", it will be the worst decision you ever make in your life, one that will always haunt you as your biggest mistake.
• Tell your stepdad that you considered him your dad. He dies way too soon and you will always regret never telling him and will sympathize with the hurt that comes along with only being considered a step parent when you yourself are finally a step parent.
• Don't be so quick to rush into relationships just because you don't want to be alone, you end up spending way too long in crappy relationships and when you least ex...

• Inca (dog, Pomeranian)
• Tovar (dog, Husky)
• Pappione (cat, grey and white)
• Max (dog, mixed breed)
• Sultan (dog, Pitbull)
• Jingle Bells (cat, black)
• Snowball (cat, white)
• Sweetie/Beep (cat, black)
• Tom-Tom (cat, calico)
• Aries (cat, black)
• Phoenix (cat, black and white)
• Chubby (cat, tabby)
• Lee (bunny)
• Whipple (guinea pig)
• Theepy (guinea pig)
• Lefty (lizard, chameleon)
• Nosy (lizard, chameleon)
• Dribbles (garter snake)
• Tweety (bird)
• Fred (mini turtle)
• Barney (mini turtle)

• Take a photography class
• Take a cooking class
• ✔ Get fertility tests done
• Go see an Endocrinologist
• Go see a Gynocologist
• ✔ Catch up on all the shows I'm behind in
• ✔ Spend hours just reading
• ✔ Clean my house from top to bottom
• ✔ Catalog all the DVDs I haven't yet and update the movie lists in the corresponding books they are in
• SLEEP!!!
• Do some workout videos
• ✔ Update the firmware on my iPod Touch, add new pics, songs, and videos to it, install the new jailbreak, and put all my jailbroken apps back in
• Delete unnecessary files and programs from my laptop. Back up all my pics and home videos to discs and my external hard drive, and organize all my folders and bookm...

• 80's Movies
• 90's Movies
• Musicals
• Dance Movies
• Animated Movies
• Christmas Movies
• Made For TV Holiday Movies
• Horror Movies
• Comedy Movies
• Chick Flicks
• Supernatural Movies
• Action Movies
• Adventure Movies
• Teen Movies
• Magical Movies
• Drama Movies
• Thriller Movies
• Superhero Movies
• Sci-Fi Movies
• Kid Movies

• My mom
• My stepdad Gregory Krasnodebski
• Lucille Ball (funniest woman to ever live)
• Jackie Gleason (comedic genius)
• Art Carney (Silliest man ever)
• Brittany Murphy (she was an actress that was so easy to love)
• Walt Disney (Disney movies haven't been the same without him)
• Jesus (I don't really need to explain this one)
• Mary Santiago (My friend Tina's mom)

• The stores, streets, and everywhere is crowded at one time with a million people.
• Things are sold out in stores.
• Shopping!!! I'm not one of those girls who loves to shop.
• All the atheists, and non God believing religious people want to talk shit about our holiday and how we celebrate it. If You don't believe in God and Jesus, go the hell to work on Christmas day, don't take our holidays off.
• The stress of not having enough money while still trying to buy all your loved ones nice gifts.
• Trying to hunt down that one special gift your hubby or kid wants and not find it anywhere so you have to go all over town to find it or pay a butt load to special order it.

• Slap bracelets
• Light up sneakers (LA Gears)
• Tye Dye
• Leggings With the stirrups
• Neon colored clothing
• Denim overalls over a white tshirt with one strap hanging loose
• Fake Oakley sunglasses on top of my head, never on my eyes
• Feline eye reading glasses
• A side pony tail
• Plaid pants
• Hard plastic pacifier necklaces
• Choker necklaces
• Different nail polish color on every other finger
• Mismatched socks
• Those hats Blossom used to wear on that show with the front turned up (I'll have to find the official name)
• Big flannel GAP shirts like I was a femal...

• I had a dream that my husband Drew was running a marathon and he actually finished first which was a shock cuz he hates running and never does it. I remember that the number he had on his tank top was an 8, not sure what it means but when I find out, I'll do an update. (dec. 2011)
• I had a dream that I was an actress audtioning for a role as Eve Dallas in a movie created from one of J.D. Robb's "In Death" books. I was auditioning opposite a man that was playing a very believable Roarke. I have no acting talent but that would freaking be awesome. I love that book series and have been waiting for them to turn the books into film. (dec. 2011)
• I always have dreams that I'm pregnant with a significant sized baby bump, its always spring or summer cuz I'm always in a nice, flowy sundress. I never actually given birth in any of these dreams, I'm jus...

• I get random gray hairs on my head
• My back aches me a lot
• I pee a lot and frequently
• My knees crack when i bend
• I get tired pretty early
• I complain a lot about bills and money
• I don't dress name brand anymore, I'm happy just picking up a shirt from Walmart, Target, or Old Navy
• I pass out right after sex. I used to have a ton of energy afterwards
• I worry about menopause
• I don't want to go out and do things with people anymore, I am content staying home with my daughter watching a movie
• I have crows feet around my eyes
• My eye sight got so bad I needed to get lasik eye surgery...at only 31 yrs old
• At 40 yrs old, my vision is a little blurry if I am looking at something close to my face

• U can't be shorter than me, if u aren't at least 5'6" this isn't gonna work out. I generally like my guys at LEAST 5'9", but I will bend in either direction on this.
• U must be into sports and be somewhat athletic either in practice or appearance. Be willing to teach me something about sports, I love all aspects of it.
• U have to love dogs, I have 4, they come first. Deal with it and show a lil puppy love.
• U have to have a great smile. I spend most of my time trying to make people laugh, if u don't have a pretty smile and straight white teeth I can't be with u.
• Don't be conceited. Its ok if I think the world of u, but its not cute if U act like the world revolves around u. Its ok to be humble, modest, and practice a lil humility.