september 2015.

• a hot pink bic pen my friend, blu, pulled out of a pack and handed to me because he said he knows he'll never use it.
• endless snacks to accompany an excruciatingly long meeting.
• cheap blick sketchbooks.
• the art hoe movement, before the occupation of white girl tumblr.
• twerking to "wannabe" by the spice girls before beginning the routine of morning.
• yesterday with my lover.
  • a full day of shoulder cave, bare skin, morning breath, breakfast & dinner eaten from the same plates we ate from in the house we lived in together.
• a lover who knows your body like music notes from memory.
• everything I am - one true thing.
• peppered cashews.
• patrice jones.
• baking a pink cake for myself.
• missing the right person.
• going into immediate damage control after splattering paint on a finished piece.
• the vhs selection at village discount despite the aggravating lack of organization.
  • magically finding good burger.
• this adorable as shit orange crush lunch box I stumbled upon whilst vhs shopping.
• seeing men you used to crave and laughing at your own lunacy.
• immediate nostalgia awakened by the trailers on the little mermaid special edition vhs.
• getting excited about reading the artist's way & building new routines for myself.
• finally signing legal documents as kush thompson.
• sharing a pint of ice cream with my lover while watching bob's burgers.