write 5 things. people's names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

best days marked with ☆

october.

• 1st: feeling anti-social with christina & nicole • akila's gospel playlist • overwhelmed • trying some ultra boosts on for size • wingstop & rugrats
• 2nd: thinking about a black kitten named friday XIII • denim on denim • walking into work with a sausage egg & cheese mcgriddle • a whole lotta blowouts • uptown girls (2003) ☆
• 3rd: a really good dream • only 4 babies all day! • a very well done barbecue cheeseburger & cold sweet potato fries • brought the babies outside for sing-along time • practical magic (1998) & a pretty intense blunt ☆
• 4th: weed hangover or a stomach bug? • feet painting to roger and hammerstein's cinderella (1997) soundtrack • sugar milk co. unboxing after getting sent home early • halloweentown 2: kalabar's revenge (2001) followed by a snack feast • big mouth: s03 & going to bed at 6:30
• 5th: waking, baking, & meal planning • our bodies violently revulsing against our snack feast • sunday goes to the vet • hocus pocus (1993) on live tv while i touched up my twists • over the garden wall: s01
• 6th: sunrise breakfast ft. interview with the vampire (1994) • hotboxing in the rain ft. beignets • the secret bywater bridge park • falling asleep to homeward bound: the incredible journey (1993) and waking up to watch under wraps (1997) ☆
• 7th: baby got the bug • for colored girls who have considered suicide/ when the rainbow is enuf by ntozake shange • boomerang cartoons! • panera soups for dinner • american horror story: 1984 ☆
• 8th: my first 5am day • baby everett goes outside with the foxes • the return of the class stomach bug • chicken nuggets with sweet and sour sauce & the voice: s17e05 • a bedtime debate with baby about quintessential christmas movies ☆
• 9th: the voice: s17e06 • a cheap ass breakfast plate from keys • beignets & tea for lunch • disney (mania) hour • coraline (2009) ☆
• 10th: a kitten mewling outside at 6am • restarting women who run with the wolves by clarissa pinkola estes • a hunt for audiobooks • pop princess hour • are you afraid of the dark (2019): e01 through a bluetooth speaker
• 11th: sleeping in until 6:45 • the internet talking about emoblackthot • driving around looking for xpressions #350 • baby's homemade butternut squash soup & don't look under the bed (1999) • washing my hair to scream queens: s01
• 12th: an autumnal cold front! • breakfast with poetic justice (1993) & soul food (1997) • eve's bayou (1997) & a roach joint • technically capriccio is wine ft. hook (1991) • beetlejuice (1988), siren: s02e09 & a midnight walk for sunday ☆
• 13th: continuing my hair weekend with hell fest (2018) • ghost ship (2002) • thirteen ghosts (2001) ft. pancakes, sausage & strawberries • scooby-doo! and the witch's ghost (1999) • carrie (1976)
• 14th: reintroducing my red hair • new baby, lily & the crying symphony • baby finally got a full-time! • a cream soda freeze pop • "better than your last boyfriend's" bowtie pasta with white sauce ft. white wine & scream queens
• 15th: waking up in time to catch the full moon in my window • the voice: s17e07 • another keys breakfast in the baby room • "you think it's coool, to go to club, and collect nuuumbers, from other girls..." • watching the debate with baby
• 16th: a chicken mcgriddle & shitty coffee • brittany made me a kush jar! • bye bye bye, nsync on repeat • baby's first day as a teacher • a phonecall with kelley during bacon grilled cheeses dipped in squash soup & scream queens: s01e11 ☆
• 17th: a dream in which I protected sunday from alligators & tigers • goosebumps: s02e4 • haagen daaz, ghetto sage • "do you babysit?" • mcdoubles ft. goosebumps (2015) ☆
• 18th: twitches (2005) & frosted animal cookie perfume • freshwater: chapter one by awkaeke emezi • a special invite to oktoberfest • j.k.'s scrumpy organic hard cider • yummy yummy chinese & the scream queens: s01 finale ☆
• 19th: my first thought upon waking up: I wanna call my mama. • baby's perfect buttermilk pancakes ft. the magic tree of nowhere • shaving my body to my favorite sad bops • santa clarita diet: s01 • sharing a german food platter & drinking beers in the grass by the bayou with the baddours ☆
• 20th: costco hot dogs after a light arguement about costco • the bell jar (audiobook) by sylvia plath & a quick laundry session at melba's • spending more money than we budgeted for at the grocery store • an attempt to finish twitches • creating recipe cards for meals I loved in my south shore days
• 21st: a mug of eggnog coffee • blood dazzler by patricia smith • an announcement of brittany's two week notice • weed, tacos, & goosebumps: s02e07 • reading more blood dazzler & getting sad before bed
• 22nd: peanut butter & banana sandwiches for baby & me • all the right reasons (2005) - nickleback • a gossip write-up for ms. christina • the wiz (1978) soundtrack • a bowl of chilli & the voice: s17e09 ☆
• 23rd: sylvia plath's description of a hot bath in the bell jar • dozing off to halloween is grinch night (1977) on my lunch hour • mosquito bites on my thighs • baking cornbread & blending blueberry banana smoothies • and then there was shawn
• 24th: my baby pink blk feminist sweater • listening to my nostalgia clips on the commute to work • the last tacos ft. halloweentown II on disney live • clearing the air with christina • adventure time: attempting to catch the rooftop screening of hocus pocus ☆
• 25th: halloweentown high (2004) • the bell jar on a rainy commute • taking up the playroom tiles • chilli cheese fries! • once again, high as hell attempting to watch undone: s01 & spooking myself out with haunted: s01 ☆
• 26th: starting the morning with a light argument • rose jam glitter body conditioner • a pint of fireball & the mortuary haunted house • japanese breakfast, the national, & mud on our shoes • eating beignets out the bag on the walk home • bojack horseman: s06e01
• 27th: cleaning the kitchen to the bell jar • remembering my boyfriend is a white man • costco hot dogs in silence followed by wal-mart grocery • 00s disney channel halloween episodes • dark plum nails & haunted: s02e02
• 28th: siren: s02e15 & chocolate malt in my coffee • esther's contemplation of suicide in the bell jar • banana almond overnight oats • teri'ane! • bojack hoseman: s06e03 ☆
• 29th: the voice: s17e10 & breakfast bowls! • joy to the world, whitney houston ft. the georgia mass choir • krispy kreme doughnuts in the break room • honoring myself by calling out sick • hot toddies & the rest of bojack: s06
• 30th: sitting in bed with a hot toddy & haunted: s02e03 • baby taking me to mcdonald's on his lunch hour • walking in the rain, twice • a nightmare on elm street (1984) & hocus pocus (1993) • my twists sectioned into thick, wet braids
• 31st: goosebumps: a night in terror tower while I did my makeup • my uber driver venting about the woman who left him • the 2 sanderson sisters • baby everett in his lion suit on my hip af†er we missed the parade • scream (1996) ft. popcorn with chocolate peanuts & candy corn ☆