write 5 things. people's names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

best days marked with ✿

january.

• 1st: waking up at 12:34pm • topless on facetime • a frustrating bandeau wrap • smoking across the street from a dinosaur during celebration in the oaks • "what if I just moved to paris?" ft. the "room to breathe" puzzle
• 2nd: makeup and movies: spice world ft. 4 slices of french toast • cold, blustery weather •.target shopping spree • sonic, survivor: s41e02, and a pre-roll with clay • falling asleep during black and missing: s01e01 ft. a white cranberry and musk candle
• 3rd: wake & baking to noah cyrus music videos at 1am • 3+ weeks of wfh • that's what I want, lil nas x ft. sugar cookie granola • the 90 minute playlist and his letter in the mail • the arabian nights tale of a king posioned by book pages • wet macaroni and yams soaked up with cornbread ft. the 2nd half of hercules (1997) ✿
• 4th: wake & baking to taylor swift and miley cyrus tiny desk concerts • catching up on good things lists ft. lemon noosa with sugar cookie granola • pastel pink cookware ft. my recent spotify likes • quickly uploading the pre-assessments before a shein haul • a skinny roach joint & strawberry shortcake talenti
• 5th: waking up at 4:44am and "thinking somewhat irresponsibly about flights and such" • yearning • procrastinating on program summaries & texting parents ft. 2018 morning pages • an internet rabbit hole on michael jackson's kids • zola (2020) & the awakening (2010) - reggie eldridge
• 6th: juno begging for peanut butter during my check-in with brooke • my naked, glittering body on imovie all day • an uber to sweet soulfood and back • youtube videos on kate moss and the evolution of girl groups • going to bed at 2am for the 2nd night in a row
• 7th: vibrate, outkast • and just like that: s01e06 • clay pep-talking me into finding a psychiatrist • almond blossoms and beyond by mahmoud darwish • beyond beef at whole foods & an indica capsule ft. the 2017 playlist • air-fried orange cauliflower leftovers & teenage euthanasia: s01e01
• 8th: tidal (1996) - fiona apple • spaghetti prep ft. toni morrison interviewed by bill moyers • olivia gatwood's episode of the truer crime podcast • "you can't self-help your way out of a pandemic." • bayou and beignets with adonis
• 9th: "ain't no nigga finna treat me like no yella laffy taffy!" • the edges of the puzzle ft. a girl like me (2006) - rihanna • resolving with clay over a truce bowl • skinny, solo patrick stump & a big bowl of soul food ✿
• 10th: a mid-morning rabbit hole on the cyrus family • covid-venting with rosie • a day without hot water • doja cat's "it factor" ft. a bowl of spaghetti & garlic bread • reading him november's morning pages ✿
• 11th: microdose tea ft. just around the riverbend, judy kuhn • day two without hot water • ironing out the month of virtual programs with andrea • clay vs. covid • 2022 fashion predictions & euphoria: s02e01 with a spaghetti sandwich
• 12th: sunday vs. "quiet" • kettle bathing to 30 - adele • loser, 3 doors down & how far we've come, matchbox twenty • mixed berry immune builder smoothie & a money plant in the mail • gopuff snacks, shitty cheesy garlic bread, & the first hour of spencer (2021)
• 13th: waking up on the couch at 4am & watching the 2nd hour of spencer in bed • day four without hot water ft. and just like that: s01e07 • 73 questions with vogue followed by a series of virtual meetings • the "will they, won't they" tiktok saga of brandy buck and ashton rowles
• 14th: coming to terms with my possible adhd • bbq chik'n nuggets & eggos • avocado half-cardigan + a strawberry mango smoothie • skunk weed & trippy animated screensavers • falling asleep, daydreaming to a sad country playlist
• 15th: 3 & a half hours ft. microdose tea & raspberry dark chocolate • drawing a long kettle bath to pocahontas (1995) • aladdin (1992) & my fancy, delivered charcuterie board • finishing the room to breathe puzzle & feeling accomplished, but sad • mulan (1998), alphonso mango talenti, & more sad country ✿
• 16th: a long, relaxing walk with sunday's new harness • instacart & @theogkitchenwitch recipes on tiktok • a deconstructed christmas tree ft. euphoria: s01e09 • kettle popcorners & cereal milk ice cream with episode 10 • falling asleep at 7:45pm & waking up at midnight to watch s02e02 ✿
• 17th: sunday chewed up baby pegasus! • a late morning of rta ended with new tips, a matcha oat latte & coffee cake • a quick reading of anti-oedipus: capitalism & schizophrenia by gilles deleuze & felix guattari • a call from slick g & finally, hot water • sweet & spicy disney grilled cheese with tomato cabbage soup
• 18th: sunday chewed up the rest of baby pegasus... • dark brown bodysuit + dark grey jumpsuit • quiet radio disney hits in an empty zoom room • part 4 of the anti-oedipus reading, & aroused by his voice • falling asleep & waking up intermittently to christy's kitchen throwback videos
• 19th: vintage rocco siffredi • chai + salted caramel cold brew & a breakfast tamale during the comms meeting • vogue mukbangs inspiring a craving for british food • marlee's doll styling head for show & tell • a bowl of grapes & the translator's introduction of almond blossoms and beyond by mahmoud darwish ✿
• 20th: and just like that: s01e08 at 4am • celine tran's tiktok on desktop • green, patterned sweater + rubber ducky earrings • asana task lists • a tier ranking of every taylor swift song • but you caint use my phone (2015) - erykah badu & a perfect spicy disney grilled cheese
• 21st: beryl shereshewsky's toast videos • a box of unopened hercules happy meal toys & peanut butter banana oatmeal • wrangling last minute responses from teenagers • crime junkie: kiplyn davis episode • valentine's day (2010)
• 22nd: a stovetop chai matcha latte + cheesy bagel • main character poems at the ywc x yca virtual field trip • kendall rae on lou pearlman • glossed lips & an updo • painting his nose and lips while he read part 5
• 23rd: depth over distance, alysia harris ft. bridget barkan • a walk with sunday along the bayou • soaking her in cold shampoo for 20 mins • a nap together to jennifer's body (2009) • euphoria: s02e03 ft. stuffed crust pizza + milk & cookies ben and jerry's ✿
• 24th: perfectionist letters to oliveoil • a round, wooden bed tray from marshall's • birthday food memories with the monday girls • thinking of you, katy perry • falling asleep to sketches for my sweetheart the drunk (1998) - jeff buckley
• 25th: king cake latte & cinnamon nails after a 9:30 appointment • staff meeting in bed with sunday in my lap • cafeteria food memories with john & dy'stonie • my 10th grade food diary • "a bit of heartache" ✿
• 26th: curious, 3LW • "your health and safety is JUST as important as students' needs." • leaving the office with an armful of snacks • if only you knew, patti labelle & hotling bling, drake • honey jalapeño cornbread & his quiet sadness
• 27th: and just like that: s01e09 • answering "how are you?" honestly • a prop milkshake & mrs. potato head in the mystery bag • clay's bad colorado idea • coloring an abstract web while he read counterpoint by mahmoud darwish
• 28th: an asana-organized meeting with amaya • grocery shopping in a brown corduroy overall dress + pink jelly heels • cannabutter ft. the dear diary playlist & irresistible (2001) - jessica simpson • cabernet sauvignon, cheese devils toast, & a conversation about chicago • whisper singers ✿
• 29th: draining water from cannabutter • a GQ interview between rihanna & asap rocky • sounds of my early twenties in the ywc meeting • the 4th consecutive phonecall • hit different, sza
• 30th: knocks me off my feet, donnell jones • a 3 hour catch-up with clay • own brand, dreya mac • ldr tiktok • peanut butter & raspberry oat milk ice cream ft. euphoria: s02e04
• 31st: 10am program meeting • banana bread & the murder of mauritzio gucci • yellow objects • pregnant rihanna & janet jackson (2022) - part one • sleepy facetime in my tweety bird onesie ✿