- I want to eat but can't yet. eating either feels like a chore, or something I'm not allowed to do.
- I want to go to Barnes and Noble.
- feeling all writers blocked. not that I'm a writer. but I can't seem to get my thoughts out. which is making me really frustrated.
- I want dad to not be at home. not that it's terrible it's just...it feels like a saturday every single day and that messes me up.
- I hate how I can't do anything without thinking about a thousand things and then needing to write them down.
- STUPID EMAIL WORK PLEASE
- I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I WANT A BOYFRIEND. it feels like I've been waiting forever. any advice people have doesn't work because I've been doing it for years now.
- ughhhhhh.
- I want to crochet stuff. but I hate the feeling of not getting it.
- I want to curse.
- I want to be able to eat everything I want to. I want to not have to worry about it. the thing is, if you do diabetes the right way, it takes up every minute of your day. I hate that. and then I hate the feeling that my life is under display for other people to look over and evaluate. that sucks. I hate it.
- I want to be outside more.
- I want to work at camp, but at the same time I'm really scared.
- yeah, want to curse again.
- what am I doing.
nov 13 2009 ∞
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