29th

• got crystals and they were blessed by king kuru in front of my eyes. so fun
• went to see susan, the octopus
• made it home safely & went ot millstone pizza !! everyone came and mom brought us a yummy yummy cute cake

28th

• clinical today was touching and sweet and sad. i love ms. williams with my whole heart
• got to see Lauren & Greg & Kaleigh ! love them
• thrifted a little
• went to the hoot & the vegan philly cheest steak was YUM
• lauren & i talked a lot about family & life. i love her
• she gave me cute yarn !!

27th

• my birthday! i got a ton of happy birthday wishes which was so so sweet
• met Savannah for breakfast & she got me so many cute little treats. i love her and miss her so much
• got bday mail! my favorite. rose sent me a care pacakge. so so sweet
• went to the thai house w peyton & had green curry... SO GOOD
• the waitress was so sweet to me
• went to amelie's... their creme brulee is so freaking yummy
• peyton got me a really cool portable phone charger !! very exciting

26th

• this was a looong day.
• got off work and went to school to take my exam which i was falling asleep during
• jc let me take a nap at his house
• went to pick up Griffin and he was just the freaking sweetest. we went to earth fare and he was so excited about getting an oli pop. god i love him
• went home
• went back out and picked up sweet Quinn! we ate pizza
• Billy's surgery went well
• the puppies played with sweet lily pup a bit
• mom cut my bangs
• facetimed sweet Grace face <3

24th

• peyton & i walked with ssweet beetle
• we tried the why not pizza place nearby and it was so yum!

23rd

• met mom& Billy @ tega cay deli
• got potatoes & Taylor got us yummy matcha/ chai drinks!
• set up piercings for Peyton & i tonight ! getting my helix done & p is getting his lobes done:)

22nd

• took my test
• went home & cleaned up a bit!
• took beetle thrifting
• did well enough on my exam i can fail my ati!! sitting pretty
• went to planet fitness with peyton
• got burger king!
• watched book smart ! so cute & funny
• cuddled w beetle & coco
• made taylor's little crystal bag

21st

• dropped the pups off and made it to clinical on time
• the pups were so cuddly in my lap
• finished presenting and didn't die !!
• made peyton lunch and he was so happy

20th

• got a great night of sleep! beetle was so so cuddly
• went to mom's !
• mom made a delicious onion soup
• aunt adriana brought fresh olive oil from italy! we had it with fresh toasted french baguette... so good
• walked with the pups and watched them play
• went home
• made orange tofu !! it was so good
• also made fried rice it was just okay though imo
• peyton & i watched sex & the city
• Cuddled with the pups
• finished presentation stuff for mental health

19th

• did ukeru training and I feel pretty good about it
• Went to grocery store again ! got more kombucha
• made gochugang tofu for peyton & i
• took Beetle on a walk
• Went to the gym
• drank some tasty cocktails (passionfruit coconut almond milk nonsense)
• talked to Grace & Maggie on the phone !! i love them so so much

18th

• Went grocery shopping
• got tuna & wrapped it in seaweed wraps with mayo... new favorite meal rn

17th

• peyton & i went to the gym
• then we went to new york diner !!! the cheesy grits were so so yummy. would eat again !!

16th

• no taylor in class today </3
• the washer is BROKEN i was so upset hahah
• met peyton and his coworkers out & about! Crystal got drunk as fuck she was fun
• had the tastiest garlic knots
• I LOVE SERRIN !!!

15th

• the pups were so freaking sweet this morning !! kissing my face a ton. made my heart melt
• mom & billy had a good time at the concert
• had a bad dream about billy's surgery
• the man at the liquor store was nice to me
• tito's was 10% off today
• celebrated valentine's day with peyton!
• he got me a beautiful bouquet !
• made cherry vodka sours & strawberry shortcake bites
• we went to mr. tokyo! the best

14th

• just a beautiful day
• i woke up feeling shitty asf though hahaha humgover
• i could not find my keys and was freaking out & greg saved the day & found thrm
• got to clinical 5 min late but no one cared
• we were in the kids unit. one girl told told me i looked like someone who would watch anime😭😂
  • i barely watch at all
• had a nice little valentines lunch with Katrina ! she is so sweet. and i love lizards thicket!!
• the waitress told me i was cute as a pie with my pigtails. i said she was so sweet & she so you too, sugar !! loved her !!
• Katrina is funny asf
• addison told me she thought i was a genuine & caring person🥺
• left clinical early !
• talked yo Lauren for a while & had fun! she showed me her little rats
• mia was snuggle bug
• lauren got me such thoughtful christmas gifts 🥰🥰🥺
• a yellow duffel bag cocered in patches & pins, fenti pjs, pants, fenti picnic blanket, socks, earrings.... absolutely spoiled
• got home safely!
• the pups were ok no one jumped off the patio
• chantell's kids got to meet Beetle🥰 they loved him
• everyone lovrs beetle!
• peyton came out to mom's to be with me tonight❤️
• peyton & i went to millstone with beetle & met a sweet couple who had a mini beagle , Luna!
• the pizza was so so good! the veggie. i hadn't gotten it before and holy shit. YUM!
• went to have Johnny & Mary meet Beetle & they loved him!
• peyton is excited abt maybe working @ microsoft!
• Peyton was so sweet & adorable all night. we listened to modest mouse's lonely crowded west in the car & sung together💕
• got crumbl! the chocolate strawberry cookie was SO GOOD
• the pups are so cute when they sleep

13th

• had the day off ! i slept so good & long! cleaned up around the house
• wrote peyton a little note for vday since i would be in cola
• drove coco to mom's and talked to Billy for a while! i really hope his surgery goes well Thursdays
• Billy got me biscoff cookies & $25🥺🥺
• went to Lauren's! she immediately served me a sangria

11th

• work has not been bad ! I got my part of the group presentation done for the most part.
• had fun tecting mom a bit this morning she is the cutest
• started my ego denfenses

10th

• got to sleep in<3 woke up to beetle and coco cuddling with me so sweetly
• went to marshalls and brought beetle in ! found some good stuff on sale that i had wanted
• went to little sugar creek greenway with peyton & beetle !! everyone went crazy about beetle. the weather was really nice and we had a good little walk !
• i am so thankful that beetle is so friendly towards people ! i know he will get better about barking at other dogs
• made a tasty veggie pasta for p & i ! he liked it !
• had a delicious nap with the pups!
• peyton took us to rosie's !! i had been so so excited about going here and it was so cute. peyton got a wine he really enjoyed
• went to get burgers after at moo & brew. the beyond burger was so so good and hit the spot
• came home and I made us fries ! super easy and quick. will be making a recipe on here
• watched more of the bear i am really enjoying her
• finished my ipr just in time

9th

• woke up in time for Savannah and I to walk! still not feeling 100% but the weather wasn't so so freezing this morning
• Chantell happened to be in the area too !!! so she walked with us <3 <3 I got to give her her gloves & her collage! so happy
• Taylor texted me and asked if I wanted anything from Dunkin and got me a chai. So freaking precious. I got us tega cay deli sandwiches. she was so appreciative !!
• she said that she loves taylor ham and can never find it and tega cay deli has it! have to get it for her next time
• we watched to the bone in class and it was interesting

had work 3-7 not too bad! easy shift thank goodness. and i was relieved when the nurse came in i thought she was going to be a no show

• went to kpot with peyton and crystal!
• it was so nice to meet crystal. she is so sweet and cool and looks out for peyton. i appreciate that so much! <3
• watched the bear when we got home

8th

• listened to nexus nursing about eating disorders on my way to class and that helped me understand everything a lot better !
• jai is so freaking sweet to me. anytime i have a question she is so quick
• i love seeing sophie always she is just sunshine
• came home after my 3-11 and passed out

7th

• my hair looked pretty after the easy tiktok no heat blowout. wrapping socks in a ponytail
• slept well
• had a piece of killer dave toast w butter nad honey. killer
• had fun talking to mom and love seeing her love her babies
• got to clinical safely & talked to p on my way
• mom sent pics of my baby
• was panicking abt my exam
• got lunch w cassandra & katrina. really enjoy both of them!
• did yoga at php. i think that is my dream!!!! working w people in recovery
• destiny said i was flexible & an old man nicknamed me guppy
• i did really well on my exam !!!! don't need to stress so badly now
• sav & chanty were so supportive of me and sweet abt my grade. loce them
• talked to aunt mo a bit. she doesn't seem happy but jt was good to talk to her anyway
• had a yummy dinner w mom & billy
• talked to grace on my way home ! she is a little angel. i love her
• got home safely
• grace's letter came ! it's beautiful
• my black out curtains came ! the living room is now pricate & can be napped it without too much light<3
• peyton did a workout w me!
• finished weaving in ends of chanty's gloves
• mom sent me a sweet text. i love her so much
• watched don't worry darling
• beetle cuddles🥰🥰🥰🥰

6th

• first day off in a while!!
• beetle slept so good
• i felt hot for the first time in a while in my purple temu (devil) dress and tank top. my ass killed
• went for a walk w beetle. so good
• cleaned my closet ! not perfect but so so so much better
• ate yummy tortas at our place

5th

• took my second exam and have lots of conflicting feelings !! nervous as hell
• SOO many people wished me luck on my exam it was so sweet (including sophie)
• ate lasagna
• went to target
• got pens

4th

• studied my cute little butt off at work

3rd

• got into a tiff w peyton @ sunrise breakfast. kind of ruined the restaurant for me but it wasn't that good anyway
• studied my cute little butt off at work