31st

• went to class & took my exam !!
• it went surprisingly well !!
• we had our fruit party and it was fun but a little sad !! our class is over
• we all passed nursing school !!!!!! we're going to be little pretty nurses💖🤩
• went home and had a fire nap
• went to meet Chanty & Sav and walked !
• we sat by the lake
• saw a duck family swim by under the sunset:)
• got home and talked w mom for a little bit
• watched youtube beepworld for outfit inspo!
• FIGURED OUT WHAT BAG I WANT !!! crochet fish bag:) started it
• made a lemonade stand sign for the kids !

30th

• woke up in time to walk with mom a little !
• drove to cola!
• lauren & greg are the sweetest
• went to see Kaleigh @ fat cat biscuits.
• got a yummy goat cheese & fig jam & egg biscuit!
• lauren and i got BEAUTIFUL dragobfruit mimosas
• aunt sheila came !!
• went to the gas station to get drinkies & snacks & same this man w an iv in his arm, socks w/out shoes & various cuts, and smoking a cigarette
  • lauren whispered "are you okay?" it was so cute. he was ok
• we went tubing !
• greg was pisces swimmer energy & got us where we needed to be
• lauren gave me rabbit feet for good luck for my girlies & me !
  • she has an urn full of rabbit feet
• we got mexican
• i'm oart of the caftan club!!!
• helped Lauren w crochet a little:)
• made it home safely
• mom and i played some overcooked as i spiraled
• she helped me w my peach things:) i love her sm

29th

• this morning was a shit show!!
• mom and i got into a fight but it got all worked out
• i listened to nursing reviews & cleaned my room & the kitchen
• going to a job interview with wellmore this week !! going to have money. exciting
• in kingsley a silly older man danced in front my car while he was crossing the street with his wife. they were both laughing. WHOLESOME
• went to taco molino with mom !!! we had fun. she is so cute
• played overcooked with mom !!!! it was so nice
• went for a nice little nighttime walk
• had the best time talking to peyton tonight. i miss him to pieces !!
• had fun looking through ipnterest
• the thought of him getting really into line art & making a tattoo for me is so sweet i don't even know

28th

• Chantell got us celsiuses <3
• i felt cute with my hair & new dress
• I DIDN'T KNOW CHONIES WAS PANTIES
• module 4 exam done !!!!!! 2 more exams to go. depending on your grade today you can fail the next 2 and be FINE
• i love Essence & Ron so much
• got drinkies with the girls !! so fun. town tavern rocks
• we all passed our exams !!
• had fun with Savannah !! went to the pool and talked and watched bluey & sex and the city
• the sky was beautiful
• peyton & i may be able to move in together as early as THIS YEAR !!!!!! AHHHHHH

27th

• Sav went for a run & walk with me!
• told me about nick & his icks
• she's excited for her doctor date !
• studied with Chanty & Sav at knowledge perk. Sav & i were there for 6 hours !! we learned a lot though I think
• the moroccan mint tea with the lavendar pump was GOOD
  • i'm having fun with new combos. i did strawberry w the mint the other day & it was good too:)
• mom brought me olive garden alfredo & salad & breadsticks home. so stinking cute
• had a nice cozy (too long) nap
• went for a nice walk talking on the phone with Peyton!
• right afer Peyton had to go, Grace called me!!
• she is LOVING Marie. she invited her & Sammy over for drinkies. They talked and laughed and Marie made them blueberry muffins
  • I am so happy Grace has someone else she can see easily other than Sammy ! it's good to have more people in your life
• 12.877 steps today !!!
• studied more
• watched beepworld on yt. i love her energy & outfit ideas. makes me feel inspired<3

26th

• felt shitty today
• Chantell called me beautiful
• had a cuddly nap with the precious coco
• maggie texted me i miss her sm
• Savannah was so sweet i love her
• i love how obsessed with reading our horoscopes mom is
• finally felt okay enough to do something productive !! made some penpal letters
• Sarah texted me !!! she hasn't sent another letter THANK GOD i was so worried it got lost in the mail bc i'm kookoo
• walked & talked to Peyton!!
• played stardew with Peyton !! got some good work done. and had fun:)
• Grace & i had fun texting. love her
• i did an ab workout ! proud of myself
• posted a little Calvin & Hobbes comic. Mary swiped up:)

25th

• felt shitty today
• but i went for a run with Chantell!
• mom said she was supporting my lifestyle (being a vegetarian) by buying me edamame & oat milk creamwr😂
• Griffin was so cute. carried him around and he was loving it. wanted to share his mcdonalds sprite with me
• Grace got peach cobbler from Marie
• Grace said she was so thankful for me & happy that i pushed her to do things out of her comfort zone. she would have never gone to Marie's and she is so thankful i did
• mom & i went to bingo
• anytime any of our loved ones birthdays was called, she'd whisper their names
  • 12 and 44 for dad, 28 for aunt adriana, 27 for me.
  • 20 i would grab her arm and say "you!"
• dot was sooo sweet ! she won $190 and gave mom & i each 2 lucky dollars

24th

• felt shitty today
• but stardew helped me
• Grace called & told me about going to her neighbor's finally
• she brought her peaches and Marie was so so sweet to her
• went for a late walk
• talked to Peyton and he liked the random pinterest home decor things i sent

23rd

• slept in & was so cozy
• Grace made my ugly toes look beautiful !!
• watched more bluey ! we all enjoyed
• went to goodwill & got fisherman shoes & a orange button up to turn into shorts
• went to five below !
• grace got me some fun car drinks (ultimate diet coke & celsius)
• watched wall-e !!!! scary but sweet
• grace liked her stamps
• finished mom's bag thank god !!!!!!
• Sammy made us Korean soup !!! lots of cabbage and mushrooms. soooo good
• on the way home saw a beautiful rainbow
• peyton talked to me pretty much the whole way home
  • we played some guessmyword & peyton was telling me abt a cute game on steam:)
• Grace tracked my location the whole way home to make sure i made it
• mom was worried sick and stayed up eating candy waiting for me to get home bc the rain was so bad
• talked to mom for a while
• coco was so happy to see me & me her

22nd

• went to the farmer's market with Grace !!! got boiled peanuts
• grace got me a matching pj set, dress & blanket to her💖
• went to starbucks & got a yummy drink. it was busy & a nissan driver made us laugh
• got pub subs !!! i had the vegan turkey again bc they didn't have falafel
• we went to the beach!!
• Grace and i got attacked by fishies !! they could not stop biting our butts
• got cajun fries & drinkies at cookout on way home
• Sammy stopped to him an older man with his peaches & got some yummy peaches for us all!
• Sammy was OBSESSED with Ken's song from barbie and sang it and played it all day😂😂😭
• did the drug tests with Grace & everything came up as it should ! very good. thanks dollar tree
• peyton was so sad about his movie experience:( so i called him! we had fun talking but i felt so bad
• Sammy made us taco things for taco night !! the dill pickle sald was amazing, the pickle de gallo was amazing & the fake dehydrated taco meat was fun!!
• had fun watching bluey ! and crying with Grace ! also watched kitbull & out and cried

21st

• Grace had work
• i went for a walk!
• listened to Leslie Jordan. he is such a hoot
• saw a snake on the trail!
• i watched turning red ! it was sweet and funny
• i crocheted a lot ! finished Grace's bag & lined it FINALLY !!
• rip nipple ring 7/19/2021-7/21/2023
• got ready for the barbie movie!!
• went and had oh so much fun! we got compliments galore on our pink outfits
• went to dt summerville and had fun drinking ! probably way too much
• we danced and met some nice girlies and Shorty was interesting
• got home safely!

20th

• got to class safely!
• felt cute this morning
• was tired and got a cozy nap w birthday girl coco
• i felt like i had too many good options for clothing to bring. made me happy iblove so much of my closet tn
• got to grace's safely!
• just kids is soooo sweet
• saw Liz ! she is so sweet and cute
• we got Irish food ! i got fish & chips & Grace got a reuban & Sammy got cabbage & something
• Grace gave me her card for me ! she made it so so cute

19th

• woke up not super tired for clinical
• finished my assessment check off !!! and last LPN hospital clinical is done!!
• got to talk to Crystal and she is sweet. everyone was awesome today
• we got out early
• burnt my finger right between my pinkie and ring finger from a popping popcorn kernel- OUCH crazzy
• watched the kids-- had fun coloring with Quinn & doing silly kids youtube exercise games
• JC filled up my tank
• JC & Lindsay got me dinner at akahana ! it was a lot of fun
• talked to Grace on the phone for a long time it was so nice
• talked to Peyton on the phone & we had fun! :)

18th

• woke up early & ran with Chantell and Savannah!! it was a ton of fun. i felt so good and healthy
• met with the girlies to study!
• got cute dollar tree candles for mom's bday !
• got my stickers from aliepress and they are precious
• mom's birthday dinner was so nice!
• seeing Johnny & Mary is always a treat
• they helped me with my car ! Johnny backed my car up even though Mary said that was scary for him!
• played stardew with PEyton:) we are getting riche by the day

17th

• woke up w a june bug btw my butt cheeks SCARY..... have a story from it though :)
• Savannah & I had fun going to Publix
• Italian party night!!
• I had fun making the margarita pizza but it was prettier than it was tasty though
• had fun at Chantell's house!! we were laughing so much

16th

• i can't remember WHEN this happened but made peyton look through the water gardens book i thrifted & he was almost as obsessed as i was:)
• also he is very into the snail pillow from urban so i need to make tht
• and i want to make him a crochet owl for his car to hang from mirror
• cuddled & talked & napped & listened to music. perfect sunday morning activities
• ate leftover noodles w eggs
• went for a nice little walk!
• mom made us juice & pineapple tea:)
• jc & linds & the kids made it home safely !
• crocheted a ton! finished all of mom's squares
• texted johnny & jc a bit!
• peyton made it home aafely ! got to talk to him a bit on his drive home
• found a new youtuber !!! illustratrd katherine or something
  • taught me if clothing don't fit it's bc my body is too powerful:)
• talked to Jillian on the phone ! was a ton of fun like always ! need to figure out if i can go to the clemson game w her or not
• peyton & i played stardew !! we restarred out farm & it was so much fun:) sweetest farm. we have fished a lot and planted some and we need bigger backpacks asap
• caught up my delights:)

15th

• woke up & got to yoga just 1 minute late !!
  • peyton drove us. soo nice of him i was sixk of driving & scared of my car
• yoga was so nice & relaxing !! i want to do it every saturday morning i'm here it's free !! just remember to sign up
• went to a fun yard sale! got an optical illusion book
• went to amelies & tried the lemon meringue eclair ! it was good but not as good as the refular
• the coconut mocha latte was yummy !!
• peyton got me my favorite leek soup❤️❤️
• walked around the farmers market
• headed to the flea market !! it was fun to look and walk around. got mom a pepper plant
• let out zero and came home and napped 😴
• got red bowl!! the noodles are so yummy & the crab ragoon was so crunchy
• went back out & walked around target & world market !!
  • got fiery buffalo pop chips on sale & they were so fucking good. hope we can find them again
  • got tony's chocolate caramel cookie chocolate ..... OH MY GOD
  • p's first time @ world market & he liked it a lot:) it was fun& so cute to see him get so excited abt everything
• went to see spiderman for free (ty mom) & it was even better second time around !!! hobie is too cool for words
• went to walmart for ginger. raced/ competed to put more shopping carts away it was soo silly
• cuddled and fell asleep! a great day

14th

• cuddled & slept so well!
• woke up to peyton's sweet voice on the phone w clinets. they must love him he is so gentle and his voice is so calming
• went for a run & walk in baxter after letting zero out
  • REALLY enjoying just kids
• went to aldi !! got yummy snacks and things to make p lunch. sofrita tofu w rice & veggies
• it was fun to make even though i was really stressed
• the people at the goodyear were really nice to me w my car troubles
  • thank you Derrick
• peyton & i drank some yummy beer & walked !
• we put together a puzzle & had some serious conversation but it all had been on my mind and i'm glad we could talk abt it
  • feel bad abt bringing p down. i love you cutie i'm sorry!
• got taco bell. the volcano burrito w black beans ? delicious

13th

• mom likes how i redid my room
• she made me coffee <3 i had the best post coffee moment
• Savannah got us safely to class!
• Chanty got us celsius<3
  • she wants to spoil us while we still ride together
• excited about monday night with them!!
• co-star's water moon things with grace always make me smile
• got a lot of cleaning done !
• crocheted more of the squares for mom's bag!
• went to the anne springs concert (fleetwood mac concert) with Mary
• we had a lot of fun people & dog watching, checking out fits
• she dressed so cute ! blue & white midi babydoll dressdress w tie straps
• went to target & got great cream eyeliner !
• got bruesters ice cream! i got vegan pb oreo & it was soo good
• peyton got here safely !!! we cuddled & he liked his book

12th

• got out of clinical early!
• got home safely, took a nice full nap
• ate some yummy salad !
• mom made me more yummy juice !
• savannah & i went on a nice long run! I felt goodd
• mom got me olive garden
  • i was CRAVING fettuccine alfredo it was perfect<3
• had a nice shower
• crocheted more of mom's bag! i had been on a bit of a slow streak./ depressed and not motivated to crochet so it was good!
• i rearranged my whole room ! i like it:)
  • found some stuff that went missing !!

11th

• woke up before 10:30 !!! an accomplishment
• mom made me DELICIOUS fresh juice. pineapple, carrot, ginger, cucumber, apple
• Billy let out Zero for me twice so i didn't have to go to JC's early ! very nice
• got dressed up in my new white sheer dress from maggie & my new black floral scarf. felt very cute.
• got sushi with Mary !! i got tofu sushi
• i printed some pictures from her trip with my little printer and she thought it was the coolest thing. made me happy she liked it
• went for a run & walk with Savannah & we had a ton of fun talking & laughing !! i love her
• she was looking through old pictures and showed her crying from failing last year. i told her i felt bad but i was so happy she failed because i wouldn't have met her otherwise. she felt the same way🥹
• watched emperor's new groove ! so cute
• grace texted me back finally ! glad she is ok
• had fun laughing and looking @ random shit w peyton. even though i was keeping him up oops !!!!!

10th

• the day of the test !! let's get it
• we had our panicked before studying session in the car. makes me feel better
• we had our post test freak out which makes me feel better
• we got drinks @ town tavern !!! it was fun. their tater tots were not good though. should have asked for mayo but i was AFRAID
• Chantell always makes me laugh with her "i KNOW i failed but it's okay. i will get through this and this will be something for me to grow from."
• we ALL passed the exam thank god
• I HAD A PANIC ATTACK
• a big bad one.
• mom sent the cutest & sweetest texts
  • Your my gift and I’m so thankful for you.

Sometimes I’m in a spot I wish I could get out of , but looking back I wish I could go to that place or time. Love you babes hope that helps. Sometimes the presence is a present❤️I know I’m happy your with me I love you so❤️❤️❤️❤️😘

• Savannah helped me too. feel all your feelings !! she said <3
• but i chaotically cleaned my room which was good. and talked to maggie
• Went to zero w maggie
• i ordered some cute stuff on aliexpress
• coco cuddles helped
• talked to peyton & he made me feel better too!! sent me a sweet text
  • Aw Mau :( I’m sorry angel that’s a tough thing to think about. You aren’t old though and I think I’m the last year you have invested a wild amount of time and effort into your future. And I think you’re gonna start seeing it pay off very very soon. Once you finish your lpn, you get your license and then you’ll be set to be in a hospital! And from there you’ll get so much experience and I bet the hospital is gonna wanna keep you so much once you get your RN that they’re gonna beg you to stay and then you’ll be making a really good salary that’s gonna help you realize that all the hard work you did was leading to that and it paid off. And with my work depending on how things go maybe I’ll be able to work remote and move there, but if you come here then your resume is gonna be stacked and there are lots of hospitals here that are gonna be all over you

9th

• coco came and cuddled with me this morning
• studied with the giriles!
• the iced strawberry matcha latte was yummy! sweet mom gave me the money to get it<3
• mom got me beautiful carnations
• i made a little house granny square/ coaster
• went for a nice walk with mom
• ate some of the yummy black eyed beans
• quinn's note to me at the house was PRECIOUS <3

8th

• made it to maggie's safely
• peyton came and visited me at maggie's !
• he got me a cute little crochet pillow <3
• the YUMMIEST mediterrean grill !!! the grilled veggie wrap was out of this world !!
• walked around dt athens-- peyton got comedown machine!!
• maggie & i had a lot of fun looking @ zillow homes
• finished castle in the air & crocheted
• talked to maggie on the phone for a wile

7th

• woke up early for the beach !!!
• went for one last beach walk <3
• got cute pictures of maggie, she got cute ones of me <3
• got annie's one last time for this trip
• we were HUNGRY made yummy salads !
• crocheted more of mom's bag
• cleaned up the house

6th

• mom was sweet & worried abt me
• ate the last pudding mom made !so yummy.
• maggie got us a yummy yummy dinner !!! the tacos were amazing and so were the frie
• the psychic was on point it was soo cool
  • she told me i am a talented creative & to start a tiktok asap!
• the tunnel of trees was so neat
• saw TWO turtles on the beach on our walk

5th

• walked to the thrift store, got savannah's sweatshirt!
• came home, ate yummy salad ! aunt mo had chickpeas🥰
• went thrifting some
• got movie tickets for asteroid city
• got our yoga tickets for tomorrow
• drove to the movies !! asteroid city was interesting & silly ! the little girls were the best part
• drove to the beach, walked 3 miles and talked !
• came home, let Dixie out. she was sooo playful
• went back out to sprouts, got stuff to make mexican street corn !! it was pretty darn good-- 8/10
• started putting together a puzzle with maggie ! watched nimona & a black mirror episode
• went to bed

4th

• saw the sunrise & walked the beach with maggie !! it's a beautiful day
• maggie bought donuts for us !!! i had the boston cream it was soooo good
• i walked the beach 3 miles !! so beautiful out
• headed to the baseball game
  • there was a market !!
• we walked around the market which was literally on the way to the baseball gme. there was live music and food, beer and cute stuff being sold
• watched the baseball game and talked a ton. ate a yummy pretzel w cheese 🥨
• walked back, went to wawa's
  • their mashed potatoes are so so good

3rd

• mom made it home safely thank goodness. i was panicking !!
• aunt mo got us all matching fourth of july earrings. so sweet !!
• aunt mo gave us money for thrifting ! so sweet
• went thrifting. found the cutest fucking stuff
• ate the yummiest mushroom pizza (the fun guy)
• maggie & i walked to annie's !!!
• had fun looking @ tiktoks with maggie $ reading through my little thrift books
• finished my crochet case for my kodak printer. it's colorful & fun
• found the stickers i thought i lost
• colored in my cute coloring book

2nd

• woke up feeling surprisingly rested
• ate the protein poptart (brown cinnamon sugar) and it was good !! 8/10 maggie wanted to hate but she loved
• Quinn was so sweet and excited to see me
• Maggie and I got subs at publix ! the lady was kinda idk but the subs were yummy ! i love the spicy falafel one so much !
• got to the beach safely !!
• went for a nice walk with Quinny bear !! jumped over waves and did mini races and looked for shells
• hd fun swimming with everyone in the water ! Quinn was our coach & telling us all home to jump/ when to jump for waves
• got home safely
• Quinn got her letter from me and put her bracelet on immediately ❤️
• aunt mo made me cheese balls bc she knows i'm vegetarian !! and made some yummy potatoes my favorite 😋
• walked with Quinn & Maggie to get Annie's !! Quinn got orange & grape, Maggie got cherry jolly rauncher (not her fave) & i got cotton candy
• mom dyed my hair blonde & cut it for me !! she is so sweet. i love her
• Sarah posted my card on her insta story🥺
• had fun starting to crochet my cover for my photo printer !
• hd fun reading the dog Snowball book with Quinn ! it made me tear up🥹
• i love Quinnie bear so so much🥺🥺🥺🥺 she wanted to sleep with me and just was hugging on me so much. i want to buy her some little treats and send her another postcard or something. she is the best i am so happy she is in my life forever !
• i cut Dixie !!! i feel so fucking bad😵‍💫😭😭😭

1st

• peyton helped me sooo much in the morning. treated me just like a princess
• he got my things from the car so quickly & just what i asked for !!
• he drove us to breakfast & got us delicious first watch !!! he loved his toffee crunch iced coffee
  • okay he said this was his fave coffee drink-- we can recreate this. just make coffee & put toffe ice cream on top and mix. the whipped cream he mixed into the coffee was literally as sweet and thick as ice cream. we will need to do some trial and error but
• had so much fun playing with Ellie before I left !
• Robin made sure to give me almonds before i left ! always wants to take care -- so sweet !
• got to Maggie's safely
• we power cleaned her house !!! i think we did a good chunk! we laughed a lot it was wholesome
• got onto the road!
• Maggie got us mad taco !!! it was delicious. the street corn was soo good but the mushroom tacos-- OH MY GOD !!! best veggie tacos possibly???
• Maggie got us yummy QT treats !!!
• i loved how excited Maggie was by wawa. so freaking wholesome
• the audiobook castle in the air-- sequel to howl's moving castle is sweet so fair !! very alladij but it's fun listening to an audiobook with someone & talk abt it ! wholesome
• made it to florida safely !!! aunt mo & mom were up waiting for us. it was so sweet it made my heart happy