30th

• fed the sweet baby Fez
• got my oil changed & the guy was so nice to me. gave me the military discount
• a looot of traffic on the road otw to peyton's BUT i got there safely:)
• baby Ellie literally melted my heart. she was the sweetest and cutest thing !!!
• Robin loved her bags:))) made me so happy
• peyton drove us to the game i was soo grateful !
• peyton paid for our delivious dinner at el super pan! i loved the tofu & the dos equis beer surprisingly !!!!
• took a really cute selfie & video of peyton & i ! the happiest girl
• we had yummy beers & curly fries in the stadium!
• we sat next to kind humans and our seats were great
• peyton got us the grimace shake !! it was yummy ! blueberry muffin shake
• we got home safely! best snuggles ever. this was just so sweet day. perfect summer day really. the weather was perfect and i was w the man i love🥰

29th

• blooket day!!
• everyone enjoyed their chocolate !! i loovvveee the raspberry dark chocolove-- rememeber this :)
  • it was the cheapest brand & they have vegan chocolates !! also poetry inside. too cute !
• Savannah made a listography and she's really into it:) she thinks i'm spiderman & that's her favorite marvel superhero❤️ very sweet
• started my 101 in 1001 list !! exciting !! and maggie is doing it too!! very cute
• got lunch @ sabor with Savannah! we both got taco salads they were yummy 😋
• got a bunch done around the house ! vacuumed and moved my room around a bit
• sarah reddit penpal is so sweet and cool!
• took care of Fez & took a cute pic of him ! 🐈‍⬛
• finished robin's bag's ends !! wrapped it up
• made peyton's letter
• got to talk to peyton & we watched a movie (the spectacular now)!! it was only okay but talking to p was fun
• p was so sweet and cool w me wanting to watch a romance movie and was determined
• texted w Grace a bit which was nice

28th

• skipped clinical, so happy I did
• got some cute potential penpals!
• watched dome inspiring youtube videos. i am loving well dressed
• got Peyton's sweet letters & prizes ! a polaroid & cute homemade crown❤️
• Savannah got us each ice green peach tea from kp SO GOOD
  • she got me splenda without me asking🥺 she's the best
• went for a nice walk with Savannah !!! had fun talking. i talk her ear off and she just listens so sweetly & patiently
• finished robin's bag
• watched sense & sensibility!
• Billy gave me $$ it was nice of him :)
• the tuscan chickpeas were so so good
• had so much fun crocheting tonight

27th

• went to watch Griff !
• we went to the pool, got a cute pic of him, he was pretty happy all day
• Lindsay made me an ELT (egg lettuce tomato) with corn on the cob, it was delicious !
• got to talk to Peyton for a minute, he seems excited about his plans for Wednesday evening & i'm excited for him !
• went for a nice walk with Savannah ! love her
• watched pride & prejudice with Jillian over facetime, it was so nice!

26th

• Sav and I had a good run/ walk
• mailed my letters to mom, Quinn & JC
• I HAD THE BEST TIME with Griffin !!!!
• he was so freaking sweet and cute. we played races on the treadmill
• went to the trampoline park. exercised A LOT
• gave Lindsay the Clemson shirt I thrifted for her ! i think she liked it
• talked to Jillian a bit !! going to watch Pride & Prejudice tomorrow i'm excited !!
• my cute envelopes & letters got here !!!
• Sav came over to study❤️ we got a lot done !!
• caught up my listography delights a day !!

25th

• Mom made it safely to FL with Quinn!
• Savannah kept me company. SOOOO GRATEFUL
  • this house is too big to be at by myself
• the lights went out and omg. if i was home alone i would have FREAKED
• the california pizza kitchen's white pizza is SO GOOD
• ate good watermelon from teeters
• watched Steel Magnolias

24th

• Got yummy biscuit head !!!! their hashbrowns were good ! their biscuit was meh
• got a good pic of Mom, JC & Johnny !
• Johnny and JC told me things about Dad's death i never knew. interesting
• Mom got me a TON of beans at the grocery store bc she was worried i was going to starve. also bc she knows i'm trying to do protein with every meal

23rd

• Buttered biscuit was sooooo good
  • i got a strawberry biscuit, mashed potatoes & pinto beans. don't judge it was yummy
• Johnny let me borrow his colored pencils while i was journaling
• got complimented on my outfit (free people skirt all thanks to maggie)
• yummy dinner @ the mexican place.
• Johnny was making me laugh about how the margarita was so bad. we were both feeling sick

22nd

• Chloe yelled at everyone
• Chanty & Sav were so supportive of me going to the casino & wishing me luck
• pretty much finished my blooket !! about children's developmental disorders
• we drove to cherokee ! JC drove mom's car. i got a lot of my pretty pretty princess crochet bag done
• we got yummy ilios !! i LOVED the cauliflower <3
• Mom gave me a ton of money to gamble with
• Johnny& JC gave me money to gamble with too. i'm spoilt
• Johnny was making me LAUGH at his gambling. BUFFALO!!!!! he was determined
• got discounted wine
• Johnny got me a yummy vegan burger by gordan ramsey
• Johnny was so sad that the fried ice cream was bad :(

21st

• woke up TIRED
• put everyone's letters in the mail
• i made it to the hospital safely
• the submarine stuff was interesting to talk to everyone about
• i had an interesting patient today at clinical
• when i got home, mom and Quinn were waiting for me out front <3
• got mom flowers @ aldi and she liked them!
• Sav & i had fun walking in the rain & talking
• Sav got her letter !!!
• mom made me more pudding <3

20th

• i slept well, woke up energized !
• Quinn, Mom, Griff & i had the best day
• Beth gave me money for getting her mail
• Quinn made a little sign that said "i stink" and put it on mom bc we wete going to be on different teams at bowling
• we went bowling and Quinn was SO loving to me. we got cute pics together ! thanks mom
• the nachos were really good ??
• mom stopped at all the places for me to look for more letter stuff
• Sarah's postcard came in !! she made me a friendship bracelet🥹
• mom brought me down watermelon while i was working on Sarah's postcard
• went for a nice walk with Savannah !! we talked a lot and had fun
• the blackeyed beans can mom had was sooooo good !!! the yummiest
• Maggie got her letter & bracelet & she loved then!
• Grace and i talked for a long while !! she said she made me my card !
• mom and Billy areso sweet. they ordered me a new pair of shorts bc i loved them (the swim shorts) in blue🥹
• the titanic sub freaked me out

19th

• enjoyed delicious mimosas!! Chanty treated me, so sweet of her.
• i am thrilled to announce that i passed my exam with an 87!! feeling absolutely elated <3
• had a great run and walk with Savannah! we had so much fun together.
• i THOUGHT my watch was broken but it's working now so i am happy

18th

• i didn't feel good this morning and p brought me coffee & cuddled with me & heated up my elephant
• had a nice walk with peyton !
• peyton & i watched totoro ! so cute and makes me tear up from happiness everytime
• peyton left </3 we had the best time. i cried i didn't want him to go !
• billy was really touched by his father's day card so that was sweet
• peyton got home safely ! he got my letter and goodies and said he enjoyed them. made me happy :) he is so sweet.
• ellie is precious my GOODNESS
• had a good time studying with savannah! she never makes me feel dumb for asking questions and she helps me a lot
• she is so protective of me i appreciate it
• mom and i had a nice walk. i love her. she got me yummy greek salad and made me the sugar free pudding ~
• i got some really good studying in. i feel good about tomorrow !! we are all going to do great tomorrow!

17th

• peyton absolutely spoiled me in every way today
• honey jalapeño hummus from walmart was yummy !! so was the flamin hot cheese popcorn
• new cute strawberry swim shorts for p !!
• we got a yummy brunch @ first watch
• p filled my car with $50 of gas
• peyton got me the most beautiful mamma mia dress from anthro ever
• everyone was obsessed with the pink dress on me<3 so many compliments i felt like a princess
• took some cute pictures of me !
• went to the COOLEST area in charlotte. i love hi-wire brewing

16th

• finished maggie's card & bracelet & sent it off!
• billy fixed the toilet !
• understanding nursing stuff so that's good!
• the once modest sanctuary of my room has undergone a miraculous transformation, shedding its rat girl guise to unveil a space of enchanting allure, a sanctuary worthy of peyton's imminent presence and affection <3
• cleaned my bookshelf up
• talked to jillian! she asks the best questions. she said "what do you think are the most likely other outcomes of maureen are doing right now?"
• wrapped my letter box in wrapping paper to be cuter
• heart aflutter with anticipation, as if caressed by butterfly wings, for the imminent arrival of my new stamping supplies, a treasure trove of creative possibilities that promises to unlock realms of boundless artistic expression and pure jubilation!
• lindsey got her gift and said the crochet bag was her favorite bag in the world! heart. melted <3
• peyton got here safely ! he brought us china ii and it was DELICIOUS !!! we got spicy tofu, lo mein & of course, crab ragoon
• we drank the rose prosecco that chanty brought forever ago. it was so goood !

15th

• the girls wanted me to study w them at kp and motivated me a lot. so sweet
• chanty checked in on me
• yummy pizza (the zoe) with maggie at miller!
  • i think we got some good pics of each other maybe :)
• maggie said she got tons of compliments on her crochet bag in dt rock hill!
• going to 5 below was so fun i can't believe it
• got the cutest coloring book @ 5 below ! that place is so cute the heck
• also ordered the stamps i wanted bc i needed them... i couldn't stop thinking about them
• maggie & i swapped old clothing which was cute and nice. excited for florida !
• had fun making a card for savannah & maggie !!
• peyton talked to me while i walked which was so nice. can't wait to see him tmrw !
• grace called and we talked for a while which was nice ! love and miss her
• i have a dedicated bin for my writing supplies

14th

• clinical wasn't terrible
• the osa 25 yo dying scared the fuck out of me
• got a little nap with maggie
• hd fun chilling and talking together
• got my sticker book and it's SO good
• thrifted !! the lady was bitchy but i love my scientific encyclopedia picture book
• got outback with maggie and mom and billy
• made a card for Quinn & aunt mo
• watched some of 500 days of summer

13th

• went to the pool with maggie and it was a ton of fun ! got my parking permit Finally !! very exciting
• had fun thrifting !! got some books. sav came with us
• got yummy sabor ! maggie got fries i got quesadilla
• mom made maggie & i DELICIOUS chocolate puddings. obsessed

12th

• brought sav celsius and she was happy !
• finished making robin's bag in class
• made jillian's card and letter !
• had fun talking with maggie !
• got her from JC's and we went to the lake! it was sooo beautiful. got some good pics :)

11th

• obsessed with letter & card making !!
• finished peyton's card & letter contents !!! so fun
• made robin's bday card !
• coco looks so cute in her new tiny cow bed
• finished a card for Lindsey asking her to be my pen pal!
• mom got me my favorite-- a pack of celsius. she spoils me
• maggie got here safely ! we had fun talking all night

10th

• woke up early !
• cleaned my room ! excited to see Maggie tmrw
• made & sent off my letter to Sarah. made Grace's. i'm now obsessed with card making again
• went to the pool but left bc i was SCARED since i didn't KNOW you needed a parking permit to go to a pool you pay to go to? anyway
• got yummy treats @ harris teeter & hydrangeas for myself
• got yummy taco molino with Billy and Mom!!
• Grace called and calmed me down when i was having a breakdown

9th

• Robin texted me about their new puppy !!! she is precious
• the kids were cute. we had fun doing chalk and running around the house
• i had a lot of fun drawing with Quinn & writing a poem with her
• Quinn is so creative !!! i loved how she wanted to do the stars and hearts with alternating colors inside.
• Griff was so worried about me. i said i liked lemonade capri suns and they had one and he said "don't worry. i'll get it for you" and ran and got it for me. soo sweet
• Lindsay made me giggle telling me about how Quinn called her out in her diary by drawing dirty laundry all over the washing machine
• went for a nice long walk (3.32 miles) with coco in my bag ! she didn't seem to mind.
  • she's getting older so i feel bad making her walk more than a mile
• my nails still look good from when Grace did them. thank you Grace<3 <3
• talked to Grace on the phone for a minute and that was nice. she said she missed me and i miss her too
• mom & Billy went to let Zero out for me on their way in so I didn't have to go back out--- very sweet
• writing on here-- it's been a minute and it's so therapeutic to sit down and take the time to actually write on here <3

8th

• got out of class early so got to help Jace & Lindsay earlier!
• Quinn is so cute. i love her
• Griff is so cute. his faces KILL me
• went to Quinn's meet for a minute with Sav
• saw her win her swim !!! she's amazing ! such a cutie.
• JC got Sav & i pizzas which was so so sweet
• went for a nice run & walk with Sav! the concert was so nice at the greenway. a TON of people were there
• the greenway was SO PRETTY !! the sky. my goodness breathtaking
• fell asleep on the couch upstairs and Billy covered me in a blanket. it was sweet

7th

• my patient was in dialysis all day that was nice. i was exhausted so
• my clinical instructor opened up a lot to us ! she is cool
• maggie nailed down when she is coming i'm excited !
• mom ordered me new clothing. she is too freaking sweet i love her

6th

• Sav & i ran !!!
• did my job interview
• Savannah & I studied at KP and that was good !
• cleaned my room so it's not AS rat girl

5th

• Sav & i ran in the morning !! i feel healthy
• Savannah & I went to trader joe's to get cabbage soup stuff and her special protein bars !
• my cabbage soup turned out tasty !
• i got mom tulips & she loved them
• Sav &i went on a walk at the greenway ! we got a lot of steps today

4th

• i feel like p's & my relationship is stronger than ever <3 happy girl. the amount of emotions i had coursing in my body was overwhelming and i just feel free now <3
• DID NOT want to leave but glad i had i'm glad my mom died to listen to and p to talk to on my way home

3rd

• went to the farmer's market with peyton <3 it was so fun to walk around
• went to tsunami and omg YUM !! their tacos were amazing and so was their cauliflower
• watched spiderman with peyton & the boys. the movie was good !!! movie theatre popcorn is better than i remember

2nd

• god i was a wreck this day
• but!!! i'm happy i got to see Maggie. * the pool was a lot of fun! i had a really good time talking to her. i love her so much
• we had fun thrifting & getting panera. she bought all my clothing and it was a LARGE HAUL.

1st

• happy to get to atlanta safely
• life is so funny. going to the same urban that peyton works right by??
• the fish and chips were soooo good. i love that restaurant
• peyton was so so sweet to me even though i was CRAZY girl
• him wanting to buy me an anthro dress was so sweet. makes me tear up thinkng abt it. he is so swwet to me