first

• driving w chantell to school
• benny's pepper pizza w peyton !! i love their marinara dip
  • we were so excited for drop day
• reading w peyton

second

• meeting the girls for coffee !! talking and them being so so nice
• going for a nice run & walk with peyton
• peyton comforting me when i was so so upset
• peyton being so sweet to me. and feeling so sure about me. i love him sm

third

• chantell asking me if everything was okay bc my energy was off. soo soo sweet for her to notice/ care
• earth fare hot bar
• picnic w peyton ❤️
• movie night was surprisingly fun !
• peyton bringing me my toothbrush & taking care of me

seventh

• getting ilios with mom & quinn
• quinn was excited abt it being the last day of her being 5

eighth

• talking to mom on the way to the airport
• making yummy sofritas
• talking to peyton
• making fun of the royal treatment
• nice walk

ninth

• cuddling with coco
• studying with everyone
• yummy sabor
• pink panther was fun with mary

tenth

• carpooling with the girls
• chantell making me laugh
• peyton talking to me while i cooked
• my sofritas & veggies turning out yummy
• billy saying he would take my car in
• peyton making me feel better
• peyton bought me aerie undies💕💕💕 and i got a hot pink bra !!!! so good

fifteenth

• maggie coming up !!!
• peyton getting us indian
• jillian being cool with me cancelling </3
• playing golf & rummy with maggie & peyton

sixteenth

• my last day of clinicals for this semester <3 <3
• yummy yummy amelies from maggie & peyton
• joe pera ! meeting him was so so sweet !!
• chaotic dinner with the family. johnny ordering so so much meat and everyone having to scarf it down so we could go to joe pera hahahahahha
• more golf with everyone

twentieth

• getting breakfast sandwiches with mom
• nice walk with meditation tape
• made some cards !
• coco being so so snuggly
• got a cute pink beanie from tia (mom's friend)
• sushi & tea with mom. she makes me laugh :)

twenty first

• riding w chantell & sav
• making pot pie & potato casserole
• talking w mom. she understands me i love her
• talking to p on the phone

twenty second

• mom waking me up to walk
• billy loving his pie
• talking to johnny at dinner. we wants to spend more time with me🥹 love him

twenty sixth

• i crocheted all day !!
• all. day:)

twenty seventh

• got sabor with mom:) we shared chips & queso & guac
  • her being so human and telling me abt her problems with billy made me happy. idk why. i love that she is a real person i guess
• talked to lindsey a little bit. i love her
• Went to get yarn @ micheals. on sale for black friday buy 2 get one free !!

twenty eighth

• i missed chanty but talking to savannah on our way to school was fun !
• our little review was good !
• akahana with mom was yummy !! i love ginger salad 🤤
• we picked the most beautiful & full tree at lowe's !!
• i had fun with Mary talking:)
• i had fun crocheting ! finished an evil eye square

twenty ninth

• griffin is so cute i can't
• he didn't like me eating his pizza
• coco cuddles... she sleeps so so cute
• talking to jillian was nice! dazed & confused was OK
• fun talking to peyton !! watched episode of maniac
• did a manifestation for my loved ones to be happy, healthy & loved. also that jillian gets to move to portland & it be a really really good move for her
• i ran today !!

thirtieth

• i can't believe it's the last day of the month & almost the end of 2022. insane-ness
• went to knowledge perk & studied with sweet chanty & savannah <3 they helped me a lot !!!
  • i love that they were feeling burnt out too which SOUNDS BAD BUT it made me feel less alone
• had fun crocheting & sitting with mom
• mom showed me a photo album i had never seen !!! it made me happy. it also made me a little sad. i love jc & Always will but it's kind of sad to see how affectionate we were and how i kind of forgot how affectionate we were. but i just get so awkward/ i don't want him to think i'm weird. but i love that man to pieces and i really hope he knows that. i will do a better job showing him !!!! also johnny is so so thoughtful. he texted me about mom's jacket and he wants to get her a really nice one. i have incredible siblings i need to get out of my head and STOP thinking that i am not good enough to have some of their time. i don't know why i do that but i need to stop.
• talking to peyton was nice as always :) he seems like he had a good night with matt & brynn :)
• i ran today <3