- to be a ballerina (or at least have ballerina legs)
- to have a big fluffy dog that always looks like he's smiling and will sleep at the foot of my bed and warm my toes
- to have a wonderful, fantastic school year
- a strapless lace and chiffon navy blue prom dress with a big poufy skirt that's embellished with tiny silver rhinestones
- the positively perfect red lipstick
- more time with him
- to know how to play the guitar
- a huge, lush flower garden with a topiary garden and hedge labyrinth
- to live in a place with hot, green summers and cold, snowy winters
- to live inside a wes anderson movie
- a big leopard coat with a collar i can bury my face in
- a trellis outside my window covered in roses and ivy that is perfect for climbing down in the middle of the night
- cheekbones and shoulderblades and ribs that cut like glass
- to be able to dive all the way down into a character and understand and become and live them
- to never have to crave the feeling of my skin splitting open again
- to have a voice like eva cassidy
- more friends
- a pair of really enormous knockers
- solitude when i need it
- a rainy day
- somebody who really cares
- somebody who I'm enough for
- an enormous 4 feet of snow blizzard
- a summer that's so picturesque and wonderful, it seems like it's straight out of a cheesy American movie
aug 30 2010 ∞
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