• to be a ballerina (or at least have ballerina legs)
  • to have a big fluffy dog that always looks like he's smiling and will sleep at the foot of my bed and warm my toes
  • to have a wonderful, fantastic school year
  • a strapless lace and chiffon navy blue prom dress with a big poufy skirt that's embellished with tiny silver rhinestones
  • the positively perfect red lipstick
  • more time with him
  • to know how to play the guitar
  • a huge, lush flower garden with a topiary garden and hedge labyrinth
  • to live in a place with hot, green summers and cold, snowy winters
  • to live inside a wes anderson movie
  • a big leopard coat with a collar i can bury my face in
  • a trellis outside my window covered in roses and ivy that is perfect for climbing down in the middle of the night
  • cheekbones and shoulderblades and ribs that cut like glass
  • to be able to dive all the way down into a character and understand and become and live them
  • to never have to crave the feeling of my skin splitting open again
  • to have a voice like eva cassidy
  • more friends
  • a pair of really enormous knockers
  • solitude when i need it
  • a rainy day
  • somebody who really cares
  • somebody who I'm enough for
  • an enormous 4 feet of snow blizzard
  • a summer that's so picturesque and wonderful, it seems like it's straight out of a cheesy American movie
aug 30 2010 ∞
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