things that made me happy every day

thurs June 16

• made $30 in tips
• went to monroe on a whim and got KILLER thrift finds
• charles bought me the sexy expensive bikini i really wanted

fri June 17

• got breakfast with charles
• ordered a brita pitcher so i don’t have to drink sink water anymore :)
• walked 9k despite not wanting to at all
• tried crumbl again. not worth

sat June 18

• one of my fave tiktokers followed me!?!
• went to the farmers market with dixie and spent wayyy too much
• got bones to make bone broth
• wore a cute long skirt girlie outfit and felt good abt myself

sun June 19

• walked 8k steps without taking a walk or anything! just by being active!
• got a nice late dinner with charles at trappeze. i really luv their fries

mon June 20

• found out my jury duty was canceled
• a lady at goodwill told charles he sounded like garfield. (he didn't think it was funny)

tues June 21

• mushroom lady gave us 10 pounds of mushrooms for FREE so i took some home and made mushroom soup. so comforting
• went to the doctor and got everything i needed and tons of bloodwork. and the copay was only $10 which is amazing
• also got weighed at the doctor and im 158. it really changed how i felt about my body lately and took away the mysticism
• filmed my lil ootw for tiktok. it's fun even if no one notices it
• made a big bundle sale on mercari of stuff ive been wanting to get rid of

wed June 22

• happy birthday katie
• got a facial and i couldn’t stop smiling afterwards!!! my skin felt so good
• talked to mom and it DIDN’T make me want to pull my hair out
• made a vet appt for dixie. it’s going to be expensive but i can’t stop thinking about how grateful i am to have her in my life and how she’s lived such a long and healthy life alongside me so far. she is truly a miracle and i love her more than anything

thurs June 23

• realized our vacation is sooo much sooner than i thought it was. exciting!
• charles picked up my prescription and a brita pitcher for me (there was a $5 promo i wanted but he bought the $35 one instead. im returning it but i adore the effort)
• went to an estate sale with a lot of cool knick knacks. a little sad but gave me some perspective on mortality and material possessions
• got thai food with charles

fri June 24

• walked 9k steps despite my mood!
• discovered one of the perks of gaining weight is finally being able to fit in this skirt ive been holding onto for years that i loved but couldnt fill out
• remembered im ok at makeup when i want to be
• honestly dissatisfied with my recollection of this day but it wasn’t a good one and i have to accept that

sat June 25

• went to a yard sale and got a monstera adansonii for 3!! and a free pair of shoes
• just laid in bed with dixie all day. comfortable and content
• pulled an extreme couponer and got $20 worth of stuff for $2 at cvs
• found old art of samael and other ocs i forgot abt

sun June 26

• work was pleasant and not stressful at all
• got a free bouquet of flowers from r&r secret farm (they did a pop up outside the bakery)
• made a latte art bear on my first try!!!
• pizza and started stranger things with charles

mon June 27

• oops paint at Lowe’s
• got my custom stickers. feels good to hold something i made

tues June 28

• extreme couponing at cvs once again
• puppet boy by devo
• reached 9k steps without trying
• mcdonalds

wed June 29

• woke up early for work then realized im not working today
• finished song of achilles. ive been listening to it for like 6 months
• got my new bikini and it FITS!
• found my apple pencil