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- the dark
- losing my husband
- being injured, particularly my ankles
- other people
- saying or doing something stupid
- the telephone. Everything about it.
- when my doorbell rings.
- when people get angry (whether at me or something else)
- being judged
- the thought that others are disappointed in me
- failing
- succeeding
- losing my house and my possessions
- being the center of attention
- being disregarded
- finding out that the people I admire have faults
- finding out that the people I admire is thought to be really shitty person by a significant number of other people and not knowing what to do
- being trapped in a job that I hate
- other people finding out how insane I really am
- getting pregnant
- having some kind of ailment which means I can no longer have sex
- having to endure pain/suffering for a long period
- being talked to by strangers
- clowns
- letting my arm or leg hand over the edge of the bed
- being kidnapped and having horrible things done to me
- being in a serious car accident and being trapped in the car
- crawling into a small space and not being able to get out again
- having some kind of physical ailment which prevents me from exercising
- prevents me from dancing, errggggg
- driving next to a big truck
- looking back on my life and realising it was boring and I didn't do many of the things I wanted to do
may 10 2015 ∞
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