• the dark
  • losing my husband
  • being injured, particularly my ankles
  • other people
  • saying or doing something stupid
  • the telephone. Everything about it.
  • when my doorbell rings.
  • when people get angry (whether at me or something else)
  • being judged
  • the thought that others are disappointed in me
  • failing
  • succeeding
  • losing my house and my possessions
  • being the center of attention
  • being disregarded
  • finding out that the people I admire have faults
    • finding out that the people I admire is thought to be really shitty person by a significant number of other people and not knowing what to do
  • being trapped in a job that I hate
  • other people finding out how insane I really am
  • getting pregnant
  • having some kind of ailment which means I can no longer have sex
  • having to endure pain/suffering for a long period
  • being talked to by strangers
  • clowns
  • letting my arm or leg hand over the edge of the bed
  • being kidnapped and having horrible things done to me
  • being in a serious car accident and being trapped in the car
  • crawling into a small space and not being able to get out again
  • having some kind of physical ailment which prevents me from exercising
    • prevents me from dancing, errggggg
  • driving next to a big truck
  • looking back on my life and realising it was boring and I didn't do many of the things I wanted to do
may 10 2015 ∞
may 17 2016 +