- shaking with laughter because i wanted to buy a nick bantock book and this seller typoed "the forgetting room" as "the gorgetting ropom"
- reading mia sara's poetry
- searching "5 am" in my twitter archive to find things for this list
- researching medieval polish agricultural techniques while listening to t-pain's 'it's my dog birthday' on repeat
- pushing my bed up against the window so i could drink ice wine and stare out at the snow and feel like the spiral i was in was if nothing else, very aesthetically pleasing
- crying while listening to the arcade fire in the empty common room at a youth group retreat in 2004
- nodding along to 'round here' when he sings round here we stay up very very very very late just like yeah! we do!
- lying down on a pedestrian bridge to smoke a cigarette (no idea why i did this)
- getting emotional about mystic messenger
- getting emotional about van helsing (the character, not the hugh jackman movie)
- getting emotional about hatoful boyfriend
- getting emotional about that van gogh painting of the skeleton smoking a cigarette
- getting emotional about a mouse i made in this picrew that was just too sweet
- getting emotional about that iori miyazawa interview re: the absence of yuri
- listening to bird calls
- listening to mouth dreams
- reading this wikihow
- writing an essay on gregorian chants
- playing fetch with my cat
- hanging out with my dad
- telling him about my frog barbarian i made for a friend's d&d campaign while dad was trying to play xcom
- "it's 5am and my dad just made me watch a video about the phantom time hypothesis and now i'm just yelling at him about wattle and daub walls"
- "it's 5:30 am and i can hear my dad listening to dear baby yoda"
- me: "my team's not good" dad: "oh, wolverhampton?"
- him telling me all about some ncaa athlete while i nod and pretend i know what sport that even is
- being miserably sick and about to go to bed, him insisting i watch 45 minutes of playing for change videos with him, but it was fine bc i fell asleep during the peter gabriel one lmao
- coming up with strategies for winning against victor wembanyama
- fill the team with players so short wemby can't really see what they're doing
- 2-3 basketballs in play at all times
- drafting slenderman
- at his request, helping him pick out little outfits for his pubg avi lmfao
- him explaining darkest dungeon to me
- sorting the founding fathers into vampire the masquerade clans
- trying to sleep on the floor after getting trashed on c's dad's way-too-strong homemade wine while she curled up behind me and mumbled incoherent things about dragon age into my ear
- getting tipsy and looking at the garden of earthly delights and naming various critters, then drunkenly worrying i was participating in the patriarchal christofascist tradition -- established by interpretations of the garden of eden story, no less -- of naming as a means of exerting ownership, all because i decided petey was a good name for a duck reading a book in a 15th century oil painting
- with c, coming up with increasingly elaborate ways to make the fast and furious universe make sense (werewolves, aliens, and psychopomps all involved)
- writing a ttrpg rulebook in one sitting and then forgetting about it
- accidentally staying up all night with my bff when lost was still airing because we were trying to figure out the plot twists. her dad came downstairs for work to find us with a table covered in maps and notes and he shared some of his favorite conspiracy theories with us
- eating a huge cake with a tiny spoon
- complaining about the king james translation of תֹ֙הוּ֙ וָבֹ֔הוּ
- "♫♪ and she says baby
- it's 3 a.m. i must be thinking about gnostic heresies vs. creatio ex nihilo ♪♫"
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