- spontaneous combustion
- hellhounds
- edvard munch's the scream
- vampires
- so i set up a vampire trap, wherein i slept with a mirror directly across from my bed, so if anyone stepped into my room i could immediately see if they had a reflection. except i was also afraid of
- mirrors
- bl**dy m*ry
- literally still will not say it lmfao
- also had a book where kids do a similar little mirror ritual to summon a ghost who tries to kill them and while i cannot remember the book's name, i still remember the ritual chant and how terrified i was to even think it
- that the world was not real
- context: first derealization episode at age eight and it did in fact permanently alter my relationship with reality
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