“That was one of the saddest things about people — their most important thoughts and feelings often went unspoken and barely understood”

• Aug 30, 2014 - I can't handle this pain anymore, I am feeling physical pain now, is just too much for me, all those words, my life is so messed up, I don't know how to be fine again, everything is just so wrong
• Aug 31, 2014 - It has to get better, it can't be always like this, just one bad thing after another, please
• Sep 01, 2014 - I don't understand why life is so sad, everything is being so hard
• Sep 02, 2014 - Life is just so sad, I mean, two years ago everything was so good, and look at me now, I am dead inside, I am waiting for it to get better, I am still waiting
• Sep 03, 2014 - My heart breaks every time I remember how good things were and how distant hapiness is right now, you should apologize for this, not for be a part of my life
• Sep 04, 2014 - It's kind of lonely when you're trying to say something and they don't understand a word you're saying, is like, really lonely
• Sep 05, 2014 - I feel the distance breaking me in tiny little pieces, it needs to get better, it needs to stop, I cannot handle it for much more
• Sep 06, 2014 - It is all too much for me, I can't handle it anymore, my head keeps saying to me I am not gonna be missed
• Sep 07, 2014 - Do not make this like I could forget you too easily, it's not like that at all
• Sep 08, 2014 - I am such an idiot for doing things for people thinking that they would do the same for me
• Sep 09, 2014 - It hurts too bad, I can't do this, I can't
• Sep 10, 2014 - It is getting worse and worse, I don't what I am going to do, my future will be pure shit, now is for sure
• Sep 11, 2014 - I can't live my life like this, this is hell, all these lonely nights crying alone, nobody will ever want to spend their life with me, nobody, I am gonna be like this forever, with this pain forever
• Sep 12, 2014 - I will never trust anybody ever again, I was such an idiot being honest with him this whole time while he was just playing around with me
• Sep 13, 2014 - I don't understand how he could do something like that to me, I really don't
• Sep 14, 2014 - Is so sad that I am spending my life on my bed
• Sep 15, 2014 - I wanted to give him a hug so much, he saw my scars and I needed something nice to happen just for once, he did a nice thing to me, It felt so good
• Sep 16, 2014 - I am always honest about things, this is not fair
• Sep 17, 2014 - Is so stupid how I can't do anything when I am really bad and I am so stupid, my life is so awful, I don't know what to do anymore
• Sep 18, 2014 - I don't understand anything, I am not sure if I still want to understand, he shouldn't have done what he did, is simple, saying things is really easy, the actions is what really matters
• Sep 19, 2014 - I wish I was interest enough to be in a book, I often imagine I am
• Sep 20, 2014 - I thought I could ask you for help no matter what, I will never make that mistake again
• Sep 21, 2014 - So many things can change in only two years, even my parents stop caring about me, the nights are very lonely and very sad, or maybe is just me
• Sep 22, 2014 - I know I can't complain, but I never thought I was so not important to everyone around me
• Sep 23, 2014 - I can my life will never get easier, I feel so dumb for needing someone who doesn't seem to need me at all
• Sep 24, 2014 - Now I am sure you don't need me at all, what a idiot I am for thinking I was something this important to you
• Sep 25, 2014 - My future seems very lonely, maybe I will have to get used to it just like all the other bad things, I am sure there's nothing I can do
• Sep 26, 2014 - Life is not taking much easy with me, spending the whole day with no one to talk to is kind of hard, and you just let life pull us apart
• Sep 27, 2014 - I must be a really bad person, I mean, none of them even likes me, I am just a pain in the ass, I feel like dying
• Sep 28, 2014 - I want to burn my entire leg, I can't do this anymore
• Sep 29, 2014 - I missed the feeling that someone is supporting me
• Sep 30, 2014 - It doesn't matter how much I try to get better, I am not going to try anymore, fuck it
• Oct 01, 2014 - I need help, I can't take this loneliness anymore, I am so tired of crying myself to sleep, things keep getting worse, I am a waste of time and a bad person, maybe that is why I am in so much pain
• Oct 02, 2014 - I can't take this anymore, I need help, but there is no one to help me, the loneliness is killing me and this is not a joke
• Oct 03, 2014 - I am feeling the kind of loneliness I felt before I met him, but worse
• Oct 04, 2014 - I can't forget the things I want to forget and I am tired of waking up thinking about it, I am also tired of being completely left out, I am such a idiot
• Oct 05, 2014 - What a torture it is to be completely with just yourself
• Oct 06, 2014 - Crying doesn't help, my life is so messed up
• Oct 07, 2014 - Everything always goes wrong for me
• Oct 08, 2014 - I have so much to say and I have so much inside of me, it is hurting me really bad
• Oct 09, 2014 - The memories won't go away, I don't know how to treat my sadness and I need a hug
• Oct 10, 2014 - I always knew what you think of me as a person, I was just fooling myself because it was easier
• Oct 11, 2014 - I can't see a future for me, I don't have any strength anymore, nobody needs me, I just don't wanna live anymore, that's all
• Oct 12, 2014 - I am just asking for help, loneliness kills me
• Oct 13, 2014 - You didn't stopped me and you didn't denied none of the thing I said, I am not important to you as you said, and now I am dead inside and I can't stop crying and I can't live this way anymore, you do not even care
• Oct 14, 2014 - There must be something wrong about me that makes nobody loves me enough to care
• Oct 15, 2014 - None of them care, I need someone to talk to or I will get crazy and just give up
• Oct 16, 2014 - I need to scream until I have no voice left anymore, no more pain, no more loneliness, I am so tired, I have nobody to talk to about the shits that I have inside my head, I am going crazy and there's no one here to save me
• Oct 17, 2014 - I don't think I still can be saved somehow
• Oct 18, 2014 - I am feeling so lonely, I don't know what to do
• Oct 19, 2014 - I could just disappear and no one would notice
• Oct 20, 2014 - I keep wondering myself how my life turned out this way, everything is way too fucked up
• Oct 21, 2014 - I am nothing, I've got no one
• Oct 22, 2014 - I wish I was a better peson, maybe this would make people like me, maybe they would care
• Oct 23, 2014 - Please, make it stop, I can't handle this
• Oct 24, 2014 - Loneliness is destroing me in a way I can't do anything but just wait till there's nothing left of me
• Oct 25, 2014 - I will never trust anyone again
• Oct 26, 2014 - I can't take this any longer
• Oct 27, 2014 - Things change so fast, I am broken in so many pieces I can't count anymore
• Oct 28, 2014 - I was such a fool, you were never my friend
• Oct 29, 2014 - What you did ruined me
• Oct 30, 2014 - I know you think I am a dumb stupid girl, you don't need to say it all the time, thank you
• Oct 31, 2014 - I am not important for anyone, that's the problem
• Nov 01, 2014 - I don't know what to do with my life anymore, I don't know how to get better
• Nov 02, 2014 - I am really scared and I've got no one to calm me down
• Nov 03, 2014 - My world is falling apart, I don't know what to do, I am nothing, nobody gives a shit about me, I don't have anywhere to run or anyone to talk to
• Nov 04, 2014 - I give up
• Nov 05, 2014 - My insides are rotting
• Nov 06, 2014 - I am just another broken promisse for you, now that you don't need me, you don't need to deal with me, you never loved me, that's the true, I've never been so broken before and it's because you're not with me anymore, I just wanted you to be there for me, you didn't, you don't care and I wish I was cold as snow, but I do care about you and I miss my friend, I feel like I am dead inside and it's because I don't have you anymore, I thought you would be with me forever, but promisse is nothing to you, you already proved it
• Nov 07, 2014 - There's nothing I can do to avoid loneliness, it is destroying me
• Nov 08, 2014 - Please, come back, please, talk to me
• Nov 09, 2014 - I am nothing, I get it, looks like my body hates me too, I am not able to do anything right now and this agony is killing me
• Nov 10, 2014 - I am not pretty, smart or good enough, I know, thank you for the reminder; I keep thinking and you never fought for me
• Nov 11, 2014 - I can't believe I am getting sad for this, seriously, I am so dumb
• Nov 12, 2014 - Is so sad how much a need a friend to talk about the sadness I have inside of me or just stay with for a bit, I just needed someone to stay
• Nov 13, 2014 - What a replaceable piece of shit I am
• Nov 14, 2014 - If I am immature for caring about you, you should be immature too and care about me, just a little, you know; you think you're so mature when actually you are not, but I will stay quite, you don't want me in your life, so I won't be in your life
• Nov 15, 2014 - There's no way to describe how dumb I am for missing or caring about someone who doesn't give a shit about me
• Nov 16, 2014 - I hate the way I lost control and the way I want to punch my face and cut every part of my worthless body
• Nov 17, 2014 - I don't mean anything to anyone, I never did, I am just kind of here, nobody cares
• Nov 18, 2014 - I am not okay and nobody cares enough to notice, she saw the cuts and I realised I am fucked up because I didn't care at all
• Nov 19, 2014 - I miss having someone to talk to, that feeling that you're important, having someone by your side, my mind is not a very good company
• Nov 20, 2014 - I can't distract myself, the sadness is everywhere
• Nov 21, 2014 - I don't know what happiness feels like anymore
• Nov 22, 2014 - The more I think, the more I am sure I am not important to anyone
• Nov 23, 2014 - Sadness is everywhere I look, memories won't go away either
• Nov 24, 2014 - Don't you dare say something you know nothing about
• Nov 25, 2014 - I could die right now and no one would notice
• Nov 26, 2014 - I am such a idiot for stop living my life for someone who just used me, but I just can't, I wasn't lying
• Nov 27, 2014 - I need to learn how to remember without getting really sad
• Nov 28, 2014 - The sadness around me is so heavy, I don't know how to carry it
• Nov 29, 2014 - I am not going to spend my time with the ones who doesn't care about me, I wasted a lot of my time already
• Nov 30, 2014 - What a big loser I am, everybody already noticed that I stay in bed all day and that I am always sad
• Dec 01, 2014 - I wanted to be strong or not care at all about anyone, I am dying here and the person is not even sad, wow
• Dec 02, 2014 - I need to love myself, I know that, I just don't know how, and, apparently, no one knows, I guess I am not easy to love
• Dec 03, 2014 - I think about you all the time and I know you don't think about me at all
• Dec 04, 2014 - I am not dead, but I am not living too, I don't know how to get better
• Dec 05, 2014 - Is not easy to forget those who are important to me, my mind just don't let me think about something else
• Dec 06, 2014 - Is like you're following me everywhere I go, the songs, the places, I see you everywhere
• Dec 07, 2014 - I don't feel like eating, I can't sleep and I can't stop thinking
• Dec 08, 2014 - I have this sadness and I can't forget it is here with me
• Dec 09, 2014 - I need to forget just like you did
• Dec 10, 2014 - I don't know how to live, I am trying really hard, but it's not working, giving up is so much easier
• Dec 11, 2014 - No matter how hard I try, I always end up really sad and thinking about the same thing, the things is I really believed I was important, but I was just a game
• Dec 12, 2014 - Is hard waking up already thinking about the things that make me sad, I am feeling a terrible loneliness, and I can't stop thinking how much of a worthless person I am, nobody loved me enough to stay
• Dec 13, 2014 - If is better for you, I will leave you alone, you can be happy, I know you are
• Dec 14, 2014 - Missing someone all the time hurts so badly, I can almost feel my heart getting heavier
• Dec 15, 2014 - It hurts so much to remember, I don't know what to do to be happy again, it seems impossible
• Dec 16, 2014 - I will never be normal, my scars wil never fade
• Dec 17, 2014 - I don't think I will ever understand this, my days are just wasted hours since that
• Dec 18, 2014 - I can't runaway from missing you no matter how much I try and crying just doesn't help
• Dec 19, 2014 - I am trying so hard, there's a hole in my heart, it hurts to breathe, I don't know for how long I will be able to handle this, I am so lonely and so sad, crying doesn't help at all, the memories are always on my mind
• Dec 20, 2014 - I can't take you out of mind, I can't stop thinking about it all, I can't understand, I just can't
• Dec 21, 2014 - I feel like dying when I am too anxious and everything makes me think of you
• Dec 22, 2014 - Maybe that's why nobody likes me, I am too ugly
• Dec 23, 2014 - I am still thinking about you and how you are
• Dec 24, 2014 - Is good to be around you
• Dec 25, 2014 - Being shy is so hard right now
• Dec 26, 2014 - Is surreal what I am feeling about him
• Dec 27, 2014 - Friends is such a good tv show
• Dec 28, 2014 - His arms around me made me smile a lot
• Dec 29, 2014 - The sadness came back, everything here is so quite now
• Dec 30, 2014 - I am such a mess, nobody misses me, that's really sad
• Dec 31, 2014 - I should be there, I can't believe I am here, seriously
• Jan 01, 2015 - I am so sad and I don't know what to do to distract myself
• Jan 02, 2015 - My heart is so heavy right now and I don't know how to handle this, nobody misses me, is like I was never there
• Jan 03, 2015 - Having nobody to talk to is really hard and sad
• Jan 04, 2015 - I don't get what you are doing, seriously
• Jan 05, 2015 - No one cares about me, I don't know how to be good, I am such a mess
• Jan 06, 2015 - Is terrible when your mind is your only company
• Jan 07, 2015 - I am so paranoid about everything
• Jan 08, 2015 - Is not good how my mind works, is not easy
• Jan 09, 2015 - The sadness never goes away, I don't know how to ignore it, how to be just fine
• Jan 10, 2015 - Those words made very sad
• Jan 11, 2015 - My heart is just so heavy right now, things went so wrong
• Jan 12, 2015 - I am so sad and I don't know how to take this out of me
• Jan 13, 2015 - There is sadness all over me
• Jan 14, 2015 - I feel so wrong in every single way
• Jan 15, 2015 - I can't believe I am starting to get insecure about my body
• Jan 16, 2015 - I feel like giving up everything, there is just too much sadness, I can't handle it
• Jan 17, 2015 - I am feeling really ugly and this is so sad
• Jan 18, 2015 - Is just so hard to do anything in days like these
• Jan 19, 2015 - All of these memories still hurts me sometimes
• Jan 20, 2015 - I guess you are doing really fine without me
• Jan 21, 2015 - Well, I guess the memories will never fade, I guess I will hate myself forever, I guess I will never feel loved or good enough, I guess I am really nothing to anyone
• Jan 22, 2015 - Is so sad to realize how I am not close to anyone at all
• Jan 23, 2015 - It is hurting me and I know you are just fine
• Jan 24, 2015 - No matter how hard I try, I am always going to end up sad
• Jan 25, 2015 - I pushed all my friends away and I see myself as a awful person
• Jan 26, 2015 - I don't know how to like myself
• Jan 27, 2015 - I make no difference, I don't know what I am doing with my life, is like I don't even exist
• Jan 28, 2015 - I don't even have self steem anymore
• Jan 29, 2015 - I just don't feel welcome anywhere, is like nobody likes me and I am always in the way of everyone, I don't feel loved at all
• Jan 30, 2015 - I don't know how long I will be able to handle this
• Jan 31, 2015 - I need to stop feeling like this, I hate myself so much, is not health, I don't know what to do, but I always feel like nobody likes me, I can't find one thing I like about myself
• Fev 01, 2015 - I pushed all my friends away and now I don't have company anymore
• Fev 02, 2015 - Is getting really bad again
• Fev 03, 2015 - Nobody cares, nobody, I don't how to be okay, I don't know how to love myself, I still miss you
• Fev 04, 2015 - I am such an idiot, I shouldn't care at all, I shouldn't miss him
• Fev 05, 2015 - This sadness is too much to handle
• Fev 06, 2015 - I love rainy days so much
• Fev 07, 2015 - I don't know what to do to make this sadness go away
• Fev 08, 2015 - I keep thinking about you when you don't even remember I exist
• Fev 09, 2015 - A hug would be good right now
• Fev 10, 2015 - I have no one to talk to, is just so sad
• Fev 11, 2015 - I don't know how to forget you
• Fev 12, 2015 - Is so strange when people doesn't care at all about you
• Fev 13, 2015 - My head makes everything so ugly and so hard
• Fev 14, 2015 - It felt lonely to travel alone this time
• Fev 15, 2015 - He confuses me sometimes, really
• Fev 16, 2015 - I am such a silly girl for thinking someone actually liked me
• Fev 17, 2015 - Walking feels so good here
• Fev 18, 2015 - I need to stop being so quiet
• Fev 19, 2015 - I keep thinking about you and I don't know how to stop
• Fev 20, 2015 - It would be so nice if ai could live here for awhile
• Fev 21, 2015 - I need to stop getting sad everytime he doesn't show he likes me
• Fev 22, 2015 - Nobody wants me here, I am so stupid
• Fev 23, 2015 - If you don't care, then I don't care too
• Fev 24, 2015 - I love you, but I can't keep fighting alone on this anymore
• Fev 25, 2015 - I am such an idiot for thinking you could change
• Fev 26, 2015 - By your lie I know how I mean nothing at all to you
• Fev 27, 2015 - I have got no one to count on, only myself
• Fev 28, 2015 - I just miss you so much, I can't stop remembering of everything, all those good days... now everything is so messed up, we don't have each other anymore, at least I don't have you
• Mar 01, 2015 - Well, I am not important at all
• Mar 02, 2015 - I am glad I wasn't dumb enough to believe in you again
• Mar 03, 2015 - Reading the whole day is just so good
• Mar 04, 2015 - I really don't what happened, I didn't mean to hurt you or anything, I kind of miss you
• Mar 05, 2015 - I just remembered the times you drunk texted me and now I am so depressed
• Mar 06, 2015 - I would love to know why nobody ever loved me
• Mar 07, 2015 - I don't know how to control my anxiety
• Mar 08, 2015 - I miss you so much, it is killing me
• Mar 09, 2015 - The suicide thoughts are back again, is just so hard to do anything right now
• Mar 10, 2015 - I don't know how to stop thinking about you
• Mar 11, 2015 - I am so empty, there is not much left of me anymore
• Mar 12, 2015 - You never loved me at all, I was so dumb for thinking someone could actually love me, I don't have anyone to talk to, no one cares if I am okay or not
• Mar 13, 2015 - I just needed a friend I could talk about my sadness
• Mar 14, 2015 - Nobody cares about me
• Mar 15, 2015 - I just feel so empty, the sadness is taking control
• Mar 16, 2015 - It is always so lonely not having someone to talk to, not knowning if there is anyone who love me or cares about me
• Mar 17, 2015 - I keep remembering when all I want to do is forget
• Mar 18, 2015 - I am going to find a way to work on what I really enjoy
• Mar 19, 2015 - Having no one to talk to is just so sad
• Mar 20, 2015 - You never did love me, if you did you wouldn't leave me like this, you just didn't want to be alone
• Mar 21, 2015 - I don't know how to forget everything or just ignore it
• Mar 22, 2015 - I feel so empty, I miss how I used to be
• Mar 23, 2015 - I am nothing, I get it
• Mar 24, 2015 - I hope it was worth it, I hope you are happy
• Mar 25, 2015 - Nothing is ever good anymore, I am always too sad to do anything
• Mar 26, 2015 - I don't know what to do, it hurts so bad, I just want to die, I don't know what to do anymore
• Mar 27, 2015 - I am so stupid for being sad over you while you don't even care
• Mar 28, 2015 - I am so stressed, I don't want to talk
• Mar 29, 2015 - Everything goes wrong, I am so tired of trying
• Mar 30, 2015 - I just feel so unloved
• Mar 31, 2015 - I never meant a thing to you
• Apr 01, 2015 - I don't know how to control my angry, I am stressed all the time
• Apr 02, 2015 - There is no one I can talk to, I miss those nights where I had someone
• Apr 03, 2015 - I can't forget this date and what it represents, I did everything I could to make sure you were happy, I always put your happiness before mine and I know you are going to realise what you lost and all the things I did for you, I always thought that you left because I wasn't enough, but I know I didn't do anything wrong, I am not the wrong here, I am okay, nobody ever is going to love you the way I do, nobody ever is going to do the things I did for you, I never thought about how things was going to hurt me, I was just worried about what would make you happy, that was my only mistake, I will never stop loving you, never, I am trying really hard to just move on the same way you did, but I guess I never will, this is something I will have to live with
• Apr 04, 2015 - I feel this pain in my heart and it's so real
• Apr 05, 2015 - I am not important to anyone, not a single person, I am feeling really suicidal these days
• Apr 06, 2015 - I don't know what to do with my life anymore, it's not getting better, it's getting worse, I can't stop missing him, I miss who I used to be, I miss having someone to talk to, I miss feeling important to someone, I miss laughing about stupid jokes
• Apr 07, 2015 - Loving myself is just so hard
• Apr 08, 2015 - It wouldn't make a difference if I just disappeared
• Apr 09, 2015 - I just want to die
• Apr 10, 2015 - I keep thinking about someone who doesn't even remember I exist at all, I am such an idiot for loving for real
• Apr 11, 2015 - This will never stop, I won't forget, I just can't
• Apr 12, 2015 - I feel so not important all the time, I don't know what to do to make people miss me, nobody even cares, I want to disappear
• Apr 13, 2015 - I don't even remember how it is to feel special for someone
• Apr 14, 2015 - Doing something I don't like is awful, but I don't know how to stop
• Apr 15, 2015 - I have no idea what I am going to do with my life, but I have to do something that I like and that is not it
• Apr 16, 2015 - Why doesn't he likes me? What is so wrong with me nobody is able to love me? Why I am not important at all to anyone? Why? I just don't understand
• Apr 17, 2015 - It hurts so much, it is hard to breath, I can't take this for any longer
• Apr 18, 2015 - Getting drunk was actually fun, my thoughts stopped for a moment
• Apr 19, 2015 - It's funny how I can't let anyone touch me
• Apr 20, 2015 - Well, at least someone is happy
• Apr 21, 2015 - I will never forget you, the memories won't fade, I am so stupid
• Apr 22, 2015 - I can't let anyone get closer, I just can't, I always push them away, everything is just so little, I can't feel that conection with anyone anymore, I don't know how to make friends, and the friends I have is not really friends, it's so lonely
• Apr 23, 2015 - It looks like the sadness will never get out off of me
• Apr 24, 2015 - I need to find a way to love myself
• Apr 25, 2015 - I am sleeping more every day, I don't want to leave the bed anymore
• Apr 26, 2015 - The loneliness is eating me alive
• Apr 27, 2015 - I am so dumb for loving you after all this shit you've done to me
• Apr 28, 2015 - You never loved me at all and I don't know when it will stop hurting me
• Apr 29, 2015 - I don't know what is like to get happy about something in so long, evertyhing is just so sad inside my head, I don't know what I am going to do with my life, I really wanna quit college and do photography or something like that, I just don't know how to do it, is so wrong doing something I don't enjoy at all
• Apr 30, 2015 - I keep thinking and thinking, it doesn't make any good to my head
• May 01, 2015 - I think I am just protecting myself from feelings
• May 02, 2015 - I am not sure about how I am feeling, but I am not okay
• May 03, 2015 - I am so lost, I don't know what to do with my life
• May 04, 2015 - I feel so lonely, I don't even how it is to feel loved at all
• May 05, 2015 - I don't even know why I am crying like this
• May 06, 2015 - Loving myself would make everything better, but I just can't
• May 07, 2015 - I don't have any joy in doing anything anymore, I just feel like staying in bed the whole time everyday
• May 08, 2015 - You're the one losing something if you don't love me back
• May 09, 2015 - Watching series all day long is actually a good thing
• May 10, 2015 - The sound of rain is so calming
• May 11, 2015 - I still don't know how to love myself
• May 12, 2015 - It feels so good those cold days
• May 13, 2015 - I am really sensitive, actually, the way people talk to me matters a lot
• May 14, 2015 - Getting so anxious is so emotionally exhausting
• May 15, 2015 - He is such a cutie, I really want to kiss him for awhile and say cute things and be a couple, just date me already please, the worse of it all is that I don't even know him
• May 16, 2015 - I miss having a friend
• May 17, 2015 - I need a friend to be there for me, is just so hard to be on my own
• May 18, 2015 - Being busy sometimes helps me, this is the only way I can stop thinking about the usual
• May 19, 2015 - I am really lonely and that is kind of sad in some way
• May 20, 2015 - I really wanted to know what I am to certain people and how often they think of me
• __ May 21, 2015 -__ He sould've been jealous about that, come on
• May 22, 2015 - Life is actually so sad
• May 23, 2015 - Love is a funny thing, it never fades away, it's always there
• May 24, 2015 - Well, I am never not going to think of you and that's okay by me
• May 25, 2015 - I feel so good making cute things
• May 26, 2015 - It's funny how nobody misses me
• May 27, 2015 - I was so dumb trying to make everything alright when I was the only one who actually cared
• May 28, 2015 - I don't let those thing hurt me anymore, it took me a long time to realise that I was not the wrong one, but I finally did
• May 29, 2015 - I just don't know how to make new friends
• May 30, 2015 - I am kind of silly when it comes to some persons
• May 31, 2015 - It sucks so much the fact that my life is not a teenage movie
• Jun 01, 2015 - I really think I was born to be alone, and also I am really ugly and nobody wants to be around me, I feel so stupid, he would never want me
• Jun 02, 2015 - I hate feeling this anxious, I never know what to do
• Jun 03, 2015 - I was so nervous, but I did it anyway
• Jun 04, 2015 - I feel like nobody sees me the way I really am
• Jun 05, 2015 - It was actually a good day, I didn't felt bad at all, except for that thing in my eye
• Jun 06, 2015 - Being at home watching tv shows and reading good books is one of the best things on earth, but I really need to get drunk and dance a lot with my friends
• Jun 07, 2015 - Sometimes anxiety gets worse and I don't even know why
• Jun 08, 2015 - I am finally talking to my friends more often and that's really good
• Jun 09, 2015 - My life is falling apart once again and I am just done trying, it will never get better
• Jun 10, 2015 - I feel like life is always pushing me to the sad part, is like I can't be happy for a moment cause something awful is going to happen next
• Jun 11, 2015 - I don't feel like going anywhere, I just wanted to stay home for a couple days
• Jun 12, 2015 - I do not feel special at all
• Jun 13, 2015 - I need to get drunk more often
• Jun 14, 2015 - I wonder when my life will stop to suck this much, I don't know how to make this right for myself and be happy without anything goint wrong, I am always the one left behing, I always help everyone, but there's no one here to help me
• Jun 15, 2015 - I love to walk at night, maybe I like to fell in danger
• Jun 16, 2015 - I don't even remember how it feels to be special to someone
• Jun 17, 2015 - I am always thinking of you, I don't know how to forget you
• Jun 18, 2015 - I am so paranoid, I don't how not to panic about everything
• Jun 19, 2015 - I hate the way I look, I feel so ugly
• Jun 20, 2015 - I don't know how to forget, I need to forget
• Jun 21, 2015 - I wish I was a criative person, I really do
• Jun 22, 2015 - I am so tired, so tired
• Jun 23, 2015 - I don't understand why everything is just so hard
• Jun 24, 2015 - I just don't feel important, no one needs me
• Jun 25, 2015 - I need some time to focus on myself and on the things I can do to get better, I need some quite time, but not much
• Jun 26, 2015 - I feel so invisible, it's like I am not present, I don't even know how to explain, I was with such a good mood, but then sadness came again
• Jun 27, 2015 - Sleeping late makes me feel so tired
• Jun 28, 2015 - I miss him, I miss so many things
• Jun 29, 2015 - This sadness inside of me will never fade, it's like there's something missing, like I am not complete, he is missing from me
• Jun 30, 2015 - I need some quiet time, I can't with so many things to do
• Jul 01, 2015 - I don't know what to do, future seems so cruel
• Jul 02, 2015 - I miss you with all the madness in my soul
• Jul 03, 2015 - I feel like I am invisble, no one even cares about me, I am so tired of not having anyone to hang around with me, I just wanted company
• Jul 04, 2015 - I didn't punched myself in so long, what a sad thing do it again
• Jul 05, 2015 - I don't know how you could do all those things without feeling bad about it
• Jul 06, 2015 - Things change so much, two years ago you were sending me letters, now you don't even remember I exist
• Jul 07, 2015 - I am so stupid, I try to be funny and special, but no one likes it, I am just a big idiot
• Jul 08, 2015 - I am really tired, really lonely and really stupid for thinking I could be a person that is important to someone
• Jul 09, 2015 - I seriously need a break
• Jul 10, 2015 - So I am the devil for hating the guy who agressed me, cool...
• Jul 11, 2015 - I have lots of ideas, I really wish I was a poetic person
• Jul 12, 2015 - I need to be les critical about the times I do
• Jul 13, 2015 - Having a fun day once in awhile is actually good
• Jul 14, 2015 - My head always does it, always makes me hate my body and myself
• Jul 15, 2015 - It's such a awful feeling at night when you don't know what to do and feel a horrible person
• Jul 16, 2015 - Well, I am doing my best to stay fine
• Jul 17, 2015 - Sometimes I feel this huge sadness and I can do is cry and wait till it gets better
• Jul 18, 2015 - Sometimes I think anxiety is going to kill me
• Jul 19, 2015 - The past is just so heavy
• Jul 20, 2015 - I can finally move on now that I understand everything
• Jul 21, 2015 - I finally will have time for myself, I was so tired, and also the world is really messed up
• Jul 22, 2015 - My mind wastes so much time trying to find another thing to hate about myself
• Jul 23, 2015 - Stephen is, like, the best person alive, he is a fucking genious and I love him and his books so much
• Jul 24, 2015 - I hope mom knows I am always here for her
• Jul 25, 2015 - Is just so fun to watch good tv shows the whole day without seeing yourself as a loser, even tho I now I am a bit of a loser
• Jul 26, 2015 - I can't have a good day without things going complete wrong after it
• Jul 27, 2015 - I seriously need to make new friends, the ones I have are not even my friends for real
• Jul 28, 2015 - Well, it doesn't hurts me the way it used to anymore
• Jul 29, 2015 - I seriously need to travel again, I can't stay at the same city for so long
• Jul 30, 2015 - Sometimes I feel like no one would care if I just dissapeared
• Jul 31, 2015 - I wish I could make the ones I love happy
• Aug 01, 2015 - I have no friends to talk to when I feel sad and lonely
• Aug 02, 2015 - I fucking hate my allergy
• Aug 03, 2015 - Those good looking boys made me miss feeling wanted
• Aug 04, 2015 - I am such a loser
• Aug 05, 2015 - I wanna go home, I am not feeling welcome here
• Aug 06, 2015 - I really like old house, I kept daydreaming about us living together, but I know this is just me being a fool
• Aug 07, 2015 - Reading is actually the best thing ever
• Aug 08, 2015 - Well done, I got your message
• Aug 09, 2015 - I thought things would be a little different, I still don't know what happened
• Aug 10, 2015 - I am finally home
• Aug 11, 2015 - I was reading this list and I can't believe how much I suffered over someone, it's insane
• Aug 12, 2015 - I seriously need to be calm
• Aug 13, 2015 - I am tyring to stay positive, is not that easy
• Aug 14, 2015 - Is funny to see how my friends doesn't miss me at all
• Aug 15, 2015 - It's weird and a bit sad the fact that I spend days and weeks without talking to my friends
• Aug 16, 2015 - It would be nice to have a friend to talk to everyday, I feel kinda lonely when I realise none of my friends misses me
• Aug 17, 2015 - Now I am actually doing things to get better and it feels good
• Aug 18, 2015 - I know what to do, but I don't know if I have the corage to do so
• Aug 19, 2015 - I don't believe a word you say
• Aug 20, 2015 - I don't feel good around my friends as much as I used to
• Aug 21, 2015 - I just keep missing the people who clearly didn't care about me
• Aug 22, 2015 - It felt so good listening to music on the ground, I didn't felt alone, but then, at night, I got sober and started to miss so many people, I wish I could talk to them, but I just can't
• Aug 23, 2015 - Cats are just so cute, I can't stay mad for too long with them sleeping right next to me
• Aug 24, 2015 - I know exactly what to do with my life, but I don't know how to stop being afraid and actually start doing it, I really need some advice, but I don't have any friend to do so
• Aug 25, 2015 - All this effort I make to be okay makes me feel really tired, sometimes I really think about giving up
• Aug 26, 2015 - Is funny how things never works out for me, but I am learning how to deal with it now, I actually felt kinda shitty when I remembered that he didn't love me at all, but it didn't last much
• Aug 27, 2015 - I know exactly what to do, but I feel so insecure, everything will be different and I don't know how to deal with it
• Aug 28, 2015 - Is so hard to go out of my confort zone, I am pushing myself away from my dreams and it is very hard to stop, but I am doing this, even if it is hard, I am doing this, I am changing
• Aug 29, 2015 - I get really anxious when my mom doesn't answer my calls
• Aug 30, 2015 - Is really hard for me to just relax and let this happen