“That was one of the saddest things about people — their most important thoughts and feelings often went unspoken and barely understood”

• I.
• Aug 31, 2015 ▸ I spend so much time trying to take a good picture, but I end up hating everything, I never like what I do, is kinda sad
  • II.
• Sep 01, 2015 ▸ Remembering him and how happy I was almost makes me sad again
• Sep 02, 2015 ▸ I never know when a guy is being serious or just making a joke, ugh
• Sep 03, 2015 ▸ I am just so tired of my life, of things never going right
• Sep 04, 2015 ▸ I feel so fragile when it comes to certain things
• Sep 05, 2015 ▸ I really don't know what I am going to do about my future
• Sep 06, 2015 ▸ Funny how I always get sad and don't know the reason
• Sep 07, 2015 ▸ I get so inspired at nigth
• Sep 08, 2015 ▸ I feel really anxious about my future
• Sep 09, 2015 ▸ I am trying to lose my mind with so many compulsive thoughts, but is so hard
• Sep 10, 2015 ▸ I can't believe I did it
• Sep 11, 2015 ▸ I don't know how to stop being so anxious about my future
• Sep 12, 2015 ▸ The look in the eye he gave me was so great I couldn't feel my legs, I just can't believe he have a girlfriend, why was he looking at me like that? I just can't, he was rght there in front of me and I couldn't kiss him
• Sep 13, 2015 ▸ Apparently, I only fall in love with guys who doens't give a shit about me
• Sep 14, 2015 ▸ Anxiety is honestly the worst thing ever, I feel like dying today
• Sep 15, 2015 ▸ Well, having a good self steem is something really hard and you have a face like mine
• Sep 16, 2015 ▸ I hate everything I do, is so frustrating | I feel this weird thing inside of me, is like there's something that wants to get out, so I need to write or paint, or do some kind of art, cause if I don't, is like I am going crazy
• Sep 17, 2015 ▸ It's insane how everyone says my eyes shine when I talk about gabriel, I miss him so much I feel I am suffocating, is always a torture watch something with evan peters, destiny is so evil
• Sep 18, 2015 ▸ It felt like I was living again for a moment, but then it all was the same again, how ironic life is?
• Sep 19, 2015 ▸ I feel like there's a part of me missing, I can't breath
• Sep 20, 2015 ▸ Is just so sad being away from the ones you love
• Sep 21, 2015 ▸ Basically, nothing has changed
• Sep 22, 2015 ▸ I am super super dumb for still expecting something
• Sep 23, 2015 ▸ He makes me feel like I am nothing, why do I still care about him anyway?
• Sep 24, 2015 ▸ I don't even know why I am waiting for him to say something, he doesn't care at all about not hearing a word from me anymore
• Sep 25, 2015 ▸ I am never going to let you in again, never
• Sep 26, 2015 ▸ Finally could tell someone the whole story without presure
• Sep 27, 2015 ▸ It kills so much the fact that you don't fight for me, I MISS HIM SO MUCH and he doesn't even love me, I am nothing to him, nothing but the past, I CAN'T KEEP FEELING THIS
• Sep 28, 2015 ▸ I can't believe I let someone hurt me this much again
• Sep 29, 2015 ▸ It's just so crazy how things start so similar
• Sep 30, 2015 ▸ Look at this, there was nothing so special about that at all, I understand him now
  • III.
• Oct 01, 2015 ▸ I never thought I would feel this way again
• Oct 02, 2015 ▸ I wish I didn't care about it
• Oct 03, 2015 ▸ My head really likes stuff that will hurt me on the future
• Oct 04, 2015 ▸ I miss feeling loved
• Oct 05, 2015 ▸ Sometimes it`s hard to have a health self steem
• Oct 06, 2015 ▸ I wish things were simple just for once
• Oct 07, 2015 ▸ I need to learn how to say the things I want to say without being nervous about it, I need to start saying eveything I want, I just don't know how to do it
• Oct 08, 2015 ▸ It's so nice when I met someone who's kind with strangers, I feel really great and kind of happy knowing those people actually exist
• Oct 09, 2015 ▸ Sometimes I really wonder how people fell about me
• Oct 10, 2015 ▸ I just can't believe my mom wants me to be friends with someone who physically agressed me
• Oct 11, 2015 ▸ I don't know how I am feeling, I think I am not feeling much and I don't know if this is a good or bad thing
• Oct 12, 2015 ▸ I miss feeling loved, I am not saying I am not loved, I just don't feel it and miss feeling it
• Oct 13, 2015 ▸ I was remembering all the good things, but then the bad memories started to come and I couldn't do anything to stop it, turns out, there's much more bad memories than the good ones and it breaks my heart
• Oct 14, 2015 ▸ People are such idiots, boys actually
• Oct 15, 2015 ▸ I don't want to be an adult anymore
• Oct 16, 2015 ▸ I am really a pain in the ass
• Oct 17, 2015 ▸ Looks like I kinda have a best friend
• Oct 18, 2015 ▸ I am so tired of people leaving me, I just can't anymore
• Oct 19, 2015 ▸ I don't know how to stop missing people who are not in my life anymore
• Oct 20, 2015 ▸ Is good to see that there's no emotions involved anymore
• Oct 21, 2015 ▸ Is there any honest boy in this world? They're such cunts... When will I forget you? I can't stand feeling like this for any longer
• Oct 22, 2015 ▸ I feel so stupid for caring about such a stupid person like him
• Oct 23, 2015 ▸ I just keep caring about people, I don't know when I became the person who cares
• Oct 24, 2015 ▸ The last time I did this exam I was so broken and now everything is so different, I am so different
• Oct 25, 2015 ▸ I don't realy understand how I am feeling these days
• Oct 26, 2015 ▸ I am really not feeling like eating lately
• Oct 27, 2015 ▸ I am still trying to figure out how I feel about him, but I just don't know, I know he is important, I think that is all that matters, tbh
• Oct 28, 2015 ▸ I saw this girl with her arms full os cuts and I remembered how it felt to be sixteen and lost again, I feel so sorry that I didn't say anything, but I was so scared of making things worse
• Oct 29, 2015 ▸ I sitll miss those times
• Oct 30, 2015 ▸ I feel really scared when I stop to think about how world's today, woman and homossexuals are afraid of getting out of their house because someone might kill them for no reason at all I just feel so bad about it
• Oct 31, 2015 ▸ I feel really tired and I don't want to go anywhere
  • IV.
• Nov 01, 2015 ▸ My mind keeps telling me how anyone wants me around
• Nov 02, 2015 ▸ I don't miss him anymore
• Nov 03, 2015 ▸ Is good not having free time to overthink
• Nov 04, 2015 ▸ I guess I don't need to tell you I don't belive you at all
• Nov 05, 2015 ▸ Is funny how some people fuck you up completely and expect you to be fine with that, they just expect you to run after them forever, I am really sorry, but you're not going to make me a fool forever
• Nov 06, 2015 ▸ I still think about starting talking to them again, for some reason
• Nov 07, 2015 ▸ I have this huge fear that everyone I know will stop talking to me, I fucking hate that
• Nov 08, 2015 ▸ I have no doubts I love him, I really do, but I don't know what kind of love I feel anymore | I don't understand how people can be such liars to each others
• Nov 09, 2015 ▸ I am not that anxious for my body react like this, I am not understanding
• Nov 10, 2015 ▸ At least the pain on my body left
• Nov 11, 2015 ▸ I don't know how I am feeling lately
• Nov 12, 2015 ▸ Dealing with people is just too hard
• Nov 13, 2015 ▸ Is hard to know how I feel sometimes
• Nov 14, 2015 ▸ I am having a really hard time at having a good self steem
• Nov 15, 2015 ▸ I need to find a way to love myself, my self steem is fading away really fast again
• Nov 16, 2015 ▸ I really don't know how to pretend I like people I can't stand
• Nov 17, 2015 ▸ My body keeps telling me I am anxious, but I don't really know | I miss it too
• Nov 18, 2015 ▸ Doesn't hurt to talk about us anymore
• Nov 19, 2015 ▸ I didn't saw time passing by
• Nov 20, 2015 ▸ Meeting new people is fun and I can't believe I am saying this right now
• Nov 21, 2015 ▸ I just want to sleep the whole day
• Nov 22, 2015 ▸ I need to work on my self steem again
• Nov 23, 2015 ▸ I don't know if I am making any progress on being a better person, but I know I need to love myself
• Nov 24, 2015 ▸ I am feeling kinda lost, I don't know
• Nov 25, 2015 ▸ I really wanted to know what people think about me
• Nov 26, 2015 ▸ Fighting everyday for the sadness not come is exhausting, but so much better than the sadness itself
• Nov 27, 2015 ▸ I am not feeling very good today
• Nov 28, 2015 ▸ I guess the quote "we accept the love we think we deserve" never made more sense than now
• Nov 29, 2015 ▸ I really like the bad guys, I am such an idiot
• Nov 30, 2015 ▸ I want to use cocaine just to know how it feels like again
  • V.
• Dec 01, 2015 ▸ I need to find a way to be free of all this negativity, I am take a few steps back and it needs to stop
• Dec 02, 2015 ▸ My self steem is in a dangerous place and I am starting to stop eating like I used to, I have to stop, I can't go back to that self destruction way again
• Dec 03, 2015 ▸ I really need some time for myself
• Dec 04, 2015 ▸ I am getting depressed again and I don't know what to do
• Dec 05, 2015 ▸ The emptiness is gone for a bit
• Dec 06, 2015 ▸ I couldn't feel my legs, somebody explain this to me
• Dec 07, 2015 ▸ My self destruction thoughts are coming back, I am getting worse and I am not gonna let this happen
• Dec 08, 2015 ▸ I am so tired and so scared about my future
• Dec 09, 2015 ▸ I am in a autopilot kind of humor
• Dec 10, 2015 ▸ I feel so so so tired
• Dec 11, 2015 ▸ Reading something from your favorite writter is just like being in heaven
• Dec 12, 2015 ▸ I feel lonely, numb and I want to die all at the same time
• Dec 13, 2015 ▸ The way we connect never change
• Dec 14, 2015 ▸ I feel empty and that's all
• Dec 15, 2015 ▸ It's getting harder for me to feel excited about something these days, but things are okay
• Dec 16, 2015 ▸ I really don't know what's going on on my mind
• Dec 17, 2015 ▸ I am feeling kinda lost these days
• Dec 18, 2015 ▸ I still don't know how I am feeling about things, but my friends make my day a little more easy
• Dec 19, 2015 ▸ Feeling empty is becoming a daily thing
• Dec 20, 2015 ▸ I don't feel like kissing someone and I don't know why
• Dec 21, 2015 ▸ Things can't stay good, I am so tired of getting kicked by life
• Dec 22, 2015 ▸ I am not okay these days, I think
• Dec 23, 2015 ▸ I am getting depressed again
• Dec 24, 2015 ▸ I thought this whole time that he was the one that loved me more and I couldn't be more wrong, it was always her, now we just can love each other in silence because I am too afraid of start a conversation and not being welcome... I guess I will just have to wait, but if she ever read this: please, come and talk to me, it's okay
• Dec 25, 2015 ▸ When did life became so complicated and sad like this?
• Dec 26, 2015 ▸ I feel like a horrible human being and I am really heavy from all this sadness
• Dec 27, 2015 ▸ I am feeling all the sadness on my shoulders again, my mom's sad looks is killing me, but I still don't feel like talking, life is too ironic e too sad sometimes
• Dec 28, 2015 ▸ I'm trying to be a better person, still trying
• Dec 29, 2015 ▸ I feel so good with rainy days
• Dec 30, 2015 ▸ Is funny how my mind always makes me remember that day in my dreams and how I always look so scared in it
• Dec 31, 2015 ▸ I just want to get really drunk
  • VI.
• Jan 01, 2016 ▸ I can't stop feeling guilty about this and it's so stupid
• Jan 02, 2016 ▸ I just want to punch myself and fucking die
• Jan 03, 2016 ▸ I don't feel strong at all
• Jan 04, 2016 ▸ I think I might be bissexual, I am really confused, I mean... I am already 21, I should already know about those stuff
• Jan 05, 2016 ▸ I can't believe he didn't came, I really don't know what happened for him act like this, I waited for him the whole year and he didn't came, I am such a fool
• Jan 06, 2016 ▸ I am hating my body so much I am afraid this will end with me not eating at all pretty soon
• Jan 07, 2016 ▸ I have no idea what I am going to do with my life and it scares me
• Jan 08, 2016 ▸ I need to stop eating, seriously, I am feeling really fat | I feel so numb and so hopeless about my future
• Jan 09, 2016 ▸ Life is scaring me a lot lately
• Jan 10, 2016 ▸ I never know when someone is seriously saying nice things about me | I need to stop saying no when I want to say yes, for God's sake
• Jan 11, 2016 ▸ Not eating was not that hard at all
• Jan 12, 2016 ▸ Astrology is something more powerful than I thought
• Jan 13, 2016 ▸ I found myself in every sad movie I watch
• Jan 14, 2016 ▸ I don't really know what to do
• Jan 15, 2016 ▸ My self steem is so low I can't even look at the mirror
• Jan 16, 2016 ▸ It feels so weird how I can't imagine myself dating anyone for real again
• Jan 17, 2016 ▸ Everything feels so scary
• Jan 18, 2016 ▸ Oh, wow, great, really great
• Jan 19, 2016 ▸ It's such a big deal when I find beauty on myself
• Jan 20, 2016 ▸ I wish I could care a bit less about stuff
• Jan 21, 2016 ▸ Getting drunk alone everyday seems a good idea those days
• Jan 22, 2016 ▸ I wanna do it again
• Jan 23, 2016 ▸ I always move away when a guy is getting close, but I really wish he was getting even closer, really, just this time
• Jan 24, 2016 ▸ I know he doesn't think about me at all, but I can't stop remembering him, oh fuck
• Jan 25, 2016 ▸ Lately, I've been feeling really loved by friends, this is kinda a new thing for me
• Jan 26, 2016 ▸ I don't feel bad, but I know, deep down, that things are not okay
• Jan 27, 2016 ▸ It feels so good to be having artistic ideas again
• Jan 28, 2016 ▸ I am so good at choosing sad films to watch
• Jan 29, 2016 ▸ This is being a awful week and I don't even know why, I am not feeling much other than boredom
• Jan 30, 2016 ▸ For a moment I felt like before, but it was so quick it was like it never happen
• Jan 31, 2016 ▸ It feels so good to be drunk and laugh till there's no strengh left in me
  • VII.
• Feb 01, 2016 ▸ Sometimes it really feels like destiny making it's way
• Feb 02, 2016 ▸ I wish I could just read all day for the rest of my life
• Feb 03, 2016 ▸ I am so afraid of getting old and I am so afraid of dying
• Feb 04, 2016 ▸ I don't know if I am going to haddle this job very well emotionally, but I have to try anyway, I hate the phone calls, ugh
• Feb 05, 2016 ▸ I have this trouble trusting people, and well...
• Feb 06, 2016 ▸ Being in a good mood is so good
• Feb 07, 2016 ▸ Sometimes I feel like I am getting out of my body and floating trhough air
• Feb 08, 2016 ▸ I keep doing things thinking about him, which is such a stupid thing to do, speacilly because he doesn't deserve it and doesn't think about me at all, but still...oh well
• Feb 09, 2016 ▸ I felt this misery inside of me breaking all my bones when I was walking home, it was like two years ago, I thought I would never breath the same way again
• Feb 10, 2016 ▸ Sometimes things are just too much
• Feb 11, 2016 ▸ Thinking about life and the future is just too much for me
• Feb 12, 2016 ▸ My body is just too heavy today
• Feb 13, 2016 ▸ I didn't woke up this messed up in such a long time, I forgto how it feels like
• Feb 14, 2016 ▸ I just wanted to get out of here for awhile, travel somewhere, lately I've been drinking way too much, and I really wanted to be drunk this whole day to forget yesterday
• Feb 15, 2016 ▸ My body is asking too much of me and I don't know how not to panic
• Feb 16, 2016 ▸ I am pretty sure I am not going to be able to handle this job for much longer
• Feb 17, 2016 ▸ I need some time to focus on me
• Feb 18, 2016 ▸ Finally a good day after tons of bad ones
• Feb 19, 2016 ▸ I wish I was cool
• Feb 20, 2016 ▸ I missed feeling normal
• Feb 21, 2016 ▸ I miss being 14 and innocent so much
• Feb 22, 2016 ▸ I am going to the park every day I feel with no energy, is such a good place at night, I just felt so good and okay and everything was fine
• Feb 23, 2016 ▸ I honestly don't understand why people are so mean to each other
• Feb 24, 2016 ▸ I just don't feel like a normal person who is able to get close to people, I always tend to runaway and then complain about it
• Feb 25, 2016 ▸ I wish I could see myself in someone else's eyes for a day
• Feb 26, 2016 ▸ I just can't, uggggggggggh, why do I make this so hard?
• Feb 27, 2016 ▸ Seeing her pictures and her house was not a bad thing and I feel so okay about it, a few months back I would die inside
• Feb 28, 2016 ▸ We were special and I miss it sometimes
• Febr 29, 2016 ▸ Life is just so ironic, things get so complicated for no reason at all, I think we just lose so much time waiting and getting mad with each other with such silly things
  • VIII.
• Mar 01, 2016 ▸ Well, this is kind of embarrassing
• Mar 02, 2016 ▸ I am not sure, but I think I use the crush people have on me to get things and I hate thinking I am a bad person for this
• Mar 03, 2016 ▸ Why do I always want what I can't have?
• Mar 04, 2016 ▸ I am such a mess with this anxiety ruining everything
• Mar 05, 2016 ▸ I can't even understande my head, honestly
• Mar 06, 2016 ▸ I want to stay drunk and dance funk for the rest of my life
• Mar 07, 2016 ▸ I haven't felt this sad in so long...
• Mar 08, 2016 ▸ Is really hard to foccus on something good with this bad energy at work
• Mar 09, 2016 ▸ I love to see the effect I have on people
• Mar 10, 2016 ▸ I need to get a time to myself, for real
• Mar 11, 2016 ▸ I always want what I can't have
• Mar 12, 2016 ▸ Well, I wish I was at this show getting really high and really drunk
• Mar 13, 2016 ▸ I feel like I have no energy, I hate feeling like this
• Mar 14, 2016 ▸ I want everyone to love me, but I don't want to love anyone, I don't want give people the power to hurt me, even tho I know I can't control it
• Mar 15, 2016 ▸ I am trying really hard not to fall for this guy cause I know it will end in trouble, there's no chance to be a good thing, thanks to his friend (ugggggggggggggh)
• Mar 16, 2016 ▸ Well, it fell good to stay in a good mood for a big part of the day
• Mar 17, 2016 ▸ I don't know why I am so freaking sad, but wow, I am
• Mar 18, 2016 ▸ Is so hard to feel this sad, I don't know how I handled it before
• Mar 19, 2016 ▸ I am thinking too much about this guy, this is not right
• Mar 20, 2016 ▸ I felt like an awful person on my way home and it was terible
• Mar 21, 2016 ▸ I am trying to wait
• Mar 22, 2016 ▸ I felt so good and free there at night
• Mar 23, 2016 ▸ I was telling him all the things that happened and I felt so silly cause it we act so stupid
• Mar 24, 2016 ▸ Self steem is something so hard to work on
• Mar 25, 2016 ▸ It's insane to realise that my friends actually wants me there
• Mar 26, 2016 ▸ I tend to runaway when someone is getting too close, I don't know how to stop it
• Mar 27, 2016 ▸ Is just so hard to wait for something I don't know it's coming
• Mar 28, 2016 ▸ I wish I wasn't so anxious all the fucking time
• Mar 29, 2016 ▸ Is scary to feel like this again about someone, I am just waiting for me to screw everything up, specially cause of his friend
• Mar 30, 2016 ▸ I want the mess, that's the wrong thing about me
• Mar 31, 2016 ▸ I am holding myself for respect, but I thinkg this is all just a waste of time, I could be dead tomorrow, I don't know...
  • IX.
• Apr 01, 2016 ▸ I seriously want some to do some self destructive things
• Apr 02, 2016 ▸ Staying in a good mood the whole day is something that should happen more often
• Apr 03, 2016 ▸ This world is so messed up I can't go home without a fucking man trying to rape me, awesome
• Apr 04, 2016 ▸ I want to runaway from the sadness and I end up running to the anxiety
• Apr 05, 2016 ▸ I will stop not doing the things I want because it would hurt other people because I know they would never do the same for me
• Apr 06, 2016 ▸ I wish I wasn't so stupid
• Apr 07, 2016 ▸ Looking at this stuff from the past is like a slap on my face
• Apr 08, 2016 ▸ Reading so much I forget everything is all I need right now
• Apr 09, 2016 ▸ I want parties like these every fucking day
• Apr 10, 2016 ▸ Is so easy to put the blame on everyone instead of just admit you were a fucking dick
• Apr 11, 2016 ▸ Is insane how someone never really leaves you, a part of them will always stay
• Apr 12, 2016 ▸ Laughing with friends is just so fucking good sometimes
• Apr 13, 2016 ▸ I feel I am such a bad person
• Apr 14, 2016 ▸ I am feeling numb and needy and all I wanted was for someone to say "everything is going to be okay", but no one did
• Apr 15, 2016 ▸ I don't feel like talking that much or doing anything, actually
• Apr 16, 2016 ▸ I am always anxious and I have no motivation
• Apr 17, 2016 ▸ These people are so naive
• Apr 18, 2016 ▸I feel numb and tired and then tired again
• Apr 19, 2016 ▸ I feel so stupid because all I do is complain lately, but things are not that easy
• Apr 20, 2016 ▸ I feel numb and I don't know how to stop it
• Apr 21, 2016 ▸ I guess all these days feeling numb is just me getting depressed again
• Apr 22, 2016 ▸ I feel lonely and unimportant
• Apr 23, 2016 ▸ I pretty much hate my body and I hate being in it
• Apr 24, 2016 ▸ Can I, please, stop having these bad dreams?
• Apr 25, 2016 ▸ McFLY is back and I miss being fourteen so much
• Apr 26, 2016 ▸ I keep feeling fat and I keep eating too much, I think I am eating away all my feelings
• Apr 27, 2016 ▸ My mood is so much better now that the weather is cold
• Apr 28, 2016 ▸ Trust is something I really don't have anymore, people lie to you and wait for the first change they can to fuck you over, my eyes are open now
• Apr 29, 2016 ▸ I am smiling way too much over this
• Apr 30, 2016 ▸ I feel really proud when I not let my shyness take control of my actions
  • X.
• May 01, 2016 ▸ I am so sad because of my low self steem, I can't stand my face sometimes
• May 02, 2016 ▸ I see people trying to act different to act cool and I just can't stand it
• May 03, 2016 ▸ Why do people lie and manipulate each other? It's so gross
• May 04, 2016 ▸ I am so stressed lately
• May 05, 2016 ▸ Stop overthinking everything, goddammit
• May 06, 2016 ▸ I'm feeling numb lately, even when I am too anxious I don't relly feel anything at all, not even fear
• May 07, 2016 ▸ I am always in this state of mind where I think I am dying or something and I hate it
• May 08, 2016 ▸ I'd love to understand some things
• May 09, 2016 ▸ I don't feel anything at all, it is so weird
• May 10, 2016 ▸ I felt at peace with all those artists at ufu, I wish I go could to parties like that more
• May 11, 2016 ▸ I hate feeling this sick and still have to do things
• May 12, 2016 ▸ I wish I could sleep for 15 years, I don't have energy to do anything, to be honest
• May 13, 2016 ▸ Never gonna trust anyone, I have something inside of me that stops me when I am getting there and I am really thankful for that
• May 14, 2016 ▸ I feel like a bad person that no on likes
• May 15, 2016 ▸ I think there's something really wrong with my head
• May 16, 2016 ▸ I hate feeling this sad and this tired again
• May 17, 2016 ▸ I am always pushing people away for my safity, but this time I think I am right in doing it
• May 18, 2016 ▸ Sometimes a quite time with a book is everything someone need
• May 19, 2016 ▸ Some days I hate the fact that I have to deal with people
• May 20, 2016 ▸ I don't wanna have to deal with people for a year or two
• May 21, 2016 ▸ I love those people so muchhhhhh, they evergy are so great, I wish I was like them
• May 22, 2016 ▸ I am such a fool
• May 23, 2016 ▸ I hate so much how peope loves to lie
• May 24, 2016 ▸ I talk to much, I must be so annoying, oh...
• May 25, 2016 ▸ Can't feel anything for humanity but disgust
• May 26, 2016 ▸ We are the revolution
• May 27, 2016 ▸ I don't what's wrong, but there's something
• May 28, 2016 ▸ I am really innocent when it comes to friendship and I fucking hate it, people should make you feel better, they shouldn't make you feel like crap
• May 29, 2016 ▸ I didn't feel like this in such a long time, I don't really know how to deal with it
• May 30, 2016 ▸ Is nice to feel important, you know
• May 31, 2016 ▸ Man are such liars, they don't even try to hide, do that guy even thinks he's hurting his girlfriend?
  • XI
• Jun 01, 2016 ▸ Is so stressful to deal with anxiety even I am getting my hair a cut
• June 02, 2016 ▸ There's so many feelings buried inside of me, I feel numb about this and I guess this is why
• Jun 03, 2016 ▸ Sometimes I feel like dating someone, but then I think and I can't imagine myself dating someone again, is just so weird
• Jun 04, 2016 ▸ I am getting softer about this subject and this is not right
• Jun 05, 2016 ▸ I don't think I can stay at the same place for so long, I want to change my life again
• Jun 06, 2016 ▸ I didn't felt like this in so long...
• Jun 07, 2016 ▸ I am trying to control myself and to get too excited, but is not that easy
• Jun 08, 2016 ▸ I am really tired of the past, I just wish I could erase it all
• Jun 09, 2016 ▸ I hate to see how selfish everyone is
• Jun 10, 2016 ▸ Okay... Is time to get scared
• Jun 11, 2016 ▸ I don't know how to deal with these sadness, I am not used to it anymore
• Jun 12, 2016 ▸ Well, things are getting dangerous
• Jun 13, 2016 ▸ I am pretty much fucked
• Jun 14, 2016 ▸ I am pretty sure this feeling is not mutual and I couldn't wait anything different from life
• Jun 15, 2016 ▸ This was such a good day, but when I go home I don't how to spend my time doing something that does not involve thinking about this person all the fucking time, I need to keep my mind busy
• Jun 16, 2016 ▸ What can I say? I am trying to hide the feelings, I wish I could know what she's feeling
• Jun 17, 2016 ▸ I can't stand hypocritical people
• Jun 18, 2016 ▸ Things changed so much this last couple of months, I don't really know how to deal with it
• Jun 19, 2016 ▸ I kinda feel lost
• Jun 20, 2016 ▸ Work is become impossible to stand, I want to leave there, ugh
• Jun 21, 2016 ▸ Everything is getting on the wrong way and I don't know how to deal with it instead of feeling completely numb
• Jun 22, 2016 ▸ I think I am going to runaway
• Jun 23, 2016 ▸ Well...
• Jun 24, 2016 ▸ I am tired of feeling lonely
• Jun 25, 2016 ▸ Is hard to deal with a situation when your friends is being such a dick
• Jun 26, 2016 ▸ I wish this day would last forever, honestly
• Jun 27, 2016 ▸ I am fucking unlovable and I hate myself sometimes for it
• Jun 28, 2016 ▸ Is kinda scary the way I feel when I look at her
• Jun 29, 2016 ▸ I think people are crazy for finding me attractive
• Jun 30, 2016 ▸ Is so nice when people are nice to you, it feels warm
  • XII.
• Jul 01, 2016 ▸ I need to love myself, needing someone to tell me how lovable I am is not that smart
• Jul 02, 2016 ▸ It feels so good when someones seems to be happy to see me
• Jul 03, 2016 ▸ I am so fucking naive
• Jul 04, 2016 ▸ People change and sometimes is not for the best
• Jul 05, 2016 ▸ I wish I wasn't so sad and I wish someone actually cared
• Jul 06, 2016 ▸ I can't help this feeling that I am nothing but crap
• Jul 07, 2016 ▸ I feel so unimportant
• Jul 08, 2016 ▸ Self steem is something I don't even remember what is like anymore
• Jul 09, 2016 ▸ Nobody cares
• Jul 10, 2016 ▸ People are so selfish
• Jul 11, 2016 ▸ I thought I wouldn't feel better for a long time, but I am fine again, even though I can't take some person out of my mind
• Jul 12, 2016 ▸ I really don't know how to let someone get relly close to me without panicking about it
• Jul 13, 2016 ▸ People is just there for you while they need, I love meeting new people, but I just keep waiting for them leaving me
• Jul 14, 2016 ▸ Is so terrible to feel tired around people
• Jul 15, 2016 ▸ I just feel so happy when people seem to feel happy with my presence
• Jul 16, 2016 ▸ Everything feels okay and at place
• Jul 17, 2016 ▸ I feel things are going to change and I am trying not to back off for fear this time
• Jul 18, 2016 ▸ I never thought I would met so many wonderful people, I am so glad I didn't gave up before
• Jul 19, 2016 ▸ Everything feels into place
• Jul 20, 2016 ▸ I knew something bad was going to happened
• Jul 21, 2016 ▸ Sometimes I wish I wasn't happy at all so bad thaing wouldn't happen
• Jul 22, 2016 ▸ I am so quite sometimes, I hate it
• Jul 23, 2016 ▸ I am trying not to overthink everything like I always do
• Jul 24, 2016 ▸ Is hard to believe there's some people that actually likes my company and feels jealous of me
• Jul 25, 2016 ▸ I am trying to show the feelings and I am trying to trust again
• Jul 26, 2016 ▸ Well, I am not used to so many people wanting my company, I don't even know how the hell this happened
• Jul 27, 2016 ▸ Remembering the past is so weird cause the things that used to kill me doesn't have any effects on me now
• Jul 28, 2016 ▸ I hate the feeling of fear of passing all of that all over again
• Jul 29, 2016 ▸ I don't really know how to feel about letting someone in, but I am so afraind of getting used and getting hurt again
• Jul 30, 2016 ▸ I don't really know where I am getting into and I am really scared, but I want it
• Jul 31, 2016 ▸ I think too much and I keep thinking the bad part of it, I hate to be so scared of letting someone in
  • XIII.
• Aug 01, 2016 ▸ I keep thinking about the past
• Aug 02, 2016 ▸ I am so afraid of never being able to love someone like I did before
• Aug 03, 2016 ▸ I don't really understand this sadness after I leave
• Aug 04, 2016 ▸ I try really hard to show affection but sometimes I feel so scared
• Aug 05, 2016 ▸ Okay, I am really fucking scared of getting hurt again and I don't know where to run
• Aug 06, 2016 ▸ I am just waiting for the jokes with my feelings already
• Aug 07, 2016 ▸ I wish I didn't think this much
• Aug 08, 2016 ▸ I really feel like everyone is using me all the fucking time
• Aug 09, 2016 ▸ I wish I didn't feel this bad about myself anymore
• Aug 10, 2016 ▸ I am so afraid of someone using me again I don't allow myself to be happy
• Aug 11, 2016 ▸ I still can't let myself do everything i want and I don't know why
• Aug 12, 2016 ▸ Well, I felt like crap reading those messages
• Aug 13, 2016 ▸ I am confused between feeling nothing at all or feeling really bad
• Aug 14, 2016 ▸ I wish I didn't feel this numb all the time
• Aug 15, 2016 ▸ Will I ever be able to say this to anyone again?
• Aug 16, 2016 ▸ Is so weird to think that I can change someone's life for good
• Aug 17, 2016 ▸ I don't really know if I am feeling those things for sefl destruction or if they're truly there
• Aug 18, 2016 ▸ I hate how I can't change some thing and I hate how people are so hard to handle and how I can't erase all those troubles by myself
• Aug 19, 2016 ▸ I wish I could pause my life a bit cause there's so much going on
• Aug 20, 2016 ▸ I feel like shit and like no one even cares if I am not around, I look at everyone pushing me away and I feel so sad
• Aug 21, 2016 ▸ I can't bare to think getting into antoher relationship where the other is still in love with someone else
• Aug 22, 2016 ▸ Just the thought of it makes me sick and I can't trust her and I can't let my feelings out and I can't talk to her about it
• Aug 23, 2016 ▸ Well, people are just fucking selfish and I can't take this pressure, I am going to runaway pretty soon
• Aug 24, 2016 ▸ Things change so fast and I am just sitting here wacthing things disappearing feeling fucking numb and sad all the time
• Aug 25, 2016 ▸ Everything on my mind is confusing and I don't know what I am feeling
• Aug 26, 2016 ▸ I feel so tired and heavy
• Aug 27, 2016 ▸ I am tired of missing someone that doesn't cares about me
• Aug 28, 2016 ▸ I wish I didn't existed at all
• Aug 29, 2016 ▸ The problem here is that I don't feel loved and I need to feel loved
• Aug 30, 2016 ▸ I wish all of this would just go away
• Aug 31, 2016 ▸ I am such a fool