“That was one of the saddest things about people — their most important thoughts and feelings often went unspoken and barely understood”

• I.
• Sep 01, 2016 ▸ I wish I could do this all day long, just scream till I die
• Sep 02, 2016 ▸ I feel too much and I don't know how to talk about it without feeling awful
• Sep 03, 2016 ▸ Here we go again...
• Sep 04, 2016 ▸ I don't know why I feel like this all the fucking time
• Sep 05, 2016 ▸ Is awful to see that I trusted someone and this person took a big piece of me and turned me into a worse person
• Sep 06, 2016 ▸ I just had such a good day, I almost forgot how it felt like
• Sep 07, 2016 ▸ It felt so awesome dancing like no one is watching, I missed that
• Sep 08, 2016 ▸ I feel so scared when I feel this happy
• Sep 09, 2016 ▸ I hate those constanly change of moods of mine and I don't know how to feel about it or how to hold it back
• Sep 10, 2016 ▸ I have no slef steem
• Sep 11, 2016 ▸ I wish I didn't existed at all
• Sep 12, 2016 ▸ I keep waiting for her to do the same thing G. did to me, I literally wait for her lies when I ask something
• Sep 13, 2016 ▸ My emotions are so weird lately, I've been having so much good days and so much bad days
• Sep 14, 2016 ▸ I wish I could feel good about myself like today more often
• Sep 15, 2016 ▸ Life is so weird
• Sep 16, 2016 ▸ Sometimes I just can't stand how we are never alone and how she makes plans with me and then makes plans with her friends
• Sep 17, 2016 ▸ I am so tired of feeling like shit, I wish I could just die
• Sep 18, 2016 ▸ At least things get better
• Sep 19, 2016 ▸ Well, I just stayed there being completely ignored and feeling like shit and after feeling nothing at all
• Sep 20, 2016 ▸ I don't understand what I am feeling, but I know is not enough
• Sep 21, 2016 ▸ It was so nice to be with them at the nature and getting drunk
• Sep 22, 2016 ▸ I never thought I would felt loved at my birthday
• Sep 23, 2016 ▸ I don't feel very much
• Sep 24, 2016 ▸ I am really tired of feeling like I do everything for everyone and no one does it back to me
• Sep 25, 2016 ▸ It felt so awkward to talk about it, like I was talking about a past life, it feels so distant
• Sep 26, 2016 ▸ It feels so good to read
• Sep 27, 2016 ▸ Having such good days are still weird for me
• Sep 28, 2016 ▸ Is scary to see how much I hated myself and how bad I did to my own person and how much I still love myself
• Sep 29, 2016 ▸ Sometimes I feel she is not interest about the things that are important to me and I can't hide when I am not happy about something
• Sep 30, 2016 ▸ I can't stop thinking about how crap of a person I am and that nobody know this side of me and if they did, they wouldn't love me
  • II.
• Oct 01, 2016 ▸ Sometimes I feel this huge pain inside of me and all I can do is feel it
• Oct 02, 2016 ▸ Is freaking scary to think that the person I most trusted is actually a bad person and didn't care at all
• Oct 03, 2016 ▸ Is so weird to think someone is actually happy to see me
• Oct 04, 2016 ▸ I wish I didn't existed at all
• Oct 05, 2016 ▸ I miss having a self sttem
• Oct 06, 2016 ▸ I really didn't wanted to exist at all
• Oct 07, 2016 ▸ It is so hard for me to change something
• Oct 08, 2016 ▸ Is so fucking hard to love myself
• Oct 09, 2016 ▸ Life is so fucking scary
• Oct 10, 2016 ▸ There's this heavy sadness on the top of me and is so exhausting
• Oct 11, 2016 ▸ I can't do those stuff cause I still wait for her to do the same thing he did to me
• Oct 12, 2016 ▸ I can't stand to be a human being anymore
• Oct 13, 2016 ▸ I fucking hate my face
• Oct 14, 2016 ▸ I haven't had such a nice day like this in so loooooong
• Oct 15, 2016 ▸ I can see how self destructive I am just by the fact that I always want something sad when I am having a nice day
• Oct 16, 2016 ▸ I feel pretty insecure but it was good to have a nice time without letting it make me sad
• Oct 17, 2016 ▸ I could just spend every day like this
• Oct 18, 2016 ▸ Well... I think it will never go away, that feeling
• Oct 19, 2016 ▸ I don't know what I am doing with my life
• Oct 20, 2016 ▸ Everything feels so better with a raining morning
• Oct 21, 2016 ▸ I wish I wasn't a person at all
• Oct 22, 2016 ▸ I feel like a fucking bad person and I didn't want to exist at all
• Oct 23, 2016 ▸ Is nice to feel loved and wanted
• Oct 24, 2016 ▸ I didn't felt this excited for filme in such a long time
• Oct 25, 2016 ▸ Is nice to feel loved, I don't really know how this happened
• Oct 26, 2016 ▸ I am tired of thinking too much and feeling too much
• Oct 27, 2016 ▸ I am a fucking bad person and a terrible daughter
• Oct 28, 2016 ▸ I wish I had more time to do things, but sometimes I wish I didn't have time at all for anything
• Oct 29, 2016 ▸ I fucking hate feeling like shit when I was supposed to be feeling okay
• Oct 30, 2016 ▸ I am a bad person and that is all
• Oct 31, 2016 ▸ I can't believe she lied to me right at the moment I was starting to believe she couldn't do this to me
  • III.
• Nov 01, 2016 ▸ It feels good to hang out without wanting to die
• Nov 02, 2016 ▸ I could have days like these forever
• Nov 03, 2016 ▸ The cold weather and a good mood
• Nov 04, 2016 ▸ I fucking hate my life
• Nov 05, 2016 ▸ I don't want to be a person anymore, I am a fucking curse
• Nov 06, 2016 ▸ I like to look for things that will make me sad
• Nov 07, 2016 ▸ I could be like these for a long time
• Nov 08, 2016 ▸ I don't understand why people do such things
• Nov 09, 2016 ▸ I am a mix of feeling and I wish I could understand myself
• Nov 10, 2016 ▸ Well, I was such a fucking fool back then
• Nov 11, 2016 ▸ Bruanna day
• Nov 12, 2016 ▸ I will never have self steem
• Nov 13, 2016 ▸ I will never ever have self steem, I am also very tired of feeling sad about everything, I don't know how to stay happy
• Nov 14, 2016 ▸ I don't know how to be okay without being paranoid someone is going to hurt me
• Nov 15, 2016 ▸ I really don't understand how someone is happy to have me in their life
• Nov 16, 2016 ▸ Life is so fragile, things are so fragile
• Nov 17, 2016 ▸ Well, I can make everyone feels like crap
• Nov 18, 2016 ▸ It feels so weird to be a human being
• Nov 19, 2016 ▸ I don't know how to feel things without getting sad
• Nov 20, 2016 ▸ Life is just too much, everything is just too much and it's heavy
• Nov 21, 2016 ▸ I wish I could understand how I feel
• Nov 22, 2016 ▸ I am really scared of being left alone by my friends
• Nov 23, 2016 ▸ Feelings is fraking annoying
• Nov 24, 2016 ▸ I get sad over the past and the future and I can't think about the now, I am a freaking idiot
• Nov 25, 2016 ▸ I miss those days when I was a kid
• __Nov 26, 2016__▸ I am not confident at all
• Nov 27, 2016 ▸ I wish I could understand those feelings
• Nov 28, 2016 ▸ I can't even understand myself
• Nov 29, 2016 ▸ I fucking hate where I work and I don't know what to do with my future
• Nov 30, 2016 ▸ Well, I am not feeling much of anything, but I hate to think about my future
  • IV.
• Dec 01, 2016 ▸ The good mood is here, but I still hate myself
• Dec 02, 2016 ▸ I don't understand none of the things I feel and I am fucking paranoid and I think everyone is playing with me
• Dec 03, 2016 ▸ Having no self steem is so fucking lame
• Dec 04, 2016 ▸ It felt good to ignore my anxiety and enjoy the event
• Dec 05, 2016 ▸ I wish I was a cat
• Dec 06, 2016 ▸ I miss being younger and having the whole day just to read
• Dec 07, 2016 ▸ I just hate to think about my future
• Dec 08, 2016 ▸ Can't stop thinking I make everyone miserable