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[Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. My Start Date: 08/29/2013]

  • 08.29.2013 - i'm late, can't stop laughing, great taste in music, tv shows, stephen king
  • 08.30.2013 - attacked by birds, whore whore whore, they do want me to go with them, ignoring my responsibilities, i love when you call me that
  • 08.31.2013 - poems, romance, photography, feeling ugly, waves from strangers
  • 09.01.2013 - daydreaming with you, low self esteem, food, bad mood, headache
  • 09.02.2013 - lies everywhere, jealous, 2 am, vitor, maybe i have a group
  • 09.03.2013 - still jealous, no class, alef, "drama", sleep
  • 09.04.2013 - no sleep, rainy day, no class in the morning, bad plans, "i wanted you to love me as much as i sadly love you"
  • 09.05.2013 - some things you said, don't want to get up, boys, no club for me, not too bad
  • 09.06.2013 - bad night, i'm so pathetic, sadness, guilherme, long walk
  • 09.07.2013 - under my pillows, not hungry, "i love you but i'm not in love with you", carolina's adorable, c&b
  • 09.08.2013 - horror, old text messages, sad and then not sad and then sad again, typing is relaxing, got caught lying
  • 09.09.2013 - sweating, had to wear shorts in front of a lot of boys, terrible at dancing, bad/good news, c&b
  • 09.10.2013 - ignored, c&b, reconciliation, naked, cute boys
  • 09.11.2013 - late as usual, awkward, lots of food with my friends, hot boys video, you
  • 09.12.2013 - cooking, "you're part of the group", red lipstick, A8, drunk
  • 09.13.2013 - gabriela, my knee's hurt, i wanna cuddle, bites, "stay"
  • 09.14.2013 - liar, silence, sad playlist + bed, erotic book, the offspring
  • 09.15.2013 - one year, reading, avoinding that conversation, nostalgic, sad
  • 09.16.2013 - no class, talking about the sadness, whatsapp, replaced, c&b
  • 09.17.2013 - problems with sleeping, laughing about the other night, mariana fighting, rain, friends
  • 09.18.2013 - being a dork again, the things you said, c&b, fucked up, did it one more time
  • 09.19.2013 - "i love you", gabriela's house, the walk back home, guilty, forgiveness
  • 09.20.2013 - i'm the opposite of indiferent, bad morning, talking to you makes everything better, legs, being wanted
  • 09.21.2013 - no friends, not good enough, movies, he stayed, the movie game thing
  • 09.22.2013 - birthday, one message, the call, unimportant, the talk past 10 pm
  • 09.23.2013 - 8tracks, the painting, indie balloon, not hungry, blue hair girl
  • 09.24.2013 - good mood, indie playlist, inspired, flickr, awkward
  • 09.25.2013 - acting stupid, chating first, useless, landim, aaron&evan
  • 09.26.2013 - bad mood, indecisive, different, weird guy following me, beging
  • 09.27.2013 - cute morning text, sick with the food, cries, asked for help, not comfortable with the sadness
  • 09.28.2013 - bad night, bit better, desiring company, distracting myself, talking helped
  • 09.29.2013 - food, raining day, feeling good again, johnny cash, frustrated
  • 09.30.2013 - dancing with myself, i got ya, alex turner, stop repeating that, i'm a bad friend
  • 10.01.2013 - i'm pretty today, piano, lauane's friend, bookstore, i can't stop talking
  • 10.02.2013 - awful morning, "i'm working just to get money so we can get out", plans on changing my appearance, what i feel for you didn't changed, augusto
  • 10.03.2013 - three hours sleep, doctor, i want a hug, me being cute, lorde
  • 10.04.2013 - sleepy, worried, "you're cute", making you happy, movie to tv show
  • 10.05.2013 - ahs, "we're meant to be", lonely place, william, whatsapp
  • 10.06.2013 - lack of sleep, logan, apps, working, the feeling you get while reading a good book
  • 10.07.2013 - good feelings, movie with the girls, hot boys, their hugs, perfecr weather
  • 10.08.2013 - thomas, company, rainy day, money, diary
  • 10.09.2013 - downtown, bookstores, french fries, cute guy, sex
  • 10.10.2013 - got up early, she doesn't like me, i'm not for sale, poem, weheartit
  • 10.11.2013 - very sleepy, obsessed, awkward, little reading, emma
  • 10.12.2013 - loudy noises, working, 40 and virgin, empty day, afraid of dying
  • 10.13.2013 - feeling small, alef, dreams, yelled at, small world
  • 10.14.2013 - no sleep, being stupid, "take it off", tom, paranoid
  • 10.15.2013 - "i really wanted you to come", fungus, reading, poem, f
  • 10.16.2013 - stiles, the look that says love is still there, not at home, evan, trying to be fine
  • 10.17.2013 - my text message, you, friends, "you're great", jealous of my friends
  • 10.18.2013 - leather jacket, "grey sloan memorial hospital", that text message, feeling blue, rain
  • 10.19.2013 - said the wrong thing, cats, bad day, guilty, lara
  • 10.20.2013 - better, independence for minutes, working, sleepy, movie with memories
  • 10.21.2013 - couldn't sleep, first day at university again, burn questions, my friends, bad
  • 10.22.2013 - you really did it, reading to you, mariana, mustache, jupiter
  • 10.23.2013 - bad morning, terible day, crying out loud, no please, awful night
  • 10.24.2013 - small eyes, desparate, let me help you, telling you a secret, bianca
  • 10.25.2013 - lisbeth, our talk, dogs, bad memories, "in my bed"
  • 10.26.2013 - the sun, eyes, cute boy, april, not feeling well
  • 10.27.2013 - i need to fix my sleep, a bit better, passed the day sleeping, i want food, skype
  • 10.28.2013 - i need you, the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, not okay, "the crown", adam
  • 10.29.2013 - movies late at night, early morning, no batery, class all day, jim
  • 10.30.2013 - jason, dirty talk, cinema with my friends, rain, do ya
  • 10.31.2013 - anatomy, you being cute, death bodies in class, intercampi, frustrated
  • 11.01.2013 - good again, till 3 a.m, explosive wine, bit blue, clothes
  • 11.02.2013 - humiliated myself, cried before I got ready, awful party, artur&fellipe, called my mom
  • 11.03.2013 - sharing bed, bad sleep, nothing all day, 2 dudes at my house, i'm so pathetic
  • 11.04.2013 - not the wrong number, mcfly, don't fool me, you're so naive, not burning this time
  • 11.05.2013 - ride, secrets about the party, fell on the stairs, self steem, that drunk guy
  • 11.06.2013 - cartoons, suddenly low, what you said, cries, ashamed
  • 11.07.2013 - not sure if i did sleep, lost my bus, the smile he gave me, rainy day, good fantasy
  • 11.08.2013 - lazy, left behid, being awkward, kristy song, wreck this journal
  • 11.09.2013 - good night of sleep, confortable morning, reading, life's so ironic, loneliness
  • 11.10.2013 - not a word, nescau, marcos, hurt, amelie
  • 11.11.2013 - barbara, in the back of the class, feeling fine and then not, love songs, reading
  • 11.12.2013 - lonely, marcos&guilherme, dance playlist, being wanted, really low
  • 11.13.2013 - that conversation, sleeping, i have the heavier boots ever, so sick of crying, i'm horrible
  • 11.14.2013 - called him, ideon&bianca, music before last class, cries, nickname
  • 11.15.2013 - noises, serious talk, cried, parents, your voice
  • 11.16.2013 - so depress, no message, never cried so loudly begore, terapist, stupid
  • 11.17.2013 - woke up sad, writing, type machine, red lipstick, feeling okay
  • 11.18.2013 - distracted by them, bianca, sleepy, pre test, back kiss
  • 11.19.2013 - killed class, hugs, anatomy, rude carol, "you're so awesome"
  • 11.20.2013 - actions, bored, no class, wanna get out of it, great night
  • 11.21.2013 - histology, eating a lot, flu, cafune, fever
  • 11.22.2013 - wope up better, pacaembu, bis pie, horror movie, her clothe
  • 11.23.2013 - good morning, sinha's door, natan, not drinking, carol spoleid the party
  • 11.24.2013 - left alef behind, street 43, brother's friends are here, low, did nothing but stay in bed
  • 11.25.2013 - no class, those photos, awfulest talk ever, "i don't want to", blood on his legs
  • 11.26.2013 - sadness, schoolwork, faking laughs, alef, quiet
  • 11.27.2013 - bad treatmeant, teachers, cute, the two gabis, cold as snow
  • 11.28.2013 - late for class, virgins, the camera and the teacher, "natan's girlfriend", home early, left behind
  • 11.29.2013 - started as bad, funny pictures, aquamarine, "only you and me", kiss me
  • 11.30.2013 - my family sucks, weak, can't cry, hurt by them, left behind once again
  • 12.01.2013 - work, sundely sad, burn desires, told my mom, cries
  • 12.02.2013 - skip class, fine for a minute, heavy boots, living hell, no cries
  • 12.03.2013 - close, music, fine and sad, sex fantasies, sleep early
  • 12.04.2013 - 2 a.m, sad, about to cry at the hospital, studying, the new guy
  • 12.05.2013 - tests, slept there, gabriel m., crying hard, money
  • 12.06.2013 - okay for a minute, guilherme, perver, cries and cries, no french fries today, bus
  • 12.07.2013 - slept more than usual, strangers, mom, it felt better talking with you, wasting
  • 12.08.2013 - early morning, tumblr, poems, a song for me, not sure what i'm feeling
  • 12.09.2013 - boobs, leticia, sleepy, said the wrong thing, "yes"
  • 12.10.2013 - sick, test, so sad, doctor, fine
  • 12.11.2013 - bit well, no watched films, rainy day, bites, bad memories came back
  • 12.12.2013 - late class, songs, almost shared a secret, sad, slept okay
  • 12.13.2013 - friday, no class, spirits, rainy day, sad
  • 12.14.2013 - sleeping to forget, lonely, reading a bit, not going out, food
  • 12.15.2013 - mari's house, couples, gabi gave me a ring, lisbeth, cries
  • 12.16.2013 - no sleep, pilates, psychologist, bicota, sad
  • 12.17.2013 - useless class, sad, stop talking about him, "i don't like you", lonely
  • 12.18.2013 - slept a lot, psychologist, test, so stressed, ashton
  • 12.19.2013 - awful night, sad, 3 tests, he wrote for me, break down
  • 12.20.2013 - too early, what you said, medium, so sad, sick
  • 12.21.2013 - not feeling my arms, shaking, so fucking lonely, no reply, french fries
  • 12.22.2013 - sad, bounty, long hours, nothing to do, bad thoughs
  • 12.23.2013 - 9 am, lonely, cries, dispair, the good night
  • 12.24.2013 - film marathon, you lied, cried out lound, them, slept before midnight
  • 12.25.2013 - alef, breaking, no one came, forgiveness, phone call
  • 12.26.2013 - inspired, tumblr, new haircut, photography, "it was so good to hear your voice"
  • 12.27.2013 - nightmares, bad feeling, weird, not a good day, left behind
  • 12.28.2013 - apartment 23, phone calls, night walk, 40 minutes, lonely
  • 12.29.2013 - lost in time, angry, "stop being a pussy", little girl, trying to sleep
  • 12.30.2013 - shitty end of the year, no parties, friends, good laugh, drinks
  • 12.31.2013 - lonely, going then not goint then going, vodka, bianca's friends, 2 messages
  • 01.01.2014 - cried all day, no reply, she left me, dispair, beging for help
  • 01.02.2014 - acting stupid, awful things said, weakness, lots of cries, the history
  • 01.03.2014 - adam, regret, working, twitter, nothing to do
  • 01.04.2014 - procrastinating, photographies, no self steem, distance, unavailable
  • 01.05.2014 - galaxy, working, group 4, guys, like the old times
  • 01.06.2014 - nervous about talking in public, them, famous, alef, slept early
  • 01.07.2014 - "venomous", silence treatment, much of talk, walk, memories
  • 01.08.2014 - stupid test, midday meal, facebook, no class, vince
  • 01.09.2014 - anatomy all day, renata rocks, stalkers, bad time at home, slept early
  • 01.10.2014 - new phone, downtown, queen, worst things said, cried out loud
  • 01.11.2014 - waldeinsamkeit, guilty, funny picture, they was talking about me, vince
  • 01.12.2014 - that blondie one, neighbours, ate a lot, social, so so so so embarrassing
  • 01.13.2014 - stupid doll, sleepy, sisu, parents visit, photographies
  • 01.14.2014 - bit sad, his notes to bianca and mari, anatomy, she's so stupid, my body's in pain
  • 01.15.2014 - slept a lot, hottie, cinema, no class, sad
  • 01.16.2014 - renata, you're so stupid to me, gabi's tattoo, one more class, stressed
  • 01.17.2014 - photos, mail, stupid parents, the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, lonely
  • 01.18.2014 - left behind, flickr, nothing to do, cries, we're the millers
  • 01.19.2014 - awful night, photographies, stop thinking, crying out lound, they came
  • 01.20.2014 - johnny&june, so fucking sad, tumblr, tons of tears, bad night
  • 01.21.2014 - sad, so many laughs, too many classes for me, lonely, a bit happy
  • 01.22.2014 - parents, gustavo, his smeel was on me, airport, lots of cries
  • 01.23.2014 - he called, fine, no reply, sad again, stupid house
  • 01.24.2014 - i knew it, regret, "now", i fucked up, crying really lound
  • 01.25.2014 - in the middle of the night, so sad, french fries, the blondie guy, "i'd kiss you"
  • 01.26.2014 - good mood, nothing to do, searching something, nervous, movie with him
  • 01.27.2014 - awful night, test, worst day, i never cried so much in my entire life, sad
  • 01.28.2014 - coista, so low, the quietest one, food, skype
  • 01.29.2014 - still sad, couldn't sleep more, got a flu, the phone calls, vince
  • 01.30.2014 - lazy, do not understand a thing, back home, photography, till midnight
  • 01.31.2014 - called you, slow minutes, happy for a second, cries, he didn't text me
  • 02.01.2014 - no good morning, my body is not working, "i can't help you", lonely, please let's stop
  • 02.02.2014 - 2 pm, so sad, my body is still not working, be with me, i'm no good
  • 02.03.2014 - sad, psychologist and psychiatric, lonely, scary, no class
  • 02.04.2014 - still really sad, some laughs with my friends, "oh fuck, agusto's here", lonely, my day got worse
  • 02.05.2014 - my bed, the first, a guy stopped the car and asked my number, feeling weird, stayed with alef and gabi
  • 02.06.2014 - waking up early, anatomy, renata's tattoo, they was talking about me, the best book ever
  • 02.07.2014 - i have things to do, psychologist canceled, nilma, the message on my whatsapp, weird
  • 02.08.2014 - daydreaming as always, i didn't wanted to say no, rudeness, reading, trees
  • 02.09.2014 - walking, nothing to do, family, i thoughy i was haveing an cva, hospital
  • 02.10.2014 - mom woke me up, inspired, tomography, young, cutest
  • 02.11.2014 - laughs, phone call, the joke, so sleepy, work
  • 02.12.2014 - going wrong, some tears (it was all i had), sad, psychologist, stress
  • 02.13.2014 - hannibal lecter, bad news, sad, wanna my bed, cuddle me
  • 02.14.2014 - late, alef and gabi, forehead kiss, rain, his voice made me feel better
  • 02.15.2014 - rain, rude, sleep, procrastination, ooze
  • 02.16.2014 - lound music, no, 5 am, crying on the street, up
  • 02.17.2014 - no class, nudes, histology, lonely, bad night
  • 02.18.2014 - tests, like nothing happened, cafune, acting like i'm retarded, rain
  • 02.19.2014 - lonely, bad flu, came back to my bed, his voice, really sleepy
  • 02.20.2014 - halls, my bed, all morning with histology and the rest of the day with fisiology, french fries, orlando
  • 02.21.2014 - bad morning, sad, psycologist alone, photography, lonely
  • 02.22.2014 - guilherme, the songs, french fries and rain, movie time, cutie
  • 02.23.2014 - bad night, "you've got nothing in your head", sad, clary, can't cry
  • 02.24.2014 - woke up sad, natan, lot of cries, "i like talking to you", lonely
  • 02.25.2014 - distracting myself, four tests, renata, finally home, nothing to do
  • 02.26.2014 - too early, what you said, psychologist, really sad, stupid
  • 02.27.2014 - no reply, gabi's new phone, "i dind't saw he kissing anyone", fucking lonely, can't sleep
  • 02.28.2014 - lonely, flickr, horse, "you can't be happy for me?", dispair
  • 03.01.2014 - sad, rainy day, them, ooze, drunk
  • 03.02.2014 - the guy with a dress, night walk, regret, "i don't wanna touch you", cries
  • 03.03.2014 - sad, i don't wanna remember, phone call, nauseous, work
  • 03.04.2014 - paranoia, slept more, weird, the offspring, bad night
  • 03.05.2014 - not talking, him, vomit, hospital, fuck
  • 03.06.2014 - grandmothers, weak, sleepy, not eating, bad sleep
  • 03.07.2014 - better, parents visiting me, photos, movie with mom, no more medications
  • 03.08.2014 - shower, "i'm not happy, i'm missing you", natan, "he talks about you", socks
  • 03.09.2014 - notebooke, sad, photography, grandad, bad night
  • 03.10.2014 - awful morning, crying, failed at ch 2, sad, great night
  • 03.11.2014 - studying in the morning, college after days, shut the fuck up, books, hurt about things you said
  • 03.12.2014 - 5 am, peva, rain, last test, cries
  • 03.13.2014 - walking, 61.61, mafra, sadness, end up sleeping
  • 03.14.2014 - slept on the phone, too early, really lonely, reading, they called
  • 03.15.2014 - nothing to do, journal, reading all day, parent's party, sthephanie
  • 03.16.2014 - sleepy, parent's house again, low self steem, distant, no reading
  • 03.17.2014 - ugly, library, lonely, almost cried, 10 cents
  • 03.18.2014 - took some photos, grandparents came back, crying while eating, lonely, overthinking
  • 03.19.2014 - one more time, trying to talk, no movie, vince, lonely
  • 03.20.2014 - depressed, lonely, super super super lonely, crying, soup
  • 03.21.2014 - sad morning, things are better, movie with mom, the beatles tribute, here comes the sun
  • 03.22.2014 - i hate this day, slept a lot, movie alone, "i hate my life because of you", depressed
  • 03.23.2014 - stressed, tattoo, lonely, the difference, overthinking
  • 03.24.2014 - fashion, pam died, bookstore, lots of things, bit of tears
  • 03.25.2014 - i needed a call, lonely, the long walk to psychologist and the long talk, really depressed, worse day ("we're not friends", "you ended it", "there's nothing to leave", 20+ calls, crying so loud my neighbors came to see me)
  • 03.26.2014 - sleep to forget, depressed, reading at the mall, raining when i left, soda
  • 03.27.2014 - lonely, psychologist alone, surprised, made dinner, sunddenly really sad
  • 03.28.2014 - nothing all morning, bit of talks, all by myself again, journal, 20+ calls
  • 03.29.2014 - tried to sleep, awful talk, don't think about it, starting the conversation, he came back
  • 03.30.2014 - parents, sa's cat, movie game, depressed, lot of eating
  • 03.31.2014 - morning movies, a bit of laugh (finally), photography, lisbeth salander, anxious
  • 04.01.2014 - long day, sad songs, anxiety, the sky, cuteness
  • 04.02.2014 - anxiety, rainy day, bed, same sad songs, wall e
  • 04.03.2014 - sleepy morning, one year, so much sadness i can't fuction, bad thoughts, crying in the shower
  • 04.04.2014 - the morning, huge sadness, model search, low self steem, sleeping early
  • 04.05.2014 - sad, acting stupid, no talk, they ame to see me, (not) passing out
  • 04.06.2014 - thomas's dead, cries, he called, my body hurts, memories
  • 04.07.2014 - sad, the house's not the same anymore, lonely, life change, things i always asked myself
  • 04.08.2014 - terrible things said, can't hear her voice, cries, phone calls, slept a little
  • 04.09.2014 - reading, internet, icones, vince, really sleepy
  • 04.10.2014 - lonely, no internet, reading, rainy day, no
  • 04.11.2014 - bad night of sleep, lonliness, really sad, went out and ew, left behind
  • 04.12.2014 - can't stop thinking about it, work, sadness, lonely, drew&logan
  • 04.13.2014 - really sad this time, not doing a thing, unable to cry, hurt again, shitty night
  • 04.14.2014 - class again, fun in lab, psychology is the best, reading on a rainy night, still sad
  • 04.15.2014 - sadness, kelly, after lunch, still sad even with vince, stupid
  • 04.16.2014 - kitties, physics, reading, awful things you said ("i won't be here to see it", "i hope you regret it", "there's no us", "when you had someone", "i'm not gonna tell you about my day or how i feel beacause i don't trust you", "i give up", "what are you waiting for?" "it's not of your business what i'm going to do"), bad thoughts
  • 04.17.2014 - no ride, smiled for one second, bad day, lonely, wrong message
  • 04.18.2014 - sad, work, unfinished movie, no motivation, ignored by my friends
  • 04.19.2014 - panic, not safe, really sad, stupid people, overthinking before sleep
  • 04.20.2014 - 2 movies, awful feeling, not surprised, ignored, bad thoughts
  • 04.21.2014 - bad, working, weak, cries, another awful night
  • 04.22.2014 - lonely, anatomy, smiling, bad again, nothing left to do
  • 04.23.2014 - already a bad day, stressed, came back home early, things to do, really sad because of that
  • 04.24.2014 - can't cry, renata, no reply, i wanna get out of here, trying to help
  • 04.25.2014 - have to get up, weird teacher, feeling seriously sad, tried to read, the thoughts
  • 04.26.2014 - the picture, sad, work, "i said do not call me now, you can't read?", lonely night
  • 04.27.2014 - sad, trying to read, donnie darko, may 1, crying out lound
  • 04.28.2014 - couldn't get up, not faking, sad, guilherme, not better and not worse
  • 04.29.2014 - good for a moment, staying in bed, sad, friend's trip, left behind
  • 04.30.2014 - woke up early for nothing, just us, sad, young girls, lonely
  • 05.01.2014 - phone call, numb, work, nothing to do, really sad
  • 05.02.2014 - his birthday, sadness, things he said, worse than sad, crappy movie
  • 05.03.2014 - lonely, stupid house, bad treatment, cries, mom
  • 05.04.2014 - bad sleep, the bad answer, lonely, more than sad, another numb night
  • 05.05.2014 - useless morning, no reply, reading, samantha&eric, depressed
  • 05.06.2014 - kind guy, kelly, friends are back, relationships discust, complaining
  • 05.07.2014 - awful morning, one hour, crying on the way, renata, sleeping on my underwear
  • 05.08.2014 - shorts, "nobody is gonna look at you, you look like a kid", sad, left alone, pissed
  • 05.09.2014 - no message again, came home crying and shaking, said everything, lots of desperate phone calls, they ruined it
  • 05.10.2014 - lonely, ignored, sad, finish the book, trying no to think
  • 05.11.2014 - need new friendships, mom, the call, what he said, comments about my dispair
  • 05.12.2014 - sad, sick, test, sadder, lonely
  • 05.13.2014 - no want to wake up, really sad, trying to be social, books, saoirse
  • 05.14.2014 - social anxiety, left out, fisiology teacher&the test, not doing anything i had to do, question he didn't liked
  • 05.15.2014 - another test, lonely, they said i'm an idiot a lot, songs, not funny jokes
  • 05.16.2014 - no class, good movies on tv, sad, morgan, sad movie before sleep
  • 05.17.2014 - bad morning, lonely, work, continum, left behing
  • 05.18.2014 - awful morning, whatsapp, unexpected declaration, new sheets, hospital
  • 05.19.2014 - passed out, 3:30 at home, not a question, home instead of going to my friend's house, bad night
  • 05.20.2014 - allergy again, crying in front of people, wanna go home, it's really bad, sad night
  • 05.21.2014 - phone call, hurt, panicking, agony, a bit of affection
  • 05.22.2014 - phone call, sleeping instead of class, stressed, feeling stupid, left behind while panicking again
  • 05.23.2014 - so sad, funny woman, mall with friends, crying out loud, sleep to stop thinking
  • 05.24.2014 - really sad, tumblr, failer, crying out loud again (the unexpective good things he said after that and the talk with my mom), natan
  • 05.25.2014 - things he said after 1 am, "i can't now", bad day, can't sleep, no call
  • 05.26.2014 - crashing the class, names on my hand, the talk, really sad, things we said
  • 05.27.2014 - sad morning, stayed at home, those songs, study, cinemark
  • 05.28.2014 - calls, 3 tests, a little better, orgy, sleepy
  • 05.29.2014 - my bones, lonely, bad self steem, french fries, bad night
  • 05.30.2014 - patology pratic, what he said, cries again, gabi's house, really sad
  • 05.31.2014 - anxiety all morning, can't do it, losing my mind, not going to the party, left behind
  • 06.01.2014 - stressed, they're not angry, sad, no movie, methods
  • 06.02.2014 - cute things at 1am, no text, movie with friends after class, angry, studying
  • 06.03.2014 - test, nap, "cute", unfair, work
  • 06.04.2014 - after midnight texts, hands, the guy with that sweater, really sad, bad night
  • 06.05.2014 - monitory, so stressed, singing in the class old songs, funny mom + friends love her, sad and lonely
  • 06.06.2014 - test, searching a movie, photos, worse talk ever, crying till there was nothing left
  • 06.07.2014 - sad talk, new things, blue valentine, facebook, jealous
  • 06.08.2014 - early morning, single at the party full of couples, crying again, pissed off, thomas
  • 06.09.2014 - jammed, dumb test, not planned teather, sad, lonely night
  • 06.10.2014 - don't wanna get up, the guy who thinks i'm pretty, stupid, crying out lound, mom's tears
  • 06.11.2014 - hand bones, stupid, photos in class, cute couples, left behind
  • 06.12.2014 - midnight, buying food alone, anxiety for thinking too much, game with my mom, no answer
  • 06.13.2014 - selfie with the teatcher, "you're so cutie, you look like a doll, no, you're beautiful, not cutie, your parents did a great job", waiting him on facebook, photography, the way he didn't seem to miss me
  • 06.14.2014 - mom saying "i love you" in the morning, he's phone is working, n bought me a book, the horrible thing he said about me, remembering august
  • 06.15.2014 - bad morning, parents, stressed, he helped me, lonely
  • 06.16.2014 - didn't slept well, movie before class, movie before class, cuteness, jealous
  • 06.17.2014 - anxiety, lonely with no answer, studying, "i feel sorry for this guy", the stress you can't control
  • 06.18.2014 - 9 am text about fruit ninja, nap, test, he's cold, lonely night
  • 06.19.2014 - freaking out again, blood, the scientist, sad, talking about what we used to talk
  • 06.20.2014 - stupid thoughts, psychiatrist is such a cute woman, naps, andressa crying, no answer and then no good night
  • 06.21.2014 - he tried to apologize, harmed again, sleeping to not cry, cute talk, another bad night
  • 06.22.2014 - morning shower, "you're ridiculous", sadness, being a bitch to my mom, good movies on tv
  • 06.23.2014 - making things right, can't sleep, missing him, sad for not being good, saoirse ronan and the cute things he said
  • 06.24.2014 - missing him badly at 1 am, bakery, sleepy, so sad, lonely and the "i'm sorry" before sleep
  • 06.25.2014 - renata won't be there, stupid thoughts that won't go away, sadness, lonely, left behind
  • 06.26.2014 - a song left for me, crying, lonliness is eating me, agony, more cries
  • 06.27.2014 - standing at the street, rough, it got out of control, can't cry enough, dead inside
  • 06.28.2014 - woke up to a cool song somewhere, lonely, tv with my mom, "bru", crying and those stupid thoughts that got me nauseated
  • 06.29.2014 - internet, trying not to think, 30 minutes of talk, transformers with mom, "i want a hug, yours"
  • 06.30.2014 - landim, sitting on the grass, no answer, "i can't stand people" and how i felt after this, lonely
  • 07.01.2014 - sadness, suzanna& ana luiza& the dog, singing with friends, n: "i made you a poem" g: "you're very lovable", not sleepy
  • 07.02.2014 - dark circles, apps, i'm a fool, nilma, can't sleep
  • 07.03.2014 - half naked alef, renata's here awn, worse than sad, 15h10, cleaning the house
  • 07.04.2014 - icons, old words, bitterness, david luiz, "thanks for talking to me"
  • 07.05.2014 - giancarlos (lol), spotify, cool songs, "i'm gonna make a suprise for you", tomatoes
  • 07.06.2014 - acting stupid, parents and pants, sorry, anxiety, talk before midnight
  • 07.07.2014 - left behind, paranormal activity before last class, anxiety, work
  • 07.08.2014 - photography, hair, no answer, 07 x 01, left behind with bad thoughts
  • 07.09.2014 - weirdest call ever, unfair things he said, sleepy and sad, passing out in front a lot of people, study
  • 07.10.2014 - pratic, landim, "is just that i only think of you", internet, what a stupid question
  • 07.11.2014 - don't wanna get up, no reply, bad thoughts, foooooooood, he went to sleep even after "because we barely talked today"
  • 07.12.2014 - spotify, gui, hair again, "what a pretty hair", lonliness
  • 07.13.2014 - horrible thoughts, my tumblr is so cute now, germany, trying to study, "when was the last time you felt save?"
  • 07.14.2014 - waking up after eight, movie before class, evernote, things he said, i am so dumb for missing the test
  • 07.15.2014 - jealous, he being cute, "you're full of flaws", documents, no reply
  • 07.16.2014 - accusation, busy day with those papers, bookstore, jealous, "i'm crying again"
  • 07.17.2014 - they went with me, gabi's house, cute words, reading, no reply 3 times in a row
  • 07.18.2014 - "would you say yes?" "no", so sleepy, so much sadness, no reply 4 times now, reading after shower
  • 07.19.2014 - cuteness, cool songs, meditation, reading, awful feeling
  • 07.20.2014 - internet, volleyball, ignored, reading, work
  • 07.21.2014 - waking up late, "my sister said you're pretty", quiet and sleepy, it's not fair you ignore me, work
  • 07.22.2014 - no reply, reading, back home, the same excuse again, passing out
  • 07.23.2014 - work, the agony of crying, he said sorry, "watch a movie with me", reading
  • 07.24.2014 - call, work, photography, adam, awful talk
  • 07.25.2014 - call at 3 am, rainy day, test, in bed all day, kind of better to really sad in a minute
  • 07.26.2014 - slept a lot, clementine's poetry, "you ruin every rare good thing that happen", spotify, alef
  • 07.27.2014 - went to the store in my pajamas, not faked laughs, transformers, work, really bad things said
  • 07.28.2014 - no sleep, stayed in bed, sad, alice, went to bed instead of tv
  • 07.29.2014 - good things he said, sex talk, bad news, memories, study
  • 07.30.2014 - going home really sad, "call me when you can", sad and worry, lonely, only the two of us
  • 07.31.2014 - call, panicking with 80 people around, they're treating me like shit, analog cameras, quite cries and bad thoughts
  • 08.01.2014 - work, weird movies on tv, photography, sleepy, good talk
  • 08.02.2014 - internet, nilma, weird expressions, 3 movies with mom, "i use it to feel your smell; i have hairy lags"
  • 08.03.2014 - things to do, drunk people, we beraly talked, agony, work
  • 08.04.2014 - sad, talking about the beatles, the talk that everyone was lesting to after the test, "it is worth it", bad memories
  • 08.05.2014 - stupid test, sleepy, not talking the whole day, those pictures, bad thoughts
  • 08.06.2014 - the agony of being alone for a while, no answer the whole morning, sadness, adult talk, his draw
  • 08.07.2014 - awful night of bad sleep, "this is the only good thing about waking up", anxiety, dimples, i'm such a fool
  • 08.08.2014 - anxiety, i did it i talked in public, bad talk when i got home, sleepy, stupid boys
  • 08.09.2014 - loud and awful night, shut the fuck up and let me sleep, tv&phone&wifi, not talking, movies with mom
  • 08.10.2014 - after midnight movie with him, really sad before sleep, internet, panicking, had to say "stay" again as i thought
  • 08.11.2014 - teste, the videos of marilia&old songs, sad&lonely, tv in my room, robin williams
  • 08.12.2014 - bad morning, "you're, by far, the worse thing that happened to me", dead inside, loneliness, no sleep
  • 08.13.2014 - one am message, his first day working, renata, good movie with mom, no reply
  • 08.14.2014 - after midnight sadness, landim, things he said, the answer, the almost panic
  • 08.15.2014 - no class, internet, wall-e, sleepy, sadness&anxiety
  • 08.16.2014 - cuteness, funny movie, bad memories don't wanna go away, "it's worth it", stupid ending
  • 08.17.2014 - bad start, lot of work to do, "you're not a funny person", sorry i care, lonely&some cries
  • 08.18.2014 - gabi, spotify, bad memories, cuteness, work
  • 08.19.2014 - awful dream, stupid woman, and the day gets worse, old songs, anxiety&studying
  • 08.20.2014 - test, bad news (that turned out fine), depressed, punished myself, studying bones
  • 08.21.2014 - a lot of anxiety before the pratic test, unfair acusation, "i'm a fucking curse", documents delivered, in bed with my sadness
  • 08.22.2014 - long morning, no reply, bed the whole day again yayyyy, bad names after four hours, funny movie with a long name
  • 08.23.2014 - bad memories, lonely, peter pan, bad thoughts, punched myself again
  • 08.24.2014 - good dreams, better morning, jokes&sadness, crying a bit, anxiety left after the talk about fruits
  • 08.25.2014 - cuteness, "are you from there?", bad things said after that question, seriously sad, study
  • 08.26.2014 - approved in collective health, sadness, "you helped me", video of my face, work
  • 08.27.2014 - "you look so different", no reply the whole day, the talk with renata, good conversation made me smile, two door cinema club show on tv and the sadness after it
  • 08.28.2014 - early with no need, internet, nap, bit of crying, study for the last test
  • 08.29.2014 - the last test, low self steem, landim's boobs, stupid movie&the sutpid things he said, lonely
aug 29 2013 ∞
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