[Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. My Start Date: 08/30/2014]

• 08.30.2014 - bad start, long nap and then bad news, crying out loud again&punched myself, suicide thoughts, loneliness
• 08.31.2014 - internet, matt, no reply, android 4.1, 120 hearbeats per minute
• 09.01.2014 - that comment made my stomach sick, cat, didn't finish the movie, restaurant, margarita
• 09.02.2014 - missing thomas, that kind of hurt, bed all day, "everyone looks like you", lonely
• 09.03.2014 - long nap till 6 pm, no reply, damien rice, anxiety, those songs
• 09.04.2014 - anxiety, gynecologist, lonely, ugh not again, slept early
• 09.05.2014 - 4 am and then no sleep, internet all day, gabi&landim&and some laughs but still sad, lonely with no reply, bad night
• 09.06.2014 - really really bad morning, tumblr, lonely, strong suicide thoughts, no reply before sleep
• 09.07.2014 - anxiety, car&the same sadness, "you're amazing with or without make up", sad movie with motels, that thing he said and the sadness after it
• 09.08.2014 - the end of my plans, internet, so pissed of, talking with mom, panic couldn't let me sleep
• 09.09.2014 - made him a present, photography, "oh god, please, help me, stop this pain", punched myself again, lonely since 5 pm
• 09.10.2014 - bad morning, tears with screams, nap, can't get up, mirror
• 09.11.2014 - endless morning, sadness, movie with mom, crying again, no reply
• 09.12.2014 - sadness, you fucking liar, screams, hanna, fight with mom
• 09.13.2014 - two years (not that you care about it), can't eat, long nap, sat movie, i can't sleep oh fuck
• 09.14.2014 - nothing to do, "she's pretty", rum, some time with mom, he didn't explain anything to me about what happened
• 09.15.2014 - lots of calls and messages and then that awful talk, two years, ginecologist, the ring that guy made me, bored
• 09.16.2014 - work, natan was in the bookstore, "i can see i can't trust you", reading, movie late at night
• 09.17.2014 - confused, tried to sleep, evan peters and that cute guy who fights, ignored, awful feelings
• 09.18.2014 - reading, all those memories came back, long nap, work, what he said
• 09.19.2014 - can't sleep, the plan, finished the book, lots of eating, that stupid talk again
• 09.20.2014 - anxiety, vintage tattoo, mom being stupid, funny movie, he was so stupid
• 09.21.2014 - what a awful night, stupid parents, nap, reading again, no sleep
• 09.22.2014 - no message at midnight, his call, found that thing, feeling not important, "do you wanna talk?"
• 09.23.2014 - body positive, gui, new shoes, ignored, crying with those sad songs
• 09.24.2014 - reading those things, can't do anything, dakota fanning, can't understand my feelings, so much anxiety
• 09.25.2014 - ufu, photography, reading, andressa, no reply with the usual after it
• 09.26.2014 - those flowers, the good bruce willis's movie, nap cause i had nothing to do, talking about things i think about, wow i'm such a idiot
• 09.27.2014 - get out of my window, photography, totally lonely, body positive again, that awful thing
• 09.28.2014 - cat, you don't change, no reply the whole day, stayed in bed, can't sleep with those bad thoughts
• 09.29.2014 - bad start, confused, the worst kind of crying, adult conversation, talked to natan
• 09.30.2014 - it felt like the old times, the mall, awful feeling, sad songs, loneliness
• 10.01.2014 - friends&going to class again, insecure because of my scars and that class, no talk, lonely as fuck, crying for help
• 10.02.2014 - nothing after 9, got my book with natan, missing him, mom and her dog, no reply
• 10.03.2014 - walk with gabi, crying on my way home, photography, cooking, sleepy
• 10.04.2014. - so much anxiety, food, those thoughts, he left me again, nap with problems to sleep after 10 pm
• 10.05.2014 - not hungry, very good girls (i love this movie and dakota and elizabeth), no message, crying on my mom's shoulder, sleepy
• 10.06.2014 - endless class, notes of anatomy, gui&alef&gabi, he fixed the phone, "there's people trying to sleep, bruna, everybody already knows you're crying"
• 10.07.2014 - shit starting early, many stupid things said after i asked for help, new clothes, food, lonely
• 10.08.2014 - ugly, left the class early, being stupid, not surprised, work
• 10.09.2014 - work, quiet, new short, photography, got the anatomy thing
• 10.10.2014 - lonely, crying by myself, the guy trying to kill a bird, cold as snow, alone
• 10.11.2014 - another stupid fight, slept the whole day, suicide thoughts, i am a fool, left behind as i always am
• 10.12.2014 - awful morning, bed all day, trying to be a good friend, adam, no reply
• 10.13.2014 - he didn't stopped me, came home crying, burns, crying out loud a lot, called my mom at work
• 10.14.2014 - panicking at ru, blue eyes guy, studying&talking, tutoring, not eating
• 10.15.2014 - massage (a lot of hands on my back, "you have soft hands"), bad friends, lonely, imuno lab, food
• 10.16.2014 - lonely, edward movie, nothing to do, freaking out, can't sleep
• 10.17.2014 - paraffin glove, happy songs didn't help, i'm over him, nothing to do, food wasn't good
• 10.18.2014 - internet, sad songs, two movies, not hungry, windstorm scared me
• 10.19.2014 - rain, photography, internet, bed, can't sleep
• 10.20.2014 - long class, landim's sister&potter, sad, came home crying again, i can't believe this
• 10.21.2014 - agony, old sad songs, fred is actually a good teacher, panic (they don't shut up, crying, can't do any noise, punched myself, i didn't notice my nails was hurting me, silence finally), things my mom said
• 10.22.2014 - didn't go in the morning, message, bored, class till 9 pm, can't sleep
• 10.23.2014 - dispair, punched myself, lonely, tutoring, someone to talk to
• 10.24.2014 - sad, bruises/punched myself, re-tattoo, nap, punched myself again (what mom said)
• 10.25.2014 - goodbye (he doesn't care at all), valium, bed all day, crying a lot, lasagna
• 10.26.2014 - agony, valium, vote, slept/bed all day, old pictures
• 10.27.2014 - modern family, photography, "why are you talking like that?" "i'm just sad", the word "obligation", sleeping on my own
• 10.28.2014 - lonely, i am nothing, photography, "thanks for showing me this", can't sleep
• 10.29.2014 - hospital calss (so sad), test, tutoring, mom was cutie (dog thing, the work thing), weheartit
• 10.30.2014 - sad, accidentally saw samantha, "you don't even know what retoric is", nap, lonely (how i live now and then work)
• 10.31.2014 - feeling unattractive, rainy day, bangs, so much food (didn't felt better), horror movies&anxiety before sleep
• 11.01.2014 - photoshop, so much anxiety, fixed twitter, the talk with mom, sad samantha
• 11.02.2014 - the tumblr girl, humiliated by my own famiyly, looking for houses, what mom said while crying, weird
• 11.03.2014 - i hate this woman, mom's work, calling for houses, punched myself really hard this time, anxiety
• 11.04.2014 - the talk (just bullshit), "you're acting like an animal, go treat yourself", didn't go again (came home halfway), bed all day, pils
• 11.05.2014 - pills, ignored, cuts, crying, anxiety won't let me sleep
• 11.06.2014 - class (some news), sleep all day, the goodbye, crying more like screaming, no food
• 11.07.2014 - not going again, driking alone/crying, cat bites, movies on tv with mom, so lonely
• 11.08.2014 - rainy day with the final of a horror movie, drunk things my friends did, photography (with bianca), no message, more lonely than ever
• 11.09.2014 - strong headache, grey's anatomy, ignored, crying a lot, no food or sleep
• 11.10.2014 - long test, the only one to go to that class, guilherme (funny videos, things he said made me feel sad, close and then not so much), ignored, massage
• 11.11.2014 - nightmare (strong stomach pain, vomit twice, panic, no sleep), almost passed out walking, nothing to do at home, sad songs on spotify, work
• 11.12.2014 - rainy day, pratic massage class, almost slept, reading, lonely
• 11.13.2014 - damien rice, reading, ignored, punched myself + crying out loud, no food and no sleep
• 11.14.2014 - work, reading, nap, paul mccartney, stupid
• 11.15.2014 - anxiety, that last item, long nap, comedy movies, so lonely before sleep
• 11.16.2014 - good dream, the hair thing, nothing to do, lonely + lonely + lonely, work
• 11.17.2014 - the other campus (nothing happened), sleepy in class, how that letter made me feel, bed, tears
• 11.18.2014 - work, cuts, sad songs, fun pratic class, food
• 11.19.2014 - niples, hours passed fast at home, lonely, work, the 2 movies of 2 years ago
• 11.20.2014 - so sleepy, "don't do this anymore, please", bookstore (those sad songs, those two who works there), new clothes, drunk audios
• 11.21.2014 - "i'm only your friend because i have to see you everyday", slept the whole day, bookshelf organized, nothing to do, paul mccartney on tv
• 11.22.2014 - work, sad songs, reading, nap, rain (the sadness, memories), didn't go to oba pizza with them
• 11.23.2014 - 5 am couldn't sleep anymore, reading while raining (finished the book in two days), sadness, nothing to do, anxiety
• 11.24.2014 - barely slept, no credit, rain again, stayed in bed the rest of the day, very lonely
• 11.25.2014 - sad, alef's birthday, reading, grey's anatomy, crying
• 11.26.2014 - puffy eyes, lost the bus, feeling awfull, it's over, reading
• 11.27.2014 - rain, didn't go to the class, reading, so sad, samantha called
• 11.28.2014 - massage, really sad, rain all day, samantha called again, can't sleep
• 11.29.2014 - decision, "i just came to see you", grey's anatomy, nothing to do, eating a lot
• 11.30.2014 - sc parents, reading, agony, rain, my heart beating so fast because of one message (i'm such a idiot, seriously)
• 12.01.2014 - bad hair day, low self steem, a huge sadness, "who were you talking to in the middle of the night?", no energy to do anything
• 12.02.2014 - work, shaking body ("go back to your bed and cry a little like you do all the time"), lonely, running to class (or trying to), internet
• 12.03.2014 - no ru today for nothing, his smell, pretty gabi, back home early, talking to mom
• 12.04.2014 - his smell again, rain, crying, punched myself, agony
• 12.05.2014 - depressed, no food, sick, bed all day, medication
• 12.06.2014 - hair, midday party ("you look so fragile", depressing songs, a cat, bruno mars, mom), sad, french fries, internet
• 12.07.2014 - no movie to watch, nothing to do, nap, depressed, lonely
• 12.08.2014 - can't sleep, augusto, sad songs, the beatles, study
• 12.09.2014 - small naps in the morning, rain, test, i now pronounce you chuck & larry, study
• 12.10.2014 - stressed, test, reading, rain back home, crying
• 12.11.2014 - depressed, reading, downtown, samantha, work
• 12.12.2014 - internet, depressed, big nap, rain, finished fight club before sleep
• 12.13.2014 - work, stressed, small nap, lots of eating, talks for hours with mom
• 12.14.2014 - good sleep, bored, stressed, really depressed, stupid hair
• 12.15.2014 - no sleep at all, samantha called, singing the beatles, crying because of the memories, made mom a massage
• 12.16.2014 - depressed, aaron johnson, anxiety, crying, studying
• 12.17.2014 - escaped the pratic test, study, some tears, sad, rain
• 12.18.2014 - downtown, his smell on the bookstore, "everyone said you're beautiful", depressed&crying, silvana
• 12.19.2014 - studying, nap, test at night, evan peters, crying a lot before sleep and really depressed
• 12.20.2014 - sleeping, downtown with mom (that stupid song will follow me forever), nap, depressd, talks
• 12.21.2014 - hair, not going out anymore, nap, anxiety, work
• 12.22.2014 - photography, low self steem, no food at home, leandro is here too, bracelet
• 12.23.2014 - can't sleep, buying some books, the dilemma, leandro dancing john lennon, sober but singing
• 12.24.2014 - sleepy, dreads, engenheiros do hawaii, stress, drunk
• 12.25.2014 - talking in the middle of the night, a lot of pain, stayed at home, talking the whole day, he did strawberry vitamin
• 12.26.2014 - no sleep, bed all day, bored, samantha called, agony
• 12.27.2014 - can't sleep, bored, two and a half man + the big bang thoery + friends + movies, pub, "is good is still 10 pm"
• 12.28.2014 - silvana's birthday, they left and we stayed, 29º, big hands + four christmas + a bit of 50 first dates, thinking about it again
• 12.29.2014 - farewell, bed all day, so sad, crying a bit, a song to listen
• 12.30.2014 - reading, sadness, bed, guilherme invited me to a party (not going), cheking my phone
• 12.31.2014 - internet, nothing to do, reading, "he's talking to you? he never uses the phone", in cute clothes
• 01.01.2015 - ana paula's audio, reading a bit, nap, american psycho, depressed
• 01.02.2015 - nightmare, depressed, bed all day, crying a lot, checking my phone
• 01.03.2015 - can't sleep, reading, low self steem, not hungry, depressed
• 01.04.2015 - indecisive, silvana, nothing to do, stressed, paranoid
• 01.05.2015 - friends, rain, breakdown, punched myself, no food
• 01.06.2015 - bed, depressed, no class, nap, work
• 01.07.2015 - told the teacher about it, feet pain, sleepy, ana paula, work
• 01.08.2015 - can't sleep, instagram, reading, nap, bed all day
• 01.09.2015 - volunteer in a project, eating a lot, reading, slept all day, depressed, inspired
• 01.10.2015 - downtown with mom, tattoo chocher, snapchat, with the neighbors, depressed
• 01.11.2015 - crying on the street, slept the whole day, nothing to do, depressed, anxiety
• 01.12.2015 - no sleep, pain, nap, monitory, work
• 01.13.2015 - reading, class ended early, depressed, crying, work
• 01.14.2015 - they talking about boyfriends, sad, sleepy, study, work
• 01.15.2015 - sad, slept the whole day, reading, feeling fat, sleepy hollow
• 01.16.2015 - cute teatcher, sleepy, downtown, "then i could finally rest", depressed
• 01.17.2015 - nothing to do, depressed, meeting after 20 years (grandmother, "you have a good eye to photography"), mall with girls, livia
• 01.18.2015 - slept all day, nothing to do, depressed, samantha called, work
• 01.19.2015 - stressed, feeling weak, nap, the cat sleeping on me, work
• 01.20.2015 - bed, depressed, pain, food&juice, work
• 01.21.2015 - "your arms are so ugly", green day, food, stressed, work
• 01.22.2015 - anxiety, nap, samantha, low self steem, mom's friends
• 01.23.2015 - cold weather, reading, nap, internet, depressed
• 01.24.2015 - the doors, reading, feeling fat, depressed again, lots of food
• 01.25.2015 - reading, depressed, pain, nothing to do, work
• 01.26.2015 - panic attack in class, 95, finish the book, rain, work
• 01.27.2015 - study, sleepy, instagram, lonely, work
• 01.28.2015 - nap, endless class, 8 pm already (didn't do anything), food, work
• 01.29.2015 - weird night, anxiety, nap&rain&ben howard, grandparents, work
• 01.30.2015 - low self steem, mall with my friends, depressed, singing with mom, lonely
• 01.31.2015 - feeling sick, diy (didn't work that much), nap, hating myself, crying (mom carrying me, despicable me and food)
• 02.01.2015 - body pain from weird sleeping, hair care, depressed, robert downey jr, the reader (crying a lot)
• 02.02.2015 - lonely, raining, nap, seriously depressed, work
• 02.03.2015 - study, lonely (ignored, bad talk), the mall with friends, 20/20, pain
• 02.04.2015 - horrible pratic test, left out completely, depressed, no one to talk about it, cuts
• 02.05.2015 - cuts, rainy day, downtown, sad, work
• 02.06.2015 - rainy day, internet, cooking, karla, no sleepy
• 02.07.2015 - 5 am, downtwon with mom, camera (back to downtown, still sad), nap, drew berrymore
• 02.08.2015 - rainy day, photography, study, depressed, work
• 02.09.2015 - test, anxiety, nap, went to the store with mom, stomach pain
• 02.10.2015 - pain all over my body, friends, slept the whole day, nothing to do, food
• 02.11.2015 - no sleep, mom's papers on downtown, anxiety, approved on immunology, one message
• 01.12.2015 - self harm, crying on the phone, bed all day, talking to mom, study
• 02.13.2015 - tests and the cute teacher, had to stayed after (good laughs), anxiety, my bag is ready already, stayed with mom
• 02.14.2015 - no sleep, airport, mafra, rainy day, his hands
• 02.15.2015 - lunch with everyone, they went to curitiba, "... and i'd love if were you", car wash, they came
• 02.16.2015 - waking up early, bombinhas, the beach, driking, depressed
• 02.17.2015 - rainy day, volei, playing with the guys, night walk on the beach, some laughs
• 02.18.2015 - the sound of the waves, french fries, the house, morro dos macacos, stressed
• 02.19.2015 - beach, creps, sleepy, beach again, can't sleep
• 02.20.2015 - the middle of the ocean, swim classes, ciara, food, cards
• 02.21.2015 - nothing to do, the road, songs, mafra, not a word
• 02.22.2015 - nothing to do, paranoid, all in bed, not conmfortable, the fault is in our stars and the maze runner
• 02.23.2015 - 5:30, pretending to sleep, dress, tv on my room, watching oscar with silvana
• 02.24.2015 - bad dreams, tears, rainy day, we were alone and nothing happened, leandro
• 02.25.2015 - waking up early, lots of food, mafra's downtown, nap, didn't finish the movie
• 02.26.2015 - songs in the middle of the night, the usual lie, finish the movie, alone in the house, low self steem
• 02.27.2015 - empty house, the way he said that (bad), uncomfortable, wine&queen, tears before sleep
• 02.28.2015 - leandro came, watching tv, bed, "are you going out?", sex on the beach
• 03.01.2015 - smoking weed, no sleep, he didn't came to say goodbye, airport, home sweet home
• 03.02.2015 - new wallpaper, organizing my clothes, his stuff (the emptiness after), bookstore, reading
• 03.03.2015 - reading, lots of food, photography, photoshop, "i miss her already"
• 03.04.2015 - finish the book and started another, nap, rain, chocolate, work
• 03.05.2015 - guilherme ("how pissed off would you be if I tried to flirt with you?", sleepy, downtown, mom's work ("she's like a doll"), depressed
• 03.06.2015 - marcos, reading, those 2 pictures, photoshop, depressed
• 03.07.2015 - food, long nap, havan, walking on downtown (185 and horrible pain), groove
• 03.08.2015 - low self steem, pain all over my body, almost passing out, crying a lot, lonely
• 03.09.2015 - gym ("you're getting prettier"), bit of reading, the voice, hair care, seriously depressed
• 03.10.2015 - andressa, bed, work, rain, depressed
• 03.11.2015 - gym, cooking, slept the whole day, grandpa's birthday, work
• 03.12.2015 - gym, my sister's keeper, low self steem, depressed, lonely
• 03.13.2015 - rainy morning, cooking, tumblr, nails, the hangover
• 03.14.2015 - cooking, trying no to eat, internet, lonely, depressed
• 03.15.2015 - nightmares, make up, nap, work, crying a lot
• 03.16.2015 - gym, rain, bookstore, photography, work
• 03.17.2015 - low self steem and stressed, what's eating gilbert grape, internet, rain, can't sleep
• 03.18.2015 - the touch of our hands (i seriously need some care), work, nap, brenda, "she misses you"
• 03.19.2015 - talking to m for a bit, work, photography, low self steem, lonely
• 03.20.2015 - not eating before downtown, no glasses needed, trying to read the message, that cat and that bite, stressed and about to cry
• 03.21.2015 - hospital, medication, rainy day, movies with mom, depressed after that song about home
• 03.22.2015 - what he said, the voice, nap, work, can't sleep
• 03.23.2015 - class back again, nothing to do at colege, we all together, home super late, work
• 03.24.2015 - super early, so sleepy, rain, "he says about him, but he loves you too, you know?", really tired
• 03.25.2015 - stressed in class, the other campus, really sleepy, the gym, not working
• 03.26.2015 - breakdown, punshed myself, bed all day, so depressed, crying crying crying
• 03.27.2015 - rain, useless class, gym, the voice, food
• 03.28.2015 - slept a lot, stressed, agony, lots of food, groove with b
• 03.29.2015 - ooze, pain, slept all day, low self steem, so stressed
• 03.30.2015 - giving up the class/back home, the baketball diaries, nap, so much anxiety, dicaprio
• 03.31.2015 - so sleepy, nap (the dream), missing him, the black keys, punched myself
• 04.01.2015 - fun class (the hug thing), nap, work, new battery, gym
• 04.02.2015 - dermatologist, pao de queijo, mari bought chocolate for us, gym, lonely
• 04.03.2015 - thinking out loud, 2 years, nap, depressed, the voice
• 04.04.2015 - nightmare, netflix, that snap, panic attack, watched the reader with mom
• 04.05.2015 - lonely, into the wild, rainy day, long nap, depressed
• 04.06.2015 - good humor, hate maths, pao de queijo, gym, really depressed
• 04.07.2015 - no sleep, the guy who started a conversation, "i love you", low self-steem, really depressed
• 04.08.2015 - bad humor/good humor, hospital omg i touched the pacients, tired, depressed at home, the girl and the history
• 04.09.2015 - no self steem, not getting out of my house today, slept all day long, modern family, super suicidal
• 04.10.2015 - walking, back home for a little, feeling unimportant, fat fat fat, gym
• 04.11.2015 - modern family, long nap, evan peters/missing him/crying a lot, sad songs, bianca
• 04.12.2015 - depressed, the voice, lonely, stupid nap, can't sleep
• 04.13.2015 - dermatologist/ufu, i hate math, snapchat, gym, bianca/lauane
• 04.14.2015 - in front of the class, pizza with modern family, told mom about college, gym, samantha called
• 04.15.2015 - "are you lesbian?", eating a lot, so sleepy, the white cat, gym ("take care, be safe")
• 04.16.2015 - reading a little, slept the whole morning, quiet at class, feeling good for like one second, named the cats
• 04.17.2015 - ipac, slept till 3pm, depressed, crying a lot, suicidal
• 04.18.2015 - bad sleep, modern family, drunk on my room, siath, lonely
• 04.19.2015 - modern family, depressed, the voice, missing him, awkward questions
• 04.20.2015 - modern family, it's raining, sleeping, depressed/lonely, the voice
• 04.21.2015 - modern family, slept the whole day, lonely, i know what you did last summer, headache
• 04.22.2015 - sleepy/late at class, the cute guy from agronomy, lonely, m hug, low self steem
• 04.23.2015 - slept the whole morning, not a word said till class, it's raining, really depressed, ooze
• 04.24.2015 - drunk dancing, super low self steem, can't sleep, tired at class, the voice
• 04.25.2015 - slept a lot, modern family, nap, so depressed, waiting/stressed
• 04.26.2015 - drunk/dacing a lot/french fries/bicota, can't sleep, tired, slept the whole day, so depressed/lonely/missing him
• 04.27.2015 - so depressed, bored at class/panic attack almost, my stomach/didn't go to the gym, radiohead, can't sleep
• 04.28.2015 - lonely, the gym, so tired, my knee, not sleepy
• 04.29.2015 - sleepy, kinda cold day, slept the whole day, sad about parana, trying to find a good horror movie
• 04.30.2015 - studying, nap, test, internet, not feeling very well
• 05.01.2015 - loud voices, lots of food the entire day, edward scissorhands, good mood, the voice
• 05.02.2015 - stressed, comedy didn't make me laugh, french fries, click, stomach pain
• 05.03.2015 - resurrection, organizing my desk, depressed, nap, snapchat
• 05.04.2015 - not sleeping at all, studying, test, rain, gym
• 05.05.2015 - no sleep, internet, stupid class wanna go home, vikings s02, crying a lot
• 05.06.2015 - can't sleep/sad songs, not going anywhere today, vikings, low self steem, work
• 05.07.2015 - no sleep, boring class, tired, vikings, depressed
• 05.08.2015 - in front of everyone, lots of food, not going anywhere tonight, tears/grey's anatomy, the voice
• 05.09.2015 - good mood, nap, food, switched at bird, crying a lot with grey's anatomy
• 05.10.2015 - serie romance, watching random movies with mom, work, raining, vikings
• 05.11.2015 - cold, avaliation, really low self steem, no food after, can't sleep
• 05.12.2015 - so cold wow, no much food, boring class, bed bed bed/warm, no sleep
• 05.13.2015 - awful class, cafune, pratic at the hospital, depressed, bed/cold night
• 05.14.2015 - dark cicles, going to class was useless, anxiety, missing him, depressed/sad songs
• 05.15.2015 - fun pratic class/group hug, the wedding date, my new crush, twitter, the voice
• 05.16.2015 - slept the whole day, nothing to do, wanna go out/stayed at home, depressed, sad songs
• 05.17.2015 - eating a lot, nothing to do, depressed/lonely, crying, the stupid horror movie that wasn't horror at all
• 05.18.2015 - work, endless class, imaginarium, m is different with me, it's 11pm and there's so much to do
• 05.19.2015 - no sleep, studying a bit, really sleppy, saw lauane at her work, sawyer won my baby
• 05.20.2015 - no sueter/it's freaking cold and it's raining too, everything went wrong/bad day for me, clinic case/awful class, he didn't even look at me, stalking sawyer
• 05.21.2015 - really sleppy, almost didn't go to class, sleppy again, kinda depressed, a guy asked my facebook ???
• 05.22.2015 - this teatcher loves me or what, that poem, nap, talking to girls, depressed
• 05.23.2015 - no sleep at all before 5 am, awful face, slept the whole day, depressed, reading
• 05.24.2015 - tv/bed/early, internet, many naps, the voice again, food
• 05.25.2015 - photography, cat ears, useless class, wanna go home, study
• 05.26.2015 - photography, endless class, tired, so stressed, flickr
• 05.27.2015 - didn't go to class, studying, the past (this list), anxiety/pratic test, reading
• 05.28.2015 - reading, long class, his hands/my hipbones, cold weather, reading again
• 05.29.2015 - insomnia/cutest dream with my crush, walking, ana paula being a cutie, my bangs/so stressed, reading
• 05.30.2015 - reading, photography, depressed/drunk, gartic with bianca, reading again
• 05.31.2015 - reading, internet, nap, easy a, bit depressed
• 06.01.2015 - reading, endless class, french fries, really low self steem/depressed, samantha
• 06.02.2015 - class super early, reading, nap/raining/didn't go to class, guilherme, anxiety/studying
• 06.03.2015 - no sleep at all/bad dream, anxiety/stomach pain, did the stupid test in front of everyone and didn't cry, nap, reading
• 06.04.2015 - reading, photography, bianca, stalking my crush, fast pizza
• 06.05.2015 - faking it, reading, something in my eye/agony/scared, not going anywhere, leonardo dicaprio/movies with mom
• 06.06.2015 - faking it, reading, modern family/awkward, cold weather, scary movie
• 06.07.2015 - did a new choker, the nude talk????, lomogracinha, reading, anxious
• 06.08.2015 - can't sleep, endless class, nap, so so so embarrassing, reading
• 06.09.2015 - the guy with the stucked penis, that disgusting human being aggressed me, crying a lot/pills/suicide thoughs/my arm is in pain, "if you leave me, I am going to die, just don't look at him", waiting for a message that didn't came
• 06.10.2015 - still not eating, not going anywhere today, different waffles, the chocolate situation, karla
• 06.11.2015 - twitter, vanilla smell, online shopping, whatsapp, studying
• 06.12.2015 - pratic test, more class, don't wanna go out, getting ready, ooze/crush
• 06.13.2015 - drunk/dancing/lots of dudes/samantha kissing a lot of boys/"you're too cute to be a woman, i can't believe, i need to stay away from you or..." "i'm not gonna let anyone kiss you tonight"/my crush kissed another girl/the obsessed guy/6 am, so sleepy, parents came, low food, igor
• 06.14.2015 - so stressed with my computer/i can't believe i cried because of it, wildlike/the beach/modern family, i miss you, low food again, depressed
• 06.15.2015 - studying more like panicking, test, pratic class on downtown, super tired, singing beatles on my way home
• 06.16.2015 - can't sleep, my voice is weird, kishi, the way he looks at me/i am just being silly, the letter
• 06.17.2015 - pratic class the whole day, maicon, listening to taylor swift, fucked up voice, modern family
• 06.18.2015 - nicolas, my stupid voice, funny teacher, he and facebook omg!!!!, studying
• 06.19.2015 - weird voice, rpg, test, finally i have some time, watching tv with mom
• 06.20.2015 - sad song after midnight, modern family, missing him/crying a bit, anxiety, boys don't cry
• 06.21.2015 - kiss the girl, samantha called/"bff", pictures on my room, photography, reading
• 06.22.2015 - reading, depressed, angry teacher, crying/missing him, modern family
• 06.23.2015 - nap, whole day class, tired, maicon, modern family
• 06.24.2015 - endless class, friends was jealous, feeling not important at all, sad songs, forrest gump
• 06.25.2015 - sleeping till late, feeling annoying, samantha called, m's smell, still alice
• 06.26.2015 - such a cold weather, good mood, sons of anarchy, gays everywhere/loving it, twitter
• 06.27.2015 - sleeping a lot, sons of anarchy, not going out today, sleepy, internet
• 06.28.2015 - weird dreams, sons of anarchy, cold weather, depressed, reading
• 06.29.2015 - can't sleep at night, don't wanna go out, talking in public/so much anxiety, walking home at night, bon iver
• 06.30.2015 - can't sleep, fun pratic class/kishi, low self steem, no time for myself, banda do mar
• 07.01.2015 - sleepy, left class early, banda do mar, maicon sitting with me, reading
• 07.02.2015 - make up/photography, hair "change", long class, "i love you with all the madness in my soul", depressed
• 07.03.2015 - reading in the middle of the night, pilates class, sons of anarchy, empty gym, depressed again
• 07.04.2015 - one flew over the cuckoo's nest, photography, not going out again/drinking but not drunk, super stressed/tears/punched myself, reading
• 07.05.2015 - girl,interupted, tumblr, pc on tv, missing him, anxiety
• 07.06.2015 - peny dreadful/hannibal, not going out today, his letter, out of control/punched myself, bit of study
• 07.07.2015 - no sleep at all, the horrible pratic test, super depressed, bed bed bed, pill to sleep
• 07.08.2015 - rainy day/such a cold weather, bad memorie, stupid test, good humor, hannibal
• 07.09.2015 - relatory, class, bis, chico buarque, studying
• 07.10.2015 - pratic test/another test after, hannibal, that chair/the pufs, ideas for my room, hurt about what she said
• 07.11.2015 - bianca didn't call me to go with her to the party, listography, strawberry, super quiet/can't talk/still hurt, old things sais/awful things
• 07.12.2015 - little cactus/floral, magic water, photograph, penny dreadful, the fear dog
• 07.13.2015 - downtown, my pufs, cute room, nilma, chocker
• 07.14.2015 - stu(dying), test/my friends look my grades, good mood, really really low self steem, depressed
• 07.15.2015 - lots of sleeping, super super early/walk on downtown, pretty, stayed at home, depressed
• 07.16.2015 - no class/finally, netflix call, movies, "she said you're so gorgeous", leonardo dicaprio
• 07.17.2015 - not hungry, new books, not pretty at all, super depressed/radiohead/tears/bon iver, reading
• 07.18.2015 - reading, photograph, hannibal, anxiety, cold weather
• 07.19.2015 - paints, reading, hannibal, depressed, crying
• 07.20.2015 - paiting, not hungry, mercadolivre, samantha called, reading
• 07.21.2015 - studying, last day of class/test, walk home, maicon's smile is just so UGH/talking to talita, reading
• 07.22.2015 - finish carrie, not hungry, 2048, low self steem, reading
• 07.23.2015 - weird dreams, the shawshank redemption, still not hungry, headache/terrible face/gym, internet
• 07.24.2015 - mom's birthday, not going to downtown, the fear dog left/visiting grandma, stayed home/didn't go to 185/lauane didn't care, made mom company
• 07.25.2015 - penny dreadful/scream, strawberries, good mood, drinking, dacing to the songs
• 07.26.2015 - punched myself, pill, the cropped mom made for me, inception, films with mom
• 07.27.2015 - i have no friends, tattoos ideas, studying about photograph, gym, penny dreadful
• 07.28.2015 - weheartit at midnight, sleeping all morning, grandparents came back, looking aliexpress, 2048
• 07.29.2015 - listography, penny dreadful, baby cats, airport, bookshelf
• 07.30.2015 - not able to sleep at night, bought the plane tickets, sad/lonely/not important, low self steem, the falut in our star with mom
• 07.31.2015 - 2048 with mom, feeling better, random things on tv, nails, can't sleep
• 08.01.2015 - samantha, photograph/learning more about photograph, adotada with mom, super stressed/super depressed, no friends
• 08.02.2015 - bad sleep, feeling awful/allergy/body pain, listography, cafune/mom's lap, lemon tea
• 08.03.2015 - no sleep at all, bags, lunch at curitiba, laughs/stupid me, sos mulheres a bordo
• 08.04.2015 - no sleep, reading, nothing,low self steem, depressed
• 08.05.2015 - walking on mafra, at grandparents, cat, not okay/not feeling welcome, wanna go home/tonha's house
• 08.06.2015 - silvana's house again, they made their nails, walking on mafra/ice cream, zezinho, belle
• 08.07.2015 - nightmare, at grandparents, walking on mafra again, reading, sarita stayed with me
• 08.08.2015 - the birthday party, jealous, the dress, karaoke, mom didn't reply/panic
• 08.09.2015 - multishow, not a look in the eye, seminary/photography, kinda sad/the hug, tired but can't sleep
• 08.10.2015 - low self steem, airports, home sweet home, a bit stressed, hannibal
• 08.11.2015 - stressed for no reason, rock crystal, gone girl, "i miss you" samantha, the wedding date is on netflix
• 08.12.2015 - scream, listography, waiting/fucking stressed again, singing while walking, hannibal
• 08.13.2015 - stayed at home/didnt have to go, listography, hannibal, downtown/not in plans, good self steem
• 08.14.2015 - samantha got another excuse, photograph, low self steem again, hannibal marathon, feminism
• 08.15.2015 - waking up early for nothing, taylor swift, photograph, films, talking a bit to samantha
• 08.16.2015 - woke up with the phone, vikings, mom supported me about college, "you should study culinary, your food smells so good", fucking stressed
• 08.17.2015 - taylor swift, canceled class, saw my friends, missing her, veronica
• 08.18.2015 - good morning, downtown with lauane, passionfruit mousse, indecision, stayed at home
• 08.19.2015 - loud people, canceled class, nap, super stressed, cute comments
• 08.20.2015 - super early, mariana's house after class, longest day ever, stressed again, m.
• 08.21.2015 - anxiety, the creppy guy following me, talked to jady about it, no friends to hang out with, kinda sad
• 08.22.2015 - raio x, 4 calls from samantha, music laying on the floor, drunk, depressed/missing m. (what????)/missing her (????)/kinda missing him
• 08.23.2015 - computer problems/punched myself, stressed/depressed/nap, strangers at home for the kittens/charlie and forrest, good humor/"i can't say no to you", tom hanks
• 08.24.2015 - barely slept, sunny an very hot day, really sleepy on class, hospital with mom/so angry/tired of everything, reading
• 08.25.2015 - no going anywhere today, ellen fanning, fucking loud people, depressed, reading
• 08.26.2015 - 3 years (i don't even know why i'm still counting this), sleepy, babel, good mood again, feeling kinda loser for not having a boyfriend but whatever
• 08.27.2015 - exercise in class, computer is back/photoshop cs6, looking for a job, insecure, gave mom an amethyst
• 08.28.2015 - anxiety, the work thing, lauane/samantha/veronica "i'm going to draw you in watercolor", sign the college thing, loud music from computer to tv
• 08.29.2015 - mom dancing around the house with one direction, listography, forrest, getting ready really fast, so fucking worried/almost came back home/lauane didn't stayed
• 08.30.2015 - super drunk/drunk cafune/holding hands, nothing to eat, g. started a conversation, nap, twitter and the vma