"You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will"

• I.
• August 13 ▸ waking up at 10 am with two cats in my bed | hannibal is getting better and better | the girl of used books was so nice to me | good self steem
• August 14 ▸ "well, at least everyone saw your beauty" | mom talking about harry styles | hannibal's season finale
• August 15 ▸ taylor swift's songs | some great photos
• August 16 ▸ vikings marathon | mom in a good mood
• August 17 ▸ "be my friend <3" | m.'s hands on my legs and his smile
• August 18 ▸ lovely morning | "you have fairy hands"
• August 19 ▸ knowing I made someone's day better
• August 20 ▸ "you have such good hearts" | long talk with m. and his smile is just so cute
• August 21 ▸ found the corage to talk to the teatcher about leaving college | dancing in front of TV
• August 22 ▸ listening to music laying on the ground
• Augusr 23 ▸ charlie and forrest | tom hanks is such a cutie
• August 24 ▸ laying on the floor while super sleepy | reading again after a long time
• August 25 ▸ m.'s hug | reading late at night
• August 26 ▸ being able to watch a film with english subtitle
• August 27 ▸ singing mumford & sons without wanting to kill myself
• August 28 ▸ finally found the corage to do what i needed to do, nice people, mom really supported me, songs and a dark room
• August 29 ▸ forrest sleeping with me
• August 30 ▸ "everyone stopped to watch you dance"
• August 31 ▸ different photography
  • II.
• September 01 ▸ watched a faking it episode without subtitles | the drawing v. made of me
• September 02 ▸ good self steem
• September 03 ▸ reading at one am
• September 04 ▸ writting poems and actually liking them | good mood again | nice people
• September 05 ▸ super lazy day with good mood and no stress
• September 06 ▸ dancing a bit on my bed | christmas lights on | writting
• September 07 ▸ loving my natural hair | cute room again | paiting at night with the rain sound
• September 08 ▸ painting the whole day | dancing naked
• September 09 ▸ new ideas for paintings | the cold weather
• September 10 ▸ rainy morning | my septum piercing and how pround I felt after it
• September 11 ▸ the happy dog
• September 12 ▸ getting drunk at downtwon
• September 13 ▸ marco tulio looking at me that way (also a bad thing cause I couldn't do anything) | writing poems
• September 14 ▸ painting in th middle of the night and listening to the smiths | "you're funny"
• September 15 ▸ anxiety is better | twitter replies | "i have plans... of going to bonsai"
• September 16 ▸ m. talking really close to me
• September 17 ▸ mom's good morning note| dancing songs | two films with no subtitles
• September 18 ▸ feeling really poetic
• September 19 ▸ getting super drunk and dance a lot
• September 20 ▸ feeling better | "wow, is perfect, i am so jealous"
• September 21 ▸ that laugh and feeling good again
• September 22 ▸ cold feets on the sunlight | the call
• September 23 ▸ v.'s letter
• September 24 ▸ pretty with make up | nice hippies
• September 25 ▸ cute natural hair
• September 26 ▸ waking up with the sound of the rain | how funny the cats look wet
• September 27 ▸ being in a good mood in the morning | all the compliments on twitter and the "i have a crush on you" | "me having a crush on you already means i have a good taste for girls
• September 28 ▸ found the corage to give my curriculium at a bookstore | good mood for a couple of minutes | having someone to talk to in the middle of the night
• September 29 ▸ waking up and realise is raining | the weather | finally in a good mood again
• September 30 ▸ writting letters to v. and m. | taking a few pictures | good self steem
  • III.
• October 01 ▸ "you're so fashion" | singing out loud feeling really sexy | the way i felt listening to the v.'s band
• October 02 ▸ feeling good walking while listening to good music
• October 03 ▸ "i really wanted to" | feeling pretty for a moment | the comments when everybody saw me
• October 04 ▸ gettings super drunk without passing out | realising green day's songs doesnt hurt me that much anymore, actually, it hurt just a bit compared to before | watching something without subtitles
• October 05 ▸ going to the park without planning before
• October 06 ▸ reading again | l. talking to me (we are more close again)
• October 07 ▸ good self steem | talking to m., wich is always fun and discovering his sign (so ironic!!!)
• October 08 ▸ the guy who did my exams was so nice to me and we talked about college and he made jokes | looking at the mirror and finding out i was actually pretty | anxiety going away with music instead of pills
• October 09 ▸ netflix is back!!!! | nice things people said about me | trying to help someone | the good mood and smiling a lot
• October 10 ▸ watching that film without getting really depressed | drunk dancing alone in my room | "you are pretty, you always were" | grey's anatomy marathon without crying
• October 11 ▸ jake bugg's voice and face and everything
• October 12 ▸ the funny thing on twitter "UAI DESISTIU"
• October 13 ▸ making art while listening to jake bugg songs, his voice is just so awwwwwwwn fuck me please | laughing and thinking about how cute my laugh was sounding | walking alone at night listening to songs
• October 14 ▸ i got a jog interview | talking to m. for a bit
• October 15 ▸ looking cute | "when i said i looked like a psycho and you gave me that laugh, that's when you got my heart, i'm just going to get over you if you say you're a lesbian" | v.s audios
• October 16 ▸ feeling pretty and walking sexy | getting a ride home | "i wanted to talk to you everyday" | pretty and saw him for a bit
• October 17 ▸ playing with the cats | listening to jake bugg on the floor and then listening to beach fossils on my bed in my dark room
• October 18 ▸ sleeping the whole day | laying with mom for a bit
• October 19 ▸ feeling pretty
• October 20 ▸ feeling pretty again | seeing g. after a long time and talk about nothing in partciular | good mood for a bit part of my day | i'm going to a halloween party!!!!!
• October 21 ▸ it's raining thank god
• October 22 ▸ laughing a lot with the guys at work
• October 23 ▸ is fucking raining again | "you're so pretty, i think they did put a piece of god in you when you were made" | and others compliments | talking to v. again
• October 24 ▸ painting again and loving it
• October 25 ▸ forrest staying with me | the feminist essay on enem | writing a poem and liking it
• October 26 ▸ talking in public wasn't that bad and i did it even tho i was really scared | forrest is still staying with me
• October 27 ▸ being social and laughing a lot
• October 28 ▸ good mood cause of the cold weather | "you have to go" and hands on my hair | rain | forrest is better
• October 29 ▸ raining again
• October 30 ▸ forrest making a mess in my room | laughing at the bus
• October 31 ▸ eating a lot | marcelo high on sugar | lots of laughs at downtown and on the bus before | raining at night
  • IV.
• November 01 ▸ ending anxiety listening to bon iver while is raining | starting talking to jessica about cats and other stuff | getting ready in 20 minutes to go to belgrano
• November 02 ▸ "i didn't know you were gonna come, i'm really glad you came" | forrest waking me up
• November 03 ▸ laughing a lot | going to y.'s house and eating the pancakes and m.'s drawings
• November 04 ▸ eating half of ma.'s churros | forrest happy to see me
• November 05 ▸ my hair up by my choice after year | sara is such a cutie | m. and m. are mutual crushes???? i don't know i just can'ttttt i'm so excited with the possibility of them being together
• November 06 ▸ the kiss on my nose | k. saying i look cute without bangs and m. saying i look like a gotic doll again | forrest missing me
• November 07 ▸ talking to jessica a bit and her photographs | finding two new bands to listen
• November 08 ▸ forrest waking me up (he got this habit of waking me up early every morning now!!!)
• November 09 ▸ get home alive | massage
• November 10 ▸ finding out my hair looks pretty when natural | murilo and his crush omg i'm dyingggggg just kiss already
• November 11 ▸ laughing a lot | walking on the rain | the guy who has a crush on me is really cool like omg ????
• November 12 ▸ rain
• November 13 ▸ forrest waking me up| get on tumblr after a long time
• November 14 ▸ mom and forrest coming to my bed when i got home
• November 15 ▸ murilo and marcelo finally kissed | getting really drunk and dance a lot | "she's little but dances wow" | "kiss him, for me, i beg you" | "ow you're pretty too" | the pictures of them sleeping together | laughing till tears and them laughing some more | sara asking for help | forrest sleeping with me | not that ugly on the party photos | doing nothing all day | watching tv with mom
• November 16 ▸ day passing fast | fun last day of training | y.'s and k.'s whatsapp audios | samantha missing me
• November 17 ▸ forrest laying on my chest | the rain at night when i was going home
• November 18 ▸ "i was listening to the smiths and i thought of you" | feeling pretty with my hair up | "all of you is pretty"
• November 19 ▸ the soft rain and the calm sun | day passing really fast at work | watching (500) days of summer and not being depressed at all
• November 20 ▸ laughing a lot while hiding from the rain with murilo and bruno | "the sunset today is as pretty as bruna"
• November 21 ▸ the fog in the morning | feeling pretty after the make up on
• November 22 ▸ getting drunk and dancing till the end of my strength | the guy appearing from nowhere asking me to marry him and the other one with 1,5º of myopia | bruno's voice
• November 23 ▸ "help, you're so pretty" | good mood the whole day | eating pizza with murilo and marcelo and laughing | "there are so few retro persons like us" | smiling a lot with mari's letter
• November 24 ▸ raining the whole day | coming at home and decorating my room with my new christmas lights
• November 25 ▸ jorge's messages omggggg | mom saying "you look so pretty" when i got home
• November 26 ▸ going to a used books store and buying two books
• November 27 ▸ buying the clothes i wanted so bad and the king's books finally | "you're too pretty to be just one in this universe" | "is getting really hard to see you and not saying hi"
• November 28 ▸ saw marco tulio | marrying the hippie | getting drunk before 185
• November 29 ▸ drunk dancing | laughing a lot after getting out the club | forgetting about everything while reading
• November 30 ▸ feeling pretty | "you're strong" | reading a lot before sleep and forgeting about everything while doing it
  • V.
• December 01 ▸ coming home feeling really down and being welcome by forrest and his purr | walking back home at night dancing in the middle of the street | talking to augusto and the girls on twitter | a dm from luigi
• December 02 ▸ forresnt slepping on my should while i was reading | "is she pretty the same way you are?" | buying new clothes | "if i were a woman i would be you" | "is it my eyes? i think you're so pretty"
• December 03 ▸ being considered a pretty girl for the first time
• December 04 ▸ reading with forrest sleeping on me | people actually finding me attractive ???????
• December 05 ▸ feeling pretty | getting drunk
• December 06 ▸ guys clapping "omg your clothes, so awesome" | laughing and crying a lot cause of the pictures | listening to john mayer with my lights on | "she said you are really pretty"
• December 07 ▸ laughing with the joke about murilo kissing andreia | my books are here | reading a king's book
• December 08 ▸ forrest sleeping with me in the morning | getting a new book from my favorite writter and a cute poem | reading when was raining
• December 09 ▸ talking the whole morning about books, films and music with jorge and andreia | sara and marcelo sad cause i was leaving before them "staaaay here" | my other books of king came
• December 10 ▸ forrest being all cute sleeping with me | "i liked your photos a lot" | them saying they missed me | "i was gonna to say how beautiful that girl was and then i realised it was you"
• December 11 ▸ forrest sleeping on my shoulders | reading a lot in the morning | calm rain | reading before sleep
• December 12 ▸ reading a lot | finding a film camera
• December 13 ▸ taking good photos | "wow you nailed" | reading before sleep
• December 14 ▸ finally i'm going to have my first analogic camera | "i feel comfortable with you, i don't talk about my feeling with anyone" | "the way you're talking is really cute" | "you repeat the questions in a very sexy way" | "you're so cute i want to take you to my house"
• December 15 ▸ such a nice comment in the begnning of my day | "you look so pretty on these pants" "you're small and such a cutie" | pablo huging me, this is the first time i feel he likes me | "you are so pretty, don't forget to eat" | "i love you"
• December 16 ▸ stalking that guy on the mall and not feeling bad about it
• December 17 ▸ laughing with bruno at bus
• December 18 ▸ feeling pretty | murilo really wanting my presence at the party | taking a picture at work | lolita hair
• December 19 ▸ napping the whole day | marcelo is going too
• December 20 ▸ drunk dancing | listening to john mayer after sleeping and eating a lot | not feeling depressed about the things i found
• December 21 ▸ my camera arrivied | laughing a lot with those guys flirting with me | laughing with guilherme
• December 22 ▸ buying my analogic films | looking myself at the mirror and thinking "wow i'm really pretty"
• December 23 ▸ feeling pretty again | the nice guy who gave me the thing for my camera | mis's letter is coming
• December 24 ▸ apparently he is jealous of me too | laughing a lot with those old pictures | the huge cat | watching carrie drunk and loving it
• December 25 ▸ using my zenit for the first time | "feliz natal pra você também, sua maravilhosa"
• December 26 ▸ "everyone was saying how cute you are and everyone were like "wowwwwww"" | feeling pretty | calm rain| murilo laying on my belly | forrest stayig with me after i started feeling depressed
• December 27 ▸ reading a king's book on the floor for hours
• December 28 ▸ waking up to the sound of the rain | bring mom a flower | "i think you're too pretty for him" | nice girl on twitter "you're pretty"
• December 29 ▸ walking on downtown with mom | rain and cold weather the whole day | reading with mom and her dog watching tv in my room
• December 30 ▸ laughing a lot with bruno | mia's letter came and it's all so cute
• December 31 ▸ laughing a lot the whole day | "yeah, she's a rose" | "bruna is the most gotic here" | "your hair is pretty" | feeling pretty for a moment at the car