"You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will"

• I.
• January 01 ▸ spendgin all my day with mom and gio and the marathon of modern family and black mirror
• January 02 ▸ the atypical marathon when i couldn't sleep | gio giving me food like a baby | the rainy morning | reading a lot
• January 03 ▸ the morning rain and the weather | listening to songs all day and making a new playlist | myllena making me a playlist | reading a lot before sleep
• Janurary 04 ▸ the rain when i was coming home | the kinda cold weather | listening to mxmtoon a lot | "Cê é muito boa em fotografia, hein? Gostei de todas, mas especialmente as partes 5 e 6"
• January 05 ▸ listening to calm songs| watchig modern family with gio before sleep | the good mood
• January 06 ▸ waking up a bit early | the rainy morning and the cold weather | staying in bed with amora sleeping on my leg | reading a lot
• January 07 ▸ waking up early | being ther for gio and emilie | the rainy and cold weather | reading a lot | mom talking to me like i'm her friend
• January 08 ▸ waking up early again | the rainy and cold weather again | reading all day long | talking all day to emilei | me and myllena making plans to do our piercings
• January 09 ▸ coming home really early and statying with gio | going with myllena to the piercing studio and not letting my fear win | laying on my bed after such a stressful day
• January 10 ▸ being able to sleep at least a bit in the morning | not feeling pain on my lip | reading a lot during the day
• January 11 ▸ having a good night of sleep finally | wakig up at 6 am | feeling better about myself | gio coming and helping me to do the vegan cake!!! | listening to the smiths | reading all day long
• January 12 ▸ waking up early | getting used to my new piercing | feeling a bit pretty | feeling inspired seeing art
• January 13 ▸ coming home really early and watching tv shows i love | the rain | mom laughing a lot and looking really happy
• January 14 ▸ feeling better | reading all day long | spending some time with mom and reading in the livingroom
• January 15 ▸ amora being a cutie | a good morning with gio | listening to a lot of music and doing a new playlist
• Januay 16 ▸ spending lots of time with mom | feeling a bit okay | reading a lot
• January 17 ▸ reading all morning | going to the theater with gio | staying at home
• January 18 ▸ waking up early | reading a lot | feeling okay for a bit part of my day | listening to a calm playlist of mine | emilie helping me
• January 19 ▸ having a good night of sleep | reading for a bit | feeling better | drinking lots of water
• January 20 ▸ sleeping a lot | being in a good mood and talking a lot to mom | listening to the beatles all day long | eating lots of vegan pizza | me, mom and gio laughing of amora and the tv with cat games
• January 21 ▸ sleeping a lot and then watching gio sleeping | reading for a bit | listening a lot to the beatles | eating a freaking lot
• January 22 ▸ sleeping a lot | listening to the beatles nonstop | the guy from usa who wants to buy my photos | staying at home
• January 23 ▸ sleeping a lot | being cuties with gio | listening a lot to the beatles | gio being a cutie and bringing me cotton candy | cuddles before sleep
• January 24 ▸ waking up and having a good mood | talking a lot to mom and she telling me stuff and asking me some advices
• January 25 ▸ waking up early and in a better mood | gio with me and the laughs when i couldn't laugh | listening to cute songs | amora being amora
• January 26 ▸ surviving the day and not let my anxiety win | mom saying i'm too pretty and trying to take pictures of me | going out after months inside my house | murilo acting like he really misses me and "eu só vou ficar na fila pra ficar com a bruna" | dancing for a bit and not needing alchool to have fun | talking a lot to sara and her friends and feeling okay
• January 27 ▸ spending my day on my bed | making dinner with gio and then watching ferdinand with mom and gio
• January 28 ▸ sleeping a lot | not let my anxiety win again and doing the photoshoot and the girl was so cuteeee | coming back home and spending the rest of my day with mom and gio and then the films
• January 29 ▸ talking to emilie while amora and gio was sleeping | mom taking care of me and helping me
• January 30 ▸ reading all day long | "Te entendendo perfeitamente. Mas se serve de algo, sua arte é linda."
• January 31 ▸ "1 - que mulher linda que fala coisas lindas 2 - twitter 3 - sempre quis conversar com você mas acho que nunca rolou e eu sou péssima com assunto 4 - eu gosto de você, sério. 5 - não tenho mas vou falar do dia que te dei o famoso follow e pensei NOFFA" | being in a good mood | deying mom's hair and talking to her a lot
  • II.
• February 01 ▸ waking up at 6 am | talking to murilo and mom sending him some messages too | the rain and reading for a bit
• February 02 ▸ waking up at 6 am and not feeling that bad | amora being so cute to me when i was waking up | gio coming to my bed really early | feeling really pretty when i was with make up and sending emilie some photos | going out even tho all i wanted to do was stay in my bed
• February 03 ▸ talking a lot to sara and murilo and the guys and murilo staying with us and not with those friends and the memories and laughing a lot and stayig there till 4 am | when things started to getting better | mom taking care of me and researching about vegan food and how to make tofu and soy milk
• February 04 ▸ cuddles all night with gio and amora | the rainy and cold weather | reading for a bit | oliver sleeping beside me all day on the living room | gio taking care of me
• February 05 ▸ finally sleeping all night | mom getting better | the cold weather | amora sleeping with me | the cold weather | listening to a lot of music
• February 06 ▸ gio coming and the cuddles and then watching cartoons with her | listening to music | searching for travels with gio and laughing a lot
• February 07 ▸ waking up really early | the cold weather | amora sleeping on my leg | making a new online journal and loving it a lot | the rain at the end of the day | watching disturbed with gio and mom and gio deciding we could sleep at my place again
• February 08 ▸ sleeping a lot and not seeing the hours passing | laughing for a bit with gio before she had to go to work | listening to music and reading sad poetry | "Uma coisa que eu admiro muito em você e que eu nunca mencionei é teu gosto musical. Minha eu de três anos atrás choraria se visse teu perfil do Spotify porque tuas playlists são tudo o que eu aspirava ser. Se minha vida um dia for feita filme eu quero você pra fazer o soundtrack, hehehe." | being in a good mood | remembering the fanfics i used to read and brenda and priscilla on twitter freakin out with me
• February 09 ▸ coming home after a awful night | listening to calm and sad songs | reading for a bit | gio coming home from wrok early | listening to lots of nostalgic songs
• February 10 ▸ getting energy to try to make a cake | watching animal planet all night with mom and then with gio too
• February 11 ▸ waking up early | watching films and cartoon
• February 12 ▸ sleeping for a bit | good hair day | spending my day with mom while i was doing the arremate thing | eating a lot on dinner time
• February 13 ▸ the nap during all morning with gio | becky sleeping by my side when i was at the living room | being in a better mood | feeling a bit inspired
• February 14 ▸ sleeping too much | becky's good morning kisses | finishing work early and having all day for myself
• February 15 ▸ sleeping a lot | "Oi, amiga, te amo, fica bem" | spending my day learning more about css and html | gio bringing me chips | changing all my tumblrs's themes and loving the result
• February 16 ▸ seeing the start of the day | loving my tumblrs | spending my day watching a tv show | being in a good mood and not sleeping at all | the water thing i got
• February 17 ▸ sleeping a lot and the good sleep type | watching tv show all day | treating myself | feeling really pretty and gothic after getting ready for ralf's birthday | oliver on my lap when i was getting ready | yuri worried about me and saying that he is my friend and that he is there for me
• February 18 ▸ being all day on my bed watching a tv show
• February 19 ▸ talking to emilie | the nice message from gustavo saying he thinks of me with flatsound
• February 20 ▸ waking up really early | being really cute with gio | going out and not feeling nervous about it and going to ufu and not feeling panic | the cold weather all day | feeling better and okay
• February 21 ▸ sleeping a lot | being on tumblr all morning with gio on my belly
• February 22 ▸ coming home really early | making the lunch with gio while mom was working | mom in such a good mood | spending all my day reading while listening to calm songs | being in a good mood | drinking black tea and not passing out with anxiety
• February 23 ▸ sleeping a lot | feeling pretty good at night | nice messages
• February 24 ▸ reading a fucking lot and all morning while drinking tea | feeling good still| the cold weather | the runescape game worked out
• February 25 ▸ being able to sleep | waking up really early and playing runescape all morning | the cold and rainy weather when me and gio were naping | ifood and bones marathon
• February 26 ▸ a good morning with a good mood | playing a bit
• February 27 ▸ waking up early and being in a good mood all morning with gio | making a new playlist | paiting my nails and my room's lights | making a new playlist
• February 28 ▸ reading for a big part of the day and the books was do amazing and so many feels
  • III.
• March 01 ▸ waking up really early and going to downtown with gio | eating pastel with gio after so many months
• March 02 ▸ waking up early | my day off of work!!!! | getting some rest all day long
• March 03 ▸ reading for a bit | playing a lot
• March 04 ▸ waking up early and playing a lot during the day
• March 05 ▸ having gio all day on her day off | watching tv shos all day long | eating the best burguer of my entire life
• March 06 ▸ waking up early and playing runescape for a bit | oliver being so cute and needy!! | coming back home | jasmine and "bruna de oliveira porque eu confio no seu gosto musical"
• March 07 ▸ reading for a bit in the morning | watching the voice with gio and then with mom | making a new playlist and then listening to daughter | watching the voice with mom and gio
• March 08 ▸ sleeping all day long | oliver being cute | watching the voice with mom and gio after such an awful day
• March 09 ▸ feeling a bit better | oliver being cute again | holding gio all morning
• March 10 ▸ listening to lots of songs whiel helping mom to clean the house | the vegan burguer while watching top chef
• March 11 ▸ sleeping a lot | talking to the dentist and he saying i could do psychology and WHY NOT | having support
• March 12 ▸ the bones marathon with gio
• March 13 ▸ listening to the beatles all morning
• March 14 ▸ reading all day long
• March 15 ▸ finishing the book
• March 16 ▸ going out with myllena and not feeling that bad | the bones marathon
• March 17 ▸ reading | gio saying she thinks about me every hour and "o que você ta fazendo, que tô com saudade, que queria carinho seu, que queria estar vendo bones contigo..." | making the beans burguer and loving it | watching bones before sleep
• March 18 ▸ waking up early| listen to lots of music | vegan pizza
• March 19 ▸ seeing gio again and watching bones with her | surviving the day
• March 20 ▸ waking up and feeling a lot better | taking new photos after a long time not doing anything | doing that thing on twitter and making everyone smile with nice messages
• March 21 ▸ not letting stupid people fuck up my day | waking up with becky kissing me | "B: mulher você é incrível demais pra ser real, vc é linda por dentro e por fora, inteligente, educada, estilosa, um amorzinho e eu poderia fala de todas as qualidades incríveis que você tem. eu torço pra q um dia vc consiga aceitar que é esplêndida e que seu trabalho é incrível"
• March 22 ▸ being in a good mood | talking to emilie | helping myllena | the bones marathon with giio ad cafune
• March 23 ▸ emilie being there for me | gabriel helping me and calling before sleep | a cat in my house
• March 24 ▸ waking up really early | the cat is a cutie | listening to calm song
• March 25 ▸ the cuddles in the morning | laughing with mom and making her walk with me for a bit and hten finding i was wrong | the fact that mom looked a bit happier | listening to a lot of music
• March 26 ▸ emilie saying she loves me at 2 am after calling me and all that stuff | waking up early | listening to lots of music | cleaning my room and taking care of my hair | "to trabalhando e ouvindo essa playlist LINDA que ce fez da trilha de very good girls to mt feliz nesse momento"
• March 27 ▸ sleeping a lot | listning to the beatles | reading
• March 28 ▸ going downtown with gio and feeling pretty and reading and eating a lot | coming home listening to music | feeling a bit better | the nap with gio | reading before sleep
• March 29 ▸ waking up pretty early | reading | staying home and the rain before sleep
• March 30 ▸ the amazing morning with gio with lots of laughs and watching tv with her and paying with my cats | mom making me food when i was sad
• March 31 ▸ sleeping a lot in the moning | making new playlists | watching lots of adam sandler films with mom and gio
  • IV
• April 01 ▸ my mood getting better | watching lots of catfish and films with gio | playing with amora | the end of the night
• April 02 ▸ sleeping a lot | feeling a bit better | listeing to different songs | the dentist being very nice and helping me with no money envolved | mom helping me
• April 03 ▸ waking up really early and going to downtown with gio | coming home and listening to lots of music | buying new books!!!!!!!!! | the rainy night
• April 04 ▸ sleeping a lot | amora taking care of me | reading a lot | gio coming to sleep with me because she misses me
• April 05 ▸ sleeping a lot | reading a freaking lot
• April 06 ▸ eating a lot before sleep and watching something with gio
• April 07 ▸ spending all my day with mom | the deal of mom playing more with my cats and i playing more with nick | watching lots of horror movies with gio and the cold weather
• April 08 ▸ sleeping a lot | spending my day with gio watching tv and cuddleing | everything being great again and making her laugh
• April 09 ▸ sleeping a lot | the cuddles after waking up | studying a lot and feeling better after it
• April 10 ▸ waking up really early | walking home like the old times | listening to some new music | studying a lot again | now i have therapy to go to!!!
• April 11 ▸ going to downtown with gio and eating a lot | the catfish night
• April 12 ▸ studying a lot and feeling good about it
• April 13 ▸ meeting the psychologist for the first time and feeling way better!!!! | watching horror films with gio and oliver sleeping with me
• April 14 ▸ waking up with amora sleeping on my belly | making new playlists | the rainy weather | the film marathon with gio
• April 15 ▸ sleeping a lot | spending the day watching tv with gio and mom | the film marathon again with gio
• April 16 ▸ waking up early and reading a lot while waiting gio at the dentist | the huge nap | studying a lot and feeling so ok with it | the cold weather
• April 17 ▸ the cold weather | staying home and the cuddles with gio
• April 18 ▸ going to downtown with gio and her exams are okay! | going to the mall walking and spending a lot of time on the book store | coming home and wathcing lots of films
• April 19 ▸ cuddles all morning | reading for a bit | being able to study even tho i was so tired | the cold weather
• April 20 ▸ gio's new haircut is just so cute!!! | going to the mall again and buying new books | the filme marathon
• April 21 ▸ cuddles all morning | reading for a bit | watching films all day
• April 22 ▸ eating a lot of crap and watching an intire tv show with gio
• April 23 ▸ waking up relly early | the cold weather | "dá um quentinho no coração pensar que você está no mundo produzindo algo tão maravilhoso" | reading for a bit | starting b99 with gio and laughing for a bit
• April 24 ▸ sleeping a lot | amora with me all day
• April 25 ▸ reading for a bit
• April 26 ▸ amora staying with me | "cyber batutinha: Eu não me canso de dizer o quanto eu te acho incrível. Você é linda, inteligente, esperta e talentosa, e eu sei de tudo isso sem nem mesmo te conhecer fora dessa rede social. O seu único defeito é não ver tudo o que você é, não perceber o quão valiosa você é pro mundo, mesmo que, às vezes, você queira sumir dele. E é por isso que toda vez que eu vejo você se diminuindo, ou sofrendo por ser quem tu é, eu venho aqui pra te mostrar que a única pessoa que te vê tão fraca, tão sem uso, é você. Se eu consigo ver todo o teu valor, todo o teu brilho e o teu potencial e o quanto de força você tem pra mover o mundo, você também vai conseguir um dia. Enquanto você não percebe, eu vou continuar vindo aqui te dizer como eu te vejo, porque talvez, de tanto eu repetir, você comece a acreditar. E mais que isso, que você comece a perceber e se sentir INCRÍVEL."
• April 27 ▸ waking up early | reading for a bit | gio's here | watching b99 all day with her
• April 28 ▸ reading for a bit in the morning | making vegan burguer and eating a lot | the stupid horror films | being able to study again!!!!!! | the friends marathon
• April 29 ▸ reading for a bit | the tv shows marathon with gio | studying for a bit | some laughs at the end of the night
• April 30 ▸ reading | tv shows in bed | being in a better mood | studying!!!!
  • V.
• May 01 ▸ waking up early and reading for a bit | watching lots of tv show all day
• May 02 ▸ going out for a bit and having fun | readinf a lot before sleep
• May 03 ▸ watching daria for a bit | feeling better after therapy | all day cuddeing and watching a tv show | starting the bletchley circle and loving it | new music
• May 04 ▸ reading for a bit | the hair care with gio
• May 05 ▸ sleeping a lot and the cuddles | watching tv show all day with gio | reading for a bit | the puppy
• May 06 ▸ sleeping a lot again | gio happy with the puppy | bathing diana and laughing | finishing the book | the marathon of b99 with gio
• May 07 ▸ waking up really early and all morning to myself | being able to estudy really hard | the puppy with me all day long
• May 08 ▸ reading all morning and feeling really great | the puppy being a cutie with me all day long and playing with amora and becca | studying | readig some more
• May 09 ▸ waking up early | reading for more than two hours | being able to studying even when i was feeling very sick | the sad tv show i found with amazing soundtrack
• May 10 ▸ the new about people eating less meat | reading a lot and loving it
• May 11 ▸ gio's here!!! and staying all day with her
• May 12 ▸ helping the animals | staying the rst of the day in front of tv
• May 13 ▸ doing nothing all day with gio and the laughs and cuddles
• May 14 ▸ waking up early | the cuddles