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- no one sees cus no one wants to / see what's in their mind ("aisle 13")
- it's like a lightbulb went out in my head ("all our songs")
- and i found a place where i know i'll always be tethered ("all our songs")
- form a cloud, make all of your particles / separate and get together / rain on down, show everybody / what it means to get wet / let's take down all the umbrellas / i'll be fine in idaho america, in the twentieth century ("all our songs")
- jack thought it twice and thought that that that made it true / some brains just work that way, that's what chemicals can do / he thought he'd have a beer / he thought he was alone / he thought an albertson's stir-fry dinner would make his apartment a home ("big dipper")
- i thought i bored me but i learned to think like you / now nothing bores me that's that nothing is thought through ("big dipper")
- broken chairs your body conforms to / out beyond the quieted garden, you can bring the man form into trust / through the holes in my everydayness / lends sustenance where starvation's necessary, cus my brain's a dictionary of long spring days and the speech of crows / who themselves are mirrors of apprehension in the fallen sun / alright / you can make it stay ("broken chairs")
- you'll get the chance to take the world apart and figure out how it works / don't let me know what you find out ("car")
- i wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars, and moons are all about / i wanna see it when their faces turn to backs of heads and slowly get smaller ("car")
- i want specifics on the general idea / i want to think what i should know / i want you to do me what to show / i wanna see movies of my dreams / i wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon ("car")
- didn't add up / forgot to carry a zero ("carry a zero")
- and you're so occupied with what other persons are / occupied with / and vice versa ("carry the zero")
- and you've become / what you thought was dumb / a fraction of the sum / the middle and the front ("carry the zero")
- what a sound straight through my spine ("cleo")
- ain't it strange that i can dream? / when there's nothing i have ever seen / ain't it strange that i can dream? / ain't it strange that i have brain activity? ("cleo")
- living in the womb / running out of room / have to come out soon / have to meet the sun and moon and ("cleo")
- my stepfather looks just like david bowie / but he hates davie bowie / i think bowie's cool / i think lodger rules / i think my stepdad's a fool ("distopian dream girl")
- and when it's later, open up your window just in case / you're a radar, built to scan the deeps of outer space / and if you recognize subtle patterns in the sky / don't take it as a sign / unless it eases your mind ("fly around my pretty little miss")
- hiding things that no one wants to find ("goin' against your mind")
- thought it was an alien / turned out to be just God ("goin' against your mind")
- today is flat beneath the weight of next day, next day, next day, next day ("in the morning")
- when my mind's uncertain, my body decides what it will do to get through the hell of the night / as i trip on the ocean that leads through your eyes, well, my eyes can't wait til they finally see through you / when i get this feeling like i'm gonna start, i just have to stop ("in the morning")
- this part of the song is called the second verse / sounds just like the first but with different words / it only has 3 chords and they are A and E and D / they are A and E and D / then it goes to D minor, uh, A, E, D ("joyride")
- it's just a habit i formed ("just a habit")
- backwashed thoughts, and you made me talk / no, you made me listen ("kicked it in the sun")
- tiny tv / on at 3 / so serene / no place to be alone ("kicked it in the sun")
- we're special in other ways / ways our mothers appreciate ("kicked it in the sun")
- that net does not make me feel safe ("kicked it in the sun")
- when things are all you think of / and plans are all you make / and thoughts are all you dream of / your falls are all you take ("liar")
- look out, the world's destroying you / relax, it isn't fair / mother nature's disposition / she don't mind, she don't care ("liar")
- life ain't nothing but a dream / realistic as it seems ("life's a dream")
- comb your mind for the treasures of the soul ("life's a dream")
- hard to believe, that after all this time, that after all this i'm still me ("made-up dreams")
- no one wants to hear what you dreamt about / unless you dreamt about them / don't let that stop you / tell them anyway, and you can make it up as you go ("made-up dreams")
- it takes a lot to make me crazy / and a lot is always going on ("made-up dreams")
- the first place my mind goes is where i never want it to / like where it hurts the most and all the stupid shit i say and do ("planting seeds")
- when bullies grow up they get meaner / yeah, they really get it down ("planting seeds")
- and just because you love something doesn't mean it's yours to buy ("planting seeds")
- just walkin' in the room made me so relieved, like everything was fine, and you had never died, or second-guessed your mind, or gave up on your trust, thought you'd gone too far, for us to take you back, but distances like that, pat, don't exist in fact ("pat")
- and if God does exist, i'm sure he will forgive me for doubting for he'd see how unlikely he himself seems ("oh yeah")
- and the fear you feel will pass, then a calmness that will last, we will learn to drift off fast, another nowhere lullaby, you can rest or you can try, and this waste, it shines in every way ("nowhere lullaby")
- yeah i'd say that's a long time, but it's only half a blink, in the place you're gonna be, where you gonna be, where will you spend eternity? ("randy described eternity")
- i gotta be perfect from now on, i'm gonna be perfect starting now ("randy described eternity")
- you were right when you said all that glitters isn't gold / you were right when you said all we are is dust in the wind / you were right when you said we're just bricks in the wall / and when you said manic depression's a frustrated mess ("you were right")
- a bad idea gone funny / a pinch felt in a dream ("velvet waltz")
- you thought of everything, but some things can't be thought ("velvet waltz")
- now it's burnt because you left it in the sun / was a great mistake, but how could you have known / the temperature, the distance of the sun ("velvet waltz")
- and God is whoever you're performing for ("untrustable/pt. 2")
- christmas, twin falls, idaho, is her oldest memory / she was only 2 / it was the first time she felt blue ("twin falls")
- cafeteria, harrison elementary, beneath a parachute, i saw her without shoes / 7-up, i touched her thumb and she knew it was me, although she couldn't see... unless of course she peeked ("twin falls")
- my mom's good, she got me out of twin falls, idaho, before i got too old / you know how that goes ("twin falls")
- responding now, to trains that crash before you ("traces")
- and though the parts of it that matter change / all traces disintegrate ("traces")
- we've all seen enough now and it's time to decide - the meekness of love or the power of pride? it doesn't matter if you're good or smart, goddamn it, things fall apart ("things fall apart")
- let's go for a walk, yeah, let's go for a drive / don't know how to say thanks for being alive / let's go for a lifetime, let's go for a fling / don't know how to say anything ("things fall apart")
- funny thing with blood / try to stand but neither leg's awake / just this side of love / is where you'll find the confidence to continue ("else")
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