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speedtrials follows:
cariatide ✏️books (read in 2020)
Venus notes
dana monthly (april 2020)
beable autobio (moments - april 2020)
mateu
*pauline irises
48732 jacqueline
Abby Applesauce jam
Apartmentcat jess
Bru jo
Chelsea joe
Chuck jubs
Deb julie
Debra julie
Florence julkim
Gelly jullya
Hekate juno
Hjertebarn just a girl
J jéssica
JC kaitlin
Jacinda kakinou
Jacqueline M.... kamee
Janeka kaori
Janise katya
Joey kb
Jordan kit
Josephine kookos
Juc kurispie
Kate lali
Ketelen larissa
Komie lataefah
Laurene laura
Meagan lauren
Megan laísi
Michelle lee
MissS lin
Oh lin
Oh! lina
Olivia lisa
Patricia listography
Plouf littlewhitehouse
Rain liv
Rebecca liy
Rosamund lois
Roseofsharonlady lotte
Ryan louise
S. luna
Sam lunna
Sarah m. g.
Sheila mali
Smith Monday malu
TT mapholie
Venisse marcella
Venus maria
Vicky marianne
VincentMiroiu marido
Weston marina
Zuzanna mars
a mary
a mateu
a thinking pl... maura
a ~ megan
adena melanie
alexithymia melissa
ammarah memory
amy mirrored
andie monday
andrea monica
anisha moon
anita moon
anna moths
anna moute
antoinette nata
artangel nessa
aurelia nic
avery nicolle
aysha nina
baba yaga nori
babylove opal
banana orphia
bastos pam
beable perri
becca petra
bee pie
bel pinkfleur
bergta psithurism
berlingotière r
birdsong rafa
bleu raspberrythunder
bloesem ravena
broccomilie recollective
cariatide rey
carina maree robyn
carol rodrigo
caroline rose
cel rose
ceri roses & thyme
ch. ruptures
charlie rιĸa
charlie s
christina sara
clare sarah celeste
czar saturn
dan sayuri
dana shabz
danielle shimmerkiss
dayna shira
dweeb shug avery
edenclair sidhe
eeri silhouetting
eileen skye
elise sms
elizabeth softie
elle solar bear
ellen? some random p...
elly soph
emesque sophia
emi stardust
emily sugarplum
emma summertime sa...
encre syrup is yellow
endlessness t
erika tamu
eve tana
fae tarfrimmer
freda tbp
furiousrose the queen
gabes thelittletiger
galaco ti
georgia rose tristen
gigi tuesday blue
giu vera
greatghosts verónica
hannah vetica
hayley vices
helena willowdryad
honeybee yuu
hyejin ztarven
hyena ʝ
i.

julie and raechel's house

  • pink, warm, and heavy but in a cozy way; jake & jessie always trailing around; the cluttered shoe room; the lights always being off & the walls pink and food always being covered in tin foil on the stove top

robyn's house

  • yellow and musty and the air 35% thicker and stagnant but in a good way and all of the doors wooden and carpets thick

the high school blue science bathroom

  • there was always a cold draft and the slightly open window let you smell the outside; the light was always dimmed and it was hard to look in the mirror n there were always things written in the third bathroom stall (approx. 1/2 of them my own words) & it always smelled like sunchips, cigarettes, n bleach

the high school auditorium we had drama rehearsals in

  • dim and confining but warm and inviting; kim eating snacks sitting on the tables and andrew singing the beatles in a cringey-but-endearing-sophomore-in-high-school-kind-of-way

the bicentennial early on weekend mornings for runs in the summer

  • "nippy" and blue frosty; then gradually muggy and green and foresty happy; tiny pretty summer bugs swimming out of the trees & i'm wearing my blue running shorts

aj & brook's kitchen

  • thicker, clean cabbage air and pinesol washed on the scuffed up floors; exercise equipment stuffed in the living room corner beyond all of the toys

the living room on blanchard street

  • it always felt very high up altitude-wise and there were green perforated curtains always flowing up a little from the wind (because mom always needed the window open) and i can't explain the smell but it made my nostrils flare a little

my freshman year dorm room with logan

  • small and tucked and green and stuffy sunshine; the wooden closet door always left open and my red corner table the first thing you see when you enter; phyllis playing bad brand new covers on guitar downstairs w/ the door ajar & lily straightening her warm blond hair in the 3rd floor washroom & upperclassmen boys longboarding down mellen street when you peer outside down the window between classes

elise and ana's dorm room

  • the coziest room i've ever experienced; christmas lights around the room all year long and the shades deeply drawn, lights off and candles and bridget jones diary on TV

the earth science classroom

  • clean and crispy and FREEZING and nice black leather chairs and sam wearing birkenstocks and mike hand-rolling his cigarettes beneath the desk and sarah needing help adjusting her chair because she's disabled and small

the ames library in easton

  • the air conditioner vents under the tables and blowing the cold air onto my ankles and i just finished lolita walking around easton in the thick august summer heat because i couldn't go home yet

my first job

  • the same jingle repeating on a loop on the speakers and a bell jingling every time someone enters or leaves the store and me hating to organize the clothes but liking to straighten the cereal boxes; the cleaning supplies aisle smelling strongly of clorox and chemicals; mike's small blue garden gloves to hide his hands and him peering through the windows to watch me at the register during his cigarette breaks in the dark rain; chris's red polo shirt jingling keychain and ipod blaring stupid alt rock

working at berryline

  • everything crisp and clean and a nice blue; the air conditioning always top notch and my yellow smock always on; white plaster dough and mochi on my hands and the smell of yogurt inescapable; stacks of big carton boxes in the basement and my ipod plugged in to practice chinese audio clips for class; will with the afro and skateboarding shoes playing grizzly bear songs and chris talking to me about mad men episodes; closing up and washing the dining tables, staring out of the dark mass ave windows at the pretty boston evening lights flickering on; riding my blue bike home in the dark

FSG

  • "non-profit" and clean and vegan; my bottle of vanilla handcream from lush perched on my desk & my trader joe's salad for lunch; the tables are all black and new and shiny and everyone wears fancy suits and talks about eating organic with big plastic smiles and it's friendly but empty and sad and the washroom is glistening white
feb 3 2015 ∞
jun 6 2015 +