start again, in the month of may, come on and blow the wires away
to do
- do the medical exam for work
- send my documents to work
- see when the tests for design school open
- pay bills
- mobile me & mom's
- netflix
ups
- orcas in the wild videos
- "gibe us seals u scandinavian little shit. Where's them fishes? Gibe us fishes now"
- chatting with andrew and getting to know him better.
- my amazon books came earlier!
- getting back in touch with caio. i'd forgot how good is talking to him.
- 13 reasons why (maybe that's actually a down?)
downs
- feeling so fucking exhausted
- feelings of hopelessness, disconection, dissociation
- always too tired or busy to do anything that really matters
- wasn't able to watch any movie so far
crushes
- hozier (will i ever get over this?)
- archie andrews
- jugghead jones
- jeremy irvine in "the fantastic beauty"
- clay jensen / dylan minnette
obsessions
- riverdale
- magical movies
- vintage & mori clothes
health
- migraines, migraines
- my whole left side hurts, specially leg.
- got my mouth guard (17.05) hoping i can sleep better
- depression & anxiety crisis
- self-harm (12.05)
- depressed all day (21.05)
- getting allergies all the time!
special dates