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bookmarks:
Thymiane movies (Movies seen in 2025)
JJ Monthly to-do (short term goals)
cord about me (basic info + sonas)
Madeline to do
#2222 gabs
4846 galexc
5 gideon
Aaron grace
Abi greatghosts
Alayna haley
Artemis halinka
Ayla harvey
Beta heath
Bianca heaven
Bliss hhhhhh
CaraMill honeybee
Elegant its
Erin ivan
EstroJen ivyink
FERNANDA javikoox
Gio jenneh
Gregg judar
Ishtar julia
JJ juno
Jane k
Jesly k. e. bigelow
Jesse kael
Jessica Cappu... kal
Jordan kalamantina
Juliana katie
Kate kava
Kiskadee kaytie
Klementine keisha
Kristine kelly ardens
L koi
Laura laddu
Lily lataefah
Linna lauralise
Lizberry lauren
Luciana lemmy
MJ leunae
Madeline limoneto
Madeline lionheart
Maggie lisa
Manoella listography
Mari liz
Maria Natalia liz
Marilia lunna
Marlot m
Master Avalon mackenzie
Mindy mafuyu
MissS maha
NAhiiro meatrotter
Nath meli
Oggy mellie
Otávio michelle
PluntzyBobaTMC miffy
Reen mila
Rowan miranda
Ruka mirrored
Rune mishu
Sarah moon
Serpentine moonru
Setsu naju
Shane nana
Sierra Snowbird nico
Silver Chasm nyx
Stebbiino olive !!
The Duchess oliver
Theo pam
Thymiane penelope
Valentine pez
Zakaria prince
a ~ qerubiim
adena quietvoice
alaska ree
alexia ren
alexithymia rin
alice robyn
also heath robyn
amber rosalia
amora rose
ana rosie
ana s
analu s
andie sacrilege
andreawalrus sam
ane sans soleil
annie santi
arantxa sara
atlas sarah
awfuldaring saras
ayaka sardine
b secretowl
beebles shellebelle
bel shelosthermaps
betweenfuzzies shhh
birdie shiby
blandine shimmerkiss
blue soel
bonafini soli
bren speedtrials
sssick
caitlin staria
caitlin steph
callie stephee
cariatide stonervampire
caves&clavicles suburbanlegends
charlie sun child
charlie sy
charlotte thay
cheba v
cig val
coco valen
constelacione... vera
cord vicky
crayolaskiies vincent
cyn wafa
czar whynothim
damien will
daye wrench
debs yoshii
deeyah yuuka
denesse zhel
dollsys zi
dreamtigers линди
elihomicidal мAriLLa
ellery
elly
emy ℬlade
ena
envy
fern 哲guy
fishflower
florrie 枯死
fran 絵梨
花鳥風月
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As I lay down in the tub, I rest the blade upon my wrist. I wish my life weren’t like this. My body soon will decay. From all the years my life was taken. I won’t be awakened anymore. The blade cuts through my skin as it gusts. No second thoughts in the head. It rips into my flesh, taking in thousands of blood cells. Ripping into the bone marrow. As I think “This is it, I can’t turn back,” I take this blade against my gasping throat. My mouth fills with blood as I began to choke on my own cells. The blade spews all the blood, making the tub water red. I began to become dead, quicker than I thought. Found in my own body fluid. My vessels began to spew out, popping open. A scream echoed across the bathroom if I was alive my ears would have exploded. Family hearts are dropping from the calls. Knees dropping to the floor. Cries and screams come through the door, getting escorted out of my house. I was born in that house and lived there for my entire childhood. I wish I could remain there again if I could. I left the place I’ve only known, I lived, and left the place I’ve only been. My body cremated in the urn or down god’s doorsteps of the dirt ground. The minerals god has made with his own house cradling me like when I was in my mother’s arms, reborn.

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