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awaiting
perpetually and forever
a renaissance of wonder

bookmarks:
erika notes
obsolete dingbat crushes
daisy the old oak chest (june 2021)
Jodie wishlist
rose music of 2021

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

  • Abe
  • Anthony
  • Natalie Dormer
  • Shane
  • Tom Hiddleston
  • Will
nov 26 2020 ∞
nov 26 2020 +

(my coworkers probably hate me)

insp. from petra

  • road work ahead? uh, yeah, I sure hope it does
  • that old woman hitting the window of the...
  • wow
  • this bitch empty, yeet!
  • chipotle is my life
  • it's fricken bats. I love halloween.
  • I smell like beef.
  • I am confusion.
  • what up I'm Jared I'm 19 and I never fucking learned how to read.
  • I can't believe you've done this.
nov 26 2020 ∞
nov 26 2020 +

“Nearly everyone I know feels that some quality of concentration they once possessed has been destroyed. Reading books has become hard; the mind keeps wanting to shift from whatever it is paying attention to to pay attention to something else. A restlessness has seized hold of many of us, a sense that we should be doing something else, no matter what we are doing, or doing at least two things at once, or going to check some other medium. It’s an anxiety about keeping up, about not being left out or getting behind. (Maybe it was a landmark when Paris Hilton answered her mobile phone while having sex while being videotaped a decade ago).

The older people I know are less affected because they don’t partake so much of new media, or because their habits of mind and time are entrenched. The really young swim like fish through the new media and hardly seem to know that life was ever...

dec 7 2020 ∞
dec 21 2020 +
  • Anti Acne Serum, Mario Badescu ➝ every evening on trouble areas
  • CannaCell X.Foliate Scrub, Andalou Naturals ➝ every few days
  • Exfoliating Serum, Mad Hippie ➝ every other evening
  • Facial SPF, Mad Hippie ➝ whenever I go out
  • Hawaiian Detox Warming Mud Mask, Alba Botanica ➝ once a week
  • Jojoba oil, Heather Loraine Cosmetics ➝ removing makeup
  • Orange Cleansing Soap, Mario Badescu ➝ every evening, some mornings
  • Rose Otto Hydrosol, Pranarōm ➝ anytime
  • Rosehip Treatment Facial Serum, Evanhealy ➝ several evenings, after cleansing
  • Triple C Night Cream, Mad Hippie ➝ evenings when my face feels dry
  • Vitamin C Serum, Mad Hippie ➝ mornings, before moisturizing and applying makeup
nov 26 2020 ∞
dec 7 2020 +

Apparel

Beauty

Literature

  • A copy of Franz Kafka's diaries
  • Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke
  • Useless Magic by Florence Welch
  • Paradise Lost, Norton ed?

Misc

  • some sort of shelf for my essential oils
  • a tattoo (perpetual)

Tech

  • an espresso machine
dec 7 2020 ∞
jan 7 2021 +
  • "Anxiety Release," Wyndmere
  • "Good Samaritan", Pranarōm
  • "Joyful Spirit," Wyndmere
  • "Pomander" (Sweet Orange & Clove Bud), Pranarōm
  • "Royal Three" (Frankincense & Myrrh), Pranarōm
  • "Winter Trees" (Balsam Fir & Black Spruce), Pranarōm
  • Bulgarian Rose Otto, Melissa's Botanicals
  • Cardamom, Pranarōm
  • Cinnamon Bark, Pranarōm
  • Clary Sage, Pranarōm
  • French Lavender, Melissa's Botanicals
  • Ginger, Pranarōm
  • Lavender Vera, Wyndmere
  • Lavender, Pranarōm
  • Lime (Distilled), Pranarōm
  • May Chang, Pranarōm
  • Neroli, Pranarōm
sep 3 2020 ∞
nov 26 2020 +